rylandsgirl.

she/her, above 18 !

[pinktoffee]

can’t a girl just do the best she can?

⋆˚࿔ flower. above 18. writer. anti ai. ice out. blush&lipliner. ryland grace’s sweet girl. lana del rey. hard rock. video game enthusiast. movies. the walking dead. raised on pretty girl avenue. eugene roe’s angel. poetry. history buff. cds. editor. dvd collector. joesph liebgott’s babydoll.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ currently watching: band of brothers & rygos movies.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ playing: thunder by lana del rey.

credit to @cursed-carmine for the dividers.

[segamascott]

[contemptible-scoundrel]

[doesn't understand jacking off] and I'm supposed to... touch my penis? [shaking my head and smiling, murmuring to myself] touching my own penis... [chuckles] what will they come up with next

[eebie]

Youre the only daniel i ever gave a damn about

[pinktoffee]

continuation of this post.

after ryland goes back to california and you go back to the town your family lives in to spend a few more days there, you guys begin calling. like, calling every morning. it started with ryland calling early one morning to ask you if he’d left something of his with you, to which you said yes. then, the conversation began again! you guys talked about old childhood stories and stayed on the phone for what felt like hours. the day after that he called you the next morning, and the day after that, and the day after that. It became routine. you’d started to wake up before he even called, having to patiently wait for his call to come through. whenever his voice came through you felt those same butterflies that you once felt for him in high school. It’s almost like they never went away, like they’d been in resting, waiting for his voice to be heard again. you never felt any type of butterflies with anyone else. nobody else was ryland. nobody made stupid science jokes like he did. nobody talked to you about the stupid things you did as a kid. he felt the same way. every time your laugh came through, the feeling in his stomach grew. it wasn’t as good as hearing your laugh in person, but it would have to do. there was no doubt you and Ryland loved each other. why would you stop loving one another? just because you found other people you eventually broke up with? ryland knew dating never got him anywhere. they didn’t see the him that you saw. ryland could be vulnerable around you, he wasn’t afraid to cry or admit he was scared like he was with others. because you’d always take good care of him. you’d whisper to him that it would all be okay, your fingertips would scratch against his scalp softly. your hands would eventually lead there way down to his back, and god did ryland love when you rubbed his back. he claimed nobody did it like you did. nobody took their finger and traced lines and shapes on his back like you did. he was a mess for you, he was in love with you.

[meanbuddhist]

my body knows something that i don’t and i can’t get her to talk to me

[mieczy-stiles]

anyway THIS picture of driver

[pinktoffee]

georgesamericangirl -> pinktoffee

[pinktoffee]

I yearn for the scenario of Ryland being your friend when you were a child but as you grow us you have some weird tension in high school because you both are to scared to say anything about the massive crushes you have on one another and it eventually causes a falling out. fast forward to when he’s in Denver and calls that person a staggering waste of carbon and gets removed from his field and he’s so devastated by it so he sits in his hotel room in Denver confused on what to do or who to tell. so he contemplates calling you with his thumb hovering over the call button and eventually gets the courage to do it, because your the only person he wants to run to when things get hard. you on the other hand are in a town an hour or two from Denver visiting family you haven’t seen in a while. you excuse yourself to pick up the phone and when you do your met with Rylands constant apologies saying he didn’t know who to call, and he eventually confesses he just wanted you. you let him explain what happened and you comfort him, tell him it’s gonna be fine. he’s stuck in Denver for the next 2 days because other meetings were happening those next two days but he can’t attend because he got fired. so you say something off handedly about coming to him, seeing him after such a long time to hopefully make those next 2 days a little less boring. he agrees obviously, eager to see you. well then the next day you drive the two hours to go see him and meet up with him at some coffee shop or something and everything clicks easily with him. there’s no awkward small talk, just constant talking back and forth about what’s happened since you guys have seen each other. Rylands over the moon happy because he finally gets to see the girl who he was once so hopelessly in love with (and still is..) he reverts back to his old shy high school self, everything he says is an attempt to make you laugh, and you obviously laugh at all of his stupid jokes.. and maybe you guys go back to the hotel 👀👀👀 maybe you guys sleep in the bed together 👀👀👀 cuddling???👀👀👀👀 kissing👀👀👀👀👀 

[enthyrea]

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[m6lancholiaa]

I think part of me will always feel sad and alone

[caeiiilvm]

[girbirty]

my brother just another me

[pinktoffee]

just watched Lars and the real girl and I CAN confirm it will ruin your life. it is NOT a comedy. I sobbed and bawled my eyes out it is a sick movie and I’ll forever cherish it

[motherfucker-somewhat-limited]

[pinktoffee]

@jamblossoms u are so so so sweet 😭😭💜💜 sending all the love your way ! 💕

[pinktoffee]

how does one stop feeling worried all the time