Ennui

I'm Sony, I consider my tumblr page as my diary, all the pictures here are my vibe and what I really like, all the words that I reblog are feelings I couldn’t put by myself into words, those words that I reblog are what I feel and what goes on in my head.👉Little bit about me; i like being alone, im lost but I like searching for something, depressed,crazy,angry and bored person. I like poetry,vodka,wine,whisky,weed,fast cars,games,winter,summer,night, nature and all kinds of art.Most of my time i spend at home playing video games,watching youtube videos,tv shows and movies. I can be really nice and sweet person and I can be heartless sadistic bastard.There is bright and dark side in me, Sometimes I’m really mean and I hate it and sometimes I’m truly good, I keep it to myself and I feel content. I love smoking weed, and sometimes I'm down to get drunk. I'm really bored all the time and dont know what to say and what to do or where to go and what to do with my life, I could’ve killed myself many times already because of pressure of life and my worries and fears, so because of that I don’t take life seriously because if I’m willing to die may I at least have some good fucking fun and whatever happens, happens, I’m goofy idiot messing around not giving a fuck, laughing at things that most people take seriously,I’m just trying to make my journey to death fun and with virtue because I appreciate this life and would love to live it with quality.

[nekakvamivodaideizoci]

“I tried to hide the pain, behind the quotes I found behind the words I wrote behind the books I read and behind all those music I listened, but it keeps coming back to find solace, in my aching soul.”

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[thoughtkick]

“If you’re brave enough to say “goodbye” life will reward you with a new “hello”.”

— Paulo Coelho

[quotefeeling]

“I am a different person to different people. Annoying to one. Talented to another. Quiet to a few. Unknown to a lot. But who am I, to me?”

— Unknown

[vintage-tigre]

[dark-angels666]

[obojena-zutom-bojom]

“It’s all romanticism, nonsense, rottenness, art.”

— Ivan Turgenev, Fathers and Sons (via liquidlightandrunningtrees)

[perrfectly]

[mournfulroses]

Marina Tsvetaeva, from a letter to Boris Pasternak featured in Letters, Summer 1926

[minimalistquotes]

You're not grown until you know how to communicate, apologize, be truthful and accept accountability without blaming someone else.

[sleyozz]

everyone is going through daily struggles, just be kind and respectful

[lesfressange89]

[feelingsoftheday]

they think u tryna win arguments whole time u just want them to understand you

[iheartmolly]

[equatorjournal]

[7hachihcah]

Me and my love for isolation against the world

[infermiiterol]

log in loser, we're going girlblogging

[mismostoned-blog]