Riptide

Engineer

[pilyonghar-i]

Hi

[pilyonghar-i]

Omg! You are one of my Tumblr crush, so happy that you are still here. Just got back from a year of hiatus. Yeah! Like you adulthood hits me, new place, new job and new people. It’s kinda scary tbh. Anyway be good and stay safe.

So this is a TA from I think 4years ago..... I'm so happy to retrieve this account after years. Miss you guys! Tumblr is very different na :(

[pilyonghar-i]

hi??

[pilyonghar-i]

hi hello tumblr after ilang yrs nabuksan kita ulit!! may active pa ba dito? kaway kaway!!!

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Random post of a peep that's currently stuck in standstill traffic. Needed to keep myself sane while driving. Hi guys!

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5th and probably last ig post for 2021. New year's reso: maging active na ulit 🤟😁 (at Tagaytay City) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYG6LAwvYWUm3WtqjqGa9UNsAe0DXcaMgB2b8k0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[pilyonghar-i]

Hahaha actually its the same way abt me, you're a reminder that I'm old na rin kasi naalala ko na graduate na ako tapos student ka pa lang non.

btw, we never really talk before, kaya din ako naganon. hehe. talaga lang nung active days mo pa nuon e yun din ang time na active ako dito. Kakabalik ko lang din, at ikaw yung pinakafamiliar para sakin. So thank you, for posting again. hehe.

Yay! So u're older than me hahaha. Kidding aside, sobrang thank you. May nakakaalala pa rin sa active days ko dati at yung mga struggles/rants ko (including na rin siguro lahat ng emo days ko lol). Hope to bump with you again, at sana next time, magpakilala ka na haha. Ingat! Good night!

[pilyonghar-i]

its really good to see you again in my feed, hehe. i can still remember when u were still a student and now a licensed engineer i guess? really time do flies so fast. hehe.

This hit me hard. Sobrang tindi nito. Feels really good lang na may nakaalala pa rin sakin from years ago.

Ang bilis nga ng panahon, no? Hope you're doing well. I feel too old na rin for anon messages pala hahaha. Sana makilala kita soon :)

[etteraths]

[heartlessqueen]

[thedorkreadstheworld]

Surrounding yourself with beautiful people doesn't elevate your status.

Stay real. Always.

[paostabillo-deactivated20211204]

you're not selfish for wanting the same energy you give.

[pilyonghar-i]

12:35am

think about the reasons why you stayed for so long and never learned to let go even when you’re already drained and consumed.

[pilyonghar-i]

craving for beers and cuddles and kisses

[pilyonghar-i]

Hey,

it’s been roughly years since we last talked, i guess. the moment you said goodbye was the same exact moment i’ve learned not to entirely give myself in. i grasped the thought of us beyond something more likely. i could still hear the way you pronounce my name. i could still feel the way you breathe your heart out when it was still me tucked inside your lungs. i could still recall those stories made during our 2am phone calls. we were happy- we used to be happy.

but it was then. now, it seemed that the universe have truly altered the constellations we used to engrave at each other’s wrists. i am now holding onto happy memories turned into dusts.

hey, luv. i know i can get through this, just like you did-

i promise i won’t look back again.

[pilyonghar-i]

maybe we weren’t destined for each other and the gaps in between my fingers aren’t made fit with yours. sad, but perhaps our forever isn’t in the place you used to tell me your ‘i love you too’ that 7th of january. we lived in a temporary hold of each other’s warmth and rage and affection, but this is quite the end of our frontier. surely i’ll miss you, and our 3 am phone calls. now i’m struck but time will heal these wounds until they become faint scars.

[pilyonghar-i]

"I would kiss you if I had the chance"

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