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I'm fat lmao

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

I've been sick, and in a depressive episode after losing twenty pounds and getting to my first goal weight. I hope I didn't gain it all back.

We're starting a new diet on Monday. And I'm gonna try for a planet fitness subscription when I get paid

[dreaming-wraith]

Spicy Noodles (90 calories)

These noodles are spicy and filling. I was very hungry this morning, but really don’t like eating a lot early in the day. This helped a lot. Super fast, made in about 15-20 minutes.

1 tsp Knorr Caldo con sabor de pollo bouillon (5)

1 tsp onion powder (0)

1 package miracle noodle fettuccine (5)

1 tbs PB2 (30)

5 baby carrots (10)

1 small zucchini (20)

1 small portobello (20)

1 tbsp Sriracha (0)

Water

Salt

*Drain and rinse noodles. Boil for 25 minutes. Drain and pat dry with paper towels.

*Chop zucchini, carrots, and portobello. Add to pan on medium heat with 4-5 tbsp water pre-mixed with Knorr bouillon powder. Cover and let veggies steam for 1-2 minutes, then remove lid and allow water to evaporate.

*Add noodles to pan and toss to warm them.

*Mix onion powder, PB2, salt, and Sriracha with 2 tbsp water, add to pan and toss again. Cook until excess water has evaporated, and noodles and veggies are coated and sticky with mixture, but not runny or dry.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

Been doing intermittent fasting all week, today was a metabolism boost today, but I ate too much, purged it back up. Except my stomach bile was so acidic it hurt so bad.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

Why I shouldn't be fat:

(things people have said to me)

"I'm actually going to the gym later"

Person: (very enthusiastically) "That's good!!!!"

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

Monday: Started the day with yoga, 5000 steps.

Tuesday: Badminton in morning, 10 minute run during lunch, 4000 steps so far. Will update later, planning to just go to gym later :')))

[betterthandieing-deactivated202]

I'll work out tonight at my grandparents. This is what I'm gonna try to do

100 crunches

100 squats

100 lunges (100 each leg)

100 sit ups

100 russian twists

100 leg lifts

100 high knees (100 each leg)

3 one minute planks

I'll try to repeat this at least 3 times, at most 7 times. I'm gonna try to calculate the amount of calories it will burn

[savorthebehavior]

[inanimate-dolls]

Daily thinspo 🌙

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

Binged and I can't purge it back up. So fucking mad.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

Should I take a small break until Monday next week?

Or should I keep going...

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

I usually slack on weekends, I ordered a small pizza from dominoes and ite gonna ammount to 1888 calories.

Im gonna try so absolutely hard not to eat it all today.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

watching guys stare at your skinny blonde best friend and ignore you is so humilating.

I want to die.

Imma fast, leave some tips, txt me if you wanna be buddies.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

y'all I'm having a metabolism boost day.

ik it's not the best, but I've been eating less than 1000 cals all week and it's been draining me.

Next week I'm gonna start kickboxing again :')

I'll get back on track tmmr.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

ik my friend didn't mean to, but she's super skinny and blonde, so she took a picture of her slim belly and waist on my iPad and now whenever I eat, or think about eating. I look at it.

That could be me.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

I'm gonna fast for as long as I can starting tomorrow. I want to destroy my body.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

fasting today to be lovely.

[pixiedustedfairiebones]

Guys, idk what to do at this point.

I'm 242 pounds.

Months ago, weeks ago, I was only 231. I gained 11 fucking pounds. Please send me meanspo. I don't understand when I'm going to get it through my big fat skull that I'm huge.

When school starts, I'll be doing the AIT diet.

And I hope to God I starve to death, but im so fat that I don't think it'd happen.

Two years ago, I was literally a hundred pounds less than this. I can't believe how bad I let it get.