NOTHING WORTH HAVING COMES EASY
Just when I was so sure I already found the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, he suddenly went out of my life and leave with no clear reason as to why. And that was one of the darkest phase of my life. I have already made plans for myself, for my family and for the both of us. Everything crashed and I felt lost because it happened too fast without me seeing it coming. I dont know where to go, I dont know what to do, and how will I spend my days just like how I used to.
As I was looking for someone to talk and cry to, I found no one but God. I talked and cried all the pain I'm going through. I asked for understanding and acceptance. Honestly, the days after he left was so hard to face but through the help of God, I was able to push through and I am so glad I turned to Him for guidance.
And here I am a year after. Even without a special someone in my life, I still feel special because God's trust to me is so overwhelming that He appointed me to several duties in the church. I still receive a message or two from him but I have no bitterness at all because I have already forgiven him months ago. I hope he was also able to forgive me too for all the wrongs I've done to him.
I might still have that empty feeling here in my heart, I know it will be filled when the right time comes. I might still not know why I felt being not enough previously, but soon I know I will find the answer. Soon, I will also share my sweetest unique love story but for now, I am praying for me to be happy and patient because I know everything will be WORTH THE WAIT.














