The day had been agonizing. Perhaps Carter shouldn’t have taken his entire shift off, because otherwise, maybe he wouldn’t have been given the chance to fixate and second guess every little decision under the sun. Dress shirt or casual? Tie or bare throat? Cologne or au naturale? His hyperfixating was a little insane, he knew, but this was also his first true re-emergence into the dating pool since his accident, and he presently felt as if he didn’t have a life vest or a single floatation device. He knew Andrea liked him, but what if this was when she finally got wise?
Relax, you idiot, he irritably thought. This is a date, not a marriage proposal.
After this not-so-rousing pep talk, he’d decided on a pull-over on top of his dress shirt, no tie, and just a little bit of cologne — something that made an effort, but without seeming desperate. Hopefully that was the last of the evening’s decisions…
There was never anything more awkward than waiting for someone in public. Carter kept shifting around. He paced from one end of the restaurant entryway to the other, pretending to look at his phone anytime someone walked by, before ultimately dropping the charade in favor of pacing even harder.
It’s fine, it’s fine, she’s not even late yet, relax, she’s going to show up.
Soon proving him correct, Carter grinded to a halt once he saw a familiar face beaming at him amidst her approach, his pulse hop-skipping as he swallowed. Andrea’s palm smoothed across his shirt, and he resisted the urge to touch her, to take her hand, and somewhere amidst his open gawking he realized she’d paid him a compliment.
“Oh…nice,” he stammered. “As in, you look it. Tonight. Er…always.”
Good God, he was off to an excellent start.
Flushing, he laughed. “Sorry… I may’ve had the day off, but I had a bit of a wild morning, and I think it’s scrambled my brain. I got locked out of my apartment before I had the chance to even pick out an outfit for tonight, so I had to crawl in through my window via the fire escape. I’m amazed no one called the cops.”
Expression softening, the warmth in his face traveled down to settle inside his chest. “You look beautiful.” Was that too much? “If you’ve got all the beauty and the brains, what do I even have to bring to the table here?”
Chuckling, he held out his arm to her. “I hope you don’t mind, but I already got us a table. I figured you’d want one of the ones directly over-looking the water, so…” He pointed upward. “I ended up buying out the top floor. That way, if I make a complete ass of myself, you'll be the only one to witness it... And maybe a bunch of gossipy wait staff.”