Polymind Vents

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Polymind is a self-given term for those with separated subpersonalities (be it naturally, through therapy or any other reason). This blog is dedicated to giving polyminds a place to vent about their experiences, struggles, frustrations, fears, and daily life. Asks are open for vents, advice requests, and questions. We will do our best to respond with care if a reply is asked for, otherwise we will likely not give unwarranted advice to prevent stepping on anyones toes.

This blog is holds itself seperate from mindcourse and syscourse, and any vents about any topics do not reflect our own opinion. But we won't censor anything to allow people to vent freely. We will tag appropriately with "TW [topic]".

Partner blogs:

@polymind-wiki-notbot @polymindpositivity @antiantipolymind

(yes, polymindpositivity, this description is based off of your blogs description cuz i was feeling lazy, mb xd)

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Thinking about that time I mentioned in a public discord server that I struggle to write one of the characters because I don’t monologue, and I don’t give those thoughts the language to express themselves with.

People responded saying I won at mental health. And because it was a public discord server, with rules against venting, I couldn’t even tell them, no, this isn’t healthy, this is because I am 4 different selves with the one holding emotional needs buried so deep I can barely hear her at all, and a mediator who is constantly subduing both her and our critic. I structured my sense of self into segments as my worldview fragmented before my eyes and now I can’t understand how anyone else thinks or why they do the things they do because we just shut it down. It is instantaneous, it is streamlined. Opening the door is worse than the pain from the bat.

I look ok because I dissolved and now it’s causing even more problems and none even knows this place exists. I’m still here. I’m still out here. IM STILL OUT HERE

but I can’t be, because that emotion barely exists before dissolving again, before our mediator suffocates it and gently lays its body into the earth.

So I guess I am ok.

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Why do people have to hate us so much? We're just trying to label our experiences. Isn't that a good thing? I just wish people would listen to us for once, we're not endos, we don't have a CDD. I want nothing to do with those communities, I just want to be able to explain myself without getting told I'm ableist scum

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D'you mind if we shout you out on @polymindpositivity? Our blog is specifically about being positive, but folks need a place to vent too

We don't mind at all! And you're right. Both venting and positivity have their time and place :3

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having to hide our polymindence from everyone we know because of how bad a reaction it gets online is so sad, but also stressful and exhausting. it’s so tiring having to all pretend to be the same mind all the time, hide our swaps, pretend to act the same as our mindkeeper. it feels exactly like our autistic masking. but i don’t think anyone i know irl would understand, and im worried specifically about them thinking it’s weird or we’re just faking it.

Having to hide is always exhausting :(

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Polymind moment :D

A new polymind blog yipeee!

YIPPEE

[polymind-vents]

Welcome to this blog!

On here you can vent/rant/talk about whatever you want, as long as it has to do with being polymind.