Pistachio

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Perfect.

Why won’t it just shut up?

The voices

They say No.

Stop.

Don’t.

You’ll be happier without

You’ll be fine

You’ll be perfect.

Just hold off

Just a little longer

Just until you’re perfect.

They will see

They will care

They will know that you are perfect.

Right now you are worthless

Right now you’re a ghost

But just wait

And you’ll

be

perfect.

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Used

I don’t want to see, I don’t want to hear

The pain that I feel is constantly there

 You left me behind, like I was some trash

You fled the scene of this terrible crash

 Did you ever care, or were you just scared,

that you’d be alone, and that nobody cared?

 Well I found another,

And you didn’t bother

 I’m happier now, better than then

I wouldn’t go back, never again

 You treated me

like I wasn’t your friend.

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”Best friends”

Why am I still angry? Maybe it’s all the pain you caused me.

Yes, you.

I don’t think either one of us realised how bad it was,

but hell, I can’t count the times you made me feel like shit.

Nothing could ever be about me, about anyone other than you.

Not for a second.

I was never important. I never mattered.

I was a toy,

that you threw away when a nicer one showed up.

And when your latest toy broke, you came crawling back to me.

You never saw

That I was the most broken of them all.

You thought I’d never fall apart

But dear,

I was damaged from the start.

Maybe you knew, and just never cared,

I hope one day you learn to be kind,

But until then,

Fuck off.

You are out of my mind.