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Hi I’m back but no I’m not. I’m on peach and my name is @pigtailfriday

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Positively I am housesitting a friend’s apartment in the city this week❤️ I’m so excited to have a whole apartment to myself in the middle of my old neighborhood. I’ll have a quiet place to finish the rest of my grad school applications, I’m gonna go to Sangha at my old chapel, see new studio ghibli movie with my friends, go out to da barrrrrr :D

[huffylemon]

[mortalityplays]

one of the most important things, perhaps the most important thing I have learned in my life is that nice people can fuck each other up in monstrous ways. people can be bone deep kind and loving and self reflective and still lash out under pressure. people can be earnestly neighbourly and charitable and hospitable and generous and still find themselves in situations where they become selfish. people can be well meaning and easygoing and gregarious and hold deep seated opinions that turn them into vicious little bullies under the right conditions. nobody is just one thing, and nobody stays one way. every person is a kaleidoscope and they will surprise you. you will surprise yourself. it's not a warning and it's not a judgement and it's not an excuse, and it's certainly not a reason to stop trying or to stop trusting. it is just a fact.

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My only pants that actually fit me because I made them to fit my body I made them out of sheets just got ink stained covering the entire butt this might actually be the end

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I need a cigarette soooo. Perhaps more than ever before in my life right now.

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I’ve talked about this before but having a grandma who is so mentally ill and showers only once a month (since she was in her 40s) and, probably, met with growing up on a hippy island bathing is my favorite thing. It’s one of my greatest earthly pleasures. I shower or take a bath every day and I love my French soaps, my chemical and physical exfoliants, my shampoos conditioners hair oils scalp clarifiers, foot creams hand creams body oils body butter lotion etc, my balms my salves…..I fucking love it…..And I love thinking about showing my ancestors my process and its….i love it.

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I opened Pinterest and every single thing on here is an ad. Where is all the sweater inspo I’ve noticed Pinterest has been 90% ads for the last two months

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If I post anything ugly on here in the next two weeks again I am off my ssri for the first time in 7 years I’m being weird I’m having urges

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Wait I forgot that the entire path is one of letting go and that all liberating spirituality has a life of virtue/ethics at the base.

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fuck every oscar movie. Tangerine was shot on an iphone 5.

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he is so elegant 

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This isn’t really my style anymore (or like. What I used to try to emulate) but I am floored by these designs in the same way I’m floored by Isamaya makeup.

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La pregunta es de una falta de gusto tremenda.

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My mommy advice of the day is: if you think it’s everyone else then it’s probably you 🧘🏼‍♀️

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Which btw thank GOD. Because the only person you have control over to change is yourself 🎉🪷

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My mommy advice of the day is: if you think it’s everyone else then it’s probably you 🧘🏼‍♀️

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Fav late night snack lately. Chia pudding with coconut milk. Honey a little salt. Banana a spoonful of fudge