Pink

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Hiii u can call me Pink! :)

Pls use She/her or it/its to refer to me

I think I’m Perma18 (body is in it’s 20s)

I’m an alter in a system (main blog is @shrinking-boy so interactions come from there)

More under cut

Transharmed and Transprogrammed so I might post about that (feel free to take advantage of that in asks or DMs)

Mostly made this blog so I don’t make Kaz look cringe

I’ll prob update this post later when I think of more to say lol

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Release the resource masterlist !!!!! I'm super interested

Finally decided to publicly talk about some of the books I've read or skimmed. I didn't include the links to them so if you wanna read them you have to do the work of finding it. Some of them are conspiracy books so take the knowledge with a grain of salt and question things that may seem outlandish.

Trigger warning for this entire list, these books all deal with the subject of mind control, programming, and/or TBMC. Keep in mind all of those topics can get very dark very quick and use caution and common sense before deciding if you want to read these

Frogs into Princess- Richard Bandler Probably the least intense on this list but foundational book on NLP

Mind control 101 - Dantalion Jones Exactly what the title says, not directly about programming but it does mention it.

Hypnotic creation and Management of personality alters - Dantalion Jones

Perfected mind control - Dantalion Jones This focuses on less intense and stressful ways of controlling someone.

Mind Control Language Patterns- Dantalion Jones focuses on NLP

Mind Control Hypnosis - Dantalion Jones

The Mind Programmer: A memoir- Dantalion Jones it isn't a how to but it is interesting and describes rituals the author witnessed

The Ellipsis Manual - Chase Hughes This one is hefty, I've mostly skimmed it but it has useful insights into people's needs and behaviors and has a few examples of scripts to create alternate personalities.

The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Control Slave + Deeper Insights into the Illuminati Formula These are pretty well known to be full of inaccurate conspiracy theorist garbage BUT! that doesn't mean they're completely useless. If you can filter out all of the weird misinformation you may be able to gain a few useful bits of knowledge

Chainless Slaves - U.W Ozian Similar to the last one but I did find this one a bit more informative. Again try to ignore anything that seems irrelevant and focus on the technical details it gives.

Rules of Programming -U.W Ozian Same author as the last entry and contains some of the same information but I included it because there is a bit of new knowledge in it that might be useful

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What would— Sorry I'm new to the whole scene— being a programmer even look like?

I've been toying with the idea in my head for awhile now, breaking someone's mind in for my own gain, but I've always had a pretty stable-ish life; Not enough personal experience to draw from.

Would it look like training a dog? Rewarding them with each new boundary they let slip though the cracks. Ignoring them when they do something wrong. No, no it'd be worst wouldn't it

Staving them of sleep, food. Those would be good start. Making sure the brain is always uncomfortable, tense. Only let them breathe, eat or sleep when they do the 'right' thing, the thing I want.

I don't know if that would work though, there's too many valuables, I don't like that.

I wish I could find actually resources for doing this kinda thing though, it all feels so complex!

You're pretty close. The ideas of classical and operant conditioning (what's used to train dogs) are used but yes it's often taken to the extreme in programming. Hypnosis is also involved. Incredibly simplified explaination is: hypnosis+conditioning (often including trauma) = programming. There's a lot more to it but that's the most bare bones explaination.

I have some resources on hypnosis and programming if you're interested

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ok I actually realized that I just need to get my ass beat so im seriously considering posting on fet and asking my local community who feels like whooping ass friday night

if I do not receive some kind of pain soon I fear I may cry 😿 (which does NOT satisfy the requirement of pain)

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God I am missing being controlled and exploring my masochism. I know it's just a weird and specific kink but I want someone to get me to trust them and love them and then hypnotically and/or traumatically create alters in me that will serve Them and Their interests. I'm pretty sure I know enough now that I could instruct someone how to do it since it's unlikely that people that are already programmers would be interested. I just don't know that anyone would actually want to do that since it's crossing the line between play and reality.

But that's what makes the idea so hot to me. The fact that it would be real, if someone actually created an alter within me I wouldn't be able to just turn that off. It would be with me long term. I wouldn't be playing a role, I would be whatever they made me to be. And I want it so bad. The sweet surrender. Knowing that I am serving a purpose, even if that purpose is only pleasing my Master.

I think what I am really looking for is to be completely consumed by submission and what better way to do that than to allow someone total control over my mind, body, and personality.

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When the sex starts getting a little scary 😍

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could you make a transharmed id for someone who wishes to undergo sexual abuse by a psychiatrist/therapist? (like sexualized therapy)

᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼ TRANS PSYCHIATRIST S.A

᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼When one identifies as going through sa of a psychiatrist . ᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼For whatever specified / unspecified reasons .

‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‏‏‎ ‎‎‎‎If already coined consider as an alt . Req by anon . ‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‎‎‎No DNI . Just be nice / civil about it . Free for anyone .

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◈ 『 TRANSCUMVAMP ⠀⠀⨯⠀⠀⠀⠀ .⁺

a transid term wherein one identifies as a vampiric individual whom drinks cum instead of blood as their life - force.

@dssys

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Me smiling and giggling like a school girl cause i kissed him for real eeee

And he said he’s gonna take me out to eat or something when he gets paid I’m so 😍😍😍😍😍😍

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br33ding flag

A flag for those with an attraction to br33ding

[pinkzpalace]

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I gave him kiss on the cheek losing my mind

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Hhhhh staring at bulge pic

I love men

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Yay I got to see him and got railed <3

I let him read through our vent account and I think he saw my sappy vents about having a crush and that is kinda embarrassing but fuck I want him so bad. I blew him a kiss as he was leaving which I haven’t done before and he blew one back!! Screaming

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Eeeee I finally get to see him again!!! It feels like it’s been forever even though it’s only been like two weeks. I missed him lots

[pinkzpalace]

Remind me to never dye my hair a pastel again this faded way too fast

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Vent

I really really like 🦕 but I’m always scared of new relationships becoming real. He knows about my mental health issues but he doesn’t really KNOW about it yknow? Like yeah he’s heard me talk about it and he’s seen bits of episodes but he doesn’t really know what’s like to be with that full time. I worry about what happens when he, or anyone else for that matter, sees how broken we really are. Will he still see me the same or will he give me that same “kicked puppy” look that others give me when they find out. The potential of that makes me not want to share things with anyone but then I end up closed off and isolated. I just want someone to be able to see how much I’m hurting, but still see me the way they always have and not some fragile being made of glass.

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Gtguughtyjgtug 🦕 just showed up at my fucjing house best day ever. Still kinda pissed he didn’t text the whole week but at least he came