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I think the worst feeling is when you notice someone losing interest in you

You hate when people see you cry because you want to be that strong person.

At the same time, though, you hate how nobody notices how torn apart and broken you are.

they don’t know i’m already gone, my body just hasn’t left yet

“What do you say when you're not enough to make someone stay?”

— Katie Kacvinsky, First Comes Love

some days i think i’m okay and some days i wish i was six feet in the ground

Everyone gets tired of me at some point.

Then eventually they’ll leave.

They all do.

Depression doesn’t feel like the world is ending.

It feels like you’re burning to the ground as the rest of world continues to breathe.

it is getting harder for me to want to continue existing

quote from Dead Girls Don’t Cry ✟

You have become so damaged, that when someone wants to give you what you deserve, you have no idea how to respond.

i think i was born wrong. faulty, incomplete. something is inherently wrong with me, and i’m not sure if anything can fix me

there is no place in this world for people like me

Is this still what you want?

Stop checking on them, they don’t miss you

"I want to talk about everything with at least one person as I talk about things with myself."

- Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Lonely