Darla

Directioner, tv connoisseur, fanfic writer, incurable Larry, marvel fan, Sam Winchester’s wife, in love with our Friendly Neighborhood Catholic Devil

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Charlie Cox as Matt Murdock in DAREDEVIL Aftermath | 3.07

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✨ FIC UPDATE ✨

Fic Title: Null and Void

Fandom: Daredevil

Rating: M

Tags: Slow Burn, Found Family, Canon Divergence, Original Character, Emotional Damage™

Chapters Posted: 13

Status: Ongoing

Link:

https://archiveofourown.org/users/pinkpaperstar/works 💥

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🥀 Summary of Chapters 1–13:

Ryan Vale didn’t mean to survive the explosion that killed her parents. She didn’t mean to become a prodigy, a soldier, or a surgeon. And she definitely didn’t mean to drag a masked man off the street and stitch him back together in her living room… but here we are.

Haunted by a past the military tried to bury, Ryan’s moved to Hell’s Kitchen to start over. Instead, she finds herself drawn into the chaos of the city, pulled between a man she doesn’t know how to trust and the darker parts of herself she swore she’d left behind. The more she helps the masked vigilante known to her as “J,” the more she starts to feel again. And that? That’s dangerous.

Because Ryan doesn’t feel pain. Not physically. Not anymore. But the kind of pain that comes from hope? From almost? From getting too close? Yeah. That kind still cuts.

As the city spirals into corruption and war, Ryan is being watched. Lured. The past is crawling out of its grave, and it has her codename. Null. The Yakuza wants her. The Devil might trust her. And somewhere between the blood and the rooftops, she’s about to lose herself again, and maybe this time, she won’t make it back.

If you like:

🥀 morally gray women with military trauma

🦊 slow-burn romance with rooftop angst

👁️‍🗨️ secret identities and painful confessions

💉 blood, betrayal, and maybe redemption (but not yet)

…then this fic might ruin you in the best way.

Null and Void updates bi-weekly(ish) and has at least 15 more chapters coming. Come scream with me. 💥

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Null and Void – Chapter 8: Smoke Signals is LIVE

matt: goes full unhinged mode on a corrupt cop in an alley

ryan: performs trauma surgery on three people, lies to everyone she knows, and gets emotionally gut-punched over the phone

also matt & ryan: “i’m fine.”

me: they were not fine.

in this chapter we have:

– trauma bay Olympics

– flares used for not flare purposes

– Ryan making a hospital run that would make Olympic sprinters weep

– Matt playing Operation: Torture Edition

– Karen and Foggy getting patched up (physically)

– Ryan patching Matt up (emotionally?) via speakerphone and pure stubbornness

– and most importantly… red flags, both literal and emotional. (We love a thematic motif.)

read it here:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65246071/chapters/167845048

ryan & matt:

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bored at work and have a million sticky notes.. just wish i had a red pen 😂

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posted: Chapter 7 — Demons and Other Familiar Things

she wakes up in a place that doesn’t hurt.

he finds what she thought was lost forever.

and for the first time, she tells someone who she really is.

but peace is a temporary thing.

and some names don’t stay buried.

this chapter includes:

– quiet mornings

– names offered like confessions

– hands that don’t flinch

– and a red card that means more than it says.

Null has been found.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65246071/chapters/168599800

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chapter 6 of Null and Void is up: “Something Human”

Ryan Vale: tied to a chair, cracked across the face, still talking shit.

Matt Murdock: bloodhound mode activated.

Chapter 6 features:

– Russian fists

– zip ties getting what they deserve

– “you okay?” “define okay”

– identity reveals, emotional bandages, and a soft pair of sweatpants that smell like cinnamon and slow-burning danger

this is the chapter where something breaks open.

where she lets him in — just a little.

and for a minute, she almost believes she deserves to be touched gently.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65246071/chapters/167845048

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chapters 4 & 5 of Null and Void are UP and they brought EMOTIONS (and blood)

posted two chapters because pacing? i don’t know her.

Ryan Vale is spiraling. Matt Murdock is bleeding.

people are catching feelings, losing lockets, and maybe getting kidnapped (who’s to say? me. it’s me. i’m saying it).

featuring:

– alleyway tension

– questionable coping mechanisms

– one (1) emotionally devastating photo

– a burner phone nobody asked for

– and a phone call that does NOT go as planned

it’s slow burn. it’s hurt/comfort. it’s morally gray. it’s Null and Void.

read it. reblog it. send thoughts and/or condolences.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65246071/chapters/167845048

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/65246071/chapters/167845048

first three chapters of my fanfic are posted!! i’m so excited for yall to get to know ryan. i love her so much and i hope you guys do too!!!

more chapters will be posted tomorrow!!

so much love to all of you!🩷🩷

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First 2 chapters of my fic Null and Void are up on ao3 now!!!!

i’ll be posting a couple times a week. probably Mondays and Saturdays. i’m not sure yet. but please read and let me know what you think!!

(i probably won’t be able to control myself and just post more chapters today idk!!!)

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purging my photos and i found this sticker i made a few years ago🥹🥹

matty in the black suit, my fave then and my fave now.

used to draw these style stickers relentlessly lmao.

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“It’s not a gift. It’s a penance.”

A former black ops surgeon with a past she can’t outrun.

A masked man bleeding in her alley.

And a city rotting from the inside out.

She doesn’t feel pain.

But maybe… she’s ready to start.

trauma. knives. a slow-burning emotional disaster between a masked Catholic with too many issues and a surgeon who can’t feel pain.

what happens when redemption and ruin fall in love?

NULL AND VOID – a Daredevil fanfiction.

Coming soon to AO3.

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REPOSTING for the night crowd!

my daredevil fic NULL AND VOID is coming soon to AO3 and I’m so proud of how it’s shaping up—

if you like:

• slow burn tension

• vigilantes with guilt complexes

• emotionally repressed found family

• an OC who’s equal parts knife-sharp and soul-wrecked

then this one’s for you.

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If I had to choose between the entirety of the rest of the MCU and Daredevil, I'd choose Daredevil.

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She almost missed it.

Just a corner—red and matte—peeking out from under the apartment door. Ryan bent slowly, groceries still clutched in one hand, pulse steady but eyes sharp.

It wasn’t a bill. Not a flyer. Just a card. Thick. Heavy. The kind that meant something.

She turned it over.

No name. No return address.

Just a symbol pressed into the front.

A fox.

And beside it, a single word:

“Null.”

Ryan stood in the hallway a beat too long, keys forgotten in the lock.

She swallowed down the lump that gathered in her throat as she finally moved to unlock the door.

No one should’ve known she lived here.

And yet… they did.

excerpt from my fic, Null and Void!

just a little teaser for you guys!! i’ve been working on this fanfic for a long time, researching and rewatching daredevil over and over to make sure it flows well (not that i mind watching our favorite catholic masochist)

this fic finally coming to fruition is crazy to me, i love it so much and i hope that you guys will too.

Ryan Vale is seriously so fun to write. she’s gritty and numb and trapped in her own mind. her arc is so beautiful, it’s got some down hill moments and some really rock bottom grunge to it that just makes me feel so connected to her.

i’m waiting on my invite to ao3 so i can start posting, i’ve got some chapters in the vault ready to go out and im so excited to share them with you all 🖤😈

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“It’s not a gift. It’s a penance.”

A former black ops surgeon with a past she can’t outrun.

A masked man bleeding in her alley.

And a city rotting from the inside out.

She doesn’t feel pain.

But maybe… she’s ready to start.

trauma. knives. a slow-burning emotional disaster between a masked Catholic with too many issues and a surgeon who can’t feel pain.

what happens when redemption and ruin fall in love?

NULL AND VOID – a Daredevil fanfiction.

Coming soon to AO3.

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my toxic trait is that i know matt would be a TERRIBLE boyfriend but if he asked me out i would say yes without hesitation

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Goodnight all my beautiful girls, gays, and theys. The Church of St. Murdock is with you always🫰🏼

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Hot hot girls stan St. Murdock