Devillia🖤

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[pockydemolisher579]

Safe

Can I come to you when something is wrong When I have so many feelings that it’s over flowing? When my thoughts get scary or don’t make sense Are you safe? Is it too burdensome? Is it too much? I’d understand, as they are for me too sometimes. But I know someone would say yes, I know someone wants to know. Cause I want to be that place for someone too. In the meantime the pages are loud I wonder how yours sound; as we enjoy the experience that is you and also me. 🖤

[fatimazainab]

Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[pockydemolisher579]

I’m incredibly frustrated I’m pretty intelligent with my communication (always improving). I know what I want and what I feel. I feel overall mature in that…. I’ve been trying to work on embracing the negative qualities about myself (shadow self) but tell me this.

I have so much love to give… when it comes to love I mean…. I can’t give enough… my cup runneth over with love. I can give love to a friend, my family, give a little to myself and still have enough to give to a stranger. But why is it when someone want to love me… when some tries to compliment me, praise/worship me, explain why they care…. I can’t receive it. I don’t know what to do with your kind words or actions… my body shakes with fear, cries- and my mind fights it; telling me it’s all lies… to run, don’t trust them this is temporary too. I can give all the love but receiving it is a whole different ball game. I don’t want to be like this… I fight it but I’m still scared and when I try and explain it to the other person I feel like a burden or I’ve ruined a, what could’ve been, special moment.

[remanence-of-love]

[silent-insanities]

I can't be yours if you won't be mine.

[4mtns]

The moon? She‘s always been loyal to me.

[pockydemolisher579]

My over thoughts tell me “when you go out there it’ll be like a long good bye…. And when you come home he’ll never talk to you again…. He only talks to you out of obligation.” And I’m scared I’ll be right. But also, I have to accept that. And I’m hurting myself, I could ask…. But I’m scared he’d lie to me. It’s no one’s fault but my own. I hate my mind sometimes… often times….

[animeromance23]

[animeromance23]

@citate

[lonergirlmonologue]

"i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time."

[cravingmoremangacaps]

[pockydemolisher579]

How my OCD thoughts be sometimes 🙂‍↕️

[poetryforall]

[vexheart]

[pockydemolisher579]

Anxiety management

I am doing better at managing myself 🤗 I’ve made plans reminding myself of my hobbies and interest and I’m working on making/maintaining Time to do said hobbies and interest I don’t want to lose myself again. I hope you find a way too… and give yourself grace. I’m working on it too…. 🖤☺️

[princesschub]

Finally got inspired to draw again thanks to this incredible book I am reading by T Thorn Coyle ~ Evolutionary Witchcraft. I’ve been practicing for a few months now and it’s been making me such a positive and peaceful person~ I highly recommend for anyone interested in the Craft- particularly the Feri tradition 🌸💖

[nicostiel]

[rheashann-blog]

Billelis

[neckkiss]

Leon