Larry Tomilson 🥺🦋
Harry fists his hand tight as he watches Louis kissing Eleanor , laughing and posing for the cameras.
He has already come out as gay , he hoped Louis would come out too but he didn't. He continued and continues the facade of being straight dating his girlfriend Eleanor.
Harry isn't blind , though Louis haven't said anything about him being gay or bi , he has seen the way he would stare at him everytime Harry talks , smiles and sings.
Louis do likes him , but seems like he has a stick stuck up his ass to say anything about it.
"How many days are you going to just look at him from afar and wait for him to confess ? You need to step up and do something about it Hazza" Niall says coming up behind him.
"I have tried to , but everytime I sit near him or try to talk to him Eleanor comes around. It is like she has an eye on him 24/7" Harry says sighing.
"She is afraid to lose him Hazza , she really does love him" Niall says sighing along.
"But does he ?" Harry asks looking at Niall and back at Louis who is on his phone while Eleanor clings to him and keeps ranting about something.
"That , he only knows" Niall says.
"Come let's go inside , Zayn and Liam re waiting...." Niall says dragging Harry inside.
".....or not" he adds as they spot Zayn and Liam making out , tongues deep in each other's throat at the corner of the bar.
"Guys , relax. You're in a public place" Harry huffs as they near them.
The both pull back as Liam starts kissing and sucking down Zayn's neck.
"No one cares except you Harry. Get a life and find a guy ! Louis is nowhere near getting with you and honestly jealousy and grumpiness doesn't suit you" Zayn says breathily as he fists Liam's hair moaning at the end.
"My baby's right. He isn't in our gay gang Harry. He prefers to stay in the straight one like Niall I guess" Liam says , his voice muffled as he keeps his lips attached to Zayn's neck.
Harry just rolls his eyes as he seats himself next to the couple and Niall.
"Hey guys !" Eleanor says as she reaches the gang with Louis by her side.
"We have an announcement to make !" She says clapping her hand excitedly.
"Oh" Niall exclaims as Harry frowns.
"We are ENGAGED !" She squeels showing his ring finger and forcing Louis's too up.
Harry's face and mood completely falls as he looks at both of their ring fingers shining with a diamond ring on them.
"You got a ring each ?" Niall asks.
"Yes ! They even have our initials and are matching !" She squeels showing her teeth.
"Do you like it Harry ?" She asks excited yet happy as she looks at Harry with a bright genuine smile.
"Yea , I am happy for you both" Harry says giving the both a genuine smile back.
He did notice that Louis has been staring at him the whole time with intimidating intense eyes but he chose to ignore it. They are engaged after all.
"Hey , I gotta go. See you guys later ?" Harry says standing up.
"Can't you stay a little longer ?" Eleanor asks pouting.
"I wish I could , but this needs emergency attention" Harry says giving her an apologetic look as he hugs everyone except Louis and walks out of the club.
The tears he has been holding for the past few minutes start to slip past his eyes as he gets into his car and drives to another nearest club.
He needs a drink. A very strong one.
He parks the car in the sideways and get into the club walking straight to the bar.
He keeps drinking drinking and drinking until he can't stand still anymore.
"Bad day ?" A voice comes from behind him making him turn around to meet eyes with a blond guy.
"Very" Harry says chuckling.
"Louis" he asks looking into his face making his chuckles to double up.
"You're a wizard aren't you ?" Harry asks in a haze.
"Digital Wizard" The guy says wiggling his eyebrows as he stands near him.
"He is getting married dude. Fucking engaged. Love ! My ass !" Harry says chuckling evilly.
"You need to just move on. There are a lot of good guys out there" The guy says looking down at Harry , giving him that eyes.
"Like who ?" Harry asks smirking as he stands straight turning completely to the guy.
"Like me" the guy says giving Harry the answer he expected.
Harry pulls the guy to him and starts kissing as he reciprocates.
Suddenly he feels an arm holding him and tearing them apart.
"What the heck bro !" The guy groans as he holds his bleeding nose.
"Fucking stay away from my Hazza !" Louis shouts making the guy run away as he holds a lousy Harry.
"My Harry my ass ! Let me go Louis ! You blue eyes arrogant heartless monster !" Harry shouts as he wriggles in Louis's grip.
"Stop fighting Hazza, let me take you home" Louis says tightening his grip.
"No ! Why did you come ! Did I ask you to ?" Harry asks angrily still fighting.
"Yes you did idiot. You called me ten minutes ago cursing me out. Look" Louis says snatching Harry's phone and showing him his call log.
Harry just blacks out and starts snoring all of a sudden as Louis holds him.
Chuckling at his cuteness Louis takes him home and lays him in his bed , locking the door behind him as he returns to Eleanor's house where he supposedly moved in months ago.
After that embarassing incident Harry completely avoided Louis all over again.
Infact he actually took measures to move on. After all the guy in the club was actually right , he has to move on and there are a lot of good guys out there to.
Harry met Ashton at a café he went often. He was sulking the morning after the embarassing night when Ashton came as his waiter and took his order.
Seeing his sulky mood he gave talk to him and they got closer. Just weeks after knowing each other Ashton insisted they date. Harry accepted , he did like his company after all.
Louis on the other hand , it has been tough for him without seeing his Hazza or hearing his voice. They do say people don't get to know the value of a person until they are not with us. It is the same with Louis now.
He likes , no no , Loves Harry. He has as long as he remembers. But the problem is his girlfriend Eleanor. He has tried to break up with her multiple times but she just doesn't let him go , keeps pleading him and she even went to an extent of killing herself once when he insisted they break up.
From then on Louis stopped even trying to bring that topic up. He cares about Eleanor , she has been for him , his family and even for the boys. She is like his gold friend and we'll wisher.
He has tried ! Tried to make this work out ! To try to feel attracted to her. But no. It just doesn't work out.
Louis so badly wants Harry , wants to be with him , show people that he is only his. But no , he can't. Instead he is hurting Harry more every passing day. He hates himself for that.
Louis hasn't been eating , talking or sleeping properly these days that it was hard for the boys and Eleanor to not notice.
Louis sighs happily as he cooks Harry's favourite Mac and Cheese.
It has been just over an hour of Harry informing them that he is going to come over with his boyfriend Ashton for the dinner. Louis doesn't know he is going to bring his boyfriend , he thinks it is just Harry who is going to come over.
"He is getting a little over excited don't you all think ?" Niall asks worriedly as he and the boys watch him from the entrance of the kitchen.
"A little" Zayn huffs as he shakes his head.
The bell rings just as Louis finishes plating.
Louis's face lights up as he walks out of the kitchen hearing noise.
"HAZZ--" he starts shouting excitedly before he freezes looking at a guy beside him.
"Hi Louis" Harry says lowly as he gives him a small nod.
"So , who's this hottie over here ?" Eleanor asks wiggling her eyebrows making Louis to grits his teeth angrily.
"Guys , this is my boyfriend Ashton. Ashton these are my friends Ni---" Harry starts but Ashton cuts him off.
"Niall Horan , Zayn Malik , Liam Payne and Louis Tomlinson. I know babe , I do have have internet in my mobile" Ashton says making Harry to blush as he kisses his cheek.
"Awww" Eleanor says , as Louis almost growls out loud.
The whole dinner goes by as all of them chat except for Louis as he just stares at the both.
After dinner the both take their leave leaving back a raged jealous Louis.
"AAARGGHHH !" Louis shouts as he starts crashing the things in their bedroom scratching his hand in the process.
"NO NO NO ! HE'S MINE ! ONLY FREAKING MINE !" Louis shouts as he starts punching the wall making his knuckles crack and bleed.
"LOUIS ! LOUIS STOP ! STOP !" Eleanor shouts holding his shoulders but he doesn't stop.
"LOUIS !" she shouts and gives him a slap making him halt as he breaths raggedly while tears pour down his red bloodshot eyes.
"Go" Eleanor whispers making him turn to her with surprise.
"I have tried my best to keep you to myself. But now I understand. I never had you. It has only been Harry all along. I am no longer going to hold you. He is the one. Go. Go get him" Eleanor whispers making Louis's heart to sore.
"I am sorry. For everything" he whispers.
"Just go" Eleanor says as tears run down her own cheek making him run down the stairs and take a flee to Harry's apartment.
As soon as he reaches he starts knocking vigorously.
"Hazza ! Hazza open the door ! HAZZA !" He shouts.
Harry opens the door with wide eyes.
"Louis ?" He ask frowning.
"My love" Louis breaths.
The both stare at each other. Harry with confusion and Louis with love.
Part two ? PART 2 ?
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