Vents & Discourse

PMDD makes me angry

[pmddumb]

hi i post discourse and vents here because i realized that posting that stuff on my main is godawful for my health so here it goes.

notifications are turned off and ill rarely check this blog, so dont (or do idgaf) bother responding cuz i wont reply.

not listing my stances because 1. lazy and 2. feel like you can figure it out yourself

also if you wanna refer to me (not sure why you would...) just call me Dumb, any pronouns.

[pmddumb]

You'll be okay one day, then the next you start to shamble

Your skin starts to change hue, and it sags

Then your teeth fall out, then the rest of you follows along

There's a bony protrusion where the rot is most prevelant

You notice all these things and you start to wonder if anyone else notices too

You know your becoming a monster and there's no way to stop it

You know it will go away eventually

Then the next day your okay again

[pmddumb]

Anyone who's anti-endo but believes in transandrophobia or anyone whos pro-endo but anti-transmasculine I think are genuinely fucking stupid

Both of these type of people are actual illiterate fucking morons

I have zero redpect for, I have even less respect for you then just straight endo and transandrophobes because atleast they subscribe to the same bullshit and stay in their lane

But no those people see radfeminism and think "what if I supported it.... But only for one specific group...." And it makes me want to start tearing people's skin off at how genuinely fucking stupid they are

[pmddumb]

its not fair that the person who hurt me gets to just keep having fun and get off scott free while i suffer from continuous nightmares about them

[pmddumb]

why cant everyone just cut out the person who hurt me? i dont care if they didnt even really do anything i just want them gone. i want people to stop mentioning them i want people to stop interacting with them why cant everyone whos friends with me just cut them out

[pmddumb]

how about this pride month we finally talk about how intersex people are pushed to the side of every. single. conversation about mass banning of certain identities. transfems are not the only ones who are disproportionately banned for no fucking reason, popular intersex blogs have been getting banned for fucking years and the only ones talking about it are other intersex people. We're barely ever included in pride art or posts about queerphobia unless we explicitly ask. start including us in your posts or die.

[pmddumb]

I need my hormones regulated this shit is going to fucking kill me

[pmddumb]

I just want to get rid of all my projects and cut off my friends and go back to being lonely it was easier I was safe no one hurt me I could only hurt myself

[pmddumb]

Everyone wants to hurt me

[pmddumb]

whyyyy why why is trauma so humiliating why are strauma responses so fucking embarrassing i shouldnt be fucking crying about this it doesnt fucking matterrrr

[pmddumb]

i only recently learned who kalvin garrah is and what he did to contribute to transmedicalism, for years i had no idea who he was i didnt even know he existed.

i hope that happens with isff and pdb, i hope that history will burry any names they ever had and that no one will remember them for anything. You dont even deserve to be remembered for the harm you caused the trans community. You will be forgotten and you will die forgotten :)

[pmddumb]

No one fucking cares about my art and I'll never be able to get a sustainable job through it. What's the fucking point in living in a world that fucking hates me.

[pmddumb]

I wish I hadn't made any friends so that I could die and no one would give a shit

[rhythm-of-lesbianism]

banning trans women from the olympics is bad because they’re banning trans women from the olympics. full stop. really nothing else needs to be added to this sentence. it’s discriminatory and wrong to ban trans women from the olympics, and it would be regardless of how this might effect some cis women. why is every post about this focused on the cis women, instead of how alarmingly transmisogynistic this is?

[pmddumb]

Because this affects intersex people and intersex issues should also be acknowledged. Transmysogyney is not worse then intersexism they are equally as bad and I'm tired of people acting like we have it better then trans people when we fucking don't.

[pmddumb]

I'm so fucking tired of hypocriitcial bastards I hope ID5's next game gets its files corrupted and she has to start from scratch i hope every single person that planned to work with her cuts ties I hope that every person of color she ignored gets justice and I hope she loses the rights to her game and she loses everything else in her life

[pmddumb]

Tumblr community stop being an intersexist piece of shit website for two fucking seconds. Yes trans women are being mass banned right now that fucking sucks but I've seen so many people acting like they're the only victims to tumblrs bigotry when multiple intersex blogs have been termed. Stop acting like we don't fucking exist and stop blaming trans men for tumblrs transphobia. Of course the solution to transphobia is more fucking transphobia with an extra helping on intersex erasure GO OUTSIDE AND TAKE A BREAK AND MEET PEOPLE WHO ARE COOL STOP PUNCHING SIDEWAYS