Poems To Scorch The Soul

"I am an invisible girl who falls for boys that shine like stars" - emptieds

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Christiann Koepke | @christiannkoepke

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you have been blessed

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[poemstoscorchthesoul]

I thought that you might have actually liked me but I see now that it was all just a lie. Why would someone every like me? I'm disgusting and mean and a bitch who has too many issues. No one would ever want me. I don't want me. I just want to die. I don't want to have to live anymore. I want to die. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't deserve to live

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

God I feel like I can't fucking function right now. I don't know what to do and I'm dying inside right now. I feel sad and tired and hurt and alone. I feel so alone. I've felt alone for so long and then you came and it was less so, but now I'm right back where I started. I can't get attached to people anymore because all they do is hurt you and leave you alone even if they're right there. They don't care and they never will. You were too much and even though they said they could handle it they lied. They all lied.

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

You let the people you love hurt you.

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

Everything was shit and then last night you made it okay. Now you don't care anymore and I don't know what to do. I feel like my heart is being crushed and I can't breathe. You said you don't feel like it today well what does that mean? I'm so tired and no amount of sleep can fix this fatigue.

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

I feel like killing myself again.

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

Fuck man. I hate that I get jealous so easily and that is so insecure but I just can't fucking help it. Like I know that all my feelings and insecurities aren't fake. I know this is how it really is. You fucking like her more than me. Everyone always like her more than me. She's my best fucking friend and I love her to death but it's always her. I fucking hate myself. He doesn't care about me so why should I care about myself either. Who cares anymore

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

I want fucking kill myself. I always do.

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

Lol I want to kill myself

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

I feel like I'm going crazy

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

I am miserable and I wanna kill myself

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

Lol I wanna die

[poemstoscorchthesoul]

LOL LIFE IS GREAT I WANT TO DIE