My Secret Life

I live a secret ftm life

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No evaluation ;(

im sure im not getting an evaluation cause ive got to see a psycaitrist and he dont think i need one ;( 

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I want you

I want you right now I need you right now but your too far away so i have to do it myself ;)

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flock together; love each other (part 6)

(more protest pigeons)

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What It Feels Like For A Girl ~ Madonna

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Girls can wear jeans And cut their hair short Wear shirts and boots ‘Cause it’s OK to be a boy But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading 'Cause you think that being a girl is degrading

Madonna - What it Feels Like for a Girl (2000)

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Wanna tell

I wanna tell the people who work with me, so badly about my disire to become a man but i dont know what to say or how too say it. I wonder if they’ll understand or if they’ll reject me, they must have figured it out by now , but youll never know...I wanna tell my bestfriend to but im so scared and confused about this whole thing , altho ive been feeling this way since i was a child im still confused..

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One of my favorite bands

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Another saturday night

Im feeling good tonight eating som candy and watching tv... no worries with anxity ....

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I never even knew this and I’ve fed bread to ducks multiple times! D: Definitely reblog this so everyone knows! 

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POOR DUCKS OMG.

I PROMISE TO NEVER EVER FEED YOU BREAD EVER.

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Wow, I had no idea. D: I used to feed ducks bread all the time when I was a little kid. I’ll remember this.

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THANK YOU, I’LL NEVER FEED BREAD TO A DUCK AGAIN

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Waffles

Today its waffle day here in Sweden , I LOVE WAFFLE DAY! Gonna eat my weight in waffles.

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Love her music!

Picture is not mine

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Pride on a bead perler

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Lonley

I feel lonley tonight, I need someone to share the night with

Janis Joplin helps me feel strong but the feeling wont go away

I need you to see me see me for my true self

you leave me alone when I need you

the drink is more importaint than me you must choose 

So plz choose me

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This picture isnt mine , found it on google.

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Listing to Janis and feel like smoking (regual cigarette) tonight

This picture isnt mine

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Ruined friday

Sorry for all bad and negative posts but I dont know whatelse to write...I feel i need to talk but I cant get on the chat and no one ever redas my posts anyways....I feel horrible my axienty is in the roof (again) and nobody to talk to no where to go nobody to see, everything is darker im in hell jet again because of someone thats not me..