summary:reader needs a break from mothering and roman is being a dick. but you know he can’t stay away from you right?
warnings: mentions of pregnancy, deadbeat(ish), arguing, smut, angst, switch roman, switch reader, unprotected sex, text fic (kinda), a itty bit of stalking if u squint, mirror sex.
you walk into the club with your friend immediately getting hit with a mix of weed and heat scrunching your face "ugh i need a drink its so packed" you speak up grabbing your friends hand and walking to the bar telling the bartender to get two lemon drops on the rocks. taking the drink chugging it down turning your head towards your friend "i have a feeling i just have like a thousand eyes on me" you lean over to say into her ear
"you're fine, you deserve to have fun. fuck roman hes not the boss of you" she responds sipping her drink fixing loose strands of your hair before adding "im gonna make sure you have fun tonight" she smiles at you reassuring you.
you nod asking the bartender for shots waiting a bit to take them, the burn of the tequila feels good down your throat. its been a while since you've gone drinking, ever since you've had your daughter ivy its just been mom mode everyday. not once have you thought about going out nor thought about being away from her for a couple hours.
you shake your head to erase the thoughts in your head taking another shot to loosen up.
little did you know. he was there.
roman had been watching you since you walked in the door smirking to himself as you took shots and talked to your friend, he's just keeping an eye on you, like he knows you're still his.
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you decided to post on your page after countless many shots and dances with your friend. you felt sexy. you felt confident. you finally felt free without any hint of guilt. but you've also felt like you're being watched.
everytime you turn your head to check no one is there. you shrug it off downing your last shot trying to successfully post without hinting you're drunk.
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you let out a giggle hitting post before looking over at your friend sucking a random dudes face off and you shake your head walking over to tell her you were getting a uber home
she lets go of the random dude to hug you goodbye and "text me when you make it home"
you nod and walk outside the cold air hitting your bare skin immediately but you werent too cold since you had been drinking.
you tap your heels on the ground about to call your uber until you feel a familiar presence step out of the club. it was him. you know those black boots and black shades from a can of paint.
"let me take you home" he speaks up looking down at you
you let out a scoff shaking your head no "fuck you, are you fucking stalking me roman? very classy." you get back onto your phone to call the uber until roman takes your phone putting it in his back pocket
"just fucking let me take you home y/n. i should let your ass stand in the freezing cold for posting that. lucky we have a fucking kid together" he grabs your arm firmly leading you to his car
you stay silent in defeat following him stumbling a bit due to you have too many drinks, you get into the passenger seat hearing him slam the door before getting in the drivers side starting the car
"where is ivy?'' you look over at him and he glances at you "at my moms.'' he says driving off onto the street
you shake your head in disbelief "she's supposed to be with you roman. i knew this would happen''
"what the fuck are you saying?''
"im saying i knew i couldnt trust you, you never actually spend time with her roman. do you know how much that hurts a child that young?''
"you what? had to keep come keep tabs on me? couldnt handle the pressure? i dont wanna hear that shit roman. just do fucking better"
roman clenches his jaw pulling over on the side of the road unbuckling his seatbelt "what the fuck is your deal, huh? im fucking trying my best to be in her life y/n. why am i always the one to blame? you're out here partying like you dont have a responsibility waiting for you at home. but when i do it its a problem?''
"do you fucking hear yourself roman?! you sound like a FUCKING hypocrite right now its actually insane. fuck you i dont have to explain myself to you. just take me home and shut the fuck up" you look into his eyes seeing them get dark
"you're fucking someone arent you?'' roman looks at you up and down in disgust
"wha-thats not you're fucking business oh my gosh so what if i was?''
"does he make you cum like i do?'' roman gives you a smirk
you scoff shaking your head looking down "fuck you"
"answer me'' he taunts you before putting his hand on your thigh sliding up
"i fucking knew it" he laughs putting his seatbelt back on driving back onto the road
you let out a heavy sigh looking out of the window biting your finger ''im not yours roman why the fuck do you care?'' you say not making eye contact with him
roman shakes his head ignoring you pulling into your driveway turning off his headlights and the car stepping out to open your door
''can i come in?'' he says to you leaning on the car window looking at you
"to get more clothes for ivy'' he lies waiting for your response
"whatever roman" you step out of the car grabbing your shoes you took off a while ago walking to the door to unlock it.
roman walks in after you closing the door and looking around seeing how different it is now that a child is living with you.
barbies scattered in the living room, stick figure pictures hanging on the fridge in kitchen. roman notices an award 'best ballet performance' and raises an eyebrow "when was this?'' he says to you. pointing at it
you turn your head while taking off your earrings "two weeks ago roman i called you about it. she was very upset you missed it, again.''
roman bites his cheek in guilt looking down "im sorry y/n''
''yeah? again. tell that to your child" you roll your eyes sitting your earrings down beginning to walk upstairs and roman follows you
theres a comfortable silence for a while when roman walks to ivy's room to gather more clothes for her stay. you take this time to undress leaving yourself in your matching red piece set taking off your makeup and putting up your hair.
roman walks out of ivy's room and walks into yours watching you walking over to you slowly "you look pretty.'' he says lowly dropping the minnie mouse bag he has for ivy
"thank you roman" you say not looking at him focusing on yourself in the mirror
''come on forgive me y/n. im sorry for not being there for ivy. i feel like a fucking dick. im sorry for putting everything on you'' he says to you slowly dropping to his knees in front of you looking up at you
you shake your head stopping what you were doing to look down at him ''yeah? and are you trying to make it up to me?" you lean down a bit looking into his brown eyes
he nods slowly looking you up and down. you grab him cheeks firmly smirking "who would've known you'd wanna be treated like a fucking bitch" you say rubbing your thumb over his bottom lip
''what are you gonna do to me" he says softly
"im gonna treat you, how you treat me. open your mouth'' you say and he obeys you. you let go of his cheeks to slide two fingers into his mouth
''suck.'' and he does just that looking at your eyes.
you feel yourself getting wetter by the minute by being in control of him finally. you remove your fingers slowly before saying"you want me?'' he nods quickly ''please. ill be good y/n'' you smile ''okay go ahead'' you say and he kisses up your ankles up to your thighs before pulling off your panties with his teeth and you step out of them completely. roman leaves open kisses on your inner thigh once more before taking you in his mouth letting out a whine from how good you taste.
its been so long since hes had his mouth on you. roman closes his eyes and he begins to suck on your clit slowly taking his time with you ''fuck thats it baby.'' you watch him moving hair out of his face
he spreads your legs a bit more tasting all of you still going slow and you grow impatient grabbing his hair and pulling it back letting a harsh slap on his face "do it correctly roman'' he whimpers before going back to your clit and moving faster looking up at you
''there you go baby'' you lean your head back grinding your hips on his tongue letting out a few moans
roman feels your legs tense him indicating that you were close to finishing and he holds your thighs on the side of his letting you finish on his tongue cleaning you all up
you breathe heavily looking down at his face glistening with your juices and his hair sticking to his forehead ''well that was disappointing wasnt it? i shouldnt have to help you make me cum. should i?'' you step back waiting for his answer.
a loud slap was earned across his face "answer me'' you grab his jaw
roman smirks looking at you grabbing your wrist putting his hand around your neck ''did you really think i was gonna let that last long princess?''
''im sorry i just thought-''
''oh baby, thats the thing. you were thinking i was gonna let it slide and im not.'' he smirks at you ''all fours on the bed'' he adds letting go of your neck
you walk towards your bed getting on all fours like he asked facing him and the mirror you had in front of your bed. roman walks out of your view taking off his jeans and boxers along with his shoes. he then get on the bed behind you picking your head up with your hair "look at yourself while i ruin you'' he says holding your hair still, he slaps his dick on your folds earning a whine from you and he chuckles
he slams in without warning watching you gasp ''yeah i know you missed me'' he begins to slam into you repeatedly wrapping your hair around his hand lifting you up ''does he fuck you like this?'' he says in your ear and you moan rolling your eyes back at the pleasure ''answer me or ill stop'' he slows down letting your hair go and you drop down forward ''no roman...he doesnt'' you say in a moan
roman smiles watching you in this state ''no one will ever be me y/n'' he starts to go harder again ''you're mine.'' he leans down to you ear looking at your eyes through the mirror holding your hip
you look at his eyes barely keeping yours open as hes fucking you like theres no tomorrow. the room is filled with grunts, heavy breathing , and loud moans. the neighbours could probably hear the two of you.
''yeah look at you, fucked out with no thoughts huh?" he says with a laugh feeling you clench around him ''fuck you feel so good, you gonna cum?"'
"fuck you roman'' you manage to get out before breathing heavily
''fuck you too'' he lets a growl picking up his speed ''cum all over my dick baby. your dick'' he holds your lower back down leaning his hips down to hit your spot making you scream out ''fuckkk yes baby'' he says riding out your high ''ivy is gonna have a fucking sibling'' he leans down to your ear for the last time filling you up with his cum grunting.
roman stays there for bit before pulling out watching his cum drip out of you. he takes his thumb pushing it inside smiling slapping your ass.
you were just laying there, tired, still in bliss. you watch him put his clothes back on in the mirror grabbing ivy's bag ''see you soon pretty'' he says before walking out of your room and out of the front door
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