it probably won't get easier, just easier to hide

we live in our mind fortress thinking about stuff. osdd1 system side blog. collectively he/him or they (plural). adult. no syscourse. no dni we don't care.

[plural-jam]

i figure we're about overdue for an intro/pinned post

Hi! we're Plural Jam, or we collectively go by any host's name.

we make comics kind of. note, we are not a mental health professional, this is just a place to talk about our own experience with OSDD and share other works that speak to us, since we don't have anywhere else to be open about it

no dni or anything, just be nice to other people.

feel free to ask us any questions you might have

[ellisillus]

anybody else uhhh. anybody else. anyone else uhhhhh

[plural-jam]

just wanted to say that plural jam is such a good system name

aw thanks 🫪

[plural-jam]

what they don't tell you about syscovery is that the Headache never leaves. once you notice it its there forever. #ourunyieldingpain

[plural-jam]

we could never do the colors thing because you know we'd be going by shit like "#FE2D8F" and "Gamboge"

[leathersys]

switching

[konoko]

[scary-ivy]

[cheddar-baby]

No. 14 (White and Greens on Blue), Mark Rothko, 1998, Oil on Canvas, 90.2 × 69.9 cm

[leathersys]

you

[wintercollapse]

[pkmnearthbraingang]

the first separation

[plural-jam]

like are we doing it wrong or

[dancecalledmemory]

not a request. everybody get normal about factives NOW

[dancecalledmemory]

get normal about factives who identify with their source person. get normal about factives who don't. don't be weird when they're around because "they're not the real person". a lot of us feel like we have to hide who we are or just don't front because of who we happen to be sourced from. it's morally neutral. don't be weird because we're already going through it a lot of the time. ok thanks

[wo1vespack]

thought this was really cool, so we’ve made this in the past bit! how we feel seeing ourselves in the mirror

comments:

it’s a bit funny that clem, who looks VASTLY different from the body in presentation, gender, and appearance, is the most comfortable in the body. to quote them tho: “it’s not that i feel like i look like the body [when fronting], but i still feel like I’m in my body! :3” meanwhile, mars, who looks the most like the body, isn’t super comfortable in it.

also included: 2 headmates not before seen on our account! we’ve been debating putting them here for a bit, but we decided they’re apart of us. nevertheless, neither will be allowed to post because they are horribly mentally ill and it’s unclear if they are even able to front independently at the moment

artstyle is the product of extremely blurriness and dissociation for the past few weeks. gotta love christmas!

[leathersys]

blurry

[oursystemblog]

[inside-fishs-mouth]

apologies for how phthalo turned out; in our defense a void would work it's just obvious it wasn't intended as that.

We have started journaling! today's was doodled tho so ^-^

[murmurationsz]

not the body