I miss your voice, so soft and lilting,
Your face, so kind and gorgeous
Your body, so connected to mine
But mostly I miss how you made me feel
So in love and hopeful

Love Begins

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I miss your voice, so soft and lilting,
Your face, so kind and gorgeous
Your body, so connected to mine
But mostly I miss how you made me feel
So in love and hopeful
BLEED
i play things loud
until my ears bleed
hoping it will drown out
the voices
SHES GONE
she told me she loved me
she was ready to try
her voice slightly slurring
to get rid of that guy
she told me she loved me
that she still thought of me
i smiled so wide
it is meant to be
she told me she loved me
and hung up the phone
thought she’d be back
how could I have known
Die
want to die
can’t tell them why
what if they cry
selfless to the I
drink more she said
drink more to bed
liver done
she’s won
Longer
a day longer
goes by so quick
a day longer
makes me feel so sick
Rocks
rocks against her window
feeling alone
she peeks out and then goes
feeling alone
staring a second longer
feeling alone
hurt making his bones hurt
feeling alone
What the Fuck
what the fuck is happiness
I don’t fucking know
a person around you?
and girls galore?
what the fuck does that mean
when I’m away from it all
only my thoughts in my head
thoughts starting to call
a much darker demon
than I like to acknowledge
he’s so fucking real
and killing my courage
Broken in Two
a heart together
once broken in two
collapsed forever
pain shooting through
RAIN
after the rain the flowers bloom
after the rain your heart blooms too
i feel so alone
nobody calls me at my
home
i wish she knew she’s on mind
not just now but all the time
i know she doesn’t feel alone
too many people call her
phone
i was just another
guy
no longer top of her
line
and it’s killing me inside
that she can find another
man
that she’s not broken up
and sad
she’s not wishing for my hand
she’s not missing my hand
but I feel so alone
nobody calls me at my
home
i wish she knew she’s on mind
not just now but all the time
so I crawl back into bed
all these thoughts crash through my
head
about us so long ago
broken down
i’m moving slow
i’m moving sooooo slooooooow
DAM
the pain inside
begs to be released
like the water from a fire hydrant
one screw away from tightness
how do I deal
with a current so strong?
swelling the dams
i meticulously installed
but like the ocean
battling the overhanging cliffs for a thousand years
the cement blocks I put in place
wither
and are slowly washed away
COMMITMENT
a thought mostly malignant
burrows through
shows her my true
commitment
DEATH
i feel dead inside
wrong people free
others die
entirely
hopelessness abound
no wonders ever found
the hurt of yesteryear
awakening forgotten fear
tried and true
says me to you
there is no justice
only the touches
of the hooded man
TRACES
her lips
left traces
upon my chest
shit
i guess that’s it
it’s been a while
since her touch
the traces fading
no longer much
a drink goes down
one two three four
erasing the thoughts
as I reach the floor
she’s happy
i scream
internally bleeding
you’re not
the reply
as my soul is leaving
two more
down the gullet
the shadows lengthening
a knock at the door
my eyes
a blazing
is it her
my brains rushes
as I spring to my feet
NO
it’s the floor
my head
was beating
the door remains shut
VIBE
all this heartbreak
breaks me down
leaving a mess
easily found
so let’s not talk
or smoke
or vibe
let’s just be
two beings
alive
RUNNING
the pain in my head
is to real
forcing forward
a true spiel
forcing a drink
a smoke
more...
kneel
kneel to these vices
morticians prices
are too steep
these vices are to steep
alive or dead
both fill me with dread
I can’t stop thinking
it’d be easy to be lead
lead of a bullet
entering my head
as I fled
the truth of these desires
no more running
MEMORIES
that first sip
familiar and sweet
bringing back memories
of that trip
another glass
two maybe more
and the memories fade
as I sink to the floor