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fucking hate being so abstract

40 pulls in and no blade in sight.... okkk fine cyrene imma get u instead .... 16 days wait aint gonna be fun but wtv chat

#hsr thoughts #rotten luck with hsr fr

remielle gameplay whennnn... fast pls

#mystuff #zzz thoughts #lucy skin is adorbs but wont get if its paid cuz lowk who uses lucy these days😭

and like we r part of nature too but the system is designed in such a way that we stay far from it, which conditioned us to think that the average person's purpose in life is to be successful and all your problems (which they themselves created btw) will be solved... when it was never meant to be

#mystuff #if we all collectively stopped working even for a week... the consequences at the top will be massive #but the people at the top are well aware of how fragile the system actually is and so they engraved it in your brains that to live you must #work or be of use. aka productivity. and thats not the full picture. they also keep you divided using culture wars #so that youll hate your peers due to their differences and never work with them. so that youll have an 'easier' problem to tackle bc #going against the system itself was never an idea that the system presents to you #this is all so stupid . and they want to keep us even stupider.#so that we never question and just play along capitalisms dirty game of who can get a bigger share of the pie . dont matter if what ur #doing is beneficial to humanity. all that matters is that its beneficial to you #thats all there is #im sick lmao. ts is so so stupid and its what drove me towards nihilism #at least now i like my life #if there is a god id like to meet them #ask them if there have been successful iterations of human beings that didnt drive themselves into extinction one way or another #bc from the looks of it. whats left of us are going to be ai generated lies

and like ik im gonna be fine but the state of humanity.... what we could have been ..... if not for cartoon villains everywhere with the worst interests in mind.... and everyone following like sheep... its all so masterfully preordained by groups of people who will benefit the most while the rest of us rot, unable to think for ourselves

#mystuff #i need to stop thinking #greed is our worst flaw as humans . its seriously the worst one #i wish we were more selfless as creatures and moved towards a greater good for everyone regardless of our differences.... not this #ignorance is bliss bc man intelligence comes with a kind of loneliness that cant be explained easily #im like so glad i have someone in my life thats on the same wavelength as me or else i truly think id be ðe-pressed like before

planning for yo we dd in is kinda azz when udgaf abt like 90% of the guests but oh well bro 😭

#mystuff #whats worse is the money spent dont even feel worth it like id have gotten so much more stuff that would make me happier gruhhh i sound #ungrateful as fuck but like man #this is a safe space to say that it feels like something im checking off of the list instead of it being something i really wanted #we r so redoing this in a pretty place where i invite only my closest of frens and fam #and one where i can wear what i want 🤒#ts is awful when i put it like that haha 🫪#but i gotta pretend like im fine with everything or else i risk making some folks really disappointed #ill try to make it as frictionless as possible lmao #i cant help my own ant1soc1al behaviors and feelings chat i rlly h4t e people #and theres an extra pressure to perform as an afab holy shit #after its done im getting a bob and dyeing it a bright plum with deep pinks

planning for yo we dd in is kinda azz when udgaf abt like 90% of the guests but oh well bro 😭

#mystuff #whats worse is the money spent dont even feel worth it like id have gotten so much more stuff that would make me happier gruhhh i sound #ungrateful as fuck but like man #this is a safe space to say that it feels like something im checking off of the list instead of it being something i really wanted #we r so redoing this in a pretty place where i invite only my closest of frens and fam #and one where i can wear what i want 🤒#ts is awful when i put it like that haha 🫪#but i gotta pretend like im fine with everything or else i risk making some folks really disappointed #ill try to make it as frictionless as possible lmao #i cant help my own ant1soc1al behaviors and feelings chat i rlly h4t e people #and theres an extra pressure to perform as an afab holy shit #after its done im getting a bob and dyeing it a bright plum with deep pinks

yall have no idea how obsessed i still am with amphoreus cuz whenever i see merch coming out im so cooked bro

#the nendoroids 😭😭😭😭 NEED THEM SO BAD BRO #hsr thoughts #mystuff

hate when kpoopies try to justify gen ai usage by saying kr loves using gen ai like yea ofc they do LMAO theyre abt to go extinct first so they dont gaf 😭 im joking ong bruh . we should in fact be worried for our futures

#mystuff

anyone who hates march is a major red flag to me ICL

#shes the sweetest #hsr thoughts

belles new skin so cute id love to get a cosplay of it

#belle outfits r the cutest always #zzz thoughts

also gil so chopped imma skip😭

#hsr thoughts #i could pick up rin sometime around #idk why im acting like idh disposable income ... i do but idw spend it all on gacha ukwim😭

also imma cry bc i love how hsr is cathartic for hi3 players (himeko, amphoreus, cyrene we will come back #trust)

#hsr thoughts #hsr does hopecore so well

my word im so excited for remielle zzz

#her wings !!!#hope theyre functional and not just columbina #zzz thoughts #velina is an ez skippp but norma haha shes so cute i might get of she works w remi

himeko lookin real tempting given i do have e0s1 sunny + dhpt + e2 welt... hmmmmm