college au, suguru geto x fem!reader. you and suguru hated each other guts, at least that's what everyone thinks, but what if they find you talking and even laughing one morning?
You always made pretty obvious that you despise Suguru Geto. Everything about him pisses you off or gives you an idea to laugh at his face. His mannerisms and his comments make your blood boil with hatred, his perfect grades that he gets so effortlessly and his way of mocking you for getting a lower grade.
And Geto didn't feel different about you. He hated you as much as you hated him. Your sarcastic smiles, your loud laughter and your perfect attendance drive him mad.
You two don't understand how you manage to have the same friend group. Geto didn't understand why you enjoyed hanging out with Satoru or Shoko as much as him, or how you manage to crack Nanami a smile with one of your insults at him. And obviously, you couldn't get on your head how Satoru can stand Geto. He was so funny and warm, while Geto was a full block of ice, stupid eyes and cold words.
The other usually take it as jokes, as a entertainment when you all hang out. In the end, it was funny seeing you bicker and fight between each other. Mostly at parties, when the alcohol hits up and Geto gets a little more mouthy and you get a little more bubbly, your arguments about stupid things are the best to witness.
Like last night, you and Geto spend about half an hour fighting about the different colors of coasters and what types of wines are the best to mix with Cola. Shoko just pushed you to another room to keep fighting so you didn't killed the mood. And somehow that worked.
It wasn't until next morning when she realized what she had done.
It was soon, too soon for anyone to be awake after that party. Everyone was a little hungover, a little moody in their own rooms, not wanting to wake up.
Everyone except you and Geto, you two had waken up about fifteen minutes ago and now you were washing the dishes together. You washing and Geto drying them. And... you were talking, not discussing, not arguing, calmly talking about different topics.
"You really think the Physics exam was hard?" You tell him, leaving the sarcastic tones behind and looking up at him as you pass him a glass to dry.
"Not hard, hard. A little bit challenging for me. But, of course, for you it's always easy." He answers with the tiniest smirk, accepting the glass and brushing his fingers with yours accidentally.
There wasn’t a single insult in the air. No glare. No sarcastic jab. Just the sound of running water and the occasional soft laugh.
Outside the doorway, Satoru froze mid-yawn, his usual smug grin collapsing into something closer to disbelief. He blinked once, twice. Then, very quietly, he leaned against the wall and pulled out his phone, obviously about to record the evidence before the spell broke.
“Are they smiling?” Shoko’s voice came from behind him, low and skeptical. She peeked over Satoru’s shoulder, cigarette tucked behind her ear. “Should we call for help?”
Nanami joined them a moment later, mug in hand. “If this is a hallucination,” he said, “it’s a concerningly realistic one.”
Shoko smirked. “Maybe they’re hungover enough to forget they hate each other.”
Inside, you handed Geto another plate, and your fingers brushed. Neither of you flinched. He even smiled a little.
Outside, Satoru gasped like he’d just seen a ghost. “He smiled! I can't believe I just saw Suguru smiled at Y/N.”
Nanami sighed. “Perhaps they’ve realized that mutual hatred is exhausting.”
Shoko shrugged. “Or they’re in denial and this is foreplay.”
Satoru’s grin snapped back into place. “Now that theory I can get behind.”
Inside the kitchen, you snorted at something Geto muttered about Satoru’s terrible taste in music. He laughed—a real laugh—and for a brief moment, you realized that maybe he wasn’t as cold as you’d decided he was.
Outside, Satoru whispered dramatically, “They’re either about to kill each other or fall in love.”
Nanami took a sip of his coffee. “Those options are not mutually exclusive.”
Satoru pressed himself closer to the doorframe, practically vibrating with curiosity.
“Shh—shh—quiet!” he hissed at Shoko, who was smothering a laugh. “I think they’re talking about something. Actual words!”
Inside, your voice carried softly through the half-open door.
“You seriously think I cheated?” you said, amused.
Geto’s tone was steady, measured. “You improved by twelve points overnight. I’m just… questioning the probability.”
You snorted. “Probability? What, you run calculations on my intelligence now?”
“I run calculations on everything,” he said, drying another plate with maddening calm. “But apparently, I underestimated how motivated you get when someone calls you average.”
You turned to glare at him, but there was a small, reluctant grin tugging at your mouth. “You’re impossible.”
“But so are you.”
Satoru’s eyes widened like a kid. “He’s teasing her. He’s teasing!”
Shoko elbowed him sharply. “Shut up. I want to hear how far this goes before one of them throws a plate.”
Nanami leaned just slightly closer to the door. “They seem comfortable,” he murmured, almost surprised.
“Comfortable?” Satoru whispered back. “This is full-on domestic! They’re doing dishes and bantering! It’s like watching a nature documentary on enemies discovering cohabitation.”
Inside, you flicked some soap suds in Geto’s direction. “So, what, you’re saying I only study to spite you?”
Geto raised an eyebrow. “Isn’t that what rivalry is for?”
You laughed. “Then I guess you’re my best motivator.”
He smiled faintly, setting the towel down. “And you’re my loudest distraction.”
That line hit the air like a spark in dry grass. You froze. So did he. The silence stretched, just long enough for Satoru’s jaw to unhinge.
“Oh my god,” he mouthed. “They’re flirting!”
Shoko snorted so hard she nearly choked on her breath.
Nanami sighed into his coffee. “We shouldn’t be listening to this.”
“Exactly,” Satoru agreed, making no move whatsoever to leave. “That’s why we have to.”
Inside, Geto cleared his throat and turned back to the counter. “Anyway,” he said, suddenly formal, “I’m surprised you’re even awake this early.”
You rolled your eyes. “You think you’re the only one capable of responsibility?”
"I thought you'd be laughing at my face for what we did last night."
You were drying your hands, shaking your head, a little embarrassed laugh escaping you. “You’re seriously going to bring that up?”
Geto’s voice was lower now. “You’re the one pretending it didn’t happen.”
Shoko blinked, frozen mid-peek. “Wait. What didn’t happen?”
Satoru shushed her violently, eyes wide. “Shh! This is it. This is plot development.”
You sighed from inside the kitchen. “We were drunk, Geto. It was stupid.”
“Then why,” he said, his voice calm but a little raw around the edges, “did you kissed me back, twice?”
There was a heartbeat of silence so thick even Nanami stopped breathing.
Then, chaos.
Satoru nearly fell through the door.
“WHAT?!” he hissed so loudly that Shoko smacked the back of his head.
“Are you insane?! They’ll hear you!” she whispered furiously. But her expression was all wide-eyed glee. “They kissed?! That’s what this weird domestic tension is about?”
Nanami pinched the bridge of his nose. “This is deeply unprofessional,” he muttered, yet his eyes didn’t move from the crack in the door.
Back inside, Geto was staring at the sink, his jaw tight.
“You don’t have to be embarrassed,” he said. “I’m not asking for anything.”
You sighed, voice softer now. “I’m not embarrassed. I just… don’t know what it meant. You hate me, remember?”
“Do I?” he asked.
The silence that followed was thick enough to make even Satoru shut up for three full seconds.
Then Shoko whispered, “They’re into each other. Like, really into each other.”
Satoru’s grin turned feral. “This is the greatest day of my life. Nanami, you’re witnessing a miracle.”
Nanami deadpanned, “I feel like I’m witnessing a crime.”
Back in the kitchen, you said, barely above a whisper, “So that kiss… wasn’t just the alcohol?”
Geto shook his head once. “Not for me.”
There was a clatter as you accidentally dropped a spoon. Your laugh came out nervous. “You’re serious.”
“For once,” he said simply.
Outside, Satoru clutched his heart like a soap opera heroine. “I can’t—he confessed! Suguru just confessed! I’m going to cry!”
Shoko smirked. “You cry every time someone opens up emotionally.”
Nanami finally straightened, stepping back. “We’ve officially crossed into invasion of privacy.”
But Satoru stayed glued to the doorframe, whispering with reverence, “If they kiss again, I’m naming my firstborn after this moment.”
And in that golden-lit kitchen, with soap bubbles floating in the air and awkward silence stretching like a held breath, you and Geto just looked at each other.
Satoru’s grin widened as he whispered, “They’re gonna do it again, I know it—”
Oh and Satoru and his six fuck ass eyes were right, because as soon as he ended that phrase Suguru was just getting closer to you.
His hand slid to the back of your neck, pulling you closer, and you didn’t resist. The kiss was warm, deliberate, nothing like the drunken fumble from last night. This one meant something.
Outside, Satoru dropped his phone.
“Oh my GOD!” he yelped, loud enough to make Shoko slap a hand over his mouth.
The phone clattered to the floor, still recording, capturing Nanami’s exasperated groan in the background.
“They’re kissing!” Satoru whisper-shouted into Shoko’s hand, his eyes wide as saucers. “Suguru and Y/N are making out in the kitchen!”
Shoko, barely containing her laughter, dragged Satoru back a step. “You’re going to ruin it, idiot! Let them have their moment!”
Nanami, now fully regretting his decision to stay, rubbed his temples. “This is going to complicate everything.”
“Complicate?” Satoru hissed, finally freeing himself from Shoko’s grip. “This is history! I need to call Utahime, she’s never going to believe this!”
Inside, you and Suguru broke apart, both of you breathing a little harder, your foreheads nearly touching. His thumb brushed your cheek and his other hand kept you closer to him by your lower back.
“You’re still annoying,” you murmured, but your voice was soft, almost fond.
“And you’re still insufferable,” he replied, his lips twitching into a smile. “But I’m starting to think I don’t mind it.”
Before you could respond, a loud crash from the doorway made you both jump. Satoru, in his attempt to pick up his phone, had knocked over a chair. Shoko was doubled over, laughing so hard she could barely breathe and Nanami was already halfway down the hall, muttering something about needing more coffee.
“You IDIOTS!” you shouted as you dragged Satoru by the ear with Suguru laughing beside you.
Synopsis. Long ago, the four nations lived together in harmony. Then everything changed when the Fire Nation attacked.
You knew of Geto Suguru before he was the Fire Lord responsible for tearing apart the nations, you knew of Geto Suguru before his name was soaked in rage and dragged through battle: the banished prince with a sad smile. You knew of Geto Suguru because…you were his first love. And his only.
And now you’re arranged to marry him. But it’s not a ceremony of love; you want revenge—and Geto carnally needs you.
Pairing. Geto Suguru x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem!Waterbender!reader, Firebender!Geto, Avatar: The Last Airbender AU, Fire Nation prince!Geto, past, best friends once, school shenanigans, fortune tellers, PLOT letters, hurt and comfort, poIitical schemes, Naoya gets what he deserves, Fire Lord!Geto, water generaI!reader, sIight enemies-to-Iovers, best friends-to-Iovers, getting together, arranged marriages, poIitical marriages, peace, wedding nights, oraI (fem rec.), pússydrúnk Geto, spítting, p sIapping, fíngering, Geto’s LONG tongue, lNNAPROPRlATE USE OF BENDING POWERS, impact pIay, sIight knifepIay(?), just sorta holding it to his throat, dilemmas, tension, he’s DESPERATE, matíng presses, manhandIing, confessions, REALLY gone Geto, p talking, cIit pinching, teasing, sIight praise and degrad, powers going out of control, creampíes, cúmpIay, sIight cúmfIation, HAPPY ENDING, vioIence and bIood, pet names, swéaring.
Word count. 16.0k
A/N. AAAAAAAAAND look where those Zuko scenes get us smh- based on my Fire Lord!Geto headcanon here <3
“There is someone in your heart.”
For the first time since entering Lady Tsukumo’s quarters; you’re alert. The room is oblong and alluring—it wore its candles around the perimeter like jewellery, and swathed itself in a scarf of smoke. The saturated smell of jasmine clung to the air, and you have to shake your head just to focus on the woman before you.
Here, on Mount Inferno, there isn’t much to look forward to.
The Fortune Teller’s hut drew you in like a mistress, and told you things just as rousing.
Orange candles leak. Prayer beads rattle. Dissolute shadows dance to an inaudible tune, then creep closer towards you in search of touch. She closes her eyes and whispers to her spirits—around you, the thick smoke screen writhes like a snake. It coils like an ouroboros.
Almost wrapping around your ankles- keeping you in one place.
As a smile spreads across her handsome face. “You love him, do you not?”
You feel splashed with cold water.
“I…”
“Or perhaps that’s too soon…” She trails off and looks deeply into your palm once more, humming to herself. “Yes, far too soon…”
“I don’t understand.” And you’re sure the hint of crossness seeps its way into your tone- if not, then your expression. This was your third and final year at Mount Inferno, and your friends had finally convinced you to pay a visit to the famous fortune teller—you’d put it off long enough, tomorrow you’d be graduating.
Tomorrow, you’d be leaving this mountain - and everyone you met atop it.
A long-extinct volcano, though life still bubbled at its peak.
Columns of paper. Red headbands. The sound and trundle of mastery in pursuit. The best of the best; from all nations far and wide, every tribe, every village, students are summoned to the Fire Nation to study at the ancient Mount Inferno. For three years until adulthood. The school was scattered across the Inferno volcano range, deep amongst curdling springs and prickly growth, the pride of the Fire Nation, with its courtyard situated on the very highest peak. It was a truce between nations- and more than that, an intermingling of the future’s most famed. Some students have gained reputations for their powers before even starting here, and it had been somewhat jarring to see all these big, big names come to real life before you.
There was the Waterbending child prodigy that turned water into ambrosia - Ieri Shoko. There was the heir to the Earthbending Zenin family, nobles recently handpicked as ambassadors for the Fire Nation royals, pompous yet powerful (you and Shoko dunked him into one of the cold springs on your first day). Even more, there was Masamichi Yaga, the renowned Earthbending master, as your teacher.
And most of all, there was Geto Suguru: prince of the Fire Nation.
Or at least, he was in blood.
Though in name…it was murmured and known across every tribe that there was bad blood between the Fire Lord and the prince. He was the sole heir. He was their hope. He was their future- and yet, the first cracks in the picture-perfect royal family were shown when Geto had been sent to Mount Inferno.
Normally, imperial members were honed to become the deadliest of weapons in the confines of their palaces. Private tutors, techniques, and rigorous training hours you couldn’t even imagine.
No one knew the exact reason, but the message was clear enough.
You yourself had gotten your invitation (more like summons) to Mount Inferno the day after.
Your parents had yelped in joy and told the village elders; the first student in a hundred years to be called from the most revered of the Fire Nation from your little tribe, they celebrated for seven days and nights.
And on Mount Inferno is where you met Geto Suguru.
In your first year. Walking along Mount Inferno; head held high and his air untouchable even in punishment. Students - from first-years to third-years - looked but didn’t speak. Hair down to his shoulders, tied. Robes lined with golden. Equally as golden shoes stepped down the gravelly pathway in a painfully trained staccato, and they were just about to pass you like the rest of them before—
A droplet of water leapt out and splashed Prince Geto’s golden shoes.
You and Shoko had just dunked Naoya’s head into the cold springs anew- thrice for talking garbage about women in the first place, once more for each time he refused to apologize.
You wouldn’t kill the idiot, of course- you’d just teach him a lesson. At fifteen he should know better.
And this was about the twenty-third time and your arm had grown tired from holding down the stupid aristocrat—but you weren’t going to give up on making him eat his words any time soon, alright? Especially not now. Especially not after all he’d said. It didn’t matter if you had to miss orientation and stay here until Yaga had to drag you away- you’d only go kicking and screaming.
And perhaps ‘accidentally’ throwing a first at the damn Zenin brat who-
“Whaddaya staring at?” So, needless to say, you weren’t the happiest of benders when you caught stopping and staring at you less than a foot away.
The spring was on one side of the path leading to the courtyard, and any student walking could easily have avoided it altogether - most did. Most flickered their eyes to the commotion and flickered them away even faster, either not wishing to get involved or not wishing to help Naoya of all people. You see, he’d already made an impression.
One that’d left you slightly more than just cranky- “You wanna be next or what?” You glowered at the long-haired boy. You wouldn’t be expelled just for this- you and Shoko doubted anyone would speak on behalf of the Zenin tyrant anyways. Besides, this was before your first lesson, and if you two weren’t recognized as students yet—then there was technically no expulsion to be done, right?
But to your surprise, Shoko reached across Naoya’s bent-over body to elbow you. “Oi- shut your mouth if you wanna keep it.”
Narrowing your eyes suspiciously at her, “Why?” You’d just met the girl today, but you had an inkling you’d be good friends.
“Don’t you know who that is-”
“Should I?”
She looked at you with widened, disbelieving brown eyes. And it seemed as though she was about to continue-
But before that, the boy casually cocked his head to the side. His deep, charcoal-black hair framed his aristocratic face in a way that looked like a picture. “You’re both Waterbenders, correct?”
You and Shoko shared a look. “Yes…?” She answered. Both Waterbenders; though from different tribes - Shoko was of more nomadic origins, the village of water healers. Whilst yours was a quieter, more diminutive tribe of fishermen and marine waterbenders—you grew up with honed steel and the scent of blood. If you cut yourself, then the strongest healer was several villages away.
The elite-ling before you surely grew up with padded cushions and perfume to make your eyes roll. That irritation weighed down your brows, “What’s it to you?”
His eyes flitted between the two of you, before ultimately resting on you. And to your surprise, he smiled- smiled.
Long and feline.
Ear to gauged ear.
That was the first time Geto Suguru ever smiled at you. Had you known that at some point in your future, those smiles would grow so rare and ravishing, then you would have counted your blessings more scrupulously.
But back then, you’d merely blinked.
And he’d been feeling a tendril of black hair between his fingers, scrutinizing, before he threw it over his shoulder. “Oh, nothing.” He began to walk off without even a single glance backward, “Seeing as you two are Waterbenders, I was just hoping you two didn’t know that my friend Naoya here has a certain…aversion for sharks. That’s all.”
You and Shoko looked at each other once more.
And it would have sounded like yet another goad- it would have. But you and Shoko looked at each other with a whole new understanding—huh…is that so? And whilst she held Naoya down, you reached your dominant hand out and concentrated on the spring water with all your might. The ripples of it. The drowning texture. Power coursed through you, aqueous, and in the absence of its shape- you bent the water into the shape of a gaping shark underneath.
And made it dart straight for Naoya dunked underneath.
Bubbles erupted furiously on the surface of the water as he screamed and thrashed- yet you and Shoko only held him down harder. Held him down until the dagger-like teeth of the ‘shark’ were but mere centimeters from his face—
Then - and only then - do you pull him out by his close-cropped brown hair.
The pinkish face of the Zenin heir gasped for air, and through blubbers, through tears, through swears, he somehow managed out. “I-I’m sorry—!” He clenched his eyes shut, “Fuck- I’m sorry, I won’t say women should walk three steps behind…”
Your fingers dug into his collar even tighter.
“I mean-” He quickly rectified, pathetically shaking both the water and the thought out of his head. Like this, you couldn’t help but snort at him. “I won’t say…such things ever again-” His beady eyes slid to the side and narrowed at you, “Just- please- let me go—”
“Sure.” You eyed him just as wickedly, “If you admit it now that women and other folk can be just as powerful benders as men?” In support, the water gurgled and whirled into a conspicuously-shaped jaw. A shark.
Naoya sputtered, “Y-yes—yes. Women and- o-others can be just as powerful benders as men.” Thrashing even harder, “Please let me go—!”
“Sure thing.” You glanced at Shoko. And at the same time, you both unhanded Naoya’s twisted-up arms and let him fall face-first into the spring with a deafening splash! Cheekily, the water shaped at your whim into the open maw of a shark just as he plummeted. Hungry.
And it was all Naoya could do to let out a high-pitched squeal as he fell into the sharp-toothed, watery abyss. He crash-landed into the spring once more and scrambled to his feet, pushing past other students as he scurried in the opposite direction.
You and Shoko hooted at him the entire way down, only stopping once you lifted your head and caught—
Just a glimpse of amethyst eyes.
Before he turned back around, long hair swaying from side-to-side as he made his way up those steep stone steps. The number of students still making their way up were diminishing, and the first bell was likely to ring soon- but you stood there frozen in your red and black Mount Inferno robes, a blue gem fastened to your belt. Looking after a boy with a red gem attached to his own. “Shoko…who was that?”
“You seriously didn’t know?” She picked her satchel up from where it’d been discarded by some shrubbery on the pathway, and looked at you closely. “That’s the crown prince, Geto Suguru.”
The myth. The prodigy. The disgrace.
“The Geto Suguru?” You asked.
She nodded seriously.
How odd it was that a boy that elicited such a reaction would be the only one to save you two seats for the courtyard orientation. How odd it was that he’d whisper little facts to you about the lost Airbender at your first lesson.
How odd it was that Geto Suguru, the punished fire prince, became your best friend.
He was attached to you by the hip, practically.
He was part of you enough.
Goading you into training long nights at the dojos, throwing spirals of water and fire shooting off cliffsides and seeing who could send them the farthest, helping you discover new springs on Mount Inferno (then promptly pushing you into them), whispering schemes to dunk Naoya or another one of his misogynistic reverse-harem again. For teachers, there was a higher chance of finding you both as a unit - and a trio with Shoko - than finding either one separated.
Which also meant that punishments for breaking one of the Fire Nation’s 80,000 rules was also handed out as a collective.
You win some, you lose some.
Though he’d been off at some meeting or the other with bending master Yaga when Shoko - your other best friend - convinced you to make a dash for it- just a last hurrah. Down the volcano to fortune teller Tsukumo, in and out, before anyone ever notices that you broke curfew. After graduation tomorrow you might never see her again—this was your last chance.
Though she was a Waterbender, Lady Tsukumo was known to be nomadic.
And with Shoko’s urgency buzzing in your ears, and the never-ending uncertainty of what life held after graduation nagging at you- you made the descent.
Which is where you found yourself being heartily laughed at by the blond-haired bender, her head thrown back and her candles flickering - it made it seem as though even the shadows were having a guffaw at your expense.
“Don’t understand?” She asks, what seems like much later. She wipes away a mirthful tear at the corner of her eyes and looks at you in bewilderment, “Don’t understand—? Oh, of course, you don’t understand- tied for first place in scores with the prince, and yet you don’t understand, hm?”
You gape, “How did you-”
“A teller always knows.” The older woman winks, and pulls your palm closer for her to examine. “Tell me now, my dear, what is your type?”
“My- my type—” Sputtering.
“Yes, yes-” Lady Tsukumo tuts impatiently, “Your type. And be specific.”
And even though there was no one here but the two of you- you couldn’t help but cast a sidelong glance around the room. Feeling your heartbeat start to pick up, “I suppose…someone kind. Someone smart- emotionally smart. Someone that loves me for m-”
“Booooooring—!” She announces.
And your jaw just- drops.
What the…
Gaze wide as a mad glint creeps into her eyes. Shoko, you shall never be forgiven. “E-excuse me-”
“You’re excused.” Lady Tsukumo - you wondered whether she had given the title to herself - waves a hand breezily your way. She continues looking down at your upward-facing palm, “Now here’s what I actually see about your type-”
You gulp.
“Tall.”
Alright.
“A powerful bender.”
Well, alright.
“Handsome- no, gorgeous.” She looks most excited at that one—“Long hair. Pretty face. The stuff you write songs about.”
Well, certainly alright…
She turns your palm from side-to-side to capture every angle- then presses two fingers to your wrist and listens to your pulse. Lady Tsukumo’s eyes close. “Hmmm.” She pauses and listens, “And it’s exactly who you have in mind.”
You gasp-
And her eyes sparkle with excitement before—
“I-I didn’t have anyone in mind-”
“Liiiiiiies~!” The blonde-haired woman proudly announces. Before digging her polished nails even deeper into your pulse and seemingly reaping every sweet secret held inside. “I sense tension. I sense confessions long held. I sense agony-” Catching the look in your eyes, “Oh- but the good kind.”
She beams and you narrow your eyes suspiciously at her.
“The good kind- I promise…at least for me to read in here about.” And before you can call her out on it, she presses even harder. “I sense…a wedding here in the Fire Nation.”
And beside yourself, you can feel something at the pit of your stomach lurch. “A w-wedding—?”
She nods, “A royal wedding.” Having successfully put that little hiccup aside, she only grows more excited now. “With public announcements and a national holiday…you’ll wear the traditional Fire Nation garments-” To which you frown, as you’ve always loved the thought of getting married in your own traditional clothes. “-and the feast will be merry and plentiful. And at the end of the night…”
Suddenly, she stops.
A little furrow forms between her brows.
In silence, Lady Tsukumo runs her hand up and down your forearm as though playing the harp. Counting your pulse. Reading your veins. Almost to your elbow. Pressing harder at your wrist to confirm—
“There will be death.”
The words pierce right through you- you feel faint.
But Lady Tsukumo’s grip on your hand is unyielding. She’s almost breaking through skin with her nails - “Death is lonely here.” By now, her hazel eyes are shot wide open and staring right through you - unseeing - as she continues almost in a daze—“A single life will be lost on your wedding night at your hand. Before Dawn has defeated darkness, darkness shall be defeated within. And red shall stain the floors of a royal suite.”
Those all-seeing eyes of her close.
“In blood as we are borne, two worlds reunite under life and death.”
The candles hush.
Darkness.
By the time that Lady Tsukumo has waved them back alight again, you still have your hand reached out and your palm facing upwards. Though the tips of your fingers have started reaching inwards - they remind you of the fire lilies that Geto snuck you out to watch blossom your first year. Shoko had been caught cheating by Yaga and made to do revisions whilst you two explored. A valley of them between the furthest peaks of your school: they were the most beautiful things you’ve ever seen. And so you’d returned.
Your second year. And then your third year.
Though they were ephemeral - just a few weeks of blossoming per year before they crumpled.
And with it, something else crumples, too.
Tsukumo Yuki softly intertwines your fingers with hers and squeezes. Then she says in a soft voice, “I’ll tell you a little secret, young Waterbender. Just as you reshape the water, you have the power to shape your own destiny.”
The night is different when you’re finally stepping out.
Crisp and cool; almost to a sharp fault. The door to the fortune teller closes behind you with a click! and you’re standing upon her step- looking up at the moon.
“I know you’re there, Suguru.”
And from the darkness emerges a playful groan. “How did I pass stealth lessons again?”
You chuckle, “I just know you too well.”
“I’ll say. Shoko told me you came down here so I thought I’d come to escort you.”
Geto Suguru - eighteen just like you - steps into view underneath Lady Tsukumo’s hanging lanterns; admired so ardently by flying termites that flutter around the light in infatuation until their wings fall off mid-flight, and they drop to the floor—crawling around in bafflement as they try to reach their radiant lover once more before they inevitably die.
Under that same light, you’re taking him in.
It’s been quite some time since you’d splattered spring water over the young prince’s golden shoes- and Geto Suguru has grown considerably since then.
His hair had gotten longer. His smile just a little more feline. The princeling you’d had to look down at to speak had hit a sudden growth spurt once he’d reached about halfway through your first year. First to become lanky. And then his body had given him about two more surges in his second year just for the hell of it, just to leave him amongst the tallest in the grade.
And it didn’t matter how tall you yourself were- Geto was at least a head taller and it honestly got on your nerves a little that you now had to raise your head to speak with him.
Your best friend.
Your best friend…right?
Third year was when he started filling his frame out more.
It honestly wasn’t something you thought about until you just-so-happened to notice - and once you did, you just couldn’t seem to stop.
Because Firebender Geto had always been painstaking about keeping his training schedule rigid, keeping his techniques exceptional, never dropping below a cool #1 in Firebending ranks. Never one to fall behind, that was what influenced you to claw up to #1 yourself in Waterbending- and though Shoko wasn’t the type to take things as seriously as the two of you - at least not outwardly - you could tell that she put a certain amount of ‘effortless’ effort into maintaining #2 in Waterbending. But of course, #1 in all healing lessons.
He was one of the earliest to master Firebending.
And it was exactly those extra hours of training and duels that left you a honed warrior- and Geto…someone that was hard to keep your eyes off of.
All that height? He was now padding on extra muscle n’ heft to make his frame much more intimidating - like those royal warriors you’d see mentioned in history classes. Corded shoulders. Defined pecs. Chiselled abs.
Little by little; training sessions with your best friend had begun getting a lot harder when he’d take his helmet off to let his long, river-like black hair cascade down his shoulders. Sticking to his forehead. Pushed out of his thoroughly pretty face. Glistening with sweat—Geto would pant as he tears through the sizzling layers of his armor, bearing more and more skin than you think you could bear-
You once did.
Before everything got so…strange. Whenever Geto would take off his armor - complaining about it being too hot to duel - you’d merely used to throw your helmet at him and do the same.
But now when he was calling your name, breath ragged, staring at you with half-lidded exhausted eyes…
The one thing that ran through your mind was how his waist was so grabbable-
Before you know it, the real-life Geto Suguru is leaning down and giving your forehead a good flick. And the thing about him is that he doesn’t hold back, either, so you’re left paying for the absence of your own caution.
Your best friend.
Your best friend.
Your best friend.
Whining as you rub over that spot, “I’m killing you.” The two of you begin heading the treacherous trek up the volcano. “I’m going to finally report you to Yaga for stealing his prized kale cookies- I swear.”
“Sure thing.” He smiles that feline smile, “Just make sure to add that you ate about half of them, too.”
“On second thought, why steal and tell?”
Geto laughs into the night at that. And you can’t help but turn your head and watch him—so free and unabashed.
It makes something fuss at the back of your mind- “Hey, Suguru…”
He turns to you, profile illuminated by the pale moonlight. “Yeah?”
“What’d Yaga have to say to you?” You ask—it wasn’t like a teacher to set a meeting so late, and especially right before graduation. Attempting at a joke- “He isn’t failing you or anything, right? It’s nothing serious?”
“As much as I’d love to join you as a super senior—” You snort. You both knew you were making the speech as class first tomorrow. “-no. It wasn’t anything serious.”
Looking to him for more information.
To which Geto merely looks at you and smiles- he had this little quirk where sometimes his eyes went completely shut as he smiled. And you honestly hadn’t thought of it too much until now. Now…you think it’s the type of thing where one could write a song about it-
“We just talked about the security measures for when my father arrives.” Geto ultimately sighs, amethyst eyes straight ahead. “Royal visitor and all those tedious things…”
Your lips part, “Ah…” Right. The Fire Lord himself.
“Honestly, I didn’t even think he’d come.” And though he sounds casual about it- you can tell there’s real weight behind Geto’s words. After a few more steps, he turns the questioning onto you. “What about you? What made you decide to go to the fortune teller after all this time?”
You shrug, “Change of pace? Shoko wanted me to do so- ah.”
“Oh yeah? What’d she say?”
And that—that makes you feel so many things at once. So many.
The excitement. The elation. The heart-stopping moment. The crush. They’re all slamming into you at once- and it’s a complete miracle that you’re able to get out…“Honestly…not much. Guess m’not that predictable, huh?”
Geto speaks slowly, “Is that so…”
“What about you?” Turning curiously to him, “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you going down there?”
He breaths out a silver cloud into the cool night air, “I have once. My first day here.”
And that makes your brows raise- you’ve never known…“What’d she say?” Your heart races, and your palms feel sweaty when they clench—
“Honestly?” Geto leans in close- reeeeeally close. He brings his face towards yours - and there’s a brief moment where his gaze drops down to your lips—you think he’s going to do it. You think he’s going to close the distance. You think he’s going to kiss you. You think he’s going to prove every premonition right and wrong and so right at the same time. “Not much.” Before he’s pulling back his index and flicking your forehead once more.
You summon a nearby spring to fashion into an oversized fan, and chase him with it all the way up to the dorms.
He laughs the entire way.
Tomorrow was graduation, but every tomorrow after would still be the same.
Would it not?
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You wake with a gasp.
You wake to the drums of war.
The morning awakening. The rhythmic beating of a scorned heart. It punctured and pierced and honed itself against the coarse air of the Fire Nation; the crescendo of your traditional drums, followed by the chanting of your nation’s most valiant benders, and the undercurrent of melee when scimitars met jaw blades. You’d gotten used to the sickening crunch of bones being fitted back into place, though the cries of your people still left your stomach churning.
Like prey in wait, the world of battle never really slept.
Just last week, the Earthbenders had made the journey from their encampment to yours—and by now the gashing of boulders, the screeching of metal, and the accretion of unique war cries had become accompaniments to such mornings, too.
Rousing.
Dust erupted from the savanna plains and a thin layer of it rained down on you from the gaps in your tent. You’re blinking awake at the flood of pus-yellow light, and raising your head off the table- you’d fallen asleep poring over your war plans yet again.
You can’t remember the last time you slept in a bed - a bed, let alone a comfortable one. But such things were frivolities at a time like this. Everything could be far, far worse.
You’re leafing through the yellowed parchments on muscle memory, embossed with the insignia of every Earth and Water tribe in the land. There were many such papers; each one differing in only slight revisions, though with the same contents and proposition addressed to the Fire Lord. Your once-friend.
It’s been nine years since you graduated at the top of Mount Inferno—Geto had been standing right beside you that day as Earthbending master Yaga announced your class as he’d announced you all as the new generation of bending masters. The future. The hope. And you exchanged a look with Shoko and Geto that day, tenderness churning within your chest when it sank in that this would be the last time you’d be standing in this courtyard like this. The last time that Mount Inferno would truly ever be yours.
And so you nodded- you’d planned for this moment for a long time.
As Yaga finished his speech, you kept your hands behind your back and flicked them- just a flick. Enough to summon droplets of clear, glistening water from every surrounding spring.
They rose high above your heads and half-crystallized in ice—like diamond shards. Shoko hovered her hand and manipulated the water particles in the air to spread them out across the entire courtyard, and Geto lazily waved his hand to increase the temperature. To make the icicles suddenly pop! and rain down - refracting with the daylight to create a brilliant rainbow above you all.
As the audience awed and gasped then, Geto had stepped - just a single step - closer to you. His shoulders brushed your own, and you remember the tip of his littlest finger grazing yours—barely there.
Before Geto had caught the eye of his father - tunneling through him with his vicious stare - and the heir had stepped away.
Your hands had chased his touch, his warmth then.
But you should’ve known- that should’ve been your first sign.
No matter how many times you promised to write and keep in touch with your two best friends; only one of them responded. Letter after letter to the Fire Nation’s Royal Palace - and all of them went unanswered.
Though, even years later, you were writing.
You hadn’t lost hope- at least, not until your village elder one day asked whether you weren’t invited to the crowning. Whose crowning? Oh, Prince Geto’s crowning as the Prince Regent, of course. His father had become bedridden, and he was overseeing the nation without being formally crowned yet.
That was how you found out.
Seven days after Geto’s induction as the regent, the Fire Nation attacked.
It was on a group of peaceful air nomads that were already far and few between. Then came the villages. Then came the towns. Ultimately—you remember hearing whispers that Lord Geto was actually the one that poisoned his father in hopes of seizing the crown. The Fire Nation had no King for now, though it did have a monster.
In just a few years, life as you knew it was set aflame.
You can’t remember what exactly you’d said in your last letter to him, but you were sure it was some mangled mess of disbelief and threats. You wondered where that old Geto you knew went, you promised you’d make him pay for what he’s done…be it whether you were arrested and charged for treason or not. You never were.
You went through a mountain of papers trying to write something coherent.
And when you finally had it arranged to be sent, you joined the rebels.
Over the course of years, you trained and toughened. You fought your opponents hard and you fought yourself even harder—you knew that Geto Suguru had eyes everywhere across the land. You calloused, you bled, you fell. There was no time to grow gradually used to the ugliness of battle, you were thrust straight into it and forced to grow wiser than your ages. You knew he must know you’ve joined the building uprisings against him.
And you couldn’t disappoint your old classmate, could you?
They granted ascending titles for every one thousand enemy attacks one diverted. At the age of twenty-seven, you were general of the Waterbending faction.
And the battle was becoming decisive.
On one side of the tent was a picture of him from your schooling days - eyes crossed out, and pins and daggers stabbed into him whenever you and your war generals mulled over plans. And at your feet lay the half-melted remains of ice blades you’d been training with.
Sometimes, when the nights were really quiet (as quiet as a battle camp could be), you fashioned sharp streams of water and sent them jetting straight at that picture. Just like you and Geto used to in competition, on a cliffside so long ago.
Only now, there was no laughter.
As you’re straightening up, a rough canvas blanket falls off your shoulders—Shoko must have entered some time during the night and put this over you. Of course she would.
Always a healer, no matter what.
You’re holding the fabric close to you for a few seconds before letting go. A general had to carry only what was needed.
Freshening yourself up with the shallow basin of sun-warmed water at the corner of your tent, you’re donning your sea-blue cloak and walking past the tent flaps. Midday Sun licks at your skin as you step outside.
The Sun in the Fire Nation always seemed hotter than the one in your land, but right now it was the only thing you could feel. You turn your face up to it in greeting and breathe in deeply.
Your brief moment of respite is suddenly shattered by a call of your name - urgent. The sound of an approaching horse. Alarmed; your eyes shoot open and your hand immediately falls to the bone knife fastened to your waist, dropping only once you recognize the approaching men as one of your own—his blue cloak flutters in the wind.
As he nears, you register his wide eyes and his pallid face.
A cold sweat seemed to coat his features despite it being scorching out. And once he’s close enough, other warriors stop his horse by the reins- and he all but collapses onto the ground. Crawling on all fours to you—before you’re waving away your soldiers and helping the man stand up yourself.
“Ijichi.” You support him up and firmly tap the side of his sallow cheeks, “Ijichi! Get yourself together, soldier. What happened?”
As a non-bender, Ijichi was still an integral part of your battle. He was your messenger - and your most trusted one, at that. He was the one that’d successfully delivered your last letter to Geto as your friend, and your first letter to him as Lord: the proposition. You knew Geto wouldn’t lay a hand on Ijichi, no matter what the contents of your letters were.
He knew how just dear your friends were to you- he knew very well.
“He…he…” Ijichi’s pale lips tremble.
Your pulse races. There was only ever one he that could deign such a reaction- “What happened—” Signalling one of the nearby warriors to hand a flask of water over, you wet his mouth with it. Lightly shaking him. “Speak, soldier-”
“H-he has an answer, general.” Ijichi sputters. Hand weakly gesturing towards his satchel-
Your soldiers tear open that brown hide satchel and present you with the sole thing inside—a smooth, strong parchment tied up in a red velvet ribbon. Though it didn’t have the signature embosses and the gaudy golden envelopes that most communication with the palace did, there was no doubt that it was of imperial origins. The only difference was in the way it seemed to be from the hand of the Regent himself, rather than any old elder…
This was straight from Geto.
And you have to be careful not to display the slight quiver at your fingertips as you open it-
‘My dearest best friend,
It has been accepted.
Yours, Suguru.’
Though the handwriting itself was far different from what you remembered his to be. But people change.
“What is it, general?” One of the warriors pipes up from the gathering crowd. The Earthbending masters and other commanders have joined, too.
And you’re looking straight ahead - at no one and everyone in particular - as you just give a single…simple…nod.
Lord Geto Suguru has accepted your marriage proposal.
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.
.
Riiiiiip—!
You’re clenching your jaw and fisting your hands together as a Fire Nation attendant tears out wax strips smeared down your legs, yanking out the hair underneath. She stares in wonderment for a brief moment, before starting to do the same on your hands.
A scream strangles in your throat.
The journey from the camp to the palace hadn’t been too extensive, and you’d arrived to the roar of trumpets and the wariness of the Fire Nation public. The palace announcement itself had been shaky- but they had to open the doors to you.
They had to.
You were their future Queen, after all.
Just perhaps not what they expected.
Scrubbing and plucking you raw, honey glazes, and milk baths. They’d taken special offense to that little callous between your thumb and index from holding a sword too much.
They’d attempted to scrub it away and failed.
Who would’ve thought that years of battle meant that other things took priority over a little waxing and powdering? Apparently the poor, pampered asses of ‘war’ generals in the Fire Nation’s Royal Palace couldn’t stand any evidence of the raging battles that took place outside their numerous gilded walls—perhaps guilt or inconvenience? Possibly the latter, you doubted they had a conscience. And thus, you hadn’t made it two steps inside the sprawling palace before you were whisked away by a cloud of attendants. To be made into an imitation of something you weren’t.
You’d seen the way they looked at you- as if you dirtied the palace with your mere presence. To your surprise, it seems a majority of the council had long since been taken over by the Zenin elders.
It seems that Zenin Naoya had made a name for himself as the head advisor.
That fool couldn’t advise a cow to moo.
You hadn’t even gotten to see Geto yet - and here you were already being prepared for your wedding.
If it were up to you, you’d forgo all this levity and carry out the plan here and now. You’d barge past all these plumes of dresses and golden antiques, and—
“Now for your perfuming, Your High- ah, I suppose not yet.” The orange-haired girl smiles to herself as she fogs you with some expensive perfume.
You crinkle your nose and expect the worst - some throat-clogging, saturated scent that makes you gag…but what meets you is the soft undercurrent of the ocean, of jasmine, of memories long-gone and hidden. And your eyes are shooting open in surprise.
“It’s good, hm?” She nods excitedly at your reaction. “His Highness had it concocted specially for today.”
“I didn’t take Geto to be the perfumeering type.”
She laughs softly to herself and you look up in curiosity. “Oh- sorry.” Bowing ever-so-slightly—you’re hurrying to tell her that she didn’t need to. “It’s just that…my lady, you refer to His Highness so intimately yet it seems you have not the faintest idea. Lord Geto is the one that has chosen everything for this wedding; from the perfumes to the flowers, to your dress. Oh! Though such strict…presentation aspects were demands from the council.”
Eyes darting to meet her warm honey-brown ones in surprise.
“He had it all thought out, my lady.” She finishes.
“That…” Your lips part. “I don’t understand.” You turn around and let the silk overcoat glide against your skin like a second one, “How does a monster have time to plan a wedding?”
She gasps and skirts her eyes around—as though merely speaking in here could land her in the dungeons. And you wouldn’t be surprised if it did.
The girl looks at you with pleading eyes- about to say something, but you’re shaking your head reassuringly. “It’s alright. You don’t have to answer.”
With a relieved sigh, she goes back to moisturizing and massaging your aching limbs.
“But tell me this-” You continue, as the silence prolongs. “-how did so many of the Zenin family find posts in the palace? Last I knew, it was just Naoya’s father that had a position here.”
“As head advisor, yes.” She nods. “The Zenin advisors have only increased in number and notoriety. Before we even knew it, they went from just one in the palace- to now having the entire family in power.”
You hesitate, “Regent Geto’s doing?”
“Not at all.” To your surprise, she shakes her head. “It started when His Highness Geto Suguru was banished as a prince- that was when the family first came to power. And in the three years of his schooling, they’d only increased. When the young prince returned, there was no extracting them. They controlled it all…or so the old palace keepers whisper.”
Your brows furrow, “Is that so…”
Looking around nervously once more—surely rehashing the palace history wasn’t a crime? “And they also whisper that…” She leans in close, half-covering her mouth conspiratorially. “There’s something strange about Advisor Naobito being the only one to serve His Majesty the King with his breakfasts- but His Highness doesn’t seem to care.”
Shivers down your spine.
“I-I see.”
You do.
You really do.
Nearby, the in-chamber water fountain starts to bubble. The girl gasps and looks between you and it-
That’s what makes you snap out of it - shaking your head and looking up at her with a slight smile. “My apologies. What’s your name?”
She hesitates, likely wondering whether you were going to report her for divulging so much information. But whatever she sees in your face seems to convince her that you’re not like them- you’re not like the Zenins. And she answers, “Kugisaki. Nobara Kugisaki.”
Nobara keeps you company until another flurry of attendants arrive - and soon enough, you find yourself dolled-up in countless layers of red and white silk. Golden patches and embroidery on your sleeves, nimbly designed into visions of mountaintops and fire lilies, the emblem of the Geto family on your back—it bore heavy. You were surprised - you expected more of his name upon you. Your face is painted. You’re perfumed once more. Roses were woven into your hair, and your feet are slipped into golden sandals.
It hurt that your own tribe’s name wasn’t anywhere on your outfit.
When you tried reaching for the sea-blue cloak you loved - not as lavish as the Fire Nation’s robes, but your most prized possession - the attendants had shook their heads.
Still, you tucked it into the wide circumference of your sleeves nonetheless.
As those double doors opened and you were led outside, some of your guards stationed outside - in case of any funny business - froze. Shoko smiled sadly. Ijichi’s jaw dropped—
And you weren’t sure how to feel about everyone reacting to you like so.
The procession was long and mind-numbing with luxury; it gets to a point before opulence becomes vile. And in the Fire Nation, most weddings were status symbols rather than actual ceremonies of love. For the Prince Regent - the future King as far as anyone knew - most of all.
You could hear it outside.
The clothes. The music. The swell of a public that cascaded never-ending into the widespread palace courtyard and watched, and the passing of appetizers leafed with gold. Red-hot ribbons and lanterns, the oversized faces of dragons with drunk ministers atop them—throwing flowers and bits of golden paper - cymbals clashed and dancers of all sorts and music made their way into the palace pavilion. Drummers banged. Children squealed at firecrackers. In contrast, you walked quietly shouldered by your warriors and being led down the pathway to your husband.
The place where the binding ceremony would take place was the pavilion overlooking the Fire Nation public. Where the entrance of the palace was.
At the very top of a hundred stone steps, where the audience convened below.
The elders had drawn a circle of ash for you to step into.
And so you do.
Perfectly placed on display.
A hush falls over the crowd. Caught between merriment at the war ending and morbid curiosity and fear, they were chanting in dialects that you didn’t understand - though the stay word or two you’d learned through intelligence cracking made you recognize they were singing about love, about unison.
Today there would be none.
There would be blood.
Lady Tsukumo’s prediction still lingered at the back of your mind. Though you kept your eyes downward and awaited your fate.
Your fate being the tall, red-clad shadow at the edge of your peripheral vision. He stands next to you.
Your breath catches as it hits you that this was Geto- and he seemed even more broad and intimidating than you remembered. The only things you can make out: long, dark hair and arms crossed behind his back. His uniform seemed to glint with something- gold? Though you don’t look up to confirm, you’re training your eyes down at the stone steps—and feeling the man straighten up beside you.
“It’s a lot of people, isn’t it?”
You almost jolt-
Had you been any less disciplined, even an ounce, you would have darted your head upwards and gaped at him in disbelief. Here was Geto Suguru…speaking to you as if nothing ever happened.
How could he do that? How could he speak like that? What gave him the right—? The very same that broke your heart over and over- no, this was a very different Geto from the one you knew on the mountaintop. How could he stand there like this - wearing the same body, the same face, the same voice but slightly deeper, and smile at you like that-
And pretend like everything was okay?
You speak in an even tone, “It is.”
“I haven’t seen this many people since the graduation.”
Your chest hurts. “I have.” And for the first time, you’re looking at him squarely. “On the battlefields.”
And the first thought that should hit you was how much he’s changed—how his face now frames his face and cascades down his back like ink, his jaw has set into something sharper, his features have become more refined. Melted away the baby fat to reveal the handsome man within. Years of training and war have left him more chiselled than before- and even through the billowing robes of his traditional attire, you can make out the corded muscle underneath.
He’s both familiar and not. Familiar in those eyes like polished crystals peering down at you, not in the severity that hid beneath them. Geto wore the traditional red and black sokutai; not just any red, but the red of blood after its long since been spilled, of battlefields. Piqued shoulder pads. High collar. Fine gold tracing.
Even a section of his hair was bunched-up into a knot atop his head whilst the rest of it flowers, held up with a gold pin. And on his waist was a golden belt studded with…a singular blue sapphire.
He looked so much happier in your memories.
The first thought that actually - actually - hits you is that he’s grown into everything he feared he’d become.
A fiery breeze ruffles Geto’s long hair and makes him look as though a dream. Or a nightmare.
Despite what you’ve said, his gaze remains unwavering. “I see, general.”
Suddenly, the ash around you erupts in flames, like a phoenix—and the marriage rites commence.
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.
.
You meant it when you said that Fire Nation weddings were known more for their status than their emotion.
Because the actual rites were stiff and sped-through; as though they were hurrying through the sole sentimental part of the wedding in haste to proclaim the two of you married. Once the circle of ash had been set alight, the Royal Fire Sage had appeared behind you two and boomed out invitations to the spirits and ancestors.
And then you’d been made to recite your vows to one another for the entire courtyard to hear. To make it known - to someone else if not the two of you - that you would have to cherish one another, to understand one another, and to…love one another.
Through good times and bad.
And to bring an heir.
As you repeated after him, you wondered just how much of it could have applied before.
And as the two of you finished, you were handed a porcelain sake bowl that looked dipped in gold. As though a wabi-sabi artwork, but every bit of it had been shattered. You both took three sips each of the rich, translucent liquid—promising unity.
Your hands tightened on the bowl.
And then you placed your offerings of evergreen branches as newlyweds, down on the sacred circle of ash, then clapped twice and bowed.
To the public.
The roaring cheers were deafening.
You closed your eyes tightly against the noise.
There was a reception afterwards, of course, and it was just as disgustingly lavish as you thought it would be; though as the married couple, there was rarely any time for you to eat or drink. You couldn’t indulge when there were ministers and master benders and government officials begging for your attention—most of all, you couldn’t kill when you had a plan.
But oh- did you think of bypassing that plan and going in for the strike when Zenin Naoya had come sneering to your raised table. Wishing the newlyweds a long and prosperous life together.
He spat it out like venom.
Even more so when a new attendant had wished ‘the future King and Queen’ a long and happy life together.
Other big, big names came and went. However Geto’s father wasn’t in a befitting state to make a public appearance, and you’d watched Geto’s reaction closely as this was whispered to him by one of the advisors.
He was as still as a stone statue.
But you could forgive the too-tight embraces from families attempting to woo their way into the good graces of the future monarchy, and the ministers that sloshed their sake on you. You could forgive the generals that eyed you suspiciously, and the young aristocrats that tugged on their guardians’ robes and asked which nation you were from…and whether that was allowed. You could forgive it all. You weren’t wearing your nation’s colors—and you had to smile as your soldiers bowed to you as per your royal title.
You never let them bow to you when you were their general. Just general.
You could forgive it all, because your plan started only after the wedding reception.
When the curtains were drawn, and alcohol suffused into the air. When you were beckoned by the team of attendants that readied you for the wedding, and escorted away into the privacy of the royal baths.
You wondered if it was just you who felt like some in the reception were leering like they already knew…
Readied, once more.
By the time you’re donning a sheer red robe, and guided to Geto’s sprawling princely chambers, he’s already there sitting at the edge of the bed. Back turned to you.
His armor removed and attire half-off - draping over one broad shoulder. And the other….was a pale body underneath the luminous moonlight filtering in—rippled with muscles and slightly freckled. Though they looked faded, as if he’d gained them once a long time ago and had rarely been out in the Sun since.
You could guess they were from Mount Inferno.
Tonight was to be your consummation, and you knew they’d be checking for evidence in the morning.
You walk up to the Fire Lord.
Soundless steps.
And yet, he still turns. His long, jet-black hair falls off of one shoulder and tumbles down his back like a waterfall—it’s glossy and reaches down past his waist. There’s a slight dampness to it, and you wonder whether he’d been scrubbed and perfumed down to the bone, too. You don’t know why but you mourn the way his hair covers most of his toned back.
Quickly, however, you snap yourself out of such nonsense.
You gulp and take a step closer. “I have arrived as the attendants have directed me-”
“Must we be so formal with one another?” He speaks. Geto’s tone is deeper than it was on the mountain, with a polished edge to it that spoke of years of lessons—rigorous. More mature. You think back to your first impression of him- no, it wasn’t just padded cushions and perfume after all, huh? “We’re married now, y’know.”
You’re looking up and realize there’s a smile playing at his lips.
“We are.” And your voice, too, sounds so much more mature than back then. “But that doesn’t mean we’re not strangers-”
“But we’re not.”
“We are.”
There’s a frosty silence that stretches between you two, and you’re starting to think it might last until sunrise- but then Geto puts his face in his hands and sighs. Heavy and unbroken. “At least…at least just for tonight…” Voice something so small—something that reminds you of the Geto from nine years ago. “Could we not be strangers?”
You don’t answer.
But as he stares at you - piercing through your very being - your hands move as if hypnotized to the sash of your robe. And his eyes grow murky- they grow dark—following you like a predator follows its prey.
Though which one of you was the predator, it’s hard to say.
With a single flick of your fingers, your robe is dropping off of you.
And if you thought his gaze was smoldering before, they’re practically glazed and blackened now. In almost a trance, he keeps his eyes on you and reaches his hand outwards- and murmurs in a low timbre. “Come to me.”
“Is that an order as King?”
“We both know I have no power as King.”
A plea.
You step. Silently.
And soon enough, you’re standing in front of Geto Suguru - in-between his manspread thighs. He gazed upon you, and you gaze upon him. It’s now that you’re noticing his outer layers had been stripped through, and the only thing that he’s donning now were baggy white trousers doing little to hide the muscles underneath, and a hitoe: it was a dark, draped robe that almost looked like a yukata. Loose and flowy.
Shifting aside to reveal a puffy pink nipple on his left side.
Then before you know it- you’re both pushing him back onto the bed by his shoulders—and crashing your lips into his.
And you’re not sure what you’re expecting- fuck, you’re not sure how long you’ve agonized over this very moment, but Geto’s kissing you and you’re kissing him. And it’s everything you’ve imagined in all your most innocent girlhood dreams.
He tastes of jasmine and crisp summer air - the curtains behind you flutter with a breath of cool air, and you’re gasping. It’s then that Geto takes the opportunity to deepen the kiss.
Clasping the back of your head, he angles it to one side and lets his delicious tongue inside. Exploring your mouth for a few seconds before fishing it back out n’ then leaning even closer to suck on your tongue. The moment he tastes you, he groans. “Please…”
And you think - for a brief, stupid moment - that you’ve wanted nothing more.
But Geto’s canines nip at your lower lip, and reality’s hitting you all at once. All at once.
You’re breaking the kiss with a sickeningly sweet pop! and pushing him down by his shoulders. Geto’s scorching hot pants fan your face, his long hair tickles your neck. Perhaps too afraid to look him in the eyes- to see what expression he has on now, you’re shuffling down his body. Pawing between his legs.
But just before your knees can hit the floor—an arm reaches out and stops you.
Grabbing ahold of your own, he’s pulling you up.
In split-seconds, you’re finding yourself back on the bed - this time with the positions flipped. You have your body rested against a mattress that feels like a thousand clouds. You have your cunt throbbing wildly as Geto beckons you to stay and kneels down on the bedside.
Like he’s praying.
Though the only plea he whispers is between your naked legs.
Getting swallowed up almost instantly in the cute, slobbering kiss he’s pressing against your plump, puckered lips. Just so ready for him.
Geto’s dark brows contort as your legs jerk open a bit further and your cunt’s sloshin’ out.
Lascivious ribbons of creamy slick empty out of you n’ end up dripping down his chin - it glistens underneath the cool, blueish moonlight - and you’re watching as he sticks the very tip of his tongue out to taste. You see those clouded amethyst eyes start to grow even murkier, heavy and half-lidded. He looks up at you in half-shock as the syrupy taste of your cunt enters his mouth, and the infamous Fire Lord can’t help but moan—
“Honey, I want to taste you for eternity.”
“You’re not s…oh.” Eyes clenching shut. Breath catching in your chest. Whatever you were about to say- Geto’s lappin’ the words right out of you.
With the slightest inch of his tongue squeezes in- hot and pulsing between your folds. The ridged texture of his tastebuds glue to your most sensitive parts—polishing off every ounce of the gloss that coated between your pussylips. And once he’s downed it all like the sweetest of mead, Geto purses his pink lips and spits.
A stream of glittering saliva that hits you.
You flinch-
“Too cold?” Geto’s voice just seems so loud in your eardrums. Low and so much more ruined than you remember it- it makes you blink up at him. And whatever he’s seeing in your expression, it seems to answer his question.
Because then he’s running a thumb down the wad of spit plastered to your cunt. Tap-tap-tapping.
And before you know it, you’re feeling the frigid, exposed parts of your pussy turn into something sizzling.
Fuck.
Bubblin’ over and fizzing.
He was using his powers to…your brows shoot up to your hairline.
You’re clamoring onto your elbows. You’re quaking your thighs shut- and actually getting them shoved even further apart—by both of Geto’s bulky shoulders lodging himself even further between them. His sticky, hot breaths were practically basking your cunt - and soon enough Geto’s nose-deep between them and slobberin’. “Sh-shit, now that’s unfair…”
Prolonged, open-mouthed kisses. From the tender edges of your pussylips to fishing his tongue between them- swirling inside your wet hole.
Now that he’d heated up the spittle touching your cunt, it was Geto’s time to smear it all over using his mouth and pretty face. “Mmm, not too bad, huh?”
“Don’t get ahead of yourself.” You scoff. Raking your fingers through his raven locks.
“Ahead of myself? No, no…” Geto murmurs- and he’s purposefully doing it so the vibrations shot up your spine and made you arch into him. The crown of his tastebuds sloshed between your folds and gave you such luxurious licks prodding inwards. Flattened top. Teasing edge of his tongue. Then Geto reaches his right hand up and swats the glistening top of your cunt. Soon enough, you’re feeling the slippery layers of his saliva grow even hotter. “You need to know your place, my little Waterbender.”
“That’s general to you.” You’re tugging on a fistful of his hair. Still damp; though by now it was less with water, and more with sweat.
“General…” Geto repeats. Another swat- controlling and ebbing the heat in a way that made fogginess coil around your brain. “And do you realize that you’re in enemy territory, general? My best friend?”
“I- am aware.” Gritting out—more so because you couldn’t handle the slight whimper that threatens to crackle on the edge of your tone.
You’re dragging an even less merciful handful of his hair in retaliation- dragging and dragging until his lips almost pop off of your cunt. He’s grabbing onto you with a single hand groped underneath your ass, and such a desperate husky noise.
To his credit, you just didn’t expect Geto to moan.
But then again, he didn’t expect you to put a blade to his throat, either.
Geto’s purple eyes snap wide open at the ice-cold feeling- and the air prickles with the power of bending. It wouldn’t take a genius to figure out that you’d used the dampness of his lengthy hair - the water particles, the ravenous sweat - and melded it into a steel-hard dagger that pricked at his pale throat. Just a single gulp of his Adam’s apple leaves Geto Suguru nicked.
And crimson beads down to his robe—matching. Wedding colors.
‘A single life will be lost on your wedding night at your hand Before Dawn has defeated darkness, darkness shall be defeated within. And red shall stain the floors of a royal suite.’
It would take just a single flick- just a single flick of your wrist to end the Fire Prince’s life right here and right now. To end this all. But you take your time to admire him…at least before the life drains out of his eyes.
That second of eye contact lasts longer than lifetimes- longer than an eternity together. Just the two of you in the royal suite. Geto’s mouth on your cunt, and your dagger at his neck—and to your surprise, he doesn’t look like he’d be anywhere else.
In fact- to your offense, he flickers his eyes down to the callous that was peaking out in the web between your dominant thumb and your index. And slowly - almost snake-like - Geto’s inching his face closer and pressing a soft kiss—right as you were holding the dagger.
Your breath hitches- it’s silent. It’s oh-so-silent.
And Geto’s darting his eyes up at the sound of it, cautiously pulling away. But not to any sort of mortal safety, of course, because when has Geto Suguru ever followed your expectations?
He’s instead maneuvering his face- and unsure where he was going, you’re following his actions with that deadly blade of yours. But the Fire Lord doesn’t run. He doesn’t beg. He doesn’t change. He merely tips his head ever-so-slightly at an angle, then sidles his hot face between your clammy thighs to…to make out with your cunt.
Make out.
Not just lapping and lickin’ like he’d been doing before.
Your mouth falls open, “Oh.”
Not just prodding away between your pussylips with the tip of his tongue.
“O-oh, fuck.”
He’s properly gaping his mouth open and massaging the forefront of your cunt with his muscle. Again and again. The thick, flattened plane of him rests on top of your pussylips n’ drags up and down, back and forth, teasing you mindless before swabbin’ his wet inches inside.
Geto’s practically glued to you- the tiptop of his tongue rovering for every sweet spot inside. Long, drunken thrusts. And with every single one, you’re reaching your arched hips upwards. “Fuck- fuck—”
The silvery tip of your dagger digs against his skin, and the prince flutters his eyes open all feline-like.
Lightning shoots through your body as you take in the utterly dazed sight of him. “You realize that I can- hah, that I can just kill you now, right?”
“I’m aware.” Languidly, he’s blinking his eyes open properly. Your pussy just tasted so good lacquering his tongue like this; in such a warm…wet layer of your sap. And the only thing the fearsome Firebender can do right now is tip his head back and let those juices drain to the back of his throat. “And it’s only makin’ me harder.”
“This?” Pressing the blade even harder. “This.”
In response he can only nod.
Nod and nod and nudge your pulsing clit with his nose.
Your jaw’s just dropping. Was he making fun of you…?
“Fuck- I-I think I get it now.” You’re blubbering, hand tremoring. “You really are a monster-”
“I am.” Though you can’t decipher his tone of voice. Merely feeling the way Geto presses a few more noisy kisses on your cunt, before he’s raising his hand and-
You shut your eyes.
You’re hearing the solid smack! on those swollen, needy lips before you feel it. Hot. And just as soon as the searing sting makes its way through your thrumming vessels, Geto’s attached his mouth to your cunt once more and is tunneling his tongue crazily into your pretty hole. Just so wet n’ needy for him that you’re sucking him up after every hackhammerin’ thrust. Squeezes him closer.
He moans- fucking moans as he cuts himself off from breathing. He doesn’t care if he suffocates - as long as it’s between those tremblin’ legs of yours.
Though it’d be a damn cold day in hell before you ever let him beat you to your mission objective.
So you’re pulling back your deadly dagger, and you’re catching the slight surprise flickering in Geto’s eyes at the act. Quickly replaced by something more knowing, something…far darker and unreadable when that blade finds itself positioned back on his beautiful throat.
The vertical line of it stands out starkly. A thin line of crimson draws itself on the edge.
You’re somehow clenching through gritted teeth, “I…need to kill you—for the good of this world.”
He keeps perfect, ruinous eye-contact with you as he leans his pretty face forwards. He keeps eye-contact with you as he raises his hand and spanks your pussy once more.
“So do it.”
Hot sparks explode behind your eyes.
And the imprint of all five of Suguru’s doughy fingertips seem to emblazon themselves on your cunt- you’re realizing then that he’s using his powers again. He’s leaving a mark on your pussy…for however long he may be alive. For however long you may let him stay alive.
And he’s eating you out like it’s the last meal he’ll ever have.
The sweetest of sultry desserts latched onto his mouth - Geto ties your legs tighter around his head. Then he’s mouthing aside your soaked pussylips to stick his tongue in and out, in and out, in and out. He’s pinpointing every hidden spot inside you with his dexterous tongue- quirking it juuuuust right to one side and hittin’ your g-spot ruthlessly.
“I am going to—” Though the words feel weak, even on your lips. “I-I am going to-”
“So fucking do it.” He’s a man on death row. He’s a man starved- your dagger moves even further upwards and Geto’s sharp white canines make an appearance as he hisses. “Do it…”
“I-”
“I dare you.”
And for all the world, you might have possessed the steadiest arm in all of the land. But the way he’s makin’ your eyes roll to the back of your head - just the winding, zig-zagging slashes of his tongue squeeeeezing into your pussy - would be enough to make anyone tremble. Even during their life’s mission. “I…sh-shit.” Bucking your traitorous hips upwards - so hard that it leaves a smear of glittering slick from his upper lip n’ to the tip of his nose.
Slash after slash.
Probe after probe.
He’s just so fatal with his tastebuds - sizzling against your velvety inner walls. And you wondered whether that was just you or his powers…
Before another hot smack! resounds against the sprawling corners of the royal suite. And Geto’s taking your star-struck moment to swirl the ends of two fingers inside, scissorin’ and bullying all their slender inches.
They were the hands of the strongest Firebender of today.
And they were smearing apart your snug channel. Squelching. Smushing themselves inside- the sheer length of them…oh, it felt like they were about to go on for daaaaays. And you’re rutting up into his vicious thrusts with a whimper, “P-please…”
“Please, do it if you must.” He breathes out scalding pants. Nostrils flared. Skin red. You’re left utterly shocked at his admission- you look up into his eyes and they’re crystal clear. “If it shall bring you peace- do it.”
Gaping, “Wh-what do you mean me…”
But he’s only honing his slick-glossed, slithering digits. And he’s such a quick learner, too, he’s locating your g-spot with only a few more thorough thrusts—his favorite target. That pulsing area writhes underneath his touch- and you know where he is exactly when the heat spreads from Geto’s fingertips.
Leaving you ruined both inside and out.
Leaving him grinning around the gummy nub of your click. Sucking.
“If that is to be your wedding gift-” The mound of his voicebox pushes deeper against your blade, a hairsbreadth away from something irreversible. “-then take it-”
“Sh-shiiiiit—” Tearing up.
“If that is what you’ve been dreaming of all this time-” He continues, voice growing more and more guttural by the second. Geto’s practically gulping your pussy into him, clinging onto him. Quivering. “If revenge is the only thing th-that’s let me cross your mind…if only for the briefest second, then I shall thank it.”
Streaming down your cheeks now. “Su—fuck.” You could feel the twisting and turning at the pit of your stomach as you grew ever-closer.
He continues. “If it is what my wife desires…then so be it.” Was he fucking drunk? Was he talking out of…of your pussy? There was a slurring edge to Geto’s words, toppling over one another. And those beautiful amethyst eyes of his struggle to remain open - blinking lazily - as he laps n’ keeps lapping at your leaking pussy. Those juices smearing all over his jaw. “Kill me.”
Then down to the column of his throat.
Then collecting on your trembling blade.
Geto’s boring straight into your eyes as he utters. “But until then, m’gonna keep making you cum over and over again.” Quirking the curvaceous tips of his fingers to ram straight into your g-spot- he makes you shatter. “For as long as I have left to live, m’gonna make you the happiest woman on Earth.”
“That’s just unfair-” You’re damn-near sobbing. One of your hands claws through his night-black hair, and the other uses the flattened edge of the dagger to let you see his face better. “That’s just really, really unfair…”
“I was never a fair man.”
Then you’re being fucked through your waves of bliss like never before- those looooong, arching cresendos of dopamine through your body. Those white-hot stars. The edges of your vision blurring.
And the only thing your muddled mind can think to do is plant your feet flat on the mattress and arch- and press your drippin’ cunt closer to his face. As Geto Suguru suckles on your clit, he traps it between his teeth and draaags it out far enough that you yelp.
All the while, his fingers were slammin’ straight into your g-spot. Over and over.
Rubbing the softened tips of it to that pulsing spot—he’s elongating your orgasm like never before. He’s making you feel those carnal sensations in eeeeevery single ridge and crevice inside your cunt, three of his fingers stuffing you full by now. “Never was an understanding man.” He gasps through French kisses on your clit - every time he rolled his tongue over it, you were mewling. “Never was a kind man- hngh. Never was a good man.”
Smack!
It resounds even louder than the last few, the feeling of his heated-up fingers spanking your cunt.
And you swear you’re sent straight over the edge for a second time—
“I can only promise to be the damn best husband for as long as I have.”
It’s with this notion in mind that you’re dragged through your intense peaks, and once you’re finally coming back to - it’s to the sound of Geto pulling away from your spent pussy with a loud slurp! He follows the stray wires of sap that still connect him to you- pressing a final few kisses before finally wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
Then looking you deep in your eyes as he then licks off the glowy sheen that covered his skin.
This was what did it for you.
You’re raising your stone-cold blade high—high, higher, and even higher then. Until it was well above his head, and then—
Slashing it down to decimate his outer robe.
Even Geto himself looks shocked at this- before you’re grabbing ahold of him by the shoulders and dragging him up onto the bed. It dips with a groan at the weight of you both, its ancient springs equally as shocked, and you don’t care if you’re causing a commotion when you pull him by a lock of his hair till your back rests against a vast metal headrest. Against your skin, you could feel the twists and twirls of some intricate wooden carving - but the only thing you could focus on right now was him.
Him and the aching, throbbing erection he was sporting in his loose trousers.
The fabric paper-thin. The outline of his cock obvious.
He was so looooong and deliciously curved to the right, hard enough that you could spot at least one thick vein prodding down the side of him. Precum had seeped from the top of his blushin’ red crown and darkened a patch in his trousers; it sticks slightly to his skin as Geto rests a hand on the hemline and teases taking it off.
“Do I need to bend a dagger for that, too?” You quirk a brow.
“Hah…” Geto huffs out a laugh, “No need to exert yourself, my little Waterbender- or more like…my wife.”
Ah, his wife.
His wife.
His wife.
And then your…husband does the honor of stripping down his only remaining piece of clothing.
And the first thing you notice is that he’s even bigger than what your imagination had concocted. Red-hot and throbbing.
A slight spattering of black curls dust his base, and partway up his navel. It glistens with beads of precum that just refused to stop streaming from the tip of Geto’s cock - hard. So painfully hard.
Fucking painful.
Even contact with the frigid air seemed to make him quiver, n’ his cock was pulsing so hard that you could physically count it from where you were seated. Eyes wide and gaping - you don’t feel the slightest bit abashed about staring, and Geto doesn’t seem the slightest bit self-conscious. He’s got a gorgeous cock, and he knows it.
It feels so hot as he places the ruddied tip straight on top of your raw cunt and presses down. Not even easing inside- just smushing your folds down so that you’re getting a good feel of him.
And you do, of course.
You’re grabbing Geto by each one of his luscious deltoids and digging your nails into the firm muscle. Crashing your lips into his. Hissing, “I-inside.”
Making his velvety, sap-covered tip squeeze between your pussylips. He’s entering you with a buck and a cracked groan at the back of his throat—“I already am, general.” Just a single inch inside and he sounds breathy. Just a single inch inside and his head drops forwards- a curtain of inky black hair falling around you like a veil to the world.
You’re reaching upwards and taking out his signature golden hair pin. Even more of it.
You don’t think you’ve ever seen him this…vulnerable.
And then the Fire Lord’s throwing your legs over his shoulders and bending you flexibly down in half, hands finding purchase upon either side of your waist n’ slamming his hips into you like a madman. “And I’m have a d-damn good time fucking my wife.”
Geto’s reeling his lower half back- all the way until his ruby-red tip is purposefully stretching your hole out. Feeling you - just feeling you.
Before giving you a thorough thrust from the crown of his cockhead and down to his thick base. So thick. Your mouth’s falling open into a similar ‘oh’ that your pussy’s being expanded into.
Then repeating.
And repeating.
“Fuck, she’s so wet. Is that because you’re the- hah, land’s greatest Waterbending master-”
“Shut up.”
“And if I refuse?” There’s that hint of mischief in his voice you recognized from your past. “And if I claim that this pussy actually lov- liked this mouth of mine not too, mmm, long ago?” Through a clenched grin and furrowed brows, he somehow manages out. “So what do you have to say about that, general?”
Your maw keeps dropping open the more and more of his jagged thrusts he’s placing. “W-weren’t you the one who said he’d be happy to- even hngh—die by my blade?”
“I was. I am.” He replies - and it’s so earnest that you don’t have anything more to say to him. Suddenly, Geto’s giving you a right slam! of his cocktip- colliding against what feels like the very back of your throat. “And I stand by- ngh, every word I said.”
“Th-then…”
Before you’re able to sputter out anything more, he’s reaching his right hand down. Snaking his long fingers between those plump pussylips of yours - Geto plaps! the flattened edge of his thumb down on top of your clit. Then starts rolling n’ rolling over it in time with his solid thrusts. And just as every passing second made you keen out more…it also made you more honest.
And he could tell.
Geto’s feline smile presses on top of your forehead: a chaste kiss. One he’s repeating on your temples, your nose, either side of your cheeks, your chin, and finally your lips.
Humming against them, “But the reason I said that was because I’m in love with you.” And he says it so easily. Shock courses through your body- or perhaps that was just the feeling of him slammin’ into your g-spot. You get the distinct feeling that Geto had known where it’d be all this time - already having mapped you out with his roving fingers - and that he’d been holding out until this exact moment. “But why aren’t you completing your mission, yet?”
Your lips tremble- “I…”
“Let me make it clearer for you.” Gravelling tone pitching just a bit—just as he punishes out another slam! of his fingertips against your stuffed pussy. “Why haven’t you killed me yet?” He tosses his head with an attractive smile, “Is it because it feels too good? Be honest.”
Well…You’re scoffing, “You wish-”
He grins an irresistible grin before scorching his fingertips against your swollen cunt once more. Those Firebending powers of his certainly weren’t at full capacity - they weren’t even being used at a fraction of it.
And yet, it still made itself known in how even the tiniest bit of contact made heat sprint through every atom, every axiom of your being.
And you can only clench your hand around Geto’s damp hair, feeling the glide of those silken locks through your fingers. It makes the man hoverin’ above you on the bed wince—letting out a throaty noise of ecstasy as you’re handling him so meanly. He fucking loved it.
He’s dreamt of this for too fucking long.
Noticing this, you’re wrenching him back by his hair and spitting straight into his pretty mouth. Those pouty lips of his enclose immediately ‘round the sweet glob of spit you’re letting out - and he’s trying to kiss you almost immediately. “Mmmm…” Geto’s long lashes bat shut. At the very split-second that it had landed, you swore you could’ve felt his bashin’ cockhead swell even bigger. “Thank you, my wife.”
Eyes opening once more- you see there’s such a carnal glint in them that you can’t explain.
“But don’t think that’s gonna make me forget.” And suddenly, you’re understanding just why his name was whispered far and wide. Why not a soul in his palace seem to speak a word against him. For fear, or…Yet another swat. “Why haven’t you killed me yet, my little Waterbender?”
It was honestly feeling more like an interrogation at this point.
Mockingly, Geto cocks his head to the side and bears you his throat.
Perfectly unharmed and unscarred. The thin line where your blade lay earlier was practically invisible.
“C’mon…let me make this even clearer for you.” He goads, “Here’s your target. Here’s your enemy—kill me, my wife. Let’s see if you can, general.” Something almost maniacal in his grin, Geto’s dashing his dark hair backwards like a mane and pressing his forehead to yours. “Aren’t you the greatest Waterbender alive? You’re here because you’re bound by duty, are you not? Then why don’t you?”
A few harder thrusts.
Eyes wide. Tone crazed. “Why don’t you—?”
Why don’t you? Any other soul would stop themselves out of fear- perhaps out of proximity.
Good thing that you weren’t just any old soul.
And so you’re summoning that blade once more in a way that feels almost subconscious- your mind wasn’t really concentrated on the weapon. How could it be? When Geto’s plummeting cockhead was only growing speedier and speedier by the second - his round, reddened tip swirling about your insides and pinpointing every spot with his white precum. They were just the sloppiest strikes.
Again and again.
Upturning even the smallest slick orifices and bruising his circumference into your spongiest depths. Your cervix stung with the imprint of him.
Absolutely tortuous despite your training.
Which might be why the handle of your blade’s already half-melted; water dripping down your hand by the time you’re raising it to Geto’s pretty throat once more. “I…I am bound by my duty.” You breathe.
The enemy Lord’s grin widens as he registers your words. So you were finally taking the bait…
He looks down at the misshapen, gnarled excuse of a blade pushed to his throat—and notices the droplets of water cascading down your arm. And without a single warning, he’s craning his neck down - avoiding the sharp edge of the weapon - to liiiiiiick up those ice-cold droplets on your skin. It feels almost teasing looking at his tongue like this, already knowing what it’s done to you once.
Murmuring almost awe-struck, “I am the general of the rebellion’s Waterbending faction and I am here to kill you.”
“Yes—” He whispers. Pitch raising. Octaves higher. “Yes.” There’s a thundering squelch! between your legs as he then grips onto your clit with torrid fingers.
Your blade raises- ready to strike. “Geto Suguru, you are hereby to be assassinated at the hands of the new age. An act of revolution.”
“Yes—”
“An act of peace.”
“Fuck- yes.” Brows knitting once you clench.
“An act of…love.” Impatiently, Geto then turns to smack! the glossy top of your clit. To pinch it. And he does it with heat-coated fingers that make you see stars.
He stares at you, and you can’t look away. “So do it.” Almost gruffing the words out at you. And for how long he’s been saying these words to you, it’s just now hitting you at full force that this was a challenge. And how cocksure he was…“So kill me if you can bear to do it.”
For your nation, for others, you have to do this—you have to. Your hand trembles on the handle of the squat dagger. It feels small and almost…childish in your hands. But the longer the pause stretches between you two, the more it melts - until your weapon is nothing in your hands at all.
It was futile and you always knew it was. He did, too.
This was never going to happen.
Especially not when he was fucking you so incredibly—
And you’re merely wrapping both around the back of Geto’s head and tugging him to you.
You’re crashing our lips into his with a moan. “I can’t-” You gasp. You gawk. You’re barely breathing every time his mouth’s parting from yours and slamming back down with an even harder kiss. “I can’t bring myself to kill you, Suguru.”
Pain. It sounds like defeat. But to Geto Suguru, he’s heard no sweeter music. “And why is that…?” The infamous Fire Lord tugs on your bottom lip with his teeth.
“I-I don’t-”
Smack! Right on top of your clit. Honesty, remember?
“That’s not an answer.”
Heat coils between your legs - almost feeling like flames licking at your skin. He was making it clear that you were putty in his hands. “Please-”
Smack! Harder.
“It’s b-because I…”
“Speak up, general.” Smack! Smack! Smack! Harder. Three consecutive slaps of his fingertips- before you could even attempt to formulate an answer. Though Geto wasn’t completely merciless…at least not with you - he soothes over the sting with a few glissades of his fingertips. Pressing down on your knobbly clit then and combatting the pain with pleasure. Pinching. “Your soldier can’t hear you.”
And then you don’t know what exactly is doing it for you: perhaps the flared ridge of his tip, oh-so-perfectly grazing over your g-spot—or perhaps the way those half-shuttered eyes of his were staring down at you.
Practically boring down.
Seeking your soul.
There’s such an intensity about him- and you’re pretty sure you’re not imagining the way the air around you two heats up a few degrees. Palpable to a degree. Your skin perspires, and a bead of sweat runs down Geto’s own temple.
Tensely balancing at the edge of his jawline as he whispers. “Tell me, my heart…”
“I-it’s because I love you, too.” The confession comes rushing out of you before you even realize it. But once it’s out in the sweltering open air - there’s nothing more to do.
Nothing more to see. Nothing more beautiful than Geto Suguru’s pinched brows as you somehow - somehow…as though refusing to let himself believe such an idea - surprise him. His eyes glisten, his lips part. And that toned chest of his shudders just a lil’ as his breath hitches.
For a long time, Geto doesn’t let out anything but a few rasping grunts as he fucks you—fully and thoroughly—
And then he’s collapsing on top of you n’ puncturing out a few more sloppy strokes. Body hunched into yours. Mouth open and pressed on the column of your throat.
Heat bends around Geto’s fingertips - thrumming with energy, nearly vibrating - when he captures your clit. Harder.
Geto feels you clenching around him - throbbing furiously - and echoes out a prolonged grooooan as your third high of the night overcomes you. “Sh-shiiiiit—” It’s not one that you were expecting, and the sudden flashes of white behind your vision leave you startled. Your head drops back, and you’re mewling out Geto’s name twofold. “S-Suguru-”
“You haven’t called me that in years.” A drunken grin spreads across his face. One hard thrust that bangs into your g-spot. “Say it again-”
“Suguru-”
And one more spank. Sparks of pleasure more than you could register.
“Suguru—”
Your yelping n’ yowling were like music to his ears; the sweet sound of victory. And every time his pace quickened, your pupils are left dazed and confused—blinking up at him blearily.
Babbling.
“What’s thaaaat, my little Waterbender?” Geto’s pert lips twitch with amusement on either side, and he’s soon leaning his head down to hear you. To tease you by mimicking not hearing you—“You’ve got something to say to your lover? Heh- or maybe it’s to your husband?”
“It’s something to the- hngh, pain in my ass.” You snipe out.
His free hand reaches down n’ gropes a good handful of your ass. “We haven’t gotten there yet.”
And as your mouth drops open as his sheer audacity- Geto wastes no time returning your favor from earlier by spittin’ straight into your maw. Letting you swallow it before he’s thumbing over your clit again, “As I was- fuck! saying…”
“Mhmmm?”
And instead of just telling him - you suppose that showing him would be just as effective. And you’re running your hands all over the curves and muscles of his sturdy body; along the plush area of his pecs, and then down wherever you could reach his abs—pathetically reaching to grab onto Geto’s dripping, ruby-red cock. “I need you inside.”
His fingertips flare with his- slamming down on your clit once more. You just felt so raw and perfectly overstimulated. “I already am…?” Geto raises a brow.
“No—” You shake your head. And as for the bending powers…two could play that game. Without a single warning, you’re bending the moisture at the tips of your digits and dropping their temperature starkly - making the powerful Firebending master shiver at the play with heat. “I need you to cum inside me, Suguru.”
And you always did know he was weak for first names, didn’t you?
Because in no time, Geto’s then hiding his blushing face into the crook of your neck- and gluing his ravenous hips to yours. With a few twitches deep inside, his scorching-hot tip bubbles over—finally.
And then he’s pouring out bucketload after bucketload of hot, gooey cum.
Body bowing. Toes curling. His long hair was knotted and dampened with perspiration, sticking to your own clammy body as he’s tangling the two ever-closer.
Geto isn’t even completely done with the crescendo of his high before he’s already attempting to fuck every ounce of it inside you.
Sticky. It’s a satiny mess between your legs, and Geto’s ecstasy was just the tip of the iceberg. “Fuck.” The true sloppiness presented itself when it was time for him to fuck each and every wad into you - directing the sheer volume of it with his fat red cock. A thorough prod of his shaft leaves a few droplets being swerved straight into your womb. “O-oh, fuuuuuck-”
“Shit.” Just as he utters his sensual sounds - all of the stray parchments in the room catch on fire and peter themselves out. Instant. He’s bending the combustion in the air around you two. “Oh, gods…”
Without a single word.
Without a single intention.
You’re still suffering from the sultry aftershocks of your own high- and yet you have to clear your head. You have to be the rational one. “Suguru-”
SLAM!
Before you can sputter out anything more, he’s reaching an arm out to grip onto the headboard and leaving you speechless.
Just the sound of you saying his name- just the sound of you saying his name had his heavy balls clenching once more. And suddenly you’re feeling an even greater warmth seep into your stomach—Geto’s cumming once more. And the veiny length of his shaft was just accumulating it all at the back of your pussy with squelch after squelch!
Broken, mangled remains of your name escaping his throat.
You can’t help but stare up at the corded muscles of his biceps- arms enough to…kill for. Almost as soon as you’re thinking the thought, you watch as Firebending seeps out of his limbs n’ melts through the metal headboard. Geto’s catching the look on your face with a priggish smile.
“Oh, shut up.” You roll your eyes.
“I didn’t say a thing.”
He didn’t have to. Because he’s pressing on your stomach after the final zap of his high has completed - burnished red cockhead finally calming down - and he’s watching the cum drip out of you. All of him—that he’s stuffed lovingly inside your pussy.
And Geto doesn’t think he’s felt more victorious.
“Suguru..” You start. “Earlier, when you said something about you having no power-”
“I meant it.” He wasn’t lying. He looks deep into your eyes, “As the Prince Regent I am technically the one authority in the palace. Yet it remains a farce…my father still holds one true reign, and the council has decided unanimously that he rules from his deathbed. How competent, yes?”
You ponder, “I see.” Then you ask—“Did you ever read…”
He looks at you so intently, and you shake your head and rephrase the question.
“Why didn’t you answer any of my letters?”
“Letters?” Geto’s eyes flash. “You wrote letters?”
“Oh, Suguru…” Such sadness in your tone. It was obvious they’d never even reached him. “Almost every week for the first few years. I stopped when the war commenced…seemingly by your doing.”
Nearby, a loveseat catches fire and immediately puts itself down. Lips trembling, he grits out—“I…I had no idea.” Enraged. “Those fucking elders- I wondered whether you’d just gotten sick of me-”
“What? No, don’t be stupid-”
He chuckles, “Glad to know you still think so highly of me.” Nuzzling your cheek.
“I do.” You stubbornly hold back your tears, “And I need to know…how in league are you with the Zenins?”
And to your surprise, a smile spreads across his face. “The Zenins?” He rests his forehead against yours and sighs, “Silly Waterbender. The entire reason I was sent to Mount Inferno in the first place was over a fight about the Zenins- and even then, they bartered their son in there to keep an eye on me. And if I was in cahoots with the Zenins to any degree, would I have started the rebellion?”
Your heart skips a beat. “You’re the one that started the rebellion?”
“Yes, from the confines of my lavish prison, unfortunately.” Geto grimaces. “Though I’m glad it got strong enough to this point. It was me who sparked and funded the idea…even misinformed the imperial guard away from where riots took place. But the uprisings, the community, the victory- that was entirely the peoples. While the only thing I could do was sit here and play nice with the Zenins.” Bitterly.
Pulling him deeper to you. Two halves of the same future: you think back to Lady Tsukumo’s prediction. “My big, strong husband. Was poor wittle tea time tough?”
“Oh, it was deplorable.” He jests.
And Geto exhales properly as though the first time in years.
You ache for him.
Just as he aches for you. For your past and for your future. “I’m sorry, my wife.” He tremors after a long stretch of silence. “All this time…I wish I could’ve been a stronger prince.”
You can’t help but punch him softly on his shoulder, “Stupid Suguru. It’s okay. We’re all just grown-up kids pretending we know the way.” Sniffling. You could have a real wedding later, you could make up for time later. “But you better make it up for these nine years we didn’t see the fire lilies, or else…”
“I’d do anything for you.” He breathes. Lips pressing to yours, “I’d let the world burn for you.”
.
.
.
History will remember this day.
As the start of how a bender from the Water Nation would one day become the Queen of the Fire Nation; as the start of a reckoning that started from within the palace itself and spread like a disease into the lands outwards; as the day of revolution.
The Zenin family has long since held the palace captive.
Sitting up on their perfumed, padded cushions and ordering the extinguishment of anyone that wasn’t like them. It was upon their orders that the Fire Nation attacked—and on their orders that the war was prolonged. Nine years of death and destruction.
And that night, after wiping yourself down, you’re sneaking out of the royal suite once Geto’s eyes had closed. Roaming the dark, winding hallways like a predator at night; your eyes were wide and your Waterbending thrummed at your fingertips. Now it had an edge and was begging to meet flesh.
The first chamber that you’d encountered after exiting the marital bedroom was the current King’s chamber - one that Geto had told you had been banned to him since he could remember. He hadn’t seen his father since he’d first gotten here nine years ago. Perhaps because of the decoration and distraction of the wedding, the door had finally been left unlocked and you could peer in. And from the foot of the doorway, you stood watching—as one of the Zenin ministers sped a spoonful of curdling concoction that should’ve been medicine. Perhaps.
But the sweet, simpering smell that drifted from it told you something else.
Fire lilly.
Poisonous when cooked.
Your fingers twitched—and you were just about to send a deadly stream of water spearing through the man. But a sudden tap on your shoulder make you jump-
Whirling around to find Geto.
He smiles at you warmly, and then mouths something in the semi-darkness. It’s hitting you instantly what he means: this one is mine. It’s his revenge to take. Nodding understandingly, you watch as the spark of Firebending starts to curdle around his digits—and you’re scurrying off into the darkness with a kiss pressed to his cheek.
You know exactly where you need to go.
You’d made note of the layout when Nobara had escorted you around.
And she’d given this room a wide berth.
Silent as the shadow that falls, dawn licks at the edge of your figure once you’re walking up to a bed chamber and knocking. Just a light rap. And before whomever was inside can answer, you meld into the shadows behind—just as Zenin Naoya steps out, you’re wielding a dagger of your water and ending him.
A clean cut. Right across the throat.
Because the Zenins, in starting this war, never intended for Geto Suguru to become King. They hoped for him to abdicate such a blood-soaked throne, or at best for an assassination from you…which was why Naoya himself had written you the letter. You did think it was strange that Geto’s handwriting wasn’t even the faintest shadow of what you remembered it to be. They had an inkling that you wouldn’t be giving yourself up to the Fire Nation so easily.
They wanted Zenin Naoya to be King.
The body falls.
A single life will be lost on your wedding night at your hand. Before Dawn has defeated darkness, darkness shall be defeated within. And red shall stain the floors of a royal suite.
The Sun is clawing away at a new day.
In blood as we are borne, two worlds reunite under life and death.
contents: 18+ MDNI!!! deku sensei x fem!reader (they're both in their mid twenties), canon-compliant, minimal spoilers (i tried my best to keep it vague), reunion, exes to lovers (they didn't break up on bad terms), oral (f. receiving), unprotected piv, crampie, vague talk of breeding kink, THEY TALK. A LOT. SOMEONE MAKE THEM SHUT THE FUCK UP wc. 5.4k (sorry if i missed any typos) art cr; @/EyeEmpty on X
[p.s. read author's note at the end ty]
izuku thought he would never see you again. not after the night you parted ways, when you said you would be moving to the other side of the country to pursue your passion, and who was he to stop you? it wasn’t a goodbye, either, but rather an until we meet again.
he just didn’t expect again to be in a downtown izakaya that shouto had invited him and katsuki to, with you sitting just a few tables away with people he didn’t know, cradling a beer that was one wobble away from toppling over whenever you laughed.
“oi, deku,” katsuki waves a hand in front of his face, chopsticks wedged between his fingers. “fuck you lookin’ at?”
izuku is quick to whip around, forcing out an apologetic chuckle. “nothing, nothing!” he reassures. “just got lost in thought, you know…lots of papers to grade, i’ve been pulling a few all-nighters.”
shouto, ever the observant one, leans back in his chair to find what had caught his friend’s attention. “it’s her,” is all he says. katsuki doesn’t even try to be subtle, pushing himself up on an elbow to look. “huh, it really is. didn’t know she was back.”
“i-i didn’t know either,” izuku says sheepishly, already sinking in his shoulders. “i’m just as surprised as you guys are.”
“are you going to talk to her?” shouto asks, tilting his head slightly. “we don’t mind if you want to go catch up.”
“who’s we—” katsuki starts to protest, but izuku cuts him off. “no way! she’s with friends, and she clearly hasn’t noticed us here, so…let’s just not make a scene and keep eating, alright?” his tone borders on pleading, chopsticks reaching for another bite of chicken karaage.
“thought you still liked her,” katsuki muses, popping a dumpling dripping in spicy sauce in his mouth. “it’s been five years, kacchan,” izuku washes down his mouthful with a sip of beer. “a lot has happened in my life, and i’m sure it’s the same for her as well. j-just forget it, alright?”
thankfully, they listen, changing the subject to funny things they encountered over that week’s patrols. it was nice, knowing that the city was safe enough to allow heroes to have time for themselves, to be able to go to an izakaya with friends and enjoy a beer or two.
it’s not until izuku is skimming the menu to order some dessert that he feels a hand on his shoulder. he’s immediately mortified of the way he flinches, and the fact that he’s dead sure katsuki’s going to tease him for it later. “i’m sorry! i didn’t mean to scare you!”
that voice. it’s—
“midoriya. izuku, right?”
it’s you.
“y/n,” he says almost out of breath, a smile stretching over his face. he stands up, offering a scarred hand you immediately take in a warm shake, flushed cheeks bracketing a wide grin. when you let your arm fall back at your side, you look over izuku’s shoulder to the two boys sitting at the table. “forgive me for my interruption,” you bow. “you’re…dynamight and shouto, right? big fan.”
“that’s us,” shouto nods with a twitch of his lips. katsuki mirrors his friend’s gesture with a grunt.
“i won’t hold you any longer, just a quick stop to say hi before leaving,” you look at izuku again, who was barely registering the words coming out of your mouth. his mind was too busy committing to memory how much you had changed, yet it was still…you. and he was just as fucked as the day he met you.
when he feels three pairs of eyes staring at him waiting on an answer, he snaps back. “i-i…you weren’t holding us up!” he reassures, the words coming out too fast for his liking as he nervously adjusts his tie. “and you’re…leaving already?” it probably sounds pathetic, but he doesn’t care. not when he’s waited five years and was nowhere close to giving up.
you blink, lips parted for a reply that comes out a beat too late. “we’re, uhm…the others want to move the night at a karaoke not far from here,” you look out the window, where your friends are waiting, then turn to izuku. “b-but hey, how about i give you my number? to…catch up?”
izuku fishes the phone out of the pocket of his slacks so fast it almost slips. almost. “yeah, of course! here you go,” he beams, handing it to you.
after putting in your number and dialing yourself to save his contact later, you say goodbye with a quick, polite bow. then, you’re catching up to your friends outside, and izuku’s emerald eyes are fixed on you as he sits back on the chair.
“well, i’d say that went well,” shouto speaks, snapping him out of his trance. “she gave you her number and everything, and you didn’t even have to ask for it.”
“like hell he would’ve had the balls to ask for it,” katsuki scoffs, a rare - yet snarky - smirk on his lips. “did you pee your pants, nerd? you sure looked like you were about to.”
“e-enough,” izuku shakes his head. “i just…didn’t expect her to come to me, it took me by surprise! anyways, this is over. are we ordering dessert or not? maybe some sake too…”
shouto snorts quietly, eyes focusing back on the paper menu.
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you should’ve known, izuku is a habitual man. it made total sense for him to still be living in musutafu, that he didn’t let go of his safe nest. and you were in no place to judge him, either, because here you were, crawling back to your hometown. things hadn’t gone wrong, not exactly. you just liked to tell yourself that you felt homesick. it was easier that way.
the underground tunnel of the train station is stuffy, beads of sweat clinging to your temples, throat still parched from all the singing at the karaoke; beer doesn’t quite quench the thirst. a metallic voice announces that the train will arrive in ten minutes.
“ah, you’re here!”
the loud announcement had covered the hurried steps of a breathless izuku, standing hunched over behind you with his hands planted on his knees, yellow backpack rising and falling to the rhythm of his heaving chest. the sudden presence behind you makes you jump with a loud gasp.
“izuku! oh my god, you scared me to death!” you whip around, holding a hand over your heart as if trying to keep it in place after the scare. his emerald eyes snap up to meet yours, a dark flush blooming over his freckled cheeks. “i’m sorry!” he stands upright abruptly. “didn’t mean to spook you.”
“you’re fine, you’re fine,” you giggle, waving him off. “seems we’re getting on the same train.”
“mhm, seems like it,” he adjusts the straps of his backpack, then flashes you a smile. “i’m glad, means we have time to catch up, right?”
the train is basically empty at this hour, but you still keep your voices somewhat hushed during the ride, as to not disturb the exhausted - and very much drunk - salary man sitting towards the end of the car, eyes covered from the harsh lights with his tie wrapped around his head.
izuku talks about his job at UA, his promising pupils reminding him so much of his younger self. there’s a spark in his gaze while he speaks, fierce and bright— but deep down, you know it’s bittersweet. still, neither of you address it. you don’t really have anything exciting to contribute to the conversation with, so you simply tell him about your new occupation, something not as demanding as the last, one that can actually allow you to have some time to yourself.
time flies by, and before you know it, the announcement for the next stop cuts through. you both stand up.
“you get off here as well?” izuku asks, moving to the side and letting you step out of the doors first. “yeah, gosh, at least i think so?” you hurriedly reach for your phone, checking the note in your phone with all the information to reach your apartment. “can you believe i already forgot how to move through my hometown?” you chuckle nervously.
“city’s big enough to get lost in, i don’t blame you,” he reassures you gently. “so, is it the right stop?”
“yes!” you cheer happily, pocketing your phone. “which way are you going?”
izuku is fidgeting with the hem of his jacket, eyes not quite meeting yours. “i…actually i was thinking i could w-walk you home? it’s pretty late and—”
“of course you can, you’re very kind,” your gaze softens. “i’m this way.”
he might’ve gotten taller, shoulders broader, even more handsome…no, that’s not where you wanted your thoughts to go. what you meant to say is that, despite everything, it’s still him. the awkward, slightly dorky, and sweet boy you’d fallen in love with.
“oh, what a coincidence, me too!”
as he falls into step next to you, you look up at him. “good to know we live close to each other,” you hum happily. “we’ll have more chances to meet up.”
“mhm!” he grinned back.
the silence between you is filled by crickets, the occasional passing car, a baby’s cry coming out of the open window of an apartment. being so close to him in such a casual way after all these years was…weird, to say the least. so familiar yet so foreign all at once.
and perhaps his face wasn’t showing it, but you were sure izuku was feeling the same way. back too straight, a subtle movement in his jaw like he was chewing the inside of his cheek. to think you still remember how every inch of your body used to fit against every inch of his, yet now you’re keeping a foot of distance between you as you walk.
it’s ridiculous.
it wouldn’t be like this if you never left.
after silently passing by building after building, you finally recognize the one you’re staying in, footsteps coming to a halt. “alright, this is me,” you announce.
izuku’s eyes move between you and the apartment complex in a few rapid saccades, mouth opening and closing a couple times as his eyebrows knit. “you…moved here?”
you tilt your head, curious, and honestly, a bit concerned too. “i-i did, yeah. why? is it haunted? is it a bad place?”
“gosh i hope it’s not haunted…i live here.”
your jaw unhinges, falling open in utter disbelief. “you’re joking, right?” you whip around, running up the three steps leading to the front door to check the tiny nameplates next to the doorbells. eyes finally landing on ”midoriya”. you gasp, “we’re literally neighbors!”
you hear him laugh behind you, a hand clutched over his stomach. “hey, what’s so funny?” you pout. “nothing, nothing,” he shakes his head. “that was cute, that’s all.”
heat blooms beneath your skin, and you still for a moment. after a beat too long of silence, izuku also realizes what he’s said, hand finding the nape of his neck to rub as he chuckles timidly.
“i…sorry, uh…let’s get inside shall we?”
the heat is definitely less aggressive inside the lobby, motion-activated led lights flickering to life the moment you step in. it’s a decently good building, less than a decade old, built after the war. you turn your head to the mail boxes lines up on the wall to your right, but as expected, yours is empty.
izuku has already gone ahead and pressed the button to call for the elevator. once you’re both inside, his finger hovers over the numbered dials. “what floor are you on?”
you slot yourself beside him, pressing your back to the cold, metal wall. “fourth floor,” you sigh, enjoying the refreshing sensation against your heated skin. he presses down on the button labeled “4” only once, but you don’t notice, eyes fluttering shut for a moment.
you open them again at the faint ding! that signals you’ve reached your floor. when the doors open and izuku also walks out, you turn to him. “there’s no need to walk me to my door, i know the way,” you joke with an awkward giggle. “oh i know you’re a big girl,” he teases back. “but i guess we live closer than either of us expected.”
what. the fuck.
“this is actually insane,” you gasp, voice hushed as to not disturb the people living in the other apartments, who were all most likely sleeping at this hour. “i’ve been living here for weeks now, how come we’ve never run into each other?”
“i’m at UA almost all day, every day, even when i shouldn’t be,” izuku admits meekly, rubbing the back of his neck. “paperwork, grading…hero work related stuff, too.” when you tilt your head in a silent question, he shakes his head. “long story.”
“wow, what are the odds we would actually find ourselves living only a few doors away from each other?” you murmur, still in disbelief. your footsteps fall in sync, soft against the carpeted floor of the long hallway.
then, a form takes shape in your mind. it had been simmering at the very back since getting off the train, then became more and more impossible to ignore the moment you walked into the building. you hear izuku take in a small breath to say something, but you know that if you don’t speak now, you’re gonna end up not sleeping the whole night, tossing and turning in bed while mentally scolding yourself for being such an idiot to waste an opportunity like this.
“would you like to come in for some tea?” the words come out too fast they almost stumble over each other on your tongue, eyes downcast to the floor, fingers torturing the hem of your short-sleeved blouse. you brace yourself for the rejection, somehow a much more welcome outcome than the regret of not asking.
“i would love to.”
your head snaps up to a soft smile gracing his face, the scar tissue on his cheek creasing slightly. you can’t help the tug on your own lips, relief flooding your tight chest. you keep walking down the hall, hand reaching into your bag for the keys, but you stop before sliding it into the front door lock.
“humor me for a second,” you look over your shoulder. “which one is yours?”
izuku chuckles, raising a thumb to point behind his back. “oh, you’re shitting me!” you’re shaking your head.
“well, since i’m right here, i’ll just drop my backpack inside and be right with you, okay?”
you hum, turning the key into the lock and opening the door. you leave it cracked open for izuku to come in, kicking off your shoes and sighing in relief in the meantime. after having your feet constricted for so many hours, the wooden floorboards are a welcome feeling.
“can i come in?” izuku slips inside a couple minutes later, wearing his house slippers. you’re already in the kitchen, kettle on, measuring loose tea leaves into a strainer. “yup, come on in,” you chirp back. “it’ll be just a little longer. oh, and don’t mind the mess, please. still finishing up the last things around the place.”
“it’s hardly a mess,” he reassures gently, voice growing closer as he takes a seat at the small dining table. “it looks really nice. really…you, i’d say.”
you look over your shoulder, and seeing him just sitting there so comfortably is…a nice sight. something you wouldn’t mind coming home to every day.
stop yourself. right now. you scold yourself mentally, immediately pushing the thought to the side. he only came over for tea, don’t get ahead of yourself.
it’s a few more minutes until you’re sitting across from him, warm mug in hand, blowing the steam that billows up from the dark amber liquid. izuku’s posture is stiffer than before, hands clutched in his lap, shoulders looking constricted in his suit jacket.
“izuku…are you alright?” you ask, tentative and soft. “i-is something wrong? did i—”
“n-no!” he’s quick to answer. “gosh, sorry, you didn’t do anything wrong. i guess, i just got lost in my thoughts.”
his hands reach for the mug in front of him, lift it like he’s gonna bring it to his lips, then put it down again with a sigh. “i was too focused on trying to find the right words, but there’s no right way to say that i’ve missed you.”
you almost spill scalding hot tea all over yourself, hands going lax around the ceramic for a fraction of a second. you manage to place it on the table, albeit shaky. izuku is watching you with wide eyes, worry so evident on his face you think he might faint.
“i’m so sorry! shit, i knew i shouldn’t—”
“you have no idea how much i’ve missed you too, izuku.”
you say it with such a tiny voice he almost misses it. almost. you see all the tension he had been storing in his muscles dissolve in an instant, eyebrows knitting what looked like pain. or longing. “every day,” he breathes out. like it’s hurting him. “i’ve spent every single day missing you, wishing i could tell you about my achievements and know about yours. i know we weren’t together for that long but, fuck—” he dips his head down, rubbing both his hands over his face.
while he still has his eyes closed you stand up, silently circling the table until you’re right in front of him. your fingers find his, gentle and cautious. he looks up at you, and your heart skips a beat, his gaze so full of adoration it startles you, but you still manage to find your words.
“i haven’t stopped thinking about you either,” you admit meekly. “when i left, no matter where i stayed, no place ever felt like home. neither did this apartment when i came back. but when i saw you just on the other side of the room earlier…i felt it. home.”
his breath hitches, pupils dilating until they almost eclipse the beautiful emerald of his irises with utmost, undivided devotion. slowly, oh so slowly, he brings your wrist to his lips to press a kiss. then another, this time a little higher. and then another, and another, climbing up your forearm as he starts rising to his feet.
you can only watch him, rapt, unsure if you’re even breathing at his point because all you can feel is him, him, him. his nose is pressed against your bare skin, inhaling your scent, reverent and desperate, like he can’t believe he’s finally getting to taste - or smell - you after all these years.
his fingers untangle from yours when his lips reach your shoulder. he’s standing straight now, hands coming up to cradle your face as he locks eyes with you. neither of you say anything, both unsure how to do this, if it’s okay to do this.
but you can only wait so long.
taking his yellow tie in your fist, you tug with purpose, until his lips crash into yours.
home. this is exactly what it feels like.
you both moan, completely melting into each other. memories flood the front of your brain in a rush, the countless times you had him just like this - even if he was a couple inches shorter - make your chest ache, a sob bubbling in your throat, threatening to choke you.
and izuku is just as ruined as you, hands flying down your body and committing every curve to memory. but no matter how different, you still fit so perfectly against him. you, you, you. and he’d missed you so fucking much.
you’re still holding his tie, keeping him close, fingers finding his soft curls and tugging, enough to draw out a pathetic, needy sigh. the sound shoots straight between your legs. his tongue pushes past the seams of your lips as he finds firm purchase of your waist, pressing your chest into his like he’s trying to get you to fuse into him— he would totally try to do that if he found a way.
“izuku,” you whine quietly into the kiss. “please…”
you don’t have to say anything else. he’s spinning you around, walking you backwards until the back of your thighs bumps into the counter. he finally pulls back, giving you both a chance to breathe, only to start shedding his suit jacket and letting it fall to the floor.
“d-don’t you maybe want to go to the bedroom—”
“no time for that,” he breathes out, shaking his head. “i need to taste you now, or i might die.”
“oh,” you gasp, pleasantly surprised, and incredibly turned on by the way his voice dropped a significant amount of octaves when he said that. so you complain no further.
he makes quick work of your pants, helping you shimmy out of them as he drops to his knees. once they’re out of the way, you think he’s gonna do the same with your panties. except he doesn’t. his palms slide up the sides of your legs, kissing up one of your thighs until he buries his face into your clothed cunt.
“izuku!” you half-croak, half-moan, heat erupting beneath your skin at the sudden, lewd gesture. “turn around,” he orders with a low murmur, nose lining the seam of your cotton panties. “turn around f’me, please.”
you gulp, but obey nonetheless. the edge of the counter presses into your lower stomach, both elbows coming to rest on the cold granite. you feel izuku’s head nuzzle the underside of your ass. “leg up, want to see you.”
you try not to think about how embarrassing it is, the thought worrying you for all of two seconds because you need him. bad. now. you hoist your leg up, knee right next to your arm. “thereeee she is,” izuku groans happily, thumbs spreading your pussylips through the fabric before the flat of his tongue licks a loooong stripe, from clit to hole.
”fuck!” you sob, hips involuntarily jerking back into his touch. izuku chuckles, fucking chuckles, the sound husky in the back of his throat. “gonna make you feel good…have to make it up to my girl…”
you’re not sure who he’s talking to exactly - you, or your pussy - but you’re unable to entertain the thought for much longer because he repeats the same agonizing move, like he’s trying to make out with the cotton. your head dips forward, another moan wrenched out of you.
his thumbs are keeping you spread open, the damp patch on the fabric turning soppy when he pwahs! a fat wad of spit on it. when exactly did izuku midoriya become this filthy!? the man that had his head between your thighs now was nothing like the nervous nineteen year-old who panicked because he’d forgotten how to put on a condom. it was like having your first time with him all over again.
cold air hits your bare pussy when he finally moves your panties to the side, glistening slick following the cotton with a string that he’s quick to greedily lap at, before his tongue is drawing hearts against your clit— or maybe you’ve already lost your mind and you’re imagining it.
“izuku…izuku - ah - fuck—” you’re reaching behind you to find soft tufts of hair and tugging, pressing his mouth even further into your core. he moans, the vibration spreading to your lower belly, where heat was coiling tighter and tighter.
his finger traces the side of your folds, then circles around your entrance, collecting enough sap to make the slide easier before slipping inside, a second digit following suit. you keen, the leg you’re keeping on the counter trembling from the strain and the imminent orgasm that’s gonna crash over you.
“oh ‘m close,” you heave. “i-izuku…izuku ‘m gonna—”
fingertips curl at the perfect moment to brush against your soft spot, and you’re a goner. you cum, loud and hard, biting into your forearm to save yourself a noise complaint, shaking as you come undone. izuku doesn’t pull back until he’s sure he’s made you ride it out, drawing out your orgasm to make it longer and more intense.
you collapse with your chest against the counter, and you feel him gently helping your leg back to the ground, kissing the skin and murmuring sweet nothings that barely reach your ears, every sound muffled in the aftermath.
“hey, still with me?” you don’t even notice he’s come back up on his feet, turning your face against the granite to look at him. his face is a mess— hair tousled, pearlescent juices coating him from nose to chin, yet he’s still sporting the cutest, goofiest grin ever.
“yeah…yeah i think so,” you hum, still not quite out of your daze. he leans forward, until his nose is touching yours, and he’s close enough for you to almost taste yourself on him. “we can take this to the bedroom, then.”
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the suit didn’t do him justice. because when the fuck had he gotten so built!?
standing in front of you on the bed, shirtless, chest covered in scars - you still remembered where each one of them was positioned - and currently unbuckling his belt.
you were naked now, sitting back on your haunches on the mattress, eyes fixed on the dark patch of precum on his boxers, his erection throbbing and leaking. when he hooks his thumbs into the waistband, you stop him. “wait, let me do it.”
you reach over, and izuku lets you guide him forwards. “can i say i’m a bit nervous?” he whispers, breath slightly uneven. “it’s been so long since i—”
“are you seriously saying that after pulling that stunt in the kitchen?” your eyes widen, fingers stilling mid-motion through taking his underwear off. his cheeks grow one shade darker of pink.
“d-did you, did you like that or—”
“izuku, that was the best orgasm i’ve had in years!” you exclaim, still not believing that now he’s acting nervous. “you…have another best?” he asks tentatively.
now you’re the one that grows shy, averting his gaze. “the…the first one you gave me six years ago?”
his breath hitches, then he softens, a hand coming up to cup your jaw and guide you to face him again. “that was mine, too,” he murmurs. “and…every other one i’ve had with you after that.”
it went unsaid, that you both had experiences with other people during the years apart, but one thing was clear— all those other people paled compared to each other. be it because it was your first time, be it because you were both young and insanely horny, or…be it because you were still so hopelessly in love.
“izuku—”
but it’s like something in him switches, the same hunger that had mounted so ravenously in him earlier in the kitchen, because your back is suddenly pressed to the mattress, and he’s climbing on top of you, kicking off his boxers with haste.
his lips find yours, needy and with every intention to devour. his erection presses angrily against your inner thigh, your hips bucking up involuntarily, seeking any form of contact. the first brush of your bare core against his is maddening. the second? you think you might die if he doesn’t put his dick inside you within the next minute.
“please,” you whine, parted lips pressing messily against his. “izuku, i need—”
“yeah, yeah,” he pants back, forehead dropping to meet yours. he reaches down between your bodies, giving his cock a couple tugs before lining it up with your entrance. “tell me if i’m hurting you okay?” he checks in with you, voice shaky as his tip can already feel your wetness.
unable to wait any longer, your ankles lock around his waist and push. he bottoms out in one, fluid thrust. you both moan at the same time, his cock filling you up so deliciously, heavy balls flush against the plush of your ass. “oh fuck…fuck you feel so—”
“—good,” izuku finishes for you. his eyes are locked on where your bodies are meeting, and he moves his hips once, slowly, just to watch himself sink inside you again. you throw your head back with a whine, trying to muffle it by sinking your teeth into your bottom lip.
“ah…god, you feel perfect,” he buries his face into the crook of your neck, kissing the heated skin. his forearms rest on each side of your head for leverage, but his hips are still. “izuku, i need you to start moving, like, right now,” you plead, heels digging into his lower back.
your walls reiterate by fluttering around his cock, coaxing a moan from his lips. “yeah, let me just…” one of his palms finds the top of your head. “there, don’t want you to get hurt.”
get hurt? why would you get—
snap! his pelvis slaps against yours with a harsh thrust. then another. and another, until he’s set a merciless pace. it’s not too fast, giving him the time for his deliciously curved tip to brush against all the soft spots inside of you. and then you understand why the hand on your head, the force he’s driving himself into you with pushing you both to the edge of the bed, his knuckles taking the impact against the headboard.
your ah! ah! ah!s and the slapping of skin against skin fills the bedroom, izuku’s groans soon growing higher in pitch, until he’s just as much of a whimpering mess as you, louder when your fingers tug at his scalp.
“i love you,” he blurts out, his other going to your hips to keep you pinned to the mattress when your legs fall open, too weak to hold on around him. “i - ngh! - n-never stopped loving you and i-i can be good, so. good. i can give you what you want, a-anything. anything—”
“i love you too,” you heave, throat so parched your voice comes out weak. “s-so fucking much, izuku…”
he kisses you again, somehow more desperately, his tongue invading your mouth along with his spit, which you swallow greedily. his pace slows down to deeper, more intimate strokes, every inch of his cock dragging so sweetly against your walls, fluttering to suck him right back in whenever he threatens to pull out.
the tufts of hair at the base of his cock stimulate your clit just right with every thrust, your second orgasm of the night building up at an alarming speed. “close,” you moan into his mouth, a string of saliva still connecting your mouth to his.
“me too,” he pants. “gonna cum inside…fill you up, hm? mine, and full of me…”
“yes!” you cry out. “yes, please!” izuku’s hand trails down from your head to your cheek, then his middle and ring finger push past your lips. “can’t have you be too loud,” his voice drips with something filthy when he presses down on your tongue.
your eyes roll back into your skull as you cum. hard. you moan around his digits, cheeks hollowing as you suck them further into your mouth with each bated breath. izuku’s forehead presses against your collarbone as he teeters over the edge himself, cock pulsing, filling you up with his cum.
your name spills from his lips over and over again, like a prayer, staying buried inside you even after you’ve both come down from your high. when he takes his fingers out of your mouth is only to kiss you, sweet and slow, enjoying your closeness, your warmth.
it takes a while for you to actually come back down to planet earth, having dozed off somewhere between cuddling with izuku and giggling at something funny he’d said. you hear the water running in the bathroom first, followed by his footsteps when he comes to tell you he’s running you a bath.
he holds your back close to his chest once you’ve both in the tub, submerged in warm, bubbly water. your head lolls back against his shoulder, the perfect position for him to kiss the side of your face.
“you’re so pretty,” he whispers, like a secret. “pretty and perfect and…in my arms again. i thought i’d never get to have you like this again.” you smile, moving a curl away from his face. “yet here we are,” you hum.
“here we are,” he echoes. “and i’m not planning to let you go this time.”
┊┊a/n. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 2K KAMILINGS!!! it's an insane achievement and i'm just so so so happy and grateful for all the support there will never be enough words to express it to its full extent. it's only been a little over a month since hitting 1K and i can't believe how much i've grown in such a short time. i'm so thankful for you guys and i hope we'll keep growing together every day. i love you kamilings with all my heart <3 also take this fic as a deku bday fic since july 15th is around the corner lol
꒰ 呪術廻戦 ꒱ › satoru’s favorite way to unwind. sfw.
gn!reader. fluff. slightly inspired by ^ this funny ass tiktok i saw
satoru’s head is heavy in your lap. you’ve been carding your fingers through his hair for what feels like hours, fingertips brushing against his scalp softly. he’s melting into a syrupy puddle, like putty in your palms as he laments about the trials and tribulations the higher ups put him through today.
“and then they tried to tell me that my mission reports need more detail,” he mumbles against your thigh, voice muffled by your skin. “as if i have the time to write an essay about every curse i exorcise.”
you hum softly in response, your nails gently scratching against his scalp. he sighs contentedly, nuzzling deeper into your lap like a cat seeking warmth. his hand, which had been resting limply at his side, now moves to grip your knee, fingers pressing in just enough to ground himself.
“they have no idea what it’s like out there. they just sit on their old wrinkly asses making decisions about things they’ve never seen or experienced,” he continues, his voice growing quieter with each word. “sometimes i wish—”
you shift slightly, reaching for the throw pillow beside you to prop behind your back. the movement is minimal, a slight readjustment to get more comfortable. but satoru freezes.
immediately, his head starts shaking back and forth against your lap. it’s not quite a tantrum, but it’s close—like he’s physically trying to shake off the discomfort of your hands leaving his hair.
“one sec,” you murmur, still focused on getting the pillow positioned right.
the shaking stops abruptly, replaced by a high-pitched whine that’s utterly uncharacteristic of the strongest sorcerer. the honored one. he’s lucky megumi isn’t here to tease him. he sounds pathetic and needy, and it makes your heart ache a little.
“sweets,” he whimpers, voice cracking slightly. “i’m six seconds away from dying, why’d you stop ?”
“so much for being the strongest . . ” you roll your eyes but you abandon the pillow instantly, hands returning to his hair. as soon as your fingers resume their threading through his soft strands, he goes boneless against you again, a shudder of relief running through him.
“okay,” you lean down to press a soft kiss to his forehead. “you were saying ‘toru. . ?” he presses his face deeper into your lap, breathing evening out the second you continue playing with his hair.
“sometimes,” he murmurs against your thigh, his voice barely audible, “i wish i could just kill them all. every last one of those old men in their stuffy rooms. it would make my life so easy.”
you don’t respond, knowing he doesn’t need you to. he just needs to say it, to let the darkness out where it can’t actually hurt anyone.
“no more long ass meetings,” he continues, his words slurring with exhaustion. “no more stupid reports, i’d finally have peace and quiet. i just want peace and quiet. . .”
you lean down again, this time pressing your cheek against the top of his head, your hand never ceasing its gentle movements through his hair. “i know,” you frown, “i know, toru.”
he sighs, the tension finally leaving his body and surrendering to the comfort of your touch, your presence is the only thing in the universe keeping him from spiraling. what would he do without you ?
carniya has me thinking about casa boy! satoru who really should’ve been part of the original cast. he’s so perfect. all snowy hair, blinding smile, and the brightest blue eyes you’ve ever seen. the hottest guy to step into the villa in love island history. but production knew exactly what they were doing when they saved him for casa amor. they knew no couple would stand a chance once he arrived.
your current connection is already in shambles. you’d watched your partner completely disrespect you during the live-streamed heart race challenge. he’d spent the majority of your time together making you feel small and forgotten.
in a single day, satoru’s made you feel more seen, more desired, than your partner has in weeks. and now you’re tucked away in say less, the mellow amber lights casting everything in a honeyed glow. he’s teaching you basic phrases in japanese, deep voice reverberating as he murmurs foreign words against your skin
“watashi no namae wa . . . desu” he says, his lips brushing your ear.
you echo the phrase back, stumbling a bit over the syllables, heart fluttering when he chuckles. “you’re a natural,” he praises, thumb stroking your jaw. “kirei desu”
“what does that mean ?” you ask, leaning into his touch as his gaze drops to your lips. you feel like you’re on cloud nine.
“it means you’re very pretty.” he murmurs. he closes the distance. lips fitting against yours like they were always meant to be there. you can taste the faint mint on his breath, feel his hand slide from your jaw to the nape of your neck. the kiss is so good it makes you completely forget about the cameras on you.
his other hand finds your waist, pulling you impossibly closer until you’re practically sitting in his lap. his hands are everywhere, tracing the curve of your spine, mapping the dip of your waist, resting on your hips. it makes your head spin. without so much as thinking, you’re swinging a leg over his to straddle him properly, gasping into his mouth. he takes the opportunity to sweep his tongue against yours. you’re melting, a syrupy puddle in his arms.
“fuck,” he breathes against your lips, breaking the kiss just long enough to speak. “you’re so perfect”
you can only whimper in response, hands sliding up his chest to loop around his neck. pulling back slightly, you look down at him, his face is flushed, his lips are swollen and glistening. his pupils are dilated. and you know your original couple doesn’t stand a chance. “would you like to sleep in my bed tonight?” you ask, voice merely a whisper.
a grin quickly spreads across his face. “i thought you’d never ask.”
SYNOPSIS ᯓ★ After months of cold shoulder from your boyfriend, the relationship finally comes to an end when a Reddit post spiraled into your best friend’s orbit, and the poster? Your own boyfriend. The embarrassment and shame brought onto your name began tumbling when he thinks you will come back —like you always do, he quotes— to him. However, this time your best friend had a plan in mind to prove your snobbish ex-boyfriend wrong. To set you up with her friend . . . Who is also going through a messy break up scenario of his own.
PAIRING ᯓ★ nerd! gojo satoru x fem! reader
TAGS ᯓ★ does not follow the original jjk plot . suggestive content . no smut (it is implied that gojo and the reader had sex, but will not be described) . gojo and the reader are in their 20s . pokemon lover gojo . gojo is a middle school student teacher . cursing . mentions of sex . naoya cameo . romcom stuff . fake dating . mentions of cheating (not done by gojo or the reader) . shoko cameo . suguru cameo . loneliness . slow updates
You casually stared at the headlines, seeing his green hair made your blood boil. Just by the looks of it, you’d make out that he’d probably hire someone to pay more so the Zenin would be headlined. Based on experience itself, you’d seen him done it before himself. Quote unquote, call the media and pay them to headline the Zenin for traction, I need it up by next week.
Honestly, it doesn’t even surprise you anymore. You were 100% sure at least every company has done this somehow — but the sight of Naoya’s face just makes your blood boil somehow. And you hadn’t paid the internet to be shown something like this (though it wasn’t actually the internet’s fault at all, you just needed someone to blame for it).
For the past seven years, you were 100% positive that you know more shit about the Zenin clan rather than their contributions. And that, you couldn’t deny even if someone had asked you to fabricate it up.
“You’ve been staring at that for a while now,” Shoko blew a puff of smoke away from where you sat before she hung her cigarette by the side of the ashtray. Your gaze lifted from the screen to her figure where she’s pulling her hair back into a bun, “it’s not worth it. You know he pays the media to do that, only people full of shit do that.”
Only people full of shit, you thought. Nodding to yourself, she’s right. Naoya and his family are full of shit and everyone agrees.
Suguru and his friends had gone on their little Japan tour a few days ago. And you were left without any other work, he told you, “Rest day”. For the past week, he had you making flyers here and there for the tour, and you were glad to do it with the income that he promised you; no joke, he called you late at night for a request, even if he does sound apologetic, you still did it because you had no hard feelings for him. In fact, you were glad to even be doing this in the first place.
Also, he did promise to bring something back for you as an apology, extra income in a form of . . . probably food or a keychain. But, hey, a keychain from Sendai doesn’t sound too bad. Or a cheesecake from Hokkaido doesn’t sound too shabby at all.
“Ieiri, can I ask you something?” You pucker your lips slightly, the straw from your “half-full” cup, or as Satoru said “half-empty”. Ieiri stared at you, the streets are bustling and people passed by the sidewalk right by where you and Shoko sat outside the cafe, “It’s about Satoru and Suguru.”
“You’re gonna ask what happened between them,” she guessed. And she guessed right.
“Yeah.”
The corner of her lip tugged upwards slightly, “Don’t think it’s my place to tell that to you, you should ask Satoru about it. Or Suguru now since you’re working for him,” internally, you groaned at her very helpful inquiry, but still, the curiosity wedged in your heart.
Satoru had been extra busy lately, meet ups were rescheduled. Now that he had landed an act as a tree, he was needed during practices and . . . quote unquote, needed for prop making because he was apparently the strongest amongst his peers. It was a stroke to his ego, and Satoru wouldn’t stop telling you about how he helped carry things around the school during this time of the day. And it was bound to happen again.
Though, you don’t mind it at all — in fact, this was much better than the constant flex of social statuses, money, and fame.
“Did they fallout?” You asked, hoping for more enlightment from Shoko who is blissfully smoking her second cigarette of the day, “I just need something. Anything.”
“They fell out, reason? You’d have to ask the both of them,” she shrugs.
Today was one of the days Shoko could have a day off, and she had decided to call you up early in the morning for a little coffee and breakfast. Well, it’s noon now and the both of you were still together, not that you were complaining about it. Times with her are rare, and you’d salvage this moment with her. Her eyes were blankly staring at the people passing by, making sure that every puff of her smoke is directed away from people passing, “I didn’t know they fell out until Suguru came up to talk to me that he was going to move to start a band, actually. It was pretty upsetting, and for a while, I kinda hated them.”
Your eyes softened at her words, “Why?”
“I was there too, wasn’t I?” Her voice died to a soft whisper of solemn, she pressed the burning edge of her cig into the ashtray, pressing on it lightly to kill the fire, “then again, things happen. And it’s really not my place to say anything on their behalves because I’m completely clueless of what actually happened.”
Your thumbs fiddled with each other, Shoko clapped her hands together, “But, I’m completely chill about it now. That was a long time ago, and we’re all good . . . I’m good with the both of them. But them with each other?” She asks herself before shrugging nonchalantly, “Wanna grab dinner together later?”
“You seem to be getting close to Satoru,” Shoko replied, a tinge of slyness in her voice, “I take it everything’s going well then.”
“What? The whole fake dating stuff?” You were nonchalant in answering her, failing to notice the deadpan on her face, “it’s fine. I mean, we’re starting to get to know each other, we went out to see a movie, and stuff. Naoya’s still trying to fuck me up, I swear, he’s everywhere, Ieiri.”
Shoko sighs, “Yeah, that’s what he do. He thinks you can’t get better than him,” there are so many men better than him in every aspect, you rolled your eyes in annoyance, “he won’t stop at nothing to make sure you come back. Which is why Satoru is the perfect choice for this. He’s a total heartstopper.”
You nodded in agreement, “Yeah, I agree.”
“Out of curiosity,” Shoko answers again, sipping on her Americano, “what do you really think of him?”
You got lost in thought. Truthfully, you haven’t known Satoru Gojo for a long time at all, and if you were to be honest; you (shamefully) confess that you barely know him at all. Maybe the surface stuff about him, but if we were talking about what we think of a certain someone. You part your lips, “What do I think of him?” Shoko hums softly, waiting for an answer.
“Well, one,” your thoughts went back to the moments where Satoru drove you home, walked you through the alley, and made sure to wait until you get inside before leaving. Not to mention, the way he pays and teaches you instead of berating you like how Naoya would, “he’s very nice. He walks me home — actually, he drives me there . . . and walks me through the alleyway to my apartment, waits for me to get inside before he leaves. And he tecahes me stuff I don’t understand, and he says nice things to me. Unlike that dickhead, Naoya.”
“What else?”
You groaned, “I’ve known him for what? Going two months maybe, and I don’t know how he really is,” Shoko raised her arms up in mock surrender, finally making sense of it all, “ask me again in a year.”
Shoko grimaced, “I could bet you right now that in a year, you and Satoru are going to be in a loving relationshi—”
You cut her off immediately, “No, I’m saying that I don’t think I’ll be dating anyone soon and that includes Satoru. Despite him being nice,” and why are you talking like he likes you anyways? You shook your head, “and he probably doesn’t see me that way too. We need to stop twisting a completely platonic relationship into something romantic. Yeah?”
“Touche.”
Another thought striked you, “Also,” Shoko already swiveled her face away, “what is with that reaction?”
Shoko blew out a loud and dramatic sigh, “I just know that you’re gonna ask me something about Satoru’s life.”
True, “It’s just pure curiosity. How did he and his ex . . . You know, get together and broke up?” Shoko raises a brow in amusement, “Just curious.”
Shoko’s eyes glinted in a cheshire way, “Glad you asked, I actually just got the full information for that not too long ago. I’m taking full responsibility for what he’s going to say when you tell him that you know about it,” she straightened herself up, “they started dating two years ago. I actually know the girl, which is shocking to me when he told me about it because Suguru and I do not like her at all.”
“Apparently, since college years they had been talking behind our backs. Getting close and all. He confessed that after we graduated, he and his ex-girlfriend apparently started going out a few months after — and mind you, he kept it all a secret until . . .” She points at you and herself, “until all three of us met up so I could match the both of you up. I just knew, and pushed him to tell me about it; also, he got cheated on.”
“Why do you hate the girl?” You questioned.
Shoko hummed, “I wouldn’t say hate. My mistake, I strongly dislike her because we were partnered up a couple of times for a group project and she couldn’t contribute to anything. And by anything, I mean anything. Not even printing costs, transportations, I had to work on everything myself — I did rat her out to my professor and she didn’t pass the class. It’s a mutual thing.”
“Why did she chea—”
Shoko stares deep into your eyes, “All I know is that she never really thought that he was worthy of anything. She just thought he was easy,” you look down at the coffee — the dark brown liquid turning a bit lighter from the melted ice, “we might not see each other much. But, the one thing I can say about Satoru is that when he loves, he loves. And you don’t find that often. So, I guess finding out about this the hard way was very saddening for him.”
You bobbed your head, understanding the situation. “And you know what’s funny?”
Shoko toyed with her straw, “She cheated on him with another mutual good friend of ours,” you bit your lip.
“That sucks.”
“Totally. For someone who just got cheated on, he seems pretty okay — which is also one of his habit, you should take notes. He’s a lonely kid, doesn’t live with his parents anymore. I don’t even think he lives with them back when he was a kid at all. Hard for him to make friends, and he doesn’t talk much if you don’t talk first. So, I guess he felt the comfort with you. That’s good. He loves going outside if he has someone to go with, besides that? He locks himself in and plays games.”
The information opened a new vision and you nod your head, “Okay. Okay. Thank you . . .”
“Thanks for driving me.”
Shoko pokes her head out, “Hey, the alleyway’s pretty dark. Sure you can walk alone? I don’t mind risking a shif—”
“No, your shift is to save lives, gosh. I’ll be okay,” you waved your hand slowly, ushering her away, “it’s fine. Thanks for driving me home, Ieiri. Safe trips home,” Shoko smiles at you, rolling her windows up. You hear her honk three times before taking off into the streets.
The messages end right then and there, and you look around; night breeze caressing your skin gently — walking towards the wall right by the mouth of the alley, you plant your back to it. Shifting left and right, bored. Hands shoved right inside the pockets of your pants to warm them from the crispy air, shoulders rolling in a shiver. You had no idea why you were waiting for him too, maybe a part of you wanted him to walk you inside after all.
No longer than 10 minutes later, his familiar Sedan parked right by the sidewalk in front of you. A small smile tinged on your face at the sight of white mop of hair, instinctively you walked closer to him. The streaks of dark green paint and red ones on his cheek were apparent, and a shy smile displayed on his face.
“Sorry, did you wait long?” He brushed his hands against his white shirt —no, not white anymore. Barely even white actually, it had paint all over it now, and you were sure it was a result of his tree and prop making— Satoru looks down at you, “It’s chilly. You didn’t bring a jacket?”
Your head shook lightly, “No. I didn’t think it was gonna be this cold,” truthfully, it wasn’t actually that cold. You just couldn’t help but to agree at his statement, in fact the words came out before you could process it, “you came all the way here just to walk me inside here,” your hand gestured towards the mouth of the entrance.
Satoru took off his glasses, shouldering the sweat on his nosebridge, “Yeah. If you haven’t noticed, it’s creepy in there. Instead of you getting scared alone, we should be scared together,” he was scared all this time? Now the guilt pooled on the bottom of your stomach, swirling at his words.
“You didn’t have to do that.”
His fingers slid the glasses back into place, and the alluring cerulean glinted happily, “I actually wanted to, and I’m more than happy to do it. It’s my decision, no?” Smart, you bobbed your head in agreement, not being able to deny that, “Let’s get you home then.”
He walks first, guiding you into the alleyway. Satoru was tall enough to hide your view in front, all you could see is the outline of his back, and it made you feel safe. Satoru pops out of the other side with a smile, the streaks of paint crinkling under the strain of his skin, “How was your day?”
“Good,” you answered him slowly, “yours?”
Is he about to flex about his strength again? Satoru parts his lips, “Better now. It was tiring, but at least we got to meet. Ice cream tomorrow then? We can agree on that, right?” You grinned at him.
꒰ 呪術廻戦 ꒱ › satoru’s tired of being the strongest mdni
angst + they’re fwb so suggestive. pre-shinjuku. gojo x f! reader.
satoru gojo was made for winning. not loving. the gojo clan taught him everything under the sun, moon, and stars — except how to bear his heart to another. they taught him how to shatter a curse with a flick of his fingers, how to crush his opponents with a lazy grin, how to carry the weight of the entire world on shoulders that were still, technically, those of a boy. they taught him how to be the strongest.
the burden he’s been forced to carry around since he was a child has, without a doubt, shaped his apathetic outlook on life. every victory is hollow, every moment of peace is just the lull before the next battle. he stands at the precipice of humanity’s survival and is expected to be the one who always wins. the one who saves everyone. and he’s well past over it.
you’d always known that being with satoru was doomed from the start. he wasnt raised for love. for life. it wouldn’t last. you’d told yourself this much as a third year at jujutsu high. but surprisingly it did. it does. now years down the line, the air in your bedroom is saturated with the scent of him, the salt of your drying sweat and the sweet scent of the jasmine candle on your nightstand.
satoru’s body is a furnace against your back. he has an arm thrown over your waist, anchoring you to this moment, to this bed, as if holding you tight will stop the sun from rising. his chest rises and falls steadily against the shell of your ear, but you know he’s not asleep. you can practically hear him thinking.
he’d been so, so different tonight. not his usual, playful self in the slightest. his kisses had been bruising, his hands grasping at your hips, your thighs, your hair, with a frantic need to memorize every inch of you. he’d used his reversed cursed technique to keep going, round after round, until your limbs felt like lead and your mind was blissfully blank. he’d been insatiable.
and he would have kept going, you know, until the sun painted the windows in shades of bruised amber and ijichi’s impatient knock echoed from the living room. until he had to pull on his haori and become the hope of the jujutsu world again. he would rather stay in your arms forever, but he can’t. the fate of humanity resting on his shoulders, is a weight far heavier than your body on his.
you shift, turning in his arms until you can see his face. moonlight filters through your blinds, casting stripes of shadow and pale light across his features. his sapphire eyes are fixed on the ceiling, seeing something you can’t
“what’s the first thing you wanna do after defeating sukuna?” your voice is a soft murmur, barely disturbing the comfortable silence.
he blinks, slowly, like he’s waking up from a really bad dream. a ghost of a smile touches his lips, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “hmm? i’m surprised you’re still awake.”
“answer my question, toru.” you pout, glaring at him in the darkness
“assuming i don’t die,” he starts, and the words land like a stone in the pit of your stomach, “i’ll probably be really hungry after all that fighting. so i think you should take me out for dinner and spoil me.”
you laugh “in your dreams, we’ll get dinner and you’ll pay like a gentleman. . plus you’re richer than me”
“ah, so you are just using me for my money.”
“among other things,” you tease, but your heart isn’t in it. “i’m just not paying for you to eat enough to feed a family of six.”
“i’m a growing boy.”
“you’re twenty-eight. you’re not growing, you’re just greedy” your teasing subsides, and the weight of his earlier words settles back in the room, pressing down on your chest. “. . . what do you mean, ‘assuming you don’t die’?”
“well, an assumption is when you make a statement with no concrete proof,” he begins, “and seeing as i’m yet to go toe to toe with the king of curses, there’s a statistical probability that i—”
“don’t be an asshole,” you cut him off, your voice sharper than you intended. “i know what an assumption is.” you prop yourself up on your elbows, “the only way you’re dying is if you don’t take the fight seriously. and then i’ll kill you myself. you promised me we’d elope one day, satoru. and you know how i feel about broken promises.”
his smile fades completely, replaced by profound sadness that makes all four chambers of your heart ache. “you would hate being married to me,” he murmurs, his gaze finally sliding away from the ceiling to meet yours, and the look in his eyes is so desolate it takes your breath away.
“that’s an assumption you don’t get to make,” you shoot back, your voice trembling slightly. “seeing as i’ve put up with you this long.”
“you might get lucky,” he says, his voice dropping to a near-whisper. “you might not have to put up with me much longer.”
“why are you being like this?” you demand, your brows knitting together. his eyes drift away from yours again, to the window where snow is beginning to fall, dusting the glass in swirling patterns. he looks anywhere but at you. “no seriously . . what’s your problem?”
he lets out a long, weary sigh, the sound deflating the last of the warmth between you. “c’mon, sweets. i don’t want our last night together to be like this. . . forget i said anything.”
“last night?” the question is a choked whisper. “what do you mean, last night together? you’re clearly just trying to upset me now”
“i’m not trying to upset you . . but there’s a plan, y’know?” he says, matter-of-factly. “if i die. shoko, yuuta. . . they have contingencies. yuuta’s supposed to use kenjaku’s technique with my body. there’s a plan b alllll the way to z. me winning isn’t the only outcome.” he pauses, before saying. “and i’m okay with that. i. . . i kinda hope i don’t win. it’ll be really great for my character development.”
the joke is so absurd, so horribly out of place, that it makes you want to scream. to hit him. you shake your head in disbelief. “you’re so selfish for saying that.”
“selfish,” he repeats the word, testing it on his tongue. “maybe. but it’s the first time i’ve ever been selfish. it’s not like my life has ever truly been my own. i’d like to die on my own terms at least . .”
this wasn’t how tonight was supposed to go. you were supposed to be fantasizing about life after sukuna. about lazy mornings and going to that cafe he loves, ordering everything on the menu just because you can. you were supposed to be planning a future together, not talking about his death at three in the morning.
satoru getting sealed had been a nightmare. and it was only then, in his absence, that you truly understood how much you needed him in your life. he wasn’t just your annoying classmate with too much power and a smart mouth. he wasn’t just your coworker who flirted with you during meetings. you love him. sure, he was too haunted by the ghost of suguru to ever give you all of him, but he gave you enough.
“i was destined for a miserable life since the moment i opened these damn eyes. but when i’m like this with you,” his voice softens, “i almost think a happy ending is possible for me but it’s not. deep down, i know it’s not . . and you deserve more than this.”
( on the tip of his tongue are broken phrases about how you deserve someone who can take you out on a real date. someone who can do the boring things like cooking and cleaning with you. someone who can come home to you in one piece. someone who can tell you they love you. someone who isn’t him. because he was programmed to be the strongest, to protect a world that would never truly know him. because he isn’t capable of being a boyfriend. a husband. a father. yours. he isn’t sure there’s a future with you in his cards at all )
“i want to lose tomorrow,” he admits, his voice cracking. “sure, i can beat sukuna. but i don’t want to. . i’m just . . so tired.”
you pull away from him, heart hammering against your ribs. “you don’t mean that,”
“nah. . i do,” he says, his eyes finally finding yours again. and the defeat and decisiveness in them is terrifying. “i kinda hope i don’t win for once. might just let it happen.”
“let it happen. . ” you can’t believe him. “sometimes i really hate you.”
he flinches. it’s almost imperceptible, a slight tightening of the muscles around his pretty eyes, but you notice it. he’s the strongest sorcerer in the world, and your words are what finally break him. “i know,” he whispers, his voice quavering. “sometimes i really hate me too.”
tears you didn’t realize were forming spill over. you hate him for wanting to leave. you hate him for making you love him this much. but most of all, you hate the world that made him feel like this was his only escape. his only chance at freedom
“don’t say that,” you choke out, reaching for him, fingers tangling in the soft ivory tendrils at the nape of his neck. he lets you pull him closer, his forehead resting against your sternum. you can feel the dampness of his tears against your skin, and it breaks you all over again. this is the third time. the third time he’s let himself fall apart in your arms. suguru’s defection. suguru’s death. and now, this. the eve of his own demise.
“just want it to be over,” he murmurs against your skin, voice muffled, thick with exhaustion so profound it feels ancient. “i’m so tired of being the one who has to fix everything. . . i just want to be. . done.”
you hold him tighter, your own tears falling freely now, soaking into his hair. you want to scream at him, to shake him, to tell him to fight, to live, for you, for everyone. but the words won’t come. because you understand him more than anyone. and you love him.
“if you win you won’t have to be the strongest anymore” you whisper, “because all our problems will be gone. . and you can just be the man i love.”
he looks up at you then, his eyes red-rimmed and glistening, pupils swimming in endless pools of pain “i don’t know how to be that,” he admits, voice barely a whisper.
“then i’ll teach you” you breathe through your trembling lips, “when you come back. i’ll teach you”
you say the words, you make the promise but deep down you know he won’t make it back to you. you know that his life’s script was never written with a happily ever after in mind.
satoru doesn’t answer, just looks at you with those devastatingly beautiful eyes — his greatest feature, his twisted curse — and for a moment, you let yourself believe that you can fix him, that you can give him the peace he’s never known. you let yourself believe in a world where the only thing he has to do is love you. but the future you so desperately wanted to believe in, everything you’d dreamed of teaching him, dies with him in the rubble-strewn streets of shinjuku.
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