Just A Ghost

෴⚘⎧ᴿᴵᴾ⎫⚘෴ εἴδωλον

[plaguedghosts]

✶ Ripley (they/them and it/its)

✶ 26

✶ Virgo ☉ Aries ☾ Cancer ↑

✶ ambulatory wheelchair user

✶ I have schizoaffective disorder, adhd, autism, c-ptsd. I have hEDS, POTS, CFS/ME, and mast cell disease.

This is my main blog where I post/reblog aesthetic content as well as posts about mental health and physical disabilities.

I will be horny on main and I am not sorry. I am not responsible for the content you consume or to be aware of your triggers. This is my blog, if you don’t like the content, then block me

DNI if you’re: queerphobic of any type, racist, genocide apologist, anti sex work/porn content, pro-cop, pro-ice, ableist, pro-map/nomap, pro-trump, Mormon, or saneist

I really fucking hate the government

Other blogs:

𓄒 @kuchipatchikiss -> sideblog for random stuff

𓄒 @hismourningstar -> luciferianism and witchcraft

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Tags:

#ripleycore -> aesthetic stuff I find to represent me

#ripley rambles -> personal posts

#ripley is high -> personal posts while stoned

#ripley mental health -> personal posts about my mental health

[plaguedghosts]

Stress = uti like symptoms without actually having one 🤪

I am so fucking uncomfortable

[neonfretra]

do you want to play dead bodies with me

[neonfretra]

floats along your dash face down and quiet and cold

[pnglove]

[plaguedghosts]

I relapsed in SH and ooo boy do I want opiates to numb everything

Talking to a crisis center now

[artistformerlyknownasbutttrumpet]

i was training a young person at work, and she referred to sexual assault as "SA" out loud, and i immediately was like, "no, it's sexual assault, call it what it is," bc idgaf if the algorithm overlords have taught y'all that you should fear direct language, how tf do any of you expect to ever address real issues with any amount of seriousness if you can't even say the words? imagine an advocate looking a sexual assault survivor in the eyes and asking "did he grape you?" it's absolutely fucking absurd, but these young interns and new hires are coming into an environment where we deal with survivors of all different kinds of abuse, and they're coming with the mindset that the words are as bad as the actions, and that makes them shitty at the job and look juvenile af

i HATE self-censorship for a lot of reasons, but being in crisis work makes it even more frustrating. who are you censoring for? like i am being so fr, WHO are you censoring for? have you even thought it through? people who have been raped know that they have been raped. if someone attempts suicide or is grieving someone who did, saying "sewer slide" isn't going to protect them from any of the feelings. a murder victim's family isn't going to feel better bc you said "unalived" instead of murdered. if anything, it's just extremely invalidating and othering. it's saying "what happened to you is so bad that i won't even say the word," which is NOT trauma-informed care. you are not protecting survivors/victims when you self-censor. the ONLY things you protect when you self-censor are the puritanical ideologies that are being encouraged by rich fascists who want your money and obedience

say the fucking words, guys. just say the goddamn words before i go insane!!!

[throatoftheworld]

Chalice of the Void by Seb McKinnon

[einarbaldvin]

The First Lesson. Ink drawing with brush on paper.

[joelpersels]

[mollybeenoel]

[neonelven]

Noble Knight Helmet by Yndeavour

[mothverti]

[theinternetarchive]

mirrorbacks, china, tang dynasty c. early 6-900s a.d.

[acrosscenturiesandgenerations]

▪︎Perfume case, heart-shaped and engraved with foliate and faunal designs, with open-mark crown as handle.

Culture: Dutch

Date: 18th century

Medium: Silver, hinged and gilded

[bizarreauhavre]

“Memento Mori” book with skull carved in the thickness of old books

[lazer-exe]

I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare

[not-your-average-url]

I miss when ads were a single click and then they’re gone. Now every ad has a minimum of three phases where you watch a video, exit the still frame of fake gameplay, and then exit the app download. That doesn’t even touch on the ones that forcibly take you to another app after opening a tab in safari without you ever touching the screen.

I hate advertising. I hate that you can’t do anything without companies jumping down your throat with mostly bullshit ads. I hate that billboards exist. I hate that every company unanimously decided to make their ads longer and longer. I hate that ad blockers try to charge you money and there are in app purchases to remove ads. I hate that my attention has become commodified. I hate that there’s nothing I can do about it.