Posting this here so i don’t act on it but y’all I want to fucking cryyyy. Does anyone else have that person, that one person who would fuck you in every single way you wanted to be fucked and now they’re not fucking you anymore and you wanna kinda die because no one else is going to fuck you like that? Ugh he used to spank me until my ass was bruised, choke me until I’d see specs, spit in my mouth and call me his dirty little slut. The way he’d slap me while I was sucking his cock, or how hed fuck my ass until there were tears streaming down my face then shove me further into my bed and fuck me harder. He’d make me watch him fuck me in my mirror, and answer with “yes sir” or “yes daddy” every time he gave a command. He was so forceful and unforgiving and I fucking loved every second of it. It feels like everyone else is too scared to be that rough, how do you tell a new guy that you want him to abuse the fuck out of you in bed without him getting scared 😭
