A journey of the heart

with you

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I've been with so many people and I've learnt a lot about what I want And who I am And with you I want to take a chance  It's taking a chance for me because I've been broken hearted And I've broken hearts I want to be your best friend That’s how you stay together; it surpasses all physical forms of attraction And while I do want to look good for you and I find you physically attractive I just want you to love my soul Not what it’s wrapped up in I guess it’s so important to me because I was the one that left people for the flimsiest of reasons I was the one that was superficial And I see now It’s so destructive, it’s so conceited, but it was because I was lost And my fear with you is that you will be the same Especially because of your age It’s not maturity as much as simply experience But by the same token I’m hoping that you might experience true love Because your first love is the greatest And you have the power and opportunity to never lose it I’m looking to invest myself; I hope it’s not foolish of me to do But I just have so much hope and faith And the single biggest reason I want to do that with you is because I see in you the capacity to hope and love I mean real hope and love: To see in the eyes of every human being a warmth To be perpetually motivated To want to explore and learn To live and love I want to be with someone who can do that I want to be with someone who can recognize that And I have this feeling in my gut that you do I like you Because you make me feel like the world is an even more beautiful place Because there is still an adventure, there is another person who understands the deep love I have for my fellow man That there is still mystery to the world I like you because I see light in your eyes That’s why they’re so beautiful I feel like the world is fresh and new And I want to live it with you It’s like meeting you is an answer from the universe And you are the resounding yes You confirm all my hopes And I want to be that for you

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Where true Love burns Desire is Love’s pure flame; It is the reflex of our earthly frame, That takes its meaning from the nobler part, And but translates the language of the heart.

Samuel Taylor Coleridge, Desire

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I miss your hand holding mine, your lips pressed upon mine, your head resting on my shoulder. I miss you.

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Upon seeing you my heart leaps such great heights that love must be boundless.

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You are the joy that makes my heart bloom.

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A knock in the knight

I was sitting in the silence of your absence, adrift upon my incessant pondering, when I heard a misplaced sound come from the door. The misty night is known to harbor mystery and wonder, and tonight it bore the most wondrous of life's delights—love. To hold you in that moment set my heart ablaze and in our fervent union I felt yours leaping. My lament of fate's cruelty called out to you, and you answered with your unassailable, infallible, love for me.

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Fate conspires to withhold you from my arms.

Unsuspecting, I wade out into the waters of life scanning the horizon for you, my love. With my backed turned a great surging wave, tearing apart the tranquil waters, pummels me. 

There I lay upon the darkened shore in a stupor of loneliness, surrounded by the frothing and violent waves.

 When shall I see you again, you who soothes the oceans with the whisper of your gaze, who quells harsh blowing winds with the caress of your smile?  The clouds, no longer able to restrain, give way and once again I bathe in the radiance of the sun, which is your love. You uplift me and I persevere with the hope that I shall hold you once more. 

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As long as I'm good enough for you I don't need anything more in the world because I already have it.

My love for you

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I want to look into your eyes and lose myself so that together we're one being.

My love for you

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I don't know if I should be happy or sad; I'm torn between the memory of you wrapped around me and the feeling of emptiness that you're no longer there. How betraying memory can be, for it is a poor substitute for the real thing and yet without it I would have nothing at which to grasp. Your form in my mind both haunts me and sustains me. What medicine could alleviate my pain and confusion but the sweet and tender love that is your presence?

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Your Nap

You were so tired today, and even now as I hold you in my arms you still labor in your slumber, working your way ever deeper into my heart.

Your slow measured breaths, heavy yet gentle, confess your fatigue.

Your supple body pressed so close to mine, locked by love’s embrace.

You, my love, who worked all day, ceaselessly toil to give me life, to give me love.

So I give to you the starry night and the glow of the moon, and from their celestial height may they keep a twinkling vigil, endless like your love.

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M.W.K.

The moon glows, the sun shines

Heavenly bodies reveal you're mine. 

My heart knows, as well as thine

Earthly bodies experience our time.

The day slows, we become blind

And all around us feels so fine. 

Our life flows, emotion of a certain kind

Love has no worries of the mind.