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A Simple Favor {Kwon Jiyong x reader} #ASF
Thriller/Mystery, Stranger to Friends to Lovers, Kpop Smau, Drama, Dark Comedy, BigBang Au, Based off of that infinite Challenge drama.
Frozen Sour Grapes {Kwon Jiyong x Reader x Choi Seunghyun} #FSG
Rom-Com, Summertime romances, love triangle but if both love interests learned to share, so poly kind of, pining and yearning to the thousands, friends to lovers.
Pleasure Shop {Kim KIbum X Reader} #PS
Digital Sci-fi, Kim Kibum x reader, Strangers to Lovers, Digital Dystopia, Thriller, Horror, Robots/Cyborgs, Shinee smau, Fantasy.
໒꒱ who was such a shy and sweet soul when you first become boyfriend and girlfriend and would get flustered the second you two made eye contact
໒꒱ who adores movie nights with you. he’ll watch anything as long as it’s with you of course, he always reaches for the old disney films and who are you to say no?
໒꒱ he’d always always always make sure to wish you a goodnight over the phone before you’d go to sleep. he always felt a little trouble sleeping, but knowing you were safe always brought some serenity to himself
໒꒱ he would make sure you were with him during the studio sessions. always claiming that ‘ your presence always make the lyrics flow so naturally to him ‘ which would always cause you to get flustered and hide your head in your hands
໒꒱ whenever he’d get asked about any lovers he may have during interviews he’d become a shy mess and only ever smile in response, which gave the interviewer all they had to know
໒꒱ would give you little gifts ‘ just because ‘. like a couple days ago he’d notice your gaze lingering on a purse for a little longer, the next thing you know it’s in your arms
໒꒱ the most attentive soul you’d ever known. if he notices the slightest shift in your behaviour, he’ll pick it up instantly and basically always know how to fix it
໒꒱ often at times, you’d help him play little pranks on the rest of his brothers. often marlon would be the main victim. one instance during the summertime, you pretended to reel him over to take a photo with you and just when the time was right, michael would shoot a water gun all over him. this always ended with an irritated marlon and two breathless, giggling messes
໒꒱ who would always get the last i love you as he was just as petty as he was affectionate. If you’d be calling and it was time to sleep, he’d always make sure to get the last declaration of love before hanging up the phone. “ that schmuck “ you’d mutter before putting the phone back on the holder
໒꒱ who’d get so very embarrassed whenever you’d compliment him. you mention how you think he looks beautiful? next thing you know his face is turned from you as he’d muttering “ shoosh tink “ with flushed cheeks
໒꒱ who loved you more than he could ever put into words and he would always be eternally grateful for you. you were his girl, forever and ever
wounded was definitely an understatement of Toby's feelings at the oh-so-horrible mere thought of sharing. of you with other people.
it all happened so quickly.
you were a blunt person, always speaking your mind, and even if that intimidated him at first, he ended up loving it, that was the main reason he fell for you. of course he didn't notice he loved you at first.
and then he started to kill people more cruelly because he remembered you were alone, but were you? were you really alone? were you lying? is there someone else? but you weren't his, right? so what difference did it it make?
it clicked all at once. Toby didn't even bother cleaning himself up, he showed up at your door with blood splattered across his mask and clothes. his eyes looked into yours and upon seeing your smile, he finally let himself breathe properly. you let him in. that was your first mistake.
since then, things have... changed.
you tried to romanticize the whole situation, you really tried.
but having to hold this— killer, (who doesn't show a tiny bit of distress when taking someone's life) because he's jealous, his tics got worse and he's holding onto you for dear life, gripping your arms for support as he tries his best not to freak out at the message you just got from a coworker is definitely something. you can't say you don't like it. because it'd be ironic if you didn't, since this is what you chose. you chose him.
but it was exhausting, he was emotionally unstable everyday, every hour, every second. violent. not to you. at least, most of the time. not that he was violent on purpose.
sometimes his gaze was too intense. his grip on your wrist too tight. his presence so dense you could barely breathe.
but it was okay. or at least you tried to convince yourself of that. you were too in love to end this, and eventually, you gave him every single bit of your attention if that would mean he's happy. Toby was too in love, just like you. maybe more. maybe too much. maybe you shouldn't really have let him into your house. or into your life for that matter.
but do you really have a choice now? when he's cuddling you in bed, caressing your hip so carefully you couldn't understand how a man like him could be so gentle, his breath on your cheek and his warmth embracing your body.
me: hur hur hur imma write a short pwp bloodymary fic where they just bang a whole bunch and that's the fic
Also me: *writes 25k words about understanding love and the forms it takes and the many ways it can be expressed and also there happens to be a sex scene at the end*
