life is too short to not do it right

21, Australian, student, coffee addict. xx

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It's only two weeks i have to get through. But man these two weeks are going to be the longest, most painful, two weeks 😴

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Harry Styles in Another Man magazine.  (part 1)

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when you feel so much hurt and so much love at the same time 

[exceptionals]

when ur clothes are slightly different shades of black and dont match

[mustardandsunflowers]

@pitterpatterpretty why does this remind me of you 😂

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Hahahahahah @dragonfliesandgreentrees yass the struggle is real

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This morning while i had to leave for my final day at placement, Calvin got to sleep in a little longer at my house. These are the hardest mornings to leave on time, i never want to. Tonight I got home feeling deflated that I had just said goodbye to my wonderful class and that no one else was home tonight. I called Cal as I sat ony bed and instantly started to be able to smell him. I said this and he replied with "yeah i sprayed your pillow so you could snuggle it tonight and smell me." This along with all the wonderful things we talked about last night makes me feel so incredibly happy and lucky. In exactly 6months we will be in Thailand for 2 weeks of absolute luxury. Life is happy.

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Vintage Blog

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Sometimes the most random things will make me ridiculously happy, like changing my bed covers to pale pink and white instead of the dark colours i have had all year. Still the same bedroom and bed but having changed the colour on it has me smiling every time i sit down. 

Other times it is the big things that make me happy, like booking flights to Queensland next month to visit Calvin and his family, organising our holiday to Thailand in January and waking up instantly knowing that I am loved by the person laying next to me through the way he holds me all night and then makes me laugh within minutes of being awake. 

I hold onto these perfect moments of happiness because sometimes they are all that get me through. 

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I always take these photos by accident and then later see them with no knowledge it had been taken. But they are my favourites. On Thursday it will be 5months since Cal and I met. In reality 5months is such a short amount of time but thinking back to that first night out together feels like a life time ago. How one person can become the biggest thing in your life is scary. I still wake in tears, like this morning, with thoughts that shouldn't run through my head especially with Cal laying right next to me. But when those thoughts go away and my mind clears, he is the light at the end who loves me and holds me. He turns every day into something fun, from the spontaneous trip to the snow to just making dinner and watching masterchef together. I couldn't ask for a more beautiful person to be with. 💜

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Me: *changes the toilet paper roll*

Me:I am the backbone of this household

[wordsnquotes]

If you love a flower, don’t pick it up. Because if you pick it up, it dies and it ceases to be what you love. So if you love a flower, let it be. Love is not about possession. Love is about appreciation.

Osho (via wordsnquotes)

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It's cold and rainy. I have so much uni work to do but all I want is for Cal to be back in bed with me and to somehow transport back to this perfect weekend away.

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Horoscopes

My Mum has been sending me my horoscopes recently because she knows how stressed I am, and while she doesn't exactly know all of the reasons why I have been feeling this way I am so glad she has sent them to me. I never was a person to read my star signs or even believe them but the ones Mum has sent me have been so spot on. Everything is so hectic for me at the moment and even getting time to just sit and actually chat to my housemates or spend quality time with my boyfriend is a near impossible task. I get trapped in my own head many days and breaking out of it has been hard lately. I need to stop looking at every little detail of my life and start focusing on the bigger things. I can not wait for this semester to end and to have a break from uni work. But until then i need to keep pushing. I'm putting myself through this busy lifestyle for a reason, I just need to keep reminding myself what these reasons are.

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Calvin, yesterday agreed that we can take a holiday to Thailand or Bali in summer. And man i am so damn excited. I need a week of luxury plsss

[tullipsink]

And I’m in love with you. And it’s not because it’s 12am at night and I haven’t slept in over two days. It’s because I am truly inconveniently in love with you. And It’s not because I’m sad and I want to dissapear. It’s because I just love you for simply being you. I love you at 4am when I’m awake with nothing but my thoughts. I love you at 10am when I wake up with hope filled in my heart, hoping you’d text me. And I love you at 3pm when I’m doing something and wishing you were there. I will continue on loving you. Tomorrow and the days that goes on after that and I’m in love with you.

(via tullipsink)

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For the first month of our relationship i could never sleep when Calvin stayed over, I'm not sure if it was excitement, nerves or my subconscious not knowing how to deal with another person in my bed. Now though im the opposite, i hate when he isn't here holding me as i fall asleep or to be my personal electric blanket. Sucks though, our lives are so busy that those opportunities only come a few times a week if we're lucky.

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