Monique

a diary! 23y!

[iloveglittering]

who would i be without my canon events

[pikksi]

failed my diet but thats ok we gonna keep starting over until it works

[pikksi]

idk if someone can relate but i lowkey..i feel like im losing the weight in the healthy way? i still consume ed content but i don't wanna starve, ik the weight comes back and i wonder if like...does it mean my ed is not so bad anymore? i actually don't know.

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[pikksi]

WORKING OUT SUCKS

Im so jealous of people who love to work out. Who wake up like omg!!! lets do a work out!!! because i fucking hate it im bored i dont like it HURTS I JUST WANNA BE SKINNY BECAUSE SKINNY. Im keeping myself in deficit and i so gave up on the HIIT workout after 5 minutes today but thats ok. Hated myself hated the youtube working out lady but im ok now and i will try again tomorrow

[academic-vampire]

𝔰𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔰𝔦𝔪𝔭𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔱𝔶

[thoughtkick]

“Someone you haven’t even met yet is wondering what it’d be like to know someone like you.”

— Iain Thomas

[manicpixie-recipes]

207 kcl spicy cucumber salad 🥒🥗

with 28g protein, without chicken only 69 kcl!!!

#8 dinner recipe, #2 small meal recipe

Since there are no tags on my posts pls reblog

Ingredients:

80g chicken breast -> 91 kcl

1 cucumber (~350g) -> 49 kcl

small dash (5g) of olive oil -> 42 kcl

siracha (10g) -> 11 kcl

dash of soy sauce (~15ml) -> 9 kcl

spices: (recommendation) -> 5-7 kcl

1/2 tsp (paprika + cumin + garlic + italian spices) + dash of pepper, ginger, chili flakes

Recipe:

Marinate the chicken (without salt to prevent dryness) in olive oil and spices, and cook on medium heat.

Cut the cucumber in thin slices, add to a bowl.

Cut the chicken in smaller strips + add salt.

Top with soy sauce & siracha

[pikksi]

[pikksi]

IM BAACK

[pikksi]

car

[pikksi]

im blonde, yay

i wish i was more stable. Mentally stable...I feel like i'm wasting my years in this room and i'm becoming bitter. I feel like i'm waiting for some savior that is NOT coming and i shouldn't even expect that. I have to be the one to get myself back up...It's just hard. I don't know what to do or where to go. There's not much support at home, atleast emotionally..I feel like they are kind of making it worse for me. Probably not even on purpose, which hurts even more cause it means we just don't get along. I wish things were different, better. I know i'm probably pain to be around too but i'm also dealing with bpd and chronic depression. I just wish they would be a little kinder to me or kept their mean opinions for themself. Why everytime i try to talk to them, share something, they have to somehow disagree. Like i feel like they look at me as if i'm something less than them. I don't think it's fair...And in the end i'm the problem anyways, they are never wrong and i'm soo toxic. I feel like they don't see me as a human, human like them...idk. I wish we could get along but if it's only me trying, what's the point?

[veryluckyclovers]

[purrchic]

@pinkglitterangeldust 💞

[pikksi]

everything (OR MAYBE EVERYONE) is pissing me off ngl

[niraves]

[lastseraphicsoul]

[betharmon]

Black Swan (2010) dir. Darren Aronofsky