Mischief Managed

Hey, I'm Remus! I'm a twenty three year old dude, have a kick ass fiancé, and I am a fandom enthusiast. Poly, Pagan, VanLifer Don't hesitate to talk to me or send me questions or whatever, I promise I'm super friendly. At any rate, enjoy my blog! -- [Theme credit to: http://enchantinglythemes.tumblr.com/ Background image credit to: http://rafireomatic.deviantart.com/]

[orcinuses]

funky town

[krawdad]

This is like a weird nightmare

Too silly to be scary, really

But still vaguely unsettling

[pidgefuckingholt]

Genuinely reaching the end of my rope. I can't fucking afford therapy. I'm stuck trying to come up with what to do while almost everyone around me has a therapist or access to that help. I keep getting straight up thrown away, and have no way to even like. Recover cause. No one hates me more than me. No one ever misses me. My mom doesn't actually love me, just the fabrication in my head. No matter how much people mean to me, I never ever mean as much to them and it's seriously starting to destroy me. Working on yourself doesn't matter if you don't have professional help to show you healthy ways to do anything. All I know is my mom abusing me, then my ex abusing me, then trying to recover from the abuse WITHOUT THERAPY and deal with my relationships crumbling apart no matter what I do. I have no one to talk to. I'm alone.

[pidgefuckingholt]

Tw:: su*cidal ideation; depression

I honestly don't know what to do when I finally reach out and tell people I'm suicidal, I just. Get silence in response. Or "same". Or that's. Basically it.

I am tired of how lonely I am, when there are people who claim to be here when I feel this way, but greet me with silence as I'm falling apart.

I can't afford therapy. I can't afford anything. Maybe it would help everyone if I just went through with it instead of being useless. Maybe then I won't take up the space. Maybe everyone would be happier with the silence my absence would bring. I'm annoying. I'm loud. I laugh too hard and talk too much.

I love my husband, and my animals, too much to force them to cope with my decision. So I'm just stuck. Feeling this way. And feeling alone.

Sigyn, help me.... help me learn how you were able to handle such deeply rooted misery and still find the strength to carry on holding that bowl....

[theforgottenjew]

Why is he even still a thing?

[rootbeergoddess]

Stop supporting this asshole for all that is holy!

[pissvortex]

video for context

[kewlbot-deactivated20181218]

youtube about to be like

[arbane235]

                                                                                                                                           #the neo-nazi youtube channel gained thousands of followers after pewdiepie did that shout-out                                                                                                        #a significant portion of pewdiepie’s audience are children                                                                                                        #it really doesn’t matter if he ‘didnt mean it’ his actions still has consequences                                                            

[queerasflux]

hi! if you support pewdiepie or any other youtuber that supports them, you are garbage and not allowed on my blog! get lost! I don’t want nazi supporters on my fucking blog!

[birdsagainsthumanity]

in light of all the people talking about pewdiepie’s wedding, please consider this

[pidgefuckingholt]

If killing myself meant my family would have money, I'd have done it years ago. I'm always working, anyways trying to figure out what I'm going to do, having to swallow my pride and ask for help, then feel humiliated over the fact I needed to ask and get too anxious to message them about anything else. I'm so suicidal. I'm so done with having to make myself uncomfortable every single day of my life to support my family.

Maybe I'll figure out a life insurance policy. Then maybe I'll actually be good for something for once, and I'll be able to stop breathing without feeling guilty I've left my family with no means of caring for themselves.

[oluart]

did a redraw of my old drawing :V

[polochka]

[sailorleo]

hap birthday/almost-birthday my 2 favorite episodes

[hntrgurl13]

Plot Twist

[majomaru]

Everyone please take a moment to appreciate my dad, who debuted his first cosplay at his first con today

[factual-fantasy]

Okay I looked through my second desk and get this, I FOUND EVEN MORE ANGST.

-But also some wholesomeness. So here, have a break from the angst for just a moment and have this family movie night pic. ●ᴗ●

[super-yurmu]

2018.08.02 art

[pibaco]

oh……

[pibaco]

Water

[factual-fantasy]

So after a few days of not being able to draw anything for myself, I finally managed to draw this spoopy comic.٩(●ᴗ●)۶

Note: There is no follow up to this, I repeat, THERE IS NO FOLLOW UP TO THIS. Please don’t ask me to draw a part two to this, there is none. I was just trying to draw something and this idea popped up into my head. 

I may add a story later.. perhaps.. or maybe put it in the Heart Monitor AU or Bill Fragment AU. BUT FOR NOW- there is no story to this, please don’t ask me to draw a part 2 of this, it doesn’t exist……

yet..?

[mysticmilks]

Two types of  Slow Burn

Type I

100k of pining, accidental hands touching, sex dreams that end with passionate smut in the last chapter.

Type II

They raw each other in the first part of chapter 1, then spend 100k in denial, misunderstanding, and self-doubt

[ofhisshinyvolvo]

me walking into the cinema to see the new Batman movie