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So, there's, not an easier way to really, come out and say what, exactly has happened in my personal life, I haven't made a serious post like this in a, very, very, very long time but, uh

On October 26th, at, exactly 9:20 am, my dad passed away due to his congestive heart conditions, and AFIB, which is a type of heart arrhythmia or abnormal heartbeat. Due to this, fluids, and blood weren't cycling through his body correctly and it caused severe issues to occur such as his kidneys to fail in what was, literally hours, to the point where doctors attempted dialysis on him quite exactly the moment I left the hospital when I visited him, however, it, didn't do anything and, he basically crashed in a day's time after being in and out of the hospital multiple times around the sum total of 25 days, more than, I think.

Now, I'm, clearly not doing the greatest after all of this, of course, I loved my dad, dearly. He was a kind, accepting, wonderful man who had his of course, crotchety old man moments, he was 72 when he passed, yet that never diminished any of the love in his heart that he had for me, and my mom, and just, everyone he ever met.

But I'm gonna ask YOU ALL for, help, and I know given the current situations cycling throughout the world, that I am, nothing but a, droplet within this sea of, completely deserving people begging for help due to the genocide, people going through their OWN problems, and I can understand that seeing the word, fundraiser, or, GoFundMe, can be a bit taxing, and jarring nowadays, however, yes, that's what this entire thing is.

My mom began a GoFundMe to help myself, and her, out after my dad's passing, and if you can donate that would be, WONDERFUL, I'm never, ever, gonna force anyone to just, shovel money into my direction, but it would be greatly appreciated if you have us in your thoughts and, maybe just, toss something in our direction.

Thank you for taking your time out of your day to, skim over this, I know I talk a lot and don't know when to shut up, but, for something like this, I'm hurting, and I need to just get off of my chest how much this is, affecting us.