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This might be controversial, but I love bragging.

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We are now half way through season 6 of What We Do In The Shadows and honestly I'm so disappointed. I'm bored. The storyline and jokes are meh. The only thing that made me genuinely laugh was when Nandor was being a janitor. I'm feeding off crumbs. I hate to say it, but only nandermo could save us now.

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Eloise Bridgerton is so aroace-coded. It's probably why she is my favorite.

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I'm sorry, but I am so disgusted like I get so icked out when a guy tries to flirt or even compliment me. I'm like ew wtf.

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My friend group makes a lot and I mean A LOT of sexual jokes. Like it's funny when they mention a few but then starts to get very uncomfortable when everything they say is sexual. What am I suppose to say to that? Cool, girly??? It gets worse when they start reenacting things like wayyyyy worse.

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I'm starting to think that I'm on the aromantic spectrum, and I am having a hard time coming to terms with it.

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My friend group feels bad for me cause I'm the only one in the group who's single. You guys... feel bad... for me? I FEEL BAD FOR YOU! I get the luxury of having this queen sized bed to myself and starfishing. Yeah, enjoy having to share your bed with someone else who keeps taking the covers and won't give you room. Get well, y'all

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GUYS I just came out to my best friend over text that I'm asexual. I've never told anyone that I'm asexual and I'M FREAKING OUT. Like I think I'm having a breakdown right now. She text me back but I haven't opened it and I don't think I want to. I think I'm just gonna throw my phone into a pond and run away, start a new life. I don't know tonight I'm manic asf and she told me something incredibly personal and important in her relationship with her boyfriend. I felt honored that she shared that with me so I felt like I needed to say something whilst I was in this manic state. Otherwise I'll never say it. I'll just overthink it. I've literally known that I'm asexual for 3 years but I haven't told a single soul. Except you guys, but you don't even know who I am lol anyways i don't think I'm gonna sleep tonight. I know my friend will support me cause we have other lgbtq friends but still it's frightening. This is literally my biggest secret.

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One of the most asexual moments I've had was when I was playing the t-shirt game on jackbox.tv with my friend group. Everyone draws a picture of anything they want, and that drawing is put on a shirt. Then, anonymously, everyone will vote for the best shirt. In the end, it will reveal the winner and the shirt. So, it was my first time playing, and I couldn't think of what to draw, so I just drew a pretty flower. When it came to voting, EVERYONE drew sexual stuff. I was like "ohhhhh I thought we were just having a simple drawing contest." Never mind me and my pretty flower.

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I went to Ross with my friend to shop and I saw this shirt that said "I ❤️ Cowboys". I honestly don't know why I said this. I'm literally a pathological liar at this point. I said, "I would get this if it said emo boys instead". My friend goes, "You like emo boys". And she is shocked asf because I've never shown interest in anyone and I'm not dating. (It's cause I'm ace) And I'm like "yea". BITCH WRONG! I DON'T KNOW WHY I SAID THAT! The thing is that she is so shocked by this that she has to tell every single one of our friends in our friend group "Hey, guess who so and so likes". I'm standing there like 🧍‍♀️😨😥 noooooooo please don't. They're shocked as well cause like I said I've never shown interest in anyone. NOW, they keep saying how we need to go to this club that has a Gothic theme to it, and find me an emo boyfriend. I'm like yeahhhhhh no thanks I'm good.

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I've been on Tumblr for a few years now, but I've never posted. I'm a closeted asexual and I kind of want to post about my asexuality and all of my experiences. I'm basically using Tumblr as a diary lol. I'm hoping that either other aces will relate to the stuff I post. And I would definitely love some advice cause being in the closet sucks.