starting

i don't promote eating disorders in any way. this is just a side blog for me to vent about how i'm feeling and try to become happy with myself SW: 243 CW: 217.4 UGW: 135

[devxlsdeath]

So i decided to post some of my very own THINSPO!! im no where close to my ugw but im getting there, im currently 30 hours in my fast!

[70ky0]

In 6 month I gained a lot of weight 😖 I m a pig but I will lose again. I m so sad to see this gain weight... I m disgusting 🤢🤮

[aakiahstotsaa]

Why I need to lose weight

everyday when I look in the mirror I feel disgusted I can barely look at my body and smile and feel wanted. when I take a shower I feel so disgusted to clean myself because sometimes I feel as if I need to be dirty because I am disgusting  …… Im tired of my family saying my body isn’t what it used to be, or that I CHOOSE to look like this. I just want to look at my self in the mirror and want to touch myself all over again 

[anas-vegan]

My legs are fucking killing me again. Another night laying here barely able to rest because my damn body is in agony.

This is not fun

This is not beautiful

This is not cute

This is not goals

Eating disorders are painful

[teaorwater]

[thatsweetskeletallonging]

me: I need to stop fucking eating

also me: so if I eat everything right now I won't be eating in the future 🤔

My eds:

[trynamebe-deactivated20210728]

missing this rn

[wantingxtoxbexskinny]

I know it was a good day when I’m going to sleep and my stomach starts growling, like bitch I gave you like 500cals, isn’t that enough?

[draiiniingaway-deactivated20260]

Five more fucking pounds until gw

I could fucking cry

[babycailin]

I'm fresh starting tomorrow. I reblogged this post about not wasting our young years being fat,, its really getting to me. I'm staying up making a whole routine on my phone that I will put to paper in the morning. I want to make a 'Future Goals Board.' To hang in my room. I redownload my fasting app, calorie counting app, and water tracking app. I'm charging my Fitbit. I'm 19 years old, turning 20 in 11 months, and 60 pounds overweight. I WILL BE AT MY UGW FOR MY 20S, OR SO HELP ME GOD.

[going-to-be-thinnnn]

Post shit body check lmao. Sucking in like crazy. I’m lucky my stomach is naturally toned (don’t work out at all) and lucky my legs are long. I wish more people liked their bodies on here! It’s okay to like parts of them and still want to improve it! Be nice to yourself (Also found out I’m same height as Bella Hadid !! Now I have realistic thinspo for my height woo!!)

[keepmetiny]

No one:

*friends tag me in the run 5k challenge on ig*

My ed:

[featherfeelingss]

✨Your girl is triggered✨

My sport teacher sent us a site made by the governement to stay HeAlThY, there’s workouts(which I’ll obviously try out lmao) but there’s also a section and

And

And

! How to stop snacking !

You’re bored :

breathe !

distract yourself with something creative !

Drink a glass of water !!!

I’m cRaViNg something :

glass of WATER !

Hide the things you want to snack on !

Ask your parents to stop buying unhealthy stuff !

I’m HuNgRy :

✨W A T E R ✨

wait 15mins

could you eat something you don’t like ? no ? Wait for your next meal Yes ? then you can EAT !

I am so triggered, just knowing that people at my school could read that triggers me, what if they follow this, what if they lose weight

It’s basically some advices that our community follows I want to cry

How people do this healthily ? How can’t they not obsess ? How

[wannabe-a-skeleton]

I wanna be light enough that if I got a girlfriend, she could pick me up

[idcwhosthat]

i am determined to be “that” girl

[lovelyweightloss]

Changing my CW when I lose one ounce but not changing it when I gain pounds

[imskinnyatheart]

Holy shit I have found the holy grail of mukbangs. Watching Nikocado Avocado eat makes me not want to eat for days 🤢