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Fyodor x Male reader (Part 2)

(Sorry for a sudden change....... but let's enjoy it from Fyodor's POV)

While I caressed his back I felt his breath slowing down with each sobs getting weaker. Didn't know why I kept wanting to stay just like that . Even eternity seemed like a glance for me, but it couldn't be the same for him, so I had to ask," Excuse me for the trouble, you must be tired, allow me to take you to the bed....." But abruptly he replied with raspy and broken voice,"Please let me see you play more......if it doesn't ruin your pleasure..... may I get one more? Please...."........"How can I refuse such a sweet request?"...........

Despite the bow being in my hand and cello infront of me I could feel my heart and mind being driven to his vision ..... The way he looked at me, as if someone looking to the divine light....... so ironical when I am playing Bach's 'come, sweet death'.....

Probably it was a great idea to let him be like that but humans tend to be detached from reality, "You don't have to sit on the floor like that, let's go to the room you need rest right?"......but I couldn't say any further when I felt his warm hands grazing from my knees to the hand holding the bow......and that sweet yet deep, addictive voice said,"Why is it that whenever I feel you to be distant like some god, you say something so mundane..... as if you are so close to my reach...... yet you feel so far..... so untouchable.....why?"........

I felt a lump in my throat and could only utter,"Maybe my coldness ?"...... "Then in exchange of granting life..... please take my warmth..... please make me colder .....I deserve to...."....... The sentence remained incomplete as he shivered under my cold lips.....Though he asked for my coldness I could only feel myself to get burned under his large palms...... as if he crossed the line but doesn't want to either...... I couldn't help but chuckle within his lips,"How contradictory ...... take me ......"......"y/n ....my name is y/n"..... "Take me y/n"..... and again I started to melt in the hotness while he kept kissing me .......

Heat kept rising when we went to the bed. Never expected a human to be so immersed yet grounded. And that's what surprised me the more. After climbing to bed and taking the clothes off with delicacy, y/n put my head on the bed gently and started kissing my hair, forehead, eyes, nose, lips, jaws, neck, Adam's apple, my chest, my abdomen, my thighs, feet- all felt to be on fire...... if it wasn't enough, he started to lick my feet as if he wants shelter beside my feet like the devotee wants beside the savior. His hot tongue worked on reverse. Slowly from feet to thighs, belly button...... I couldn't help but arch my back on the sensation, voice kept coming....... as if my reactions weren't under my control...... just like the audience get lost in the music, but I vow I never imagined myself to be among the spectators......beholding such a moment. For the whole time he never said a single word ..... just gently caressed me wherever I liked, as if we were doing telepathy. Suddenly to my surprise he kissed me long and deep, seemed like he was swallowing my moans. After breaking the kiss, he said while panting, "Please call my name ..... please let me have the opportunity to be called by that sweet voice"........ "y/n....." ....... I felt warm tears spilling on my chest...... I dragged his cheeks close to me and again called his name,"Y/n"...... and then kissed him to let him swallow and enjoy my voice......then suddenly I felt an unexpected thing down there..... but I couldn't care less, cause now it was my turn to swallow his moans...... he kept thrusting and we kept screaming in out mouths. He seemed to not to let go my lips. And his desire through chivalry made me weaker and led me to my limit ..... but unfortunately he didn't even let my voice out properly as our lips and tongue remained still linked. And after giving some more honey kisses to my torso he seemed to give me break.

The only thing that could be heard was heavy breath. His face still red to the tip of ears and panting. Still he didn't say anything. I called to him with my weak voice,"Y/n?"....... Suddenly I felt his lips on mine ...... hungry, desperate this time...... his tongue kept filling my mouth even sucking my tongue. Then came the trouble..... I started to feel his fangs graze on my body. Then in raspy voice he said,"Can I get another taste?..... this pale, inhuman body......(kiss on the chest)..... these develish red eyes (kiss on tge eye lids) .......these slender beautiful hands....(kiss on the wrists)..... voice ( kiss of Adam's apple)....."..... and he couldn't say anymore as his lips trailed kisses on my neck.

" Y/n you are gonna make me crazy with you "...... and again lips met each other desperately......... he suddenly broke the kiss just to devour me from inside..... his slick mouth, tongue worked on my shaft and sucked as if draining all my energy. I couldn't control my voice."Ahh......ahh..... y/n.....y/n....Ahh"..... everytime he sucked I couldn't help but call his name...... why .... why does it feels so good when I call your name..... y/n asked me the same question with his glazing eyes...... then I felt my limbs breaking apart..... and came out of breath. I wanted to yell his name at top of my lungs but couldn't when he started to lick my lips like tasting honey. Again thrusts started to tear me apart..... with each one I called his name......"Y/n "..... "Y/n......Hah!! Hah!! "Y/n"..... and then I felt him come apart for me ....... and he let himself lean on my frail body. While catching breath I felt his arms draping my body with all comforting warmth and caressing it slick with sweat and still out of strength........

(I know I haven't written that much good for being a novice ..... if you enjoyed it feel free to read the previous part. Sorry for any type of mistakes and let me hear your advices to get better. Thank You. Part 3 will come soon)

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Fyodor x Male reader (Part 1)

Your vision blurring with stinging ache in your side and blood oozing from it as well as the portrait of the person standing in front of you with his hand stretched towards to you and you feel the sound of his footsteps also fainting making you think "Its certainly for my own good and for all that death is the only companion of my alone numb body"........ But unfortunately that last companion also betrayed you when you finally realized that you are lying on someone's bed and your grave wound has been already treated. As far as your vision goes you could only see brown and black and mild golden light coming from the open windows that got reflected on the nearby gramophone and the environment romanticized with classical music. Your hazy eyes wandering here and there and suddenly crack of opening the door can be heard and came in that same portrait whom you vaguely remember before losing consciousness. Alone the presence of that figure made you shiver to your bones and you wanted to run away far from that devil..... as if a natural instinct of your body....... as well as you didn't wanted to make a single move that could throw you in danger caused from his subtle offence and thus tension and terror grew as you became weak ....... "What does this person want from me? Why am I alive? I need to run .... I need to ..... my sides! No... I need to calm down .... Calm down.... He has such a murderous aura..... why am I alive? I need to run.... need to....."

"Pleasure to see you are doing well now", said the man while soothing your burning cheeks and face already drenched from sweat. "Are......",

"Yes?"........

"Are you the one who aided my wounds?"

With a smile the person replied, "Ah! Well if you'd excuse me for my rudeness that I didn't explain anything. My name's Fyodor Dostoevsky. And yes I brought you here after you were breathing your last from pain". ..........

"Breathing my last ...... sigh!" came out of your mouth as an aching smile naturally got curved on your face.

"Well isn't that what a human is supposed to do?"........

Suddenly all that fear confusion was obliterated from your heart by that speech and that smile on his face. the same person despite of sitting so close to you, wiping your face, arms, chest, legs felt so mysterious yet not distant at that single moment .......... or maybe the Lacrimosa of Mozart was toying with your emotions in such environment , you thought. You slowly reached for his hand that was currently on your feet, "That's enough, please I don't want the person to touch my feet who saved my life. You have done much for me. How may I repay your favor?"........

"Yes I wouldn't be happier enough to get repaid by saving your life but that's not possible until you recover right?"

You were a bit frustrated too on how right he was, of course you need rest right now especially if this repayment comes to involving your ability .........

You remained lied on that bed while watching the golden light of dusk fading into silvery moonlight. But your mind and heart was contrary to the calm, soft and lonely environment ...... full with the concern of future that you hated the most and suddenly all the thoughts got distracted by the melody of cello coming from the next room .......

"Nocturne of Chopin!"

You felt the pain a bit less thanks to his treatment and wanted to see who was playing. You peaked through the half opened door and fell on your knees as you saw your savior playing such gracefully. You could vow to the name of lord that this was the most sorrowful melody that was giving you pain in such a beautiful way, like sweet poison that you enjoyed by watching it from afar, tears weren't under your control anymore. As the sobbing got harder he stopped playing........

"If this melody made you express your emotion then probably I am successful and proficient in playing this instrument", said the player with the same smile.

"How can a person be so dangerous and so graceful at the same time?".... you wondered as tears still dripping on the floor.

"Come here".........

You didn't want to but your legs as if moved by themselves but ironically as you got closer to him your knees got weaker and when you finally gave up to your weakness you felt a couple of arms embracing you. You couldn't care less about who and why ..... you just wanted to shed your tears within those frail arms and cold palms caressing your back. Maybe it really was the music that was influencing your gush of emotions.......

(Apology for any type of mistakes. Part 2 will come soon. Please enjoy if you like it)

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Tsukishima x y/n

"Look this may sound out of blue but I want a favor from you......" Tsukishima said with such hesitation that it was frustrating y/n ...... he continued," Well ....are you ....I mean do you ...do...".....y/n knew this was so unlike him, she smacked his arms and said," I know it's not like you to ask favors but I have painting classes Tsukishima so be quick!!"..... and then with annoyed tone he finally spilled the words,"Are you dating someone right now?"......y/n was too stunned to speak .....after functioning the question she just asked,"Why do you ask?".....Tsukishima's frown deepened as he got to the problem......"Look, you know that many ones used Yamaguchi to get to me that hurt him in middle school, even I was frustrated too but thankfully it stopped in high school ......but ....but ".......Tsukishima clenching his fists said," Now again this is happening, someone is stalking me and I need you to....."......y/n never saw Tsukishima this frustrated maybe cause it was hampering his study and volleyball and even maybe causing trouble for Yamaguchi passively......she interrupted Tsukishima and said as if snatching his words," So you need me so that the stalker can get the wrong idea and give up on you ......"....."Yes, look I don't wanna......"......"Yes as you are the only memeber to keep your team grounded with your calm and collected strategies and as Yamaguchi is the captain......you don't wanna get bothered in the final year......I understand "......it felt like they were doing telepathy when again y/n said the words that Tsukishima was about to say," So we need to exchange numbers I guess....."......Tsukishima was happy that he asked for help from his familiar friend....... after exchanging numbers he bowed with gratitude,"Looking forward to it ", and then with a sappy voice,"Ms. Girlfriend "......y/n also didn't miss the chance to tease him," Well as you don't have any experience it's good that you came to me .....you need to learn a lot "......this definitely snapped a nerve in Tsukishima still he was grateful to y/n.

After returning home from painting class y/n felt buzzing her phone with blue light of message and as she checked she saw it coming from Tsukishima........

Tsukishima: So what's your plan genius?? I'm already getting weird messages......do something quickly

Y/n: Oh sorry I was busy .....couldn't give it a thought.....

Tsukishima: Ahhh..... too busy to be girlfriend I guess......

Y/n : Maybe.....haha.....well I have a idea , how about we study in library together and then can grab some coffee......this seems productive and will seem like a date too.....

Tsukishima: Yes sounds quite good ......so when are we meeting?

Y/n: How about 10 a.m.?

Tsukishima: OK

Y/n took a fresh bath, slomped on the bed and unconsciously started ruminating her thoughts, "Tsukishima and I just have been knowing each other as childhood friends.....but never acted like that as he seemed so distant and enjoying his alone time with his headphones and I also got carried away with my desire to pursue a career in painting .....oh yeah I heard from Yamaguchi last that Tsukishima was eventually enjoying volleyball......good for him ...... ah yes he told me about their Spring Tournament.....too bad I couldn't make it to cheer them........and as Tsukishima and I are on different classes we never had any chance for these friendly things .....I guess......this may be a good opportunity to catch up to him ......maybe....". Suddenly y/n jolted with the sound of alarm....." Oh it's already 7 o clock .....I didn't even realize when I fell asleep!!"

Y/n reached infront of the library and saw Tsukishima standing in front of the library wearing a beige sweater shirt with brown court......seeing him in casual outfit brought back memories ....."Sorry to make you waiting ".......then came out the stingy Tsukishima, "Oh my my.....so my girlfriend has dressed up so nicely just for me....should I give you compliment !!".....y/n forced a smile on her annoyed look and said,"Now, now don't act like a kid ....let's go".....The pretending couple got their seats but as y/n had this habit of skimming through every shelves on the whole floor, she didn't take her seat and started looking through the shelves.....though she knew it was a weird thing, she couldn't help it.....suddenly she noticed the book she wanted to read and hopped to get as it was too high to reach, but careful to make no noise.....suddenly she felt Tsukishima standing behind her and then saw Tsukishima's hand reaching for the same book and he gave the book to her.....y/n stood there clutching to the book and lost in thought, "Ah yes he always has been tall .....but now I literally realize how grown up he has....."......after some time y/n took her seat and Tsukishima noticed that they both were studying English.......2 hours passed and they came out to grab coffee......"So where are we gonna go ?"....."Oh don't worry about any cafe .....we will just buy coffee and sit in a special place".......Tsukishima stood there annoyed as he felt so dumb for not having any clue of y/n's plans.....after getting coffee y/n started to drag Tsukishima by his wrist and when they reached their destination Tsukishima almost yelled with realization, " Wow this lake side .....this tree ......we used to kill time here .....you remember?"....."Yes I do and also that you said that this was your favorite place"..... replying to him y/n mumbled to herself," And now that I am with you this place is bringing so many memories..."....."What??".....Tsukishima questioned as he couldn't hear it but y/n dramatically teased him,"Oh god! My boyfriend doesn't pay attention to my words!"....."OK ok Mrs girlfriend let's sit and finish our coffee ".......after sitting on the green grass y/n took out her bento, " I have brought sandwiches.....let's eat together "....... not with a high pitched, impressed voice but both of them with a soft low "Itadakimasu" started eating ....after finishing meal y/n took out her sketchbook and started sketching but continued talking with Tsukishima,"So I couldn'task you back then ......how long are you planningto keep this thing...?".....Tsukishima with a dramatic sigh said, "Alas!! My girlfriend is already planning to dump me!!'.......but y/n remained unhinged......."Well I'm thinking to continue it for 3 months ......that should be enough......I don't want to get misunderstood in school"........y/n replied,"Well we can do these just outside school and pretend that we don'tknow each other in school".......she continued, "So it's been a while.....how's the club going?".....Then they started to share their daily moments......ridiculous moments, happy moments......y/n laughed so hard when she got to know how Tsukishima suffered while teaching Kageyama and Hinata for exams......she gave a satisfied look when she heard how Yamaguchi has progressed.....Tsukishima asked, "BTW what about you ? Busy with something?"....."Well it's nothing a big deal .....leave it".....Tsukishima also wanted to ask about something else but seeing y/n engrossed in sketching dropped the idea..... then only the sound of scratching of pencil could be heard as y/n kept sketching and Tsukishima enjoyed the moment with headphones on......

After 2 hours....y/n called for him," I guess we should call it a day.....thank you ".......Tsukishima said," same here"......

It was 9 o clock y/n was fully engrossed into finishing her painting and jolted with surprise when she suddenly heard the buzz of her phone......there she saw message from Tsukishima....

Tsukishima: Thanks for today .......the messages have stopped .....BTW we should do this more often.....

Y/n: Wow......you liked it !! Then how about next week .....I also have to pop into some art stores for materials and then we can go to the cafe near there.....that's a good one......

Tsukishima: So Mrs girlfriend doesn't want to study anymore .....just wants to spend time with me....

Y/n:So that's a no?

Tsukishima: Wait ,wait,I didn't say no ...so when ?

Y/n: At 10 o clock?

Tsukishima: OK I'll be waiting infront of your home

Y/n : OK

"Wait......how does Tsukishima know my address? Ah yes we used to watch documentaries on dinosaur in my home together......so nostalgic"....y/n got up and started fidgeting the box of video tapes......"Ah there it is!! He used to rewatch it everyday...."..y/n smiled mixed with happines and slight sadness that even she wasn't aware of....

That pretending date was also enjoyed by the fake couple.....even after getting home, the side profile of y/n couldn't get out of Tsukishima's head while she was investigating the brushes, colours......she looked so alive yet so calm just like the colours she looked through.......

Time flew by with these pretend datings full of silence, sketching, small conversations, meals, headphones and soft smiles.....the most unique part of this dating was both of them just remained silent and that was the most enjoyable thing for both of them.....though both of them preferred solo time spending but suprisingly were getting into it......week days became just like these......Tsukishima also stopped getting messages from that stalker ....... 2 months were about to pass smoothly untill that incident happened.......

One day Tsukishima found a letter in his shoe locker that didn't seem to be a love letter for sure.....as soon as he read it he felt his blood boiling......

" I know you have been dating that girl......I guess this letter has proven that I know your school .....I cannot assure what can happen to her if you date her further........so stop meeting her and we shall meet soon"......

This kept Tsukishima distracted the whole day be it in study or blocking spikes......he just wanted to meet y/n as soon as possible .....after club activities finished he waited outside art club and when saw y/n coming out with her friends.....immediately grabbed her hand and said,"Let's go home together". Y/n was too stunned to speak ......she didn't get it as he dragged her to her home...."Why did he suddenly do this in school ?".....y/n kept asking this question in her mind.......After reaching y/n's home Tsukishima just said, "From now on we'll be coming home together "......y/n couldn't grasp everything ......."Wait....wait.....we need to talk about this .....let's meet this weekend at 5p.m. in the same lake side".....was all y/n could say and Tsukishima just nodded and went for his home....y/n still stood there staring to the hand that was held by Tsukishima......... that day y/n couldn't go to painting class just remained clutched to bed shivering. While mumbling the words," Why am I getting the same feeling......no not the same....please why am I like this...... it's like a curse......everytime", she broke into sobs.....

Next day y/n was beaming with happines while coming from painting class....."Oh yeah I should give this good news to Tsukishima ....... yes and a treat of his favorite strawberry short cake on this occasion tomorrow "......

Next day when the bell rang for luch break y/n started walking to Tsukishima's class.....Tsukishima was waiting for her as she said the previous night in messages ........ the lunch break was over but to his surprise y/n didn't came......he went back to his classroom and suddenly heard the girls from art club chatting about y/n .....immediately he asked them about y/n and one of them said,"What?? You are his boyfriend and you don't know! She fell from the stairs and now she's in the nurse's office ".....

Tsukishima sprinted towards the nurse's office and opened the door. While panting he observed y/n lying on bed , bandage on her head ......the nurse arrived and said to him,"Oh don't worry her wound has been treated .....she just needs some rest now"......and went to the room next to the office for few medicines ......y/n noticing Tsukishima tried to get up,"Tsu.....Tsuki.....you here...." ......"Don't.....don't.......just rest"......his voice was almost shaking as if full with the feeling of guilt........he said," I'm sorry ......it was my fault...".....y/n interrupted him," Why are you apologizing? Instead I should be one to apologize....look I was bringing your favorite short cake but ruined it......".Tsukishima yelled over y/n,"Why!!?? Why are you busy in treating me??!! This was all my fault ... definitely the stalker did this to you .......I couldn't assure your safety .....dragged you into these.......I thought to put an end to this after talking with you this week but now look at you ....and you idiot are concerned about treating me my favorite food....!!"......y/n felt tears spilling on her cheeks...."I don't know Tsukishima......I don't why after getting selected for the art exhibition I wanted to give this good news first to you......don't know why I agreed to you ...don't know why I still remember your favorite place to spend time......favorite food....favorite documentary on dinosaur....." between sobs she continued, "You know while pretending this I always get deja vu .....of those moments with my previous boyfriend.....I used to remember his small preferences.....but now I am again afraid to be left behind ......I prepared myself with this assuring thing that it's all fake and will end within 3 months ......but when all these feelings are piling up and now when you suddenly are telling about putting an end to this so early ..... I don't know I can't help but cry.....I don't know....."......no more words were able to come from y/n's voice.....tears kept falling ....Tsukishima couldn't meet her eyes ....he just hold y/n's palm in his hands......when y/n's breath evened out he said,"Y/n I hope you're coming to our next date ......I'll be waiting"....and with a chuckle he said," BTW your club members already have identified us as a couple".....then Tsukishima went out for class......y/n kept functioning his words and with realization almost yelled," Wait, wait. Wait....... what did he mean by mentioning it as a date.......he called me by name for the first time.......and .....and .....what was that smile on his face when he talked about.......whaattt!!" Y/n felt warmth gushing on her cheeks and ears and they were all pink .......

On that night Tsukishima got that weird message after along time.....but this time he didn't run from it ......instead he replied.....

"What you've done wasn't pleasuring at all.....either you stop this and promise no further harm or we may take it to police"......

After few seconds Tsukishima got the notification of ," You have been blocked "......and heaved a heavy sigh......."Ahh ..I should have done this long before.....at least y/n didn't have to go through this.....oh yes! I should gift her something to congratulate her".......

On the weekend they met on the said time and beside the lake ....y/n observed Tsukishima wearing semi formal outfit......she took out her sketchbook as usual ......and suddenly shoved a pack of strawberry short cake in Tsukishima's hands. For the first time she saw Tsukishima blushing, that made her blush too....and they sat in silence that was awkward and overwhelming for them .....ironically this same silence was comforting and most enjoyable for them ......Tsukishima broke the silence,"So how's your wound?"......"Oh yeah it's fine".......then y/n started to open her sketchbook but was stunned to see a beautiful bouquet in front of her that was held by Tsukishima, "Congratulations for getting selected for art exhibition "......as y/n was going thank him she felt Tsukishima's finger on her lips,"Shh I haven't finished yet"....said Tsukishima with a low voice ......"Look y/n I'm sorry .....I have caused a lot of trouble for you ......but I have dealt with that stalker and have assured no further harm to you.....you have always cared for me like a real lover......and now......"....while taking out a small color pallet for outdoor painting continued, "Now I want this fake thing to turn to real....here.....I remember how much you wanted this as you talked about this while we played with paints in your house".......y/n surprised....with a gasp said,"You remember?"....."Yes I do"....said Tsukishima with a soft and genuine smile......."You know what .....I didn't tell you earlier but I have noticed you coming here quite often"......y/n chuckled and Tsukishima stared at her with soft gleaming eyes ....."Well this place holds a special part in my memory......you remember? We were under this tree as it was raining and thundering heavily and you hugged me tightly as I was shivering from fear of thunder.....that was the most comforting warmth ever ......haven't felt that since ages......".....y/n couldn't continue as she felt Tsukishima's arms draping around her ......in low voice Tsukishima hummed,"What about now?".....y/n despite of racing heart hugged him back ......"The best!!".......and suddenly felt tears on her cheeks again......between sniffles she managed to say," Tsukishima, is it okay if I stop pretending.......is it okay if I fall in love with you.....is it okay if I take the responsibility of taking care of your favorite things further.......".....y/n felt Tsukishima's grip getting tighter......."I love you y/n, I love you ".......Tsukishima said with shaky voice as he noticed his portrait on the sketchbook........and thought " Ahhh when did she even draw it......I guess I was the oblivious one when she always looked after my comfort.......cared for me.. how can a lover like that experience a break up !!."......both of them felt each other's heart beats.....y/n said still in his arms," This is different and happiest thing cause I am getting confessed with my favorite thing"......Tsukishima took y/n's both hands in his and with an assuring squeeze said," Looking forward to it"......and y/n could swear she saw the most beautiful smile and gleaming eyes through the glasses of Tsukishima......

(Apologies for any type of mistakes)

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Kita Shinsuke x y/n

"Now you crack two eggs and mix with the batter"...... thus with a smooth pace Grandma and y/n were preparing a cake to surprise Kita on his 6th birthday ........"Now you gently mix it "........y/n kept moving the whisk with her little hands and after 5 minutes she groaned, "Grandma it's so hard, my hands are hurting now!"...... while sweeping the flour from the floor Grandma suggested y/n to rest for a while and started with the final whisking and when finished went for the microwave......y/n with a soft smile and glazing eyes looked Grandma working and listened to her humming but suddenly started......" Ahhh...... grandma, grandma, can I Lick the whisker please.....". Grandma giggled softly and gave her the whisker, y/n at first started observing with sparkly big eyes and after grandma put the batter in microwave and set everything up she thought ...... I hope these children never give up their childish behavior and enjoyment.......

After coming from school as soon as Kita put his shoes in perfect sizes with a sweet call of "Tadaima!!" and got suspicious as grandma didn't come to greet him. He entered the kitchen and was greeted with sweet "Happy birthday to you...." and a beautiful cake. Soon he smiled back to them and grandma told Kita to freshen up quickly.

Grandma told Kita,"Make a wish and then cut the cake".......before that Kita asked grandma,"Why's y/n's mood so down? What happened y/n?"......Grandma, kept her sweet demeanour and replied,"Nothing biggie Shin chan.....", suddenly she was interrupted by y/n," No grandma I need to apologize. I'm sorry Shinsuke, really sorry"....... with deep bow, almost bumping her head on the tatami y/n said," after the cake was prepared I told grandma that I'dhelp in making the cream for icing but I spilled the cream all over the floor and we couldn't decorate the cake nicely. I should have remained calm.......I was carried away. It's always like this , always ruining for my clumsiness." Kita said," Well I prefer cake without cream or icing".......then Kita started giggling.....Y/n almost with teary eyes looked to Kita and suddenly her eyes got that same shiny look as she saw Kita with a genuine smile.........Grandma then clapped her hands to return to the celebration........both the children enjoyed the cake alot.......

When Kita first entered Inarizaki High School suddenly he stopped on his way as he saw y/n looking at the entry gate under the blowing cherry blossoms .........but as y/n was going to take the step she fell down and hurt her knees......Kita immediately rushed to her and took her to the wash basin, y/n washed her wound and applied the bandage Kita gave her...... it wasn't a new or unusual thing but still y/n kept apologizing .........

Suddenly one day Kita comes to know that y/n will be shifting as her father would be transferring and as a result she will have to change schools. As Kita and y/n were neither in same class nor in same clubs they could hardly ever have conversation except for festivals or gatherings in locality. That's why Kita didn't feel any specific emotion but he knew he would miss her after all the childhood memories they have built. When the day of departure came and both of their families had come to see each other for the last time y/n clumsily gave a big bag and Kita gave her a small hard thing wrapped in gift paper and both of them.said at the same time,"Open it when you reach.....", and they abruptly stopped and then Kita gave her a soft smile full of slight sadness and hope of new beginning but instead of smiling y/n felt her tears coming out of her eyes which were still shiny but moist too......." Sorry Shinsuke ........ I thought I prepared myself to bid you goodbye with a smile ....but ! But......I again ruined everything for my clumsiness .....I am sorry!!"......all that Kita could hear were these words and sniffles. He couldn't figure why he suddenly got this strong urge to hug y/n then suddenly y/n parents called for her .....Kita just patted her shoulders and said briefly with a soft tone" Y/n please listen, from now on you'll never apologise for who you are and what decision you take for your own good, you'll always be true to yourself, ok?"......y/n nodded and both of them bowed for the goodbye ........

The day was of before the semi final of Spring Tournament ....... " Please keep telling about us to your children and grandchildren and everyone Kita san!!"...with Atsumu's request Kita with a smile replied,"Well I'll be looking forward to that ".....and thus Kita Shinsuke came down by the stairs towards his bag where there was an old volleyball beside his bag ......Kita always maintained it's safety and practiced with it and carried it to any tournament as if it wasn't just a volleyball it was a luckycharm regardless of it's condition and age.......no one even had that audacity to ask the captain about it ...... Kita stared towards the volleyball and kept it in his lap for some minutes and started caressing it then suddenly heard someone's footsteps .......when he turned to look he was too surprised to give any reaction ......y/n was standing there and Kita instead of saying anything just observed her with gentle eyes as if he was watching some child who has grown up to a perfect healthy teenager .......he thought ,"Ahh.....she's changed .....hair combed perfectly not like she tied them roughly in childhood, clothes perfectly tucked with perfect organised colour combination and a pen tucked in her shirt pocket showing her refined taste....."....After the observation Kita realized and said those words loud...." Wait the pen!!"....y/n chuckled and said "Yes the pen ......this is the pen you gave with the cook book ......you knew I loved baking and gifted me these"..... in reply Kita said,"Just like you knew I loved to play volleyball and gifted me this that I am still carrying with me "......"Yes I see Shinsuke".....after hearing his name from y/n voice after so many years Kita's chest felt like a pang and then y/n started,"Shinsuke I was so happy for you when I got to know that your school got to the Spring Tournament......I couldn't hold back and somehow managed to to come to cheer you and also as you said I wanted to show you how I have overcome my insecurities and have learnt to be true to myself by confessing my feelings for you that I have been holding all of this time.......but I guess it's not the right time .....but I will not regret for telling this to you , like you said to me not to be sorry for my own well being...........I shall not take your further time .....you played really well , I could see all your confidence beaming through your everyday discipline and consistency.......I love you".......after this y/n dashed towards the exit and Kita kept reminiscing those words and just murmured " This was the first time I heard y/n speaking so clearly and neatly ......she really has changed".......

After finishing with the garden that Kita maintained besides the farms he went home and was surprised that why his wife didn't come to greet him and headed to the kitchen and found y/n with a home made simple cake holding in front of him and singing Happy birthday song.......Kita kissed her forehead lightly and said, "Thank you "... after he got fresh when he was about to celebrate he said with a soft smile," You still remember that I prefer simple rather than frosting, icing cream cake"......both of them chuckled and suddenly y/n got a call. After finishing with the call she beamed in the room and screamed,"They agreed to publish my cook book!!".......Though Kita wasn't surprised cause he had confidence in y/n's process and it was a by product only......he said calmly "Now let's enjoy your cake"......with a full mouth y/n looked at Kita and their wedding photo taken last year with those same shiny eyes like in childhood

(Sorry for any type of mistake)

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Megumi x reader

Suddenly Nobara dragged Yuji out of the training field ,when everyone were taking a break, in excuse of getting some drinks from the vending machine, though it wasn't an excuse cause she was way too thirsty. After letting him go Nobara with a frown called to Yuji, " You really need to do something it's becoming a pain in neck"........ clueless, dumbfounded poor golden retriever was blinking at her like looking into a void. Nobara yelled, " Agh!! Can't you see ...... y/n and Megumi are totally heead over heels for each other and way too timid to confess....... when I we were asked about our types......." Yuji interrupted, " Ohhh yes you said something like you cannot stand the ABCD.....or ...." and then he was shut down by getting a punch on the face........"You idiot!! I didn't say that !!", with a sigh Nobara continued , " Nevermind, listen...... y/n literally answered someone quite with a calm and mature demeanour. Though it was subtle but I can totally tell y/n was referring to Megumi. She always seems to get flustered around him and always refusing to train with him........and don't you see anything in Megumi??", Yuji jumped in realization,"Ahhh.......that's why Fushiguro was buying some medicines related to stomach ache or something........ I thought it was for him and made fun of him but was it for y/n??", astonished Nobara said," What ?? Did he hear us when y/n was complaining how her stomach hurts when she is in period?.....omg Itadori we need to do something for them and I have a good idea......come here", Nobara kept whispering in Yuji's ears and both of them kept giggling............

When they reached the training ground with drinks Maki started,"Why are yall so late?". Nobara announced,"Actually Itadori was asking for some advice...... he has something to say to y/n"......

Yuji suddenly pulled y/n by her wrist and took her to the center of everyone and kneeled before y/n and started with a gentle voice,"Y/n, you've always said that I am always sparkling like a star but do you know that you are my one and only moon and this star is so attracted to you that now it has decided to lit up it's dark sky with you ....... will you go out with me? Will you be my moon?"..... Flustered red cheeked y/n was overwhelmed not with happines but with grief that what would happen to Yuji if she tells him truth, how can she shatter his pure heart....... in the background Maki and Panda's gasps can be heard and Inumaki's,"Okaka!!"...... Megumi was clenching his hands in his pockets not that he had a grudge on Yuji for confessing to y/n but for his misunderstanding all this time that he believed y/n may have feelings for him.......

Y/n was shaking on her knees when suddenly she remembered Megumi's words when she got her first mission in which she got Megumi as the first partner in mission, ........" You know this basic thing about curses that they are born from negative energies of non sorcerers right? Then if you're the one always doubting yourself then how can you eradicate the ones born from this same thing....... don't hold yourself back in anything be it in training or expressing your true feelings........ then only we can call ourselves Jujutsu sorcerers.........of course we are not heroes but when we can't save ourselves how can we save others?".......These were pinned down to y/n mind, body and heart ........

Suddenly, as if by impulse, y/n ran to Megumi and hugged him and with this sudden force Megumi fell down ......... y/n kept clutching to his clothes and Megumi was too stunned to speak and so were the others........again the seniors were heard to gasp and Inumaki yelling,"Okaka!!"........ and out of blue Nobara and Yuji started to rain rose petals on them and screaming....."Congratulations!!"........

Megumi sighed the air of relief and nudged y/n gently to get up and to rest assured but got concerned when noticed that y/n wasn't moving.......eventually everyone got worried and circled around them and noticed tears falling from her cheeks........"Y/n ! Y/n ......what's wrong ???"....... and then they heard in a soft voice ....."Thank you ......thanks a lot.." and without a word and regardless of everyone's presence Megumi hugged her tightly ....... and soft smiles were seen on everyone's face.....

Of course y/n was grateful to them and to herself for being true and getting the chance of feeling her heartbeat getting entwined with that of Megumi when he hugged her back .......

After few days Yuji saw Megumi heading to y/n's dorm with a lunchbox and a thermos and asked if it's for y/n and Megumi answered,"Yeah she has taken the medicine for stomach ache but doesn't has the apetite so made some rice porridge and some tea......she said warm and hot things are better in this time ......".Yuji bid him bye with a genuine smile ........

As soon as Megumi entered y/n dorm and saw her curled up in blankets and shivering he woke her up gently and put her meals in front of her and said," Finish the food when it's warm .......let me prepare a warm bath for you"..... Megumi left for the bathroom while you were warming your body with warm tea made by him and warming your heart by his caring demeanour........

(Sorry for any type of mistakes)