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lizzie ۶ৎ dd:dne feeble sheep among these bloodthirsty wolves

[pinkieurie]

my submission is your addiction! ★

i go by many different names, but i'm usually lizzie, brendon, or angel. i see myself as one, and hold the media i see myself in very close to heart, so if i speak weirdly sometimes, that's why. i'm 17 and my blog is dead dove: do not eat. i like rape and incest and i talk about it a good bit. i prefer to interact with people older than me either way, so my blog is strictly 17+. i will follow you back, unless you are a minor.

i mainly like panic! and everything that comes along with it, but i also deeply enjoy z berg and all of her bands, twice, trash tv, journaling and i draw & write sometimes too!

i'm big on wentzurie and trans brendon and will probably talk about that stuff the most! i identify with brendon so he's a biiiig part of my blog. i also really like zwald, bwalk, wentzross, rycer, brentross, ryden and like loaaaads of others.

fair warning, aside from the dead dove, i also tend to talk about my addictions and disorders! i have bpd, ednos and i like to drink and smoke and cut. if you're sensitive to that kind of thing, you might wanna leave. i'm very blunt.

#angels heart > posts i hold dear! just my weird tag.

#borderline angel > the more sensitive stuff

#angel script > my writing... don't expect much.

#angeltalk > just my regular talking! i talk a lot.

#angel paint > art... i may not post much of it though.

i also tag my asks accordingly, so don't be afraid to send me an ask if you'd like! i love responding and i love anons and i'm not picky! tell me something cool about your day or talk about brutally raping me in my sleep! i don't mind either one! xoxo

anons: 🐴,🕷️,🦋,🐰,🐙,🐇⏱️.. update as i gain! ^_^ feel free to claim one for urself <3

i try to be active as much as i can, but i get distracted and busy easily by work or other things. if i ever disappear for days on end, do not worry. smile!

lately i've been getting a lot of anons that send me some... less than sweet asks. feel free to block me (temporarily or permanently) if i clog your feed, though i do tend to purge all of the bad stuff when i'm done entertaining it so you could just wait a bit and the posts will be gone. thank you!

that's all, i believe. just be sweet <3

[pinkieurie]

was gone for a sec but m'back.... something happened! sorry about that. lizzie is here to stay!

i'm trying to get my old blog back too but i'm not sure how long that will take. i have too many blogs... i can't get away from the fate of the tumblrgrl ....

[pinkieurie]

hai nyan i am so fuzzing busy until like.. the last week of this month :T that week is my annual beach vacation with furriends and family but i have to work more until then to make up for missing the week because i'm not losing half my check. ultra bummer. hiss.

buuuuut if anynyan would like to send me an ask or two... i will get to them whenfur i'm free...! someone take interest in me Please i can be suuuuuupurr interesting. nyan. totally.

ok i have to go to bed because i overslept this morning and was almost late fur work someone Talkto me while i'm asleep! purrfurably one sweet cupcake in purrticular.... my favourite boy.... ^_^

[pinkieurie]

"feeble sheep among these bloodthirsty wolves" among us.

whatthe hell Sure

[pinkieurie]

i agree. there should be more pathetic big brothers and more sister domming. but we live in a society. big brother ryan and little sister brendon. ddddddroolinggggg youre such a genius.

-🐙

YES YES THERE SHOULD !!!!!! our society is so unfortunate. can't even get to the lovelie level of little sister domming because they will kill you for just uttering a single word of your incestuous fantasies atall. frown.

little sister brendon isso personal to me imShaking yes Yes yes please girlbrendon... ryden sibcon... nghhh YOUREthe genius . i was going to write something to this but i just got off ofwork and they're still doing fireworks in my neighborhood so i can't focus >:T i am drawing though! nyan ryden sibkissing .... drools ....

[pinkieurie]

one of the asks in my inbox is lost media and it's making me so upset. i want to post it so bad. everyone get really chill for like two seconds please it's so funny

[pinkieurie]

not enough content of girls domming their older brothers its all top big brother slop where are the pathetic boys im craving WHERE IS MY BROTHER

[pinkieurie]

incest is so gross. anyways how commonly do you think dad pete and son or basically daughter brendon make out?

-🐙

basicallydaughter brendon ph imDrooling you arelovely Very totally extremely new anon. Constantly it's constant Constant constant i like this emoji i like the octopus i like it Hi! smiles!

[pinkieurie]

Can i ask where ur Desire for transpeople comes from / Why 💭 ? not in a badway , genuine #curiousity !!

🐰bnnuy emoji For anon #bunny #curiousity #imtrans

hi :3 i'm guessing this refers to my writing and stuff! i don't really have a "desire for transpeople", i just really enjoy brendon being trans and stuff specifically. since i got into panic, i've always had the hc of her being a tgirl but i also have a strange thing where since like 2018 i've been super into like "genderbending" and basically turning all my fave guys into ladies because i was a kid who watched anime and cartoons where the main cast was majorly women (mlp mh eah & mahoshojo mainly) that i loved more than anything, so i have a separate version in my head of absolutely everything where everyone just happens to be a lady, trans or not i got called a chaser the other week because i do generally love tgirls but also i'm a massive lesbo and obviously have been for years and unlimited internet access at 8 made me develop understanding the concept of a transwoman before i was 10 when i was so strongly into women already so i guess tgirls specifically are literally just engrained into my brain. i'm literally just drawn to ladies :p i didn't find out it could go the other way for some reason until the average time when i was thirteen and all of my friends were transmen.

anyways generally otherwise... i like to write dudes with cunts and there's not really a reason for it.. i don't get anything out of it specifically and i wish i could explain that part more but i have no malicious intent or anything. if youhave any more questions or i explained this badly then feel free to ask some more. i kindof just woke up after 4thof july party so yknow!

[pinkieurie]

fireworks are so much louder than i remember them being... frowneyface

i've been really busy with working and drawing things the past few days, i wish i could be more active :T

[pinkieurie]

he's not your fucking brother omg get over it. he wants nothing to do with you anymore + the incest shit grossed him out. if anything, you're making sure he doesn't come back.

🐴

hi horsey!!!! it's been a while nyan :3 i've missed you and your LOVELY friends... you guys got bored for a bit and left me here allllll alone!

i can't answer this the way i'd like to, because it'd make someone pretty upset with me, and i don't wanna do that. but think whatever you'd like! for the record though, he totally is! my brother, i mean. you can't argue with our genetics, silly...

^_^ how are ya?

[tomyfavoritescar]

staring contest. whoever wins gets to beat the shit out of him later

[pinkieurie]

SOMEONE broke their promise of more narcoleptic bren by Sunday at latest…👀👀

iknow lambbbie i knowwwww.... whines i havvve a bit scribbled into a draft but i got distracted ok!!!!!!! by the lovely zackbren!!!!!! and then some other stuff last night andi have work today. but something will happen.... i will get it done....... soon. i won'tlet u down ok? i'm just a teensie weensie bit forgetful. smile it will happen!

iwould make a joke about patience but it has been a few days and ifeel bad...... fret not beautiful moot! ^_^

[whatsapalisade]

27/10/2018

Z Berg by Cherokee Neas, via @/cherokeepresley

[pinkieurie]

following people on here is so scary. everyone who's interesting is either 20 (usually with an 18+ blog / no dni) or they're ageless and i don't wanna get blocked for being 17 or accidentally follow someone younger than me and break my own boundary. sigh. pls i'm mature for my age :/

my old friends on twt who were late 18/19 that had 18+ accounts let me slide while being 17 and that's much harder to assume here... i don't know. tumblr's scary.

[pinkieurie]

Been thinking of tboy Bren being forced into his first orgasm by someone wayyy older than him…drools. Maybe Zack ? It’d be so hot, going for poking fun at him for not masturbating to forcing him over that edge for the first time ever….making him go over and over again until they’re satisfied. Thoughts ?

!!!! HI THIS IS SO GOOD much thoughts. i was actually thinking about zack/bren yesterday because my brain was stuck on brennie's narcolepsy and the whole zack having to carry him around a lot thing..... ngh i didn't really specify age but i did go with zack here just because i really Really lovethem. implied to be fever era and we can just say zack is totally way older. he's surely way Bigger.... drooooolls. anyways i hope that's ok :3

maybe they're in the bus lounge, the last two awake excluding the driver , just casually chatting up and maybe drinking just a tiny bit .... brendon lets it slip that not only is he a virgin, but he's never even touched himself before. growing up not allowed and the lack of privacy on tour... he just hasn't had the chance to try anything out, y'know? and ofcourse zack jumps to teasing immediately! never done anything? not a single time? too good to pass up latching onto.

the teasing has brendon laughing a bit awkwardly and flushing in the face and he's so focused on not getting upset and embarrassing himself that he doesn't process zack's hands messing with his jeans until his button's undone! but well, he didn't ask for it. so naturally brendon's squirming away, asking what the hell man! but zack's so much bigger and stronger and the beers have made him more insistent and brendon less coordinated and there's no way brendon could truly fight him off. zack getting him on his back and pinned to the couch with a heavy hand against his chest and all of brendon's squirming and pushing has zero effect.... the irony of someone trusted with the band's safety taking advantage of a member like that... poor brennie.

zack wastes no time getting brendon out of his bottoms and forcing his legs apart by sitting between them and brendon's tearing up at having his cute little untouched cunt exposed, clawing at zack's arm with dull nails and tears in his eyes, unable to stop questioning the man on top of him... soon zack is pushing his thumb experimentally against brendon's clit and the boy is gasping at the roughness of zack's skin against him. it's unfamiliar and overwhelming and he can't help but start to cry when fingers move down to press against his hole.. he's back to squirming when he feels one press into him because it's just so weird... the wetness and the stretch and a second finger is prodding at him and it's all too much!

zack telling him to shut up, that he has no reason to cry because he's only doing the boy a favour. leaning over bren some more to move the hand from his chest to cover his mouth, still pressing him into the couch because he's being way too loud and he's gonna wake someone! the sobs never quit, but they're muffled when the burn of the stretch subsides and he finally stops squirming around so much. the rough heel of zack's palm keeps brushing his clit and zack's fingers are hitting spots inside him that make his hips jerk without meaning to.. it's not long before he's slammed with what feels like he's going to pee himself and his muffled sobs become more insistent because he really, really doesn't want to do that. this was already humiliating enough!

obviously zack doesn't stop, only pressing brendon's mouth more firmly and pushing his fingers in harder.. curling and pressing into brendon's g-spot with intent. the boy's entire body is trembling and his eyes squeeze shut and he whines loudly when zack manages to tear an orgasm from him. his tears keep coming and zack's fingers slow as his chest heaves. he's sweating so much and he's so tired and he doesn't feel like he pissed himself... he actually feels.. really good. his hands are about to drop from zack's arm when he feels fingers start to push into him again and oh, no, that doesn't feel good at all-!

zack making him cum so many times that he loses count and stops being able to think entirely.. eventually the crying stops because he just can't anymore.. when zack finally gets off of him, he can't move and doesn't process anything happening after. maybe just passes out completely. zack ends up toweling him and the seat down, getting him back into his boxers and carrying his limp body to the back and into his bunk to rest for the night, which isn't much time since they were already up so late before the touching even started.. next morning brendon's soooo tired and he's got cute little bruises decorating his cheeks from where he was held down!!

and maybe some time after that, brendon tries to get off on his own but he just .. can't. like, nothing he does is enough! he has to humiliatingly ask zack if he can help out again... maybe zack is the one to take his real virginity and brendon discovers how much he actually loves zack's weight pinning him to a surface while stuffing him full of cock... all of this turning into them messing around whenever they can as tour progresses because now that brendon knows what it's like to cum, he just can't help himself from wanting it all the time!

[bite2breakskin]

the beauty of postsplit wentzurie is something only I can understand.And that’s ok

like,,the idea of pete preying on brendon since he first signed panic..bden never seeing him in that wayCuz of ryan but now that he’s outthe picture pete can invite b over 2get soso high n forgetabout that beatles wannabe rockstar has been1!!1…No brendon I wanna watch u smokethat 3rd joint 2urself!! bdens stupid braindead limp body being unable 2fight back when pete pins him down n takes advantage of the heartbroken boy beneath him..telling him 2just lay there and take it,,this is what that dumb skinnyboy could Never give u like ican..

Pete convincing him this is Thebest he’ll ever get and reminding B that Ryan is probably outthere getting fucked senseless by someone That isn’t him,,that all this time he was just another 1of ry’s fuck buddies n bren can’t do anything butCry while he’s forced 2endure the pressure of Pete’s hand around his neck thinking thisis What he deserves now..poor baby :((