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Who gives a flying fuck? 🐝

[polistescarnifex]

Alter information to be updated

Ivel ÷ Cis Guy ÷ Persecutor ÷ SEE e8

Im the one using this blog. maybe the other will join.

System information

Two members ÷ Traumagenic ÷ Diagnosed

Use username to refer to both. or Lex.

[polistescarnifex]

When the position of being anti-self diagnosis is brought up, the person who disagrees almost always jumps to the classism argument: but poor, internet self-diagnosis has led to rampant misinformation, ableism, and invalidation against people who have been professionally diagnosed. I am not saying i am firmly anti or pro, i am saying it should be noted that an issue of possible bigotry goes both ways.

[polistescarnifex]

DID is not a feeling: Alters are separate individuals within one brain, not feeling like a different person. Nor is it simply "being multiple people", which often gets the disorder confused with masking and/or personas.

[blogger-from-mars-3]

"masking and/or personas" is not the same as "being multiple people". alters (or headmates, parts, members, whatever you wish to call them) are separate individuals within one brain. which is "being multiple people".

DID also includes things like amnesia and struggle with memory recall and other trauma-related symptoms, which means it's not just "alter disorder", it's a trauma disorder with the aspect of "you're multiple people", aka having alters. otherwise, if you weren't a system but you had PTSD, you'd be considered someone with PTSD. and if you're a system without PTSD, you're just endogenic.

[polistescarnifex]

I cannot tell if you're trying to disagree with me because none of these points contradict what i said. i also did not say masking/personas are being multiple people, quite the opposite, or that DID is only being a system, quite the opposite yet again.

[polistescarnifex]

DID is not a feeling: Alters are separate individuals within one brain, not feeling like a different person. Nor is it simply "being multiple people", which often gets the disorder confused with masking and/or personas.

[polistescarnifex]

One day tumblr will have yellow text

[polistescarnifex]

Anti-endo discourse is mind-numbing. honestly, i rather a person openly state they don't have the disorder while claiming part of the experience than, a person saying with their full chest, heart, and soul that they have the disorder: while all their 'members' have the same traits, friends, partners, hobbies, gendered attractions, ways of speaking, along with no identifiable amnesia that would occur in at least, OSDD-1A.

This conversation is useless if the ones speaking on it, should not be.

[polistescarnifex]

As far as I am concerned, the latter is the same as what is called an endogenic system: But endogenic users possess the awareness to not call it a disorder.

[polistescarnifex]

Anti-endo discourse is mind-numbing. honestly, i rather a person openly state they don't have the disorder while claiming part of the experience than, a person saying with their full chest, heart, and soul that they have the disorder: while all their 'members' have the same traits, friends, partners, hobbies, gendered attractions, ways of speaking, along with no identifiable amnesia that would occur in at least, OSDD-1A.

This conversation is useless if the ones speaking on it, should not be.

[polistescarnifex]

The DID community is overrun by fakers and it makes it impossible to exist. theres no space for people actually struggling with the disorder. will talk about this more. i have years worth of personal experience and heard other personal stories to back this up but come at me if you want. it makes no difference to me