"now everyone can be happy!"

MOVED TO @WOULDHOPE!

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moving!

My Sayori will now be on @wouldhope!

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moving!

My Sayori will now be on @wouldhope!

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      I think I’m gonna be moving this blog to my muse hub hmm

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     “Ooh, Christmas is almost here! I’m gonna get gifts for all my friends~”

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“you look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.”

                                    ( worried starters ) accepting! 

     “Empty...? I-... I’m sorry, Yuri...”

      Guilt floods her heart when Yuri tells her she’s worried - Was she not acting happy enough? The last thing she wanted was for her friends to feel bad, but... She couldn’t deny that she’d been feeling worse than usual. Her medicine didn’t seem to be working anymore, and ever since she’d brought her childhood friend to the literature club, she somehow felt even more lonely. She knew all her friends liked him better. She knew she was just an annoying nuisance, especially compared to him...

     Blue eyes nervously dart around the room, looking just about everywhere but into the face of her friend. She had never been all that good at lying, fidgeting with her hands as she tried to think up something- anything to say, anything that would make Yuri feel better. Where had all her happy thoughts gone...?

     “But don’t worry about me! I’m perfectly fine, see?”

     Her smile is perfectly rehearsed, but she can’t stop the tears from streaming down her cheeks, as hard as she tried to blink them back. Those THOUGHTS wouldn’t leave her head - Why couldn’t they just get out?!

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worried starters

trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )

“You haven’t slept for days, have you?” “Are you eating properly? You don’t look it.” “Why do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?” “You need to think about yourself every once in a while.” “I know your work is important, but you’re going to end up in hospital if you go on like this!” “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?” “You look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.” “Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.” “How did you get these bruises? Please don’t lie to me.” “There’s something bothering you that you’re not telling me and I can see it slowly destroying you. What happened?” “You’re sleep deprived and you haven’t been eating. Why do you think you’re feeling dizzy?” “I can give you some pills to help you sleep. They aren’t healthy, but this is even less healthy.” “If you didn’t just blink I would’ve sworn you were dead, that’s how sickly you’re looking. Go to bed, please!” “Have you drank all of these bottles in one weekend?!” “I know you don’t want this, but it’s for your own good. Sign the papers so they can pick you up tomorrow and you can get clean.” “What the hell are you doing?! Did you do that to yourself?!” “When was the last time you left the house? Or opened the curtains for that matter.” “Here, just keep breathing. It’ll be okay. Better out than in…” “This can’t go on like this! You’re not eating, you’re not sleeping, you barely talk!” “I’m sorry. I went through your room and found this. Explain what the hell this is doing in your room!” “I thought you’d quit! How long have you been lying to me?” “I’m only trying to help and right now I think I have a much better idea of what you need than you do.” “Did you take anything? Why are you passing out? Hey! Stay with me!”

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festivefirewall‌: 

A nervous energy ran through him, he never was one to talk to girls that often, and if he did, it was with a stuttery tone and plenty amount of fear in his voice.

“Wh-White hat hackers are like hackers who break into computers, white hats are just the ones that do good.”

Hearing her tell her talent was something of a comfort, as it made him feel a bit more comfortable, it wasn’t exactly a very popular art. 

“Y’know, I’m something of a poet myself.”

     “ Ooh, I see! So they’re the elite hackers! ”

     She giggled, noticing the nervousness in his voice. Sayori didn’t think she was intimidating or anything, but she chose not to think too much about it and shrugged it off. At his mentioning that he was a poet as well, her face lights up - Poetry was considerably less popular than other forms of art, so it wasn’t often she found poets outside of her friend group.

     “ Really? That’s awesome! I’m so happy there’s another poet here~ I’d love to read your work sometime! ”

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                               @festivefirewall wants to hang out!

     “ Super High School Level... White hat hacker? ”

     Her brows furrowed in confusion upon learning his talent, having no idea what ‘white hat hacker’ meant. She only had a vague idea of what a hacker even did, seeing as she’d never been very good with technology, so she was totally lost. Still, despite her confusion, she kept up her usual cheerful demeanor, giving him a bright smile.

     “ Well, it’s nice to meet you! I’m the Super High School Level Poet myself, ehehehe... ”

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                                 @ornateknives wants to hang out!

     “ Hey, Yuri, do you have any, um... Book recommendations? I’ve been trying to expand my horizons a little bit, and I haven’t really read any horror books.”

     She asked, a tad more shyly than usual. Her head was telling her that Yuri would be annoyed with her for asking, that she should’ve just looked it up online or something and that she shouldn’t be bothering her, but... Her desire to befriend Yuri and help her come out of her shell was stronger than any of her worrying thoughts.

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                      ( @swanwinged-princess wants to hang out! )

     “ Woah-! Aren’t you the PRINCESS? What are you doing here? ”

     Sayori’s village was rather small and unimportant after all, so she couldn’t imagine what business royalty would have here. Still, despite her confusion she was FASCINATED by the princess, blue eyes wide with amazement. Things like this only happened once in a lifetime, after all!

      “ O-oh, sorry, I didn’t introduce myself! I’m Sayori! It’s a pleasure to meet you!”

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     Anyways, since I’m trying to get back on here, LIKE this for a starter!

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     WOAH WHAT - 100+ followers? Thank you so much, everyone!! I know I haven’t been very active, but I’ll do my best to get back on here more often!

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