ball city

i am 20 :) she/they

[pil0ttay]

my Richard, Henry, and Camilla Mii’s are in a damn love triangle (lore accurate)

Richard -> Camilla -> Henry -> Richard

[hwnnqa]

i think the thing that shocked me the most when re-reading the secret history was discovering that richard’s actual name isn’t richard. it’s john. john richard papen. and he just mentions it very briefly and it never comes up again. hello?? what do you mean, your name is john????

[losergirlsoap]

is somebody gonna match my freak?? (morbidly longing for the picturesque)

[i-see-me-in-food]

Just gave myself a fuck ass bob

These bitches were lying I do not look like Camilla Macaulay

[vermillionbedfellow]

i relate to dicky papes because i also only have one good outfit and because i rely far too heavily on external validation and because i have also done some regrettable things in a fast food establishment parking lot

[pil0ttay]

i love it so much when people call richard dicky papes

[girldiagnosed]

[pil0ttay]

henry winter fan cast

[smeagol-on-my-deagol]

henry winter visiting richard papen's winter home (an unheated purple warehouse with a hole in the roof)

[pil0ttay]

the way i constantly forget that richard papen’s actual name is “john”

[oscarwildin]

the secret history winter or call me by your name summer

[reemillustrated]

of course he's read the secret history!!

[emeriart]

James and Remus reunite again at the eclipse ☀🌙

sticker on redbubble!

[pil0ttay]

me and the outgoing personality i made for myself hanging out in my head

[judypooveyappreciator-deactivat]

In another life i would be doing cocaine in a burger king parking lot with Judy Poovey

[doomslug42]

its 3am. whore whore whore I chant. and he appears behind me. richard papen

[belladonnabaudelaire]

Does such a thing as 'the fatal flow' that showy dark crack running down the middle of a life, exist outside literature? I used to think it didn't. Now I think it does. And I think that mine is this: a morbid longing for the picturesque at all cost.

The secret history, Donna Tartt

[g4rdens0fb4bylon]

still cannot fathom how Oliver said like the most romantic thing ever to Meredith and then went to jail for James 5 minutes later

[industrations]

Just them🤍