sagui :)

pronouns: she/her

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

About Me

hello everyone, sagui here.

some of you might know me from @deflated-tires-committee and @krispypajamalady. yes, im the same person.

how did i end up here, when all you guys have seen me do is rant? how did i end up in a deep pit of academics, you might ask? desparation. the ultimate answer.

i dont like facing harsh truths, or having any contact with reality whatsoever. so this was the only way i could find to hold me accountable.

one might ask, "how are you more comfortable in letting the world hold you accountable but not people who know you?" im not.

however, people online havent seen me. talking to people without showing them your face is easier than showing your face and not saying anything.

anyway, let's see how long i survive.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Heyo peeps, im back

So like, ik i was gone for long. It was bcs I wasn't mentally stable enough to face the truth. Still am not. So i found another way for this to work out. There's this app called forest and im gonna time myself and post it every day over here. Stay tuned, bcs it's hard for me to.

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[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[tattooedzombigirl]

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

[jayalaw]

I need good news. So tired

[feral-sins]

been a while since I last saw this

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Monday, 18th August 2025

HOLY fucking shit August is ending im gonna have a life crisis rn wtf.

Anyway, today was a really productive day ngl. Although I fell asleep early due to exhaustion(?), i got lots of work done. Now I aim to set the bars of "lots of work" higher.

1. Physics- I've never had so much fun doing physics before. Like, we have circular motion right now and damn if im not enjoying it. I did LOTS of physics questions. Like LOTS.

2. Zoology- my most favourite anatomy chaoter is going on: Circulatory system. I revised what we had done in class today and gods I feel so smart 💃

3. Botany- morphology of flowering plants is going and although I love drawing diagrams, this chapter requires hard work so yes, it's kind of difficult but I'll manage. Hopefully.

4. Chemistry- ok so now I need to rant. Wtf is the stuff we are studying? Why is everything "we have this theory but we have a better theory in terms of fancy words. The rest is the same lol." Bro.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Sunday, 17th August 2025

Hehehehe hello peeps,

1. Did physics today. I just love circular motion sm.

2. In chemistry we did chemical equilibrium fam.

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Monday, 11th- 13th August 2025

I know im posting this 3 days later. Im sorry, I just didn't know what to write tbh. I studied for certain tests (on 13th and 14th) respectively, but i cannot really note down what. I just did lots of questions. But the test on 13th was shit so.

Anyway, today is the 14th and im on my way back home from the exam centre. Honestly speaking, today's exam was ok. It wasn't too complicated but not too easy either. Gonna go sleep for long ass hours and see what I have in mind for today's session.

Also, if anyone has any tips for physics and chemistry, please share.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Sunday, 10th August 2025

1. Physics: I did 120 question from kinematics today. Have two tests in the upcoming week someone kill ms now please.

2. Chemistry: Periodic table took most of my time, but i did some questions as well. I should've done redox and equilibrium as well, but didn't have the mental capacity.

3. Botany: I love love LOVE biological classification, so that's what we revised today (yay)

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Thursday, 7th August 2025

Hello peeps. So I have an exam tomorrow lol.

Im freaked out, so im only gonna study for that test.

Update: I studied for that test, but idk what.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Wednesday, 6th August 2025

Hola poppies, wassup?

Today was tiring to say the least. It had too much going here and there.

1. I had the exam i was talking about so naturally, I studied for that. Now, that entailed physics numericals, alongwith lots of chemistry and our dear biology. Never forget that one.

2. We have this exam I was talking abt on Friday instead (it was reshceduled) and im working on a bit of biology (that's the one with the most syllabus). Im not worried about chemistry this time, because it has the easiest chapters i have done till now, but I'll prepare them as well, of.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

The exam yesterday was, concerning to say the least.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Wednesday, 6th August 2025

Hola poppies, wassup?

Today was tiring to say the least. It had too much going here and there.

1. I had the exam i was talking about so naturally, I studied for that. Now, that entailed physics numericals, alongwith lots of chemistry and our dear biology. Never forget that one.

2. We have this exam I was talking abt on Friday instead (it was reshceduled) and im working on a bit of biology (that's the one with the most syllabus). Im not worried about chemistry this time, because it has the easiest chapters i have done till now, but I'll prepare them as well, of.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Monday, 4th August 2025

Holy guacamole, im stressed as fuck

What doesn't help either is stress sleeping lord help me.

1. I did physics. Like, finished numericals from a book that was giving to us from our coaching. Lord save me I might die today.

2. Chemistry- we have 5 chapters coming in the exam and i am CRYING. I did a part of ONE of the upcoming chapters and im ready to die now tysm.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Sunday, 3rd August

So this week I have 2 very important tests and im pretty sure I'll die atp. Their syllabus is different, which pisses me off.

1. I did physics. Actually, I finished revising one whole chapter in physics for the upcoming exam.

2. I did cockroach in biology. Yeah, cockroach. I hated it.

3. Chemistry, I dealt with the basics concept of a subtopic of a topic for the exam.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Friday, 1st August

Ok so like, this day was kind of productive ngl

1. I did physics. Like, a lot of physics. Basically numericals as many as I could.

2. In biology, I revised what all I could.

3. Chemistry we didn't do much fam, but now we need to focus.

how r u guys doin

im in waist deep dung of trouble

on the thirteenth cloud from heaven lolol

idk (so you're tired)

Voting ended onAug 3, 2025

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Thursday, 31st July

holy fucking shit it's july. ngl i didnt realise it at all. oh wait it has also ended?

so we got back our results. while there was improvement in physics, my biology and chemistry scores went down. im horrified for the biology part because i couldve gotten above 500 on 720 easily but me being me, i messed up.

i was planning an outing with my friends today cause we just realised we need to socialise (atleast i do) bcs they go to school and i dont. anyway, i did chemistry. ive started preparing for the exam next week. we have two next week and one of them is going to give us literal ranks. im sweating so hard because the while the syllabus is done, i am not really getting time for self studying.

now we come to biology. i revised what all we had done till now in the new chapter (bcs i have backlogs) and gods its so therapeutic.

i hope this isnt all i have to report to u today, since the night is still young (its 10:53 pm)

holy shit i understood physics and did numericals. ngl im kinda proud of myself for this one.

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Wednesday, 30th July

I had the test and it wasn't that bad? Lmao I could've done better without fever but it's fine. I did what I could at the moment.

Other than that I did some physics and biology

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Tuesday, 29th July

So I have fever (yay) the day before a major exam. I tried to be as productive as possible, but cramming last min because you panicked backfired. I'm pretty sure it will backfire.

1. Physics: surprisingly, I enjoyed doing physics. I'm sure I'll fail either way tho.

2. Chemistry: I did question from chemistry and read the chapters. The situation is not in my favour. At all.

3. Biology: what's that 😀

[pleasantlyfuddledbrain]

Monday, 28th July

Today was more productive than weekends combined, yet I feel like I haven't studied enough.

1. We had had a physics test today and I came third from behind.

What hurt me the most weren't my marks but the fact that the "friends" of mine who asked me for help in studies got better than me. Also, my physics teacher still doesn't know my name. As someone who thrives in validation, this is a deep deep cut.

On top of that, we had the papers sent to us online. I had lend my phone to some guy and shared with someone in a hurry bcs he sat somewhere else.

The teacher separate us, made me get the printouts and then give the test, all while the time was on. I'm pissed ngl, on myself the most because I was too scared to explain to him the situation.

Note to self: stop being a people pleaser.

Enough trauma dumping.

2. Studied biology for my upcoming exam on Wednesday. I'm really worried about it. I read the chapter thoroughly but I was really sleepy so I'll need to work harder.

3. Chemistry again, for Wednesday. The chapter that we have isn't difficult to study, but it's difficult to visualize. I hope I can face it.