Ch 2: Chosen Last in a Room Full of Strangers WC: 4.7k
Prologue: You Changed My Heart in a Big Way WC: 5.9k
Ch 3: Veering Paths
Ch 4:
Story Overview:
You and Victor have been inseparable since the start of college, meeting for the first time in the busy Harvard dining hall by chance after he ran into you with a plate full of food. Despite feeling like a complete dumbass, you reassured him it was okay and were the first person there to show him genuine kindness. As an apology (and to try and shoot his shot) he offered to take you out to lunch the next day. Ever since then you two have been best friends, spending many nights at one another's places after long nights of talking, early mornings playing video games, all of it.
The two of you always had each other through thick and thin over the past two years. When Victor gets the opportunity to be something more than an average Harvard student, what will he have to leave behind for a chance at being something more.
Here's the master list for 'What We Never Got Over'! I also wanna add the link to my Ao3 on here as well for anyone who would rather read it on there :> !!
Hey yall…School sucked this semester and I completely forgot about what we never got over :,). Planning on finishing it within the next few weeks hopefully cause I refuse to be a writer who doesn’t finish a story just please be patient with me 😔❤️ Im sorry for the wait loves
*Slides in the room*
Eyyyyyyyy ^_____^
I've got this angsty idea for like- More of a 'What if' situation for the WWNGO.
And since i love feeling miserable, Along with some...other people But hear me out!
Imagine when Sonar and the Reader meet up again BUUUUT Sonar finds out Reader is married to somebody else! Now you might be thinking: How does this affect sonar again? Well, Glad you asked!
Our dear manbat would end up Quote on Quote "Fall harder for Reader" but then FINDS out that Reader is married! Oh the poor boy's heartbroken at what he couldn't have!!!
Anywhooo thats all i got! bye bye!
Not to burst everyones bubble who would’ve wanted this BUT this was definitely an idea at a point I will say that! I will say no further about the ending (WHICH I SWEAR IM GETTING TO!!!)
As for my personal interpretation though >:) Sonar and reader speaking again and talking about the past feelings they had and sonar saying he still has them and how he wants to try again and essentially pleasing that he’ll do it right this time.
Reader is taken back by it, admits to him that they’re engaged/married and Victor is absolutely destroyed. Add some more angsty elements like “I wish you would’ve told me sooner..”
Hi everyone! I have my ask box open for fic ideas with sonar! (I’ve honestly never used it before so someone let me if its working).
I’m writing ch 3 of WWNGO right now but also want to see some other fic ideas to get me more inspired! So feel free to send away and I might write about it :) !
Authors note: Sorry this took so long, I've been in a writers block, working and picking up wayyy too many new hobbies at once. This is honestly just my way to kind of flesh out you and Victors relationship some more. Next chapter resumes right where we left off so be prepared for that >:)
Tag List: @tired-coffi @batcherschewtoy
Harvard University, 2 years ago
It was the first day of the new school year at Harvard. Students were running around trying to find their classes, others were chatting with their new classmates. You were one of the students who were completely lost while trying to get to their classes and it was not going well to say the least. Navigating campus felt like a maze, trying to differentiate the lecture halls to find your classes, especially since half of them sounded and looked the same.
Your journey to getting to Harvard wasn’t easy, you didn’t have anyone to pay for you to get here or any sort of influence. You were however one of the lucky people who busted their asses off hard enough in high school and your community college to get a full ride through your degree, you were starting off fresh since the university was far from home. You weren’t living directly on campus and instead had an apartment about a mile away that partners with the university to make housing cheap for students.
You had made friends with your neighbor across the hall at your apartment, purely because of the fact you both were moving in the same day and both were attending Harvard. Besides that you hadn’t gone to any social events that occurred the week before classes so you didn’t know anyone else.
After finally managing to find your class, you were met with a room full of at least 50 people. Everyone had seemed to already find their cliques as you awkwardly walked around the room. You looked around and found a seat towards the middle and sat down, trying to not let the nerves eating at you win. You dug into your bag and took out your computer as you waited for your class to start.
The lecture lasted an hour and a half, afterwards you had two hours until your next class which wasn’t ideal but it was the only option and you needed to take the course. Looking at the time, it was around noon so you decided now would be a good time to get some food in your stomach since you had barely eaten this morning due to running around and trying not to be late.
A quick 10 minute walk across campus brought you to a large building which was purely designed to be a dining hall. Stepping through the door, you were immediately hit with the noise of everyone in the room as well as the smells from all different types of food being served. It was overwhelming to say the least, you didn’t realize a college dining hall could be this large and diverse but you were at one of the top ivy league schools now.
In order to get into the actual food area you had to swipe your student ID, which you weren’t aware of and that caused you to look like a fool as you dug through your bag to retrieve it. Once that was done you looked around, there were tables and booths filled with people talking or studying as they ate their lunches. There were a bunch of different buffet style counters to get food and you could even see a bit farther ahead that there were some counters that looked just like some of the more popular fast food places serving food.
You took probably 3 laps around the room until you finally decided on one of the sandwich style buffets which just felt like a fancier subway to you. After building what you decided to be the perfect sandwich, you grabbed a drink and some chips and walked around the room to find a seat. As you walked around and looked to try and find a table, you suddenly felt someone collide into you. The impact caused you to drop your food and drink, the two going all over the floor and onto your shoes.
Looking forward to who you ran into, your eyes go wide as you’re met with a man who seems to be a bat? No half bat maybe? His head resembles the bat part but it seems like the rest of him is human (you think so at least). Realizing it's rude to stare, you notice his white eyes looking at you in horror as he looks at your torso. His big gray and pink ears go from up and perky to a bit more droopy as if they were embarrassed.
Looking down at what he was staring at, you notice that the collision had caused whatever he had been carrying to now cover your shirt and his as well. You could get a faint smell of the substance on you. Which smelled of coffee and a yellow pastry of some sort? You couldn’t tell honestly, all you knew is that it would be a pain to get out.
“Shit I’m so sorry I wasn’t looking and I- here let me try to help” The batman- no lets say man bat digs into his pocket and pulls out some crumpled up napkins. He leans down and starts to try and get some of the mess off of your shirt but it’s just making it worse and he’s slowly realizing that as the coffee stain starts to just dry into your shirt.
“Um I don’t really think that's helping” You nervously say, a small laugh leaving you as you keep your gaze on him until he finally sighs and stops trying to clean your shirt up with the napkins. He stands up straight and you notice he's on the taller side. He’s dressed rather nicely too, black dress pants and a white dress shirt with a red tie, which are now covered in the same substances that your own shirt is covered in.
“I’m really sorry, trying to get around this place sucks ass and I wasn’t paying attention” He laughed anxiously, you noticed his hands nervously tapping the sides of his legs as he spoke. “Oh shit, here I can pay you to get the shirt cleaned too um” He begins to pull out his wallet and you cut him off before he can continue.
“Oh it's okay really I get it, this is really overwhelming especially since everyone else is running around lost as shit. You don’t have to pay for the shirt, it’s old anyways” You smile at him, in a manner so genuine that he kinda just blinks at you confused. Obviously you weren’t thrilled your top was ruined but he seemed nice so you didn’t want him to feel worse then he already did, plus you totally understood where he was coming from.
“Well let me at least pay for your lunch” He glances down at the ground where your sandwich is currently deconstructed at your feet and your drink is splattered everywhere.
“It’s fine seriously! I can just go get another one, that’s the cool part about the dining here I found out” You laugh a bit as you kneel down and start to pick up your fallen sandwich, the man’s eyes widen as he quickly kneels down next to you and starts to help wipe up some of the spilled drinks. The two of you lock eyes as you clean, your cheeks turning the faintest bit red “I’m Victor by the way” he says quietly while picking up the broken cup off the ground and standing back up.
Standing up yourself after collecting the ruined food, you introduce yourself to him and hold your hand out for a handshake. Victor accepts and his eyes don’t leave yours, “Can I take you to lunch sometime?” he blurts out without thinking about it much, you can tell the moment he realizes how it sounded after you raised a brow at him and he tries to clarify “Not in like a weird way or anything just since I ruined yours y’know and it’s the right thing to do obviously”
You laughed again as you let go of his hand and started walking to the nearest garbage can to throw away the trash and motioned for him to follow. Victor follows you and throws away whatever garbage he had as well, the lack of response makes him think you’re gonna shut it down but you finally respond. “That would be cool, I’d never turn down a free lunch even if it is from a guy who I met 5 minutes ago and could be a possible murderer”
Victor's ears perked up as a small chirp left him, his snout twitched a bit as he tried to ignore the noise he just made. “Yeah cool sounds good, how’s your schedule tomorrow? Got time for a free apology lunch then?”
You pull out your phone to check your calendar, your afternoon is pretty light since most of your classes are in the morning. Swiping out of your calendar and onto the contacts app on your phone, you turn your phone around and hand it to him. “Tomorrow works perfectly, here put your number in so I can make sure I get this free lunch you promised” you smirk at him as he takes the phone from you and types in his information.
Getting your phone back you take note of the contact name he gave himself, which just consisted of his name then a small bat emoji at the end of it. Before placing your phone back in your pocket, you send him a quick text with a ‘hi’ and your name so he has your number.
You look back up at him then at the time again “Well It was nice to meet you Victor, I look forward to my apology meal tomorrow” you smile at him once more “Text me where we’re going and the time?” you said, not really asking more or less telling him to. Victor nodded as he felt his phone buzz in his pocket from your text “Yeah will do, i’ll text you after my class with details” he muttered a bit. You returned the nod and gave him a small ‘see ya later’ as you walked away to go get some more food before your next class.
Victor stood there a bit dumfounded, he pulled his phone out and looked at the text, then back up to where you walked off to. Your figure slowly getting lost in the crowd of other students, his attention stayed on you for as long as it could before you were gone. A goofy smile appeared on his face as he turned around and walked out the dining hall, completely forgetting about the fact he was there to eat and instead made his way back to his dorm so he could change his shirt before class. Also to do some research on some lunch places because he had no clue what there was to eat around campus.
The rest of your day went fairly well, luckily you just barely had enough time to run to your apartment to go change after you ate your lunch. Your next class went by quickly and nothing notable occurred, just standard syllabus overview and readings that needed to be done just like your earlier class. On your walk back to your apartment, you felt your phone buzz and taking a look down you see a new text from Victor.
Victor 🦇: Hey, its that weird guy who ruined your shirt lol, what kinda food do you like? Wanna make sure you get the most outta this free meal
Taking a moment to consider, you text him the kinds of food you like, and what to avoid. Shortly after you see he reacted with a thumbs up to the message. Finally getting back to your apartment, you go inside and immediately toss your bag onto the ground and go change into some comfier clothing. After doing so you plop into your bed, while it may be too early in the day to be in bed you didn’t care it was the first day of classes after all.
While mindlessly scrolling through stupid videos on social media, your trance is broken by another text from Victor. He sent a restaurant and time so you knew where and when to go. Taking a look at some of the restaurant reviews you deem it looks good enough and reply.
You: Sounds good, I’ll see you then :)
Turning your phone off and getting back out of bed, you groan as you walk towards the bag you had thrown on the ground earlier. The rest of the night consisted of you studying….and maybe thinking a bit about a certain bat boy who ran into you today, but mainly studying.
After a long good night's rest, It’s finally the next day. You wake up earlier than the day prior as a way to hopefully avoid any issues with being late to your class, since it was inevitable you would get lost trying to find it. Once you arrive on campus and make your way to class, which you luckily got to early, you felt a buzz in your pocket from your phone. Pulling out your phone you see the notification is from Victor, the name causing a pink hue to appear on your cheeks as you think back to the incident from yesterday. Unlocking your phone you read what he sent.
Victor 🦇: Still good for lunch later?
You: Of course! I didn't eat breakfast just so I can really indulge in whatever I want >:)
Victor 🦇: Sounds good, least I can do for fucking up your shirt and ruining your sandwich lol
A small smile cracks onto your face as you react with a heart to his message. Hitting the power button on your phone, you place it back into your pocket as your lecture begins.
Class was boring which was to be expected given the fact it was only day 2 of classes. It consisted of more syllabus and general course overview stuff that you didn’t worry about too much. After leaving class you looked up the restaurant that Victor had sent you the night prior. Pulling it up on maps you saw it was only a 15 minute walk which you were thankful for.
As you make your way across campus and into the main streets of downtown Cambridge, you walk past many different local shops and restaurants you haven’t had the chance to explore yet. Taking a mental note of some of the ones you definitely want to revisit when you have the time, you finally reach the restaurant. It seemed like a casual restaurant where you order then take a seat somewhere, which was honestly preferred by you since it made this interaction seem less formal.
Stepping inside you immediately spot the familiar gray haired male and he locks eyes with you as soon as you start walking toward him. Giving him a small smile and wave you make your way over, “This place is cute, have you been here before?” You ask as you take a seat across from him. The table he was seated at was along a big glass window that showed the rustling life of the city outside.
“Honestly I haven’t, so I’m really hoping this place isn’t horrible or i’ll feel even worse about yesterday” Victor let out a small yet very anxious sounding laugh. His gaze shifting from you down to his hands that were interlaced with one another on the table.
“I’m sure it’ll be good, the atmosphere is cute so it has to be good or its false advertisement” You smiled at him, his gaze meeting yours as the two of you locked eyes like you had the day before.Victor's mind immediately short circuiting again as he stared at you. You awkwardly look away from him and stand up “Well let’s go order food, I’m starving” You announce as you walk up to the counter and observe the menu displayed above it.
Victor followed you to the counter, his hands going into his pockets as he walked to try and seem less anxious. He didn’t even know why he was so nervous, you were literally just someone he was taking to lunch so he would feel less bad about himself and the fact he ruined your shirt and food. He stared blankly at the options listed overhead, his mind more focused on why he was so nervous. Maybe it was because you were the first person to talk to him and treat him like a decent human being and not some weird bat creature (which he was technically but still). There was also the very slight possibility it was because you were attractive to him…yeah it was definitely that.
“And for you sir?” Victor snapped out of his thoughts as he looked at the girl behind the counter who was looking right at him and asking for his order. You looked over at Victor, your order already placed as he frantically scanned the menu and blurting out the first thing that sounded decent. The girl at the counter raised an eyebrow at first then shrugged as she rang out the total for the order. Victor nodded as he dug into his pocket and paid.
The two of you were handed a number placard and drinks and were told the food would come out to your table soon, going back to the table along the window the two of you sat down. Victor placed the number in the middle of the table and looked at you “Soo…This your first year?”
You nodded, your hands going from your side and onto the table “Mhm, I’m assuming it's yours too since you were just as confused as I was yesterday?” you tilted your head a bit as you looked at him. Victor's ears drooped as he recalled running into you again for probably the 20th time in the past 24 hours then he looked at you with a sly smirk “Yeah you’re smart, guess that's how you got into Harvard huh?” He joked at you, his fingers fidgeting with one another again.
Taking a sip of your drink you pause and let out a small laugh, Victor's eyebrow raised not expecting you to think that was funny. You set the drink down and lean back into the chair a bit “Yeah a lot of hard work really paid off, even got a full ride” you smirk a bit, intentionally gloating. Something about the random gloating sparked a flame of competition inside of Victor. “Oh you got a full ride too? That's cool, I got one of the nice ass dorms in Crimson too” He sits up in the chair a bit, gaze locked onto yours.
You raise your eyebrow “Good for you, I preferred the off campus apartments, sounded a bit more peaceful in my opinion. Oh and I don’t have to share a shower with complete strangers”. You place your hands on the table, one on top of another as you tilt your head and stare back at him. Victor nods with the sly smirk still on his face, his ears twitching at the sound of the door opening but not turning his attention towards it.
Your eyes go up to his ears, noticing the twitch “So since you’re like a bat- do you sleep upside down or-”. Victor was mid drink when you asked the question, choking a bit as he set the drink down. Clearing his throat he looked at you, despite the fur it seemed like he was a bit red. “No I don’t sleep upside down, I lay down in a bed like you do, or hope you do I don’t know how you sleep”
“You haven’t even tried it once? Don’t bats do it because it helps them relax? And hide from predators I guess but I don’t know if you really need that” You chuckle a bit, Victor huffs in response and crosses his arms. “Okay listen, the only bat like things I have is really good hearing and smell” he pauses and looks away and mumbles “and I can turn into this really big bat monster-”
You blink at him, the food coming over to your guys' table. The waiter holding up each of your entrees, you raise your hand when it comes to yours and Victors gets placed in front of him. Once the waiter walks away you finally speak “At will right? Cause I really don’t want to get eaten randomly”. Its weird how you can tell despite the fact his eyes are pure white but you can feel him roll his eyes at you “Yes I can control it, and I don’t even eat people…I do occasionally eat mice though but not a lot”. A quiet hum escapes you in response. The air feeling a bit more thick now as the two of you eat, you watch him closely as he eats. “So…You promise you don’t eat people?” “No, I do not eat people. You think Harvard would let me in if I ate people?”
You nod your head in agreement and continue eating. Victor finishes his meal way quicker than you and clears his throat “Any other questions? This is your only chance” he raises a brow at you. Your eyes light up, you set your food down immediately and sit up more straight. “Do you have control in your monster form or is it like a completely different personality? Do you eat mice because you have blood cravings? What's the worst thing you’ve heard with your hearing?” There's a glint in your eyes of excitement, for some reason you had such an interest in him. You were genuinely just curious about him.
Taken back by the outburst of questions but also kind of expecting it, Victor lets out a small chuckle “Yes, Yes and probably just any time someone's having sex”. You nod, finishing up the rest of your meal “Well that's all my questions I can think of, Any questions about me? A female human” you snort at yourself. Victor laughs with you “Not that I can think of, I’ll get back to you if I do though”. Victor stands up, grabbing both of your plates and taking it over to the garbage can / plate return area and leaving them there, he returns back to your guys's table and you stand up alongside him. The two of you exit the restaurant, stepping onto the busy sidewalk you two stay on the side.
“Do you have any other classes today? I was gonna walk around and look at some of these little stores, didn’t know if you wanted to join by chance. Obviously if you’re busy or just don’t wanna go no pressure!” You look up at him, your hands fidgeting a bit in your pocket. Victor's ears twitch again, he can hear your heart beat increase which kind of makes him freak out a bit on the inside. Clearing his throat and shrugging, his attempt at acting ‘non-chalant’ even though you could clearly tell his snout twitched which you assumed was a nervous tick from your past encounter with him. “Yeah sure, I’m not really doing anything else and I’ve been wanting to explore where I’m going to spend the next 4 years of my life anyways”.
You nod, motioning for him to follow you down the busy streets. The two of you stop into random stores, some were cute little boutiques that he definitely didn’t seem to care for while other ones were cute book shops where he would take interest in some of the more financial/business books and some magazines about crypto? What even was that? You on the other hand would go to the romance or fantasy sections. The two of you talked about school some more, discussing both of your majors and where you both grew up. You both found out the two of you have the same tastes in tv shows and play the same old ass game Runescape which is crazy since it came out in 2001 and not many people played it nowadays.
The day continues on rather quickly and It soon starts to get dark out, the two of you just left a vintage game store when it finally dawned on both of you that It was time to head back to your homes. The two of you walked back towards campus and reached a certain point where you had to go another direction, you said your goodbyes turned to walk away but before you did you hear Victor say one more thing “Do me a favor and text me when you get back to your place, It’s dark out and there's creeps y’know”.
Turning your head back towards him, you give him a small nod and continue on your way. The walk back to your apartment was fine and only took about 5 minutes. When you enter your apartment, you throw your things onto the ground in the same spot you did the day prior and take a seat at your dining room table. You pull out your phone and text Victor that you arrived at home, to which he immediately replies with a thumbs up.
After a few minutes of doomscrolling, you finally stand up and make your way to your bedroom where you change and get ready to relax and lay down for the night. Laying in bed, you set your phone on the side table and just stare at the ceiling. Your eyes tracing the random indents as you think about your time today, the stores you went to, the things you didn’t need but definitely bought anyways. More importantly you were thinking about the hybrid again, Victor.
You rolled your eyes at yourself, he was just a friend to you, nothing more than that. It was comforting to you though, the fact you could say that you had a friend now. Your mind continued to wander about different things, your classes, what you needed to do tomorrow and you soon fell asleep, the last thought on your mind being when you might be able to hang out with Victor next.
Making your way out of the theatre, you and Victor were laughing your asses off as you discussed the arguably awful but in a funny way movie you two had just spent the last hour and a half watching. “The CGI in that movie was so bad! My grandma could do better editing!” Victor said with a laugh as the two of you received annoyed looks from people who had seen the same movie as you, and apparently enjoyed it for different reasons than your own.
“Yeah it was, and oh god the acting was atrocious!” You laughed out alongside him, the two of you walking down the busy sidewalk in Cambridge. It was a Friday night, the streets were busy and full of other Harvard students as well as others who were enjoying the start of their weekends. “Are we going back to your place now or-” Victor raised a brow at you, he then motioned with his thumb towards a bar across the street.
“You know I don’t like going to bars Vic, especially after the last time” You shivered at the thought of the last time when some drunk guy barfed on you, you swore he went to Harvard too and had seen him in the dining hall before “Plus drinks are always expensive considering the fact it gets watered down 80% of the time”. A groan escaped him, his hands going into his pockets as you two continued walking “Fine, only because you’re right about drinks being expensive and you can’t let that one experience ruin it for you forever”
You rolled your eyes as you guys neared your apartment “Listen, I have plenty of stuff we can drink and It’s in the comfort of my home where no guys can puke and it’s technically free if you ignore the fact we paid for the bottles before!” You turned your attention off of the streets ahead of you and at him, a stupid grin plastered on your face. Victor looked back at you and smiled back, he could never argue with you “Y’know what, that does sound way better”
The two of you made your way into your apartment, Victor heading straight to the couch while you made your way to your cabinet and pulling out some of the fancier (not really) booze you had. Pouring yourselves two shots of vodka, you hold both of them in one hand and the bottle in another. You set the shots and bottle on the couch and sit down on the couch next to him. Victors attention was fixated on the tv screen as he scrolled through all the different movies you two could watch. Finally he decided on the first Harry potter movie, clicking the play button he set the remote down onto the table and took one of the shot glasses in his hand and downed it in a swift motion.
“Couldn’t even wait for me to grab mine jeez” You playfully rolled your eyes, grabbing the other shot glass and mimicking his motions and downing the shot. Both of you set the glasses back down onto the table, Victor reached for the bottle and refilled both the small glasses. “Sorry you’re too slow” he stuck his tongue out at you while setting the bottle back onto the table. This time he hands you your glass and grabs his own, counting down from 3 as you both take another shot.
The rest of the night continued on, the two of you ‘watching’ the movie while getting drunk with one another. By the end of the movie the vodka bottle was practically empty and 4 cans of shitty seltzers ended up on the table, the two of you laughing your asses off at some stupid video that was on your for you page.
Your bodies were pressed against one another, your back on his chest while he sat sideways on the couch. His hands lingered on your sides as you kept scrolling through videos on your phone for the two of you to watch. The feeling of his breathing in your ear sent a small shiver down your spine, instinctively you pulled the blanket you two were in up some more. Victor could hear your heart start to beat a bit faster, his head tilting a bit to try and get a better look at you “You okay? Didn’t drink too much did you?” He teased a bit, but was clearly worried.
Turning your head to look at him, your faces were inches away from one another. “Yeah I’m fine, just a little cold” you mumble, Victor nods as he sits up “You want me to grab another blanket?” he asked.
You shake your head and turn back around, nuzzling your back into his chest again “No I’ll be fine, plus you’re like a portable space heater anyways”.
The hybrid could feel his own heart skip a beat at the feeling of you nuzzling into him. Victor's hands stayed on your sides, his touch was gentle yet almost possessive in a way that you couldn’t quite describe considering the fact you guys were just best friends and nothing more. The two of you kept watching more videos, until Victor realized you weren’t swiping anymore and your breathing shifted. You had fallen asleep while doomscrolling, in any other instance he would be making fun of you for this but right now you looked so peaceful.
Looking at the table, Victor grabbed the remote and turned the tv off. He sat up, ensuring he wasn’t going to wake up. He slid out from underneath you, his arms going to your back and head to lay you down onto the couch and onto a nice fluffy pillow to hopefully replicate the feeling of himself to you. Glancing at the table covered in empty cans and glasses, he starts to clean it up. Pitching the cans in the recycle and the shot glasses in the sink, Victor grabs a cup from your cabinet and starts to fill it with water from the fridge.
The male makes his way to your bedroom and sets the water down on the night stand, he then strides right back to the couch where you’re laying and scoops you up into his arms taking the blanket along with you. Victor brings you to your bedroom, your sleeping body stirring in his arms until you make contact with the bed. Setting you down gently into the bed, he fixes the blanket that was taken from the couch to make sure you were fully covered. He leaned over you, his hands adjusting the fabric when your eyes flutter open and you make eye contact with him.
Victor mumbles a curse to himself, not because you were awake but because he woke you up. He starts to lean back up when you place a hand on his arm “Can you sleep in here with me, I’m still cold..” It came out so quiet and so innocent, your eyes glistening as you looked at him. Without thinking too much about it he nodded, leaning back up and breaking the contact between you two in order to walk to the other side of the bed.
The bed sunk underneath him as he got under the same blanket as you, he could feel you scoot closer to him and he let out a small laugh. The two of you flipping onto your sides, his arms snaking around you again like they had on the couch. Pressing your back to his chest once again you let out a small sigh of relief at the contact. “You’re a really good cuddler, has anyone ever told you that?” you mumbled out as you pulled the blanket closer to your chest.
“Can’t say I’ve cuddled enough people to really get told that” He let out a small yet slightly embarrassed chuckle. Victor buried his face into your shoulder, his fur tickling your neck as you hummed in response to him. “I don’t know how you haven’t you’re so cool..and fluffy” A yawn escapes you as you shut your eyes again. Victor muttered into your shoulder “Yeah I know I am, now go back to sleep so you aren’t cranky in the morning”. He could practically feel your eyes roll as your body relaxed more between both him and the bed “You like when I’m cranky, easier to piss me off” you grumble and Victor agrees in response.
After a little while of bickering, the two of you both finally succumb to sleep. Bodies close to one another as the sound of both of your guys’s snoring fills the apartment. The last thoughts in both of your minds being how fucked you were at how much you enjoyed being wrapped in one another’s arms.
Authors Note: Take this as a "I'm sorry I've been slacking on 'what we never got over'" gift, for some reason I finally got the motivation to write again but specifically smut and honestly not entirely sure how good this is LOL, as always please feel free to provide constructive criticism. This is just a random one off thing with little to no plot lmao
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Warnings: 18+, MDNI, smut, p in v, oral receiving, teasing, cursing, drinking, slight mention of sonar liking blood, sonar bringing up Harvard constantly (don't really know what else to tag just know this is smut)
“Oh fuck—“ Sonars hand clutched your hair as his hand subconsciously began to assist you in bobbing your head down on his length. His pale fingers pressed gently yet firmly into your head as he forced you further down onto him. Your eyes were locked onto his milky ones as you continued to go down on him, the sight of your glossy eyes causing an inhumane groan to escape him.
Both of your bodies were resting deep into the plush of the bed, your body towards the bottom as you laid between his legs while sucking him off at a constant pace. The gray fur around his base grazing your lips if you took him deep enough, your hands were placed on his thighs as a way to support yourself.
You and Sonar were colleagues at SDN, both of you having a history of villainy and being enrolled in the Phoenix program. Needless to say his crimes weren’t nearly as bad as your more…serious ones. The two of you hit it off immediately, something about a man who rambles when he’s nervous turns you on for some reason, which is how you two ended up like this.
After another semi successful day of work, the team went out for drinks again. The two of you getting tipsy and ultimately more flirty with one another led to you inviting him back to your place (and because it was close by to the bar and the poor bat boy could barely walk straight and it worried you just a bit). One thing led to another and now here you are, sucking this man bats dick.
One of Sonar's hands clenched the silk sheets of the bed, the other one stayed at its rightful place on top of your head as it continued the motion of helping you go up and down on him. Your tongue swirled around his shaft and your pace would quicken ever so slightly every time one of those addictive noises escaped him. You could feel his hips jerk up causing him to go deeper into your warm and soft mouth.
“Your fucking killin me here doll— Shiiiiit” His grip to your hair tightened as he forced your head to stay down, your eyes widening a bit as you watched his expression flood with pleasure. His cock twitched in your mouth and soon enough you felt his warm load shoot into the back of your throat.
A devilish smirk appeared on your face once you felt his body finally start to relax, you bobbed your head down a few more times. His body jerked at the overstimulation as you then lifted your head up, a string of saliva connecting your lips to his tip.
Pushing your body up and forward towards his face, your eyes staying on his as you lean in and take his lips to your own. Your body pressing into his as his hands move to your hips, holding you close and near like his life depended on it. Your mouths fought for dominance, the two of you exchanging saliva and spit. Sonar's tongue shoving itself into your mouth as you felt the familiar poke of his fangs on your lips. The two of you continued the exchange for a bit longer until you finally pulled away to catch your breath.
You stared down at him as you sat up, adjusting your position on his lap. The sound of your apartment filled with the faint panting coming from both of you. Sonar sat up just as you did, his back pressed against the pillow and bed frame as he put his hands back on your sides after using them to sit up. He began to draw small circles into your hips “Y'know you're really good at sucking dick”. Your expression dropped from one that was still dazed by the interaction you two just had to a more- annoyed one to say the least.
You flick his snout causing him to wince and whine, you begin to get off his lap and are immediately pulled right back down on top of him. “Sonar let me go I’m tired and you totally just killed my vibe” you try to pry his hands off your hips but to no avail. In an instant he flips your positions, his body caging around yours as he places a hand on your cheek. His fingers played with your lips, trying to get you to open up to him. “But what kind of gentlemen would I be to not let a lovely lady like you finish? Harvard taught me better than that”
Your eyes roll as you look at him, eyes glancing down at him and taking in his body around yours. “You’re ridiculous even like this you’re bringing up fucking har-” before you can finish speaking his thumb slides into your mouth, silencing you immediately. His thumb pressing down on your tongue as leans down into your neck, his tongue licking the familiar spot he loves so much. A moan escapes you as you feel his fangs glide across your neck followed by a soft hum from him. He works quickly, his hand leaving your mouth and going down to your waist to pull your pants down to your knees. A gentle bite to your neck, not enough to draw blood (which he might’ve enjoyed honestly) and he’s pulling away from your neck.
Sonar positions himself at your entrance, the sight of you in front of him causing him to grip hard onto your thighs as he pressed his tip into you. A gasp escaping you as your head rolls back into the cushion of your pillows. Sliding himself all the way into you, he lets you adjust to him. The feeling of you squeezing around him causing him to curse under his breath. Once you open your eyes again and give him a small nod he starts to move at a slow and gentle pace so as to not hurt you in any way.
Your hands find his wrists, each of them gripping harder as his pace gets faster. “Fuck– Pussy so good I might fucking die” Sonars voice was raspy and It came out like a whimper more than anything, his body leaned forward as his hands brought your body farther down onto him. Your moans grew louder as he was pounding into you now “Sonar god this feels so fuc-” “It’s Victor, say Victor god please-” His gaze shoots right into your teary eyes, his brows furrowing down as if he was pleading with you.
You feel yourself clench at the sight of him, the usual cocky bastard looked like he would do anything for you in this moment- and he probably would in all honesty. You nod, your hands leaving his wrist and going to his face. Your thumbs caressing the sides of his face as you lean your head up so the two of you are touching foreheads “Victor…Fuck me harder please…” your voice is soft despite the fact you’re running out of breath.
Without another thought he’s gripping you hard enough that there will surely be bruises later, his breathing heavy as he leans into your hands. “I’m so close Victor please-” hearing your plea,Victor moves one of his hands off your thighs and brings it behind your head. His hand forcing your head up and to look down at where he’s fucking into you. “Look at that- you got a fucking Harvard graduate fucking your tight pussy-” he’s getting closer, his pace getting quicker if that was even possible. His hand still forcing your head up as the sight of him fucking into you caused you to finally reach your orgasm. Your pussy clenched around his cock and you could feel the moment he reached his end when his cock twitched inside of you.
The two of you releasing at the same time, both of your highs slowly coming to an end. Victor pulls out of you and flops down next to you in the bed. His arms instinctively wrapping around you, his hands placing themselves on your breasts where he gives a slight squeeze. Once you can finally think coherently again it finally dawns on you, your body shifting around to look at him “did you really have to bring up you were a harvard graduate during sex…again”. That stupid cocky smirk that reeled you in the first day you met him was on his face again “What? I thought it turned you on” he used his feet to kick up the blanket towards the two of you and wrapping the two of you in the nice felt blanket “Turn me on? More like makes me fucking dry” you rolled your eyes then felt his hand gently grab your jaw so you’d face him “Thats not what it sounded like when you were moaning my name while I fuck-” before he can finish you hit him with one of your stuffed animals that had just bared witness to your guys’s intercourse.
Turning your body back around you felt his chest press into your back, the soft fur a comfort you’ve grown used to. His hands trailed along your sides sending a slight shiver up your spine “Sooo when are you going to admit you’re madly in love with me?” Victor said as he nuzzled his face into the side of your neck. Your cheeks heat up a bit but nothing noticeable, you roll your eyes as you place your hands in his on your sides.
“Keep dreaming bat boy, you and I both agreed this was purely sex, nothing else” You shut your eyes as you pull the blanket closer to you. Victor let out a small hum “yeah sure” he mumbles out. His ears twitched as he felt your body relax as you fell asleep in his arms. His smile stayed on his face as he held you closer to him, for someone who wasn’t in love with him your heart beat sure was fast.
Authors note: Yippie I wrote smut for the first time! Hope you feel well fed, I'll have the prologue out to you all this week I pinky swear it. I just got really invested in it :,)
Not gonna lie y’all I’ve had bad writers block the past few days and I've been working a lot 😔 My goal for WWNGO’s prologue is (hopefully) the beginning of next week <3 Thanks for being patient lovelies
I’m a very firm believer that Sonar can’t control when he goes into his monster bat form that well due to all the drugs and shit he’s done.
At some point he was able to control it at will but after all the drugs and shit its kinda just random like how its portrayed in the game. I feel like i’ve never seen anyway bring that up so I thought i’d ramble my thoughts about our favorite bat boy lol 🦇
Authors Note: Yay! Finals are over and its winter break which means I can finally work on this more :)! I did decide I'm gonna write a prologue which is gonna be what comes out next, then chapter 3 after! I hope you enjoy!
It had been around a month now, give or take since the first time Victor had cancelled plans last minute on you. Random times throughout the past month Victor would say he was either running late and to ‘go on without him’ or would abruptly cancel your guys' arrangements. The most common excuse was due to ‘needing to study’ but you knew him better than that. Every single time he would say the exact same thing
“It won’t happen again promise”
Promises lose meaning after being broken too many times.
It was finally Friday which signified the end of finals week, long hours studying and cramming material before exams had taken a toll on you but now you were finally free for the next few weeks to enjoy a small break. At least you hoped it would be.
It had been 3 days since you last texted Victor, the two of you were still sending each other funny videos you guys would find on social media to one another which gave you a sense of comfort about the current standing of you two. Part of you felt dramatic about this whole thing, It's not like you two had to text all the time. He had his own life and you had your own and with finals and the end of the semester it made sense! Something just felt off about the whole ordeal that you couldn’t quite shake.
Campus was covered by a thick layer of snow that you always enjoyed looking at but despised having to walk in. Trudging through the snow back to your apartment you couldn’t help but daydream about what you were going to do in your free time now that classes were over. All of the video games you wanted to play, books piled up that you haven’t read yet, and especially tv shows that you haven’t caught up on.
Daydreaming while walking in the snow had its downsides, one of those being that you weren’t entirely paying attention to what spots on the sidewalk were icier than others. Your foot slipping caused you to snap out of your thoughts and plummet straight into the snow. Mentally seething at how dumb you felt for slipping and getting yourself covered in snow, you began to push yourself up and as you did you locked eyes with a familiar set of milky ones.
Victor stood before you, he was bundled up in layers with a black top coat and a pair of ear muffs that hung low behind the back of his head with the circular ends resting on the inner pink parts of his currently droopy ears. His hand reached down toward you as he looked at you with a familiar snarky grin “Need some help?”
Taking his hand, he pulled you up and you regained your balance. Looking down at yourself and dusting off the snow still stuck to your body you look over at him “Thanks” was all you managed to say.
He tilts his head to the side a bit while raising an eyebrow at you, his hands retreating back into his coat pockets “No smart remarks today? Too cold?” he teased
“Something like that” You mumbled a bit while glancing down at the shape that resembles you that is now formed in the snow.
Victor's face shifted from his typical smug expression to a more serious one as his eyes stayed locked onto you. “What's your deal? Exams go bad or some shit?” he spat a bit, he didn’t mean for it to come out as rude as it did.
Your head snaps over to him, your brows furrowing “I just fell in the snow how are you expecting me to act, im fucking soaked now and its freezing” that was the excuse you gave him for the tone. Not the actual reason which had to do with him cancelling plans constantly and the fact this is how he acts after it had been more than a week and a half since you had seen each other.
Victor squints his eyes at you, taking a second on whether or not he should believe you or not. Something inside of him wants to say you’re full of shit but pushing it out of you will make things worse. He moves to the side to let you walk forward so the two of you aren’t just standing the cold.
“Okay well…I meant to text you earlier but I’m going to-”
“Another party? Or is it a bar?” You cut him off as you take a step forward and begin walking, he follows next to you closely as he continues speaking.
“Um yeah” He says rather awkwardly, his lips thinning as his snout twitches “It's another party at the frat house, I was gonna ask if you wanted to come to this one. I know it's not really your thing but we haven’t hung out in a while and it's a smaller party, maybe 15 people”
You look at him and he returns the look, a small smile forming on his face with his fangs peeking out. It's a smile you missed seeing and one that makes you weak in the knees. “It’ll be fun, and the moment it's not you can either go home or go hide in my room and play on my pc until everyone leaves then we can watch movies, how does that sound?’
As much as you didn’t want to smile at him, his was contagious to you, letting out a dramatic sigh when you went back to looking forward at the path. “I guess I can try and find room in my very busy plans for tonight to make that work”
His ears perked up in excitement, he skipped in his steps as his smile grew “It’ll be fun I promise! You’ll get to meet some of the guys too it’ll be great”
You chuckle at him as the view of your apartment comes into view “Yeah yeah, just send me the address and what time, and don’t expect me to wear anything crazy I’m showing up in sweatpants and a hoodie”
Victor nodded as you guys arrived at the entrance to your apartment complex, he grabbed the handle and opened it for you. “Will do, now go change before you get hypothermia you dork”
Stepping inside you nod, your hand brushing against his as you walk inside “You sound like my parents” your eyes playfully roll as you head to the steps. You turn your head, your hand touching the railing as you smile over at him “I’ll see you later then Vic”
The way you looked right now shouldn’t have made his heart skip a beat. Your hair is frizzy and some of it is sticking to the sides of your face. Your nose was faintly pink in the light from the coldness outside, he nodded at you “See you then” he spoke softly as he watched you walk up the stairs and into your apartment. It had been so long, too long since he had seen you. He missed being able to joke around with you and just sit and enjoy your presence.
The moment the door closes to your apartment he snaps out of his thoughts about you, he had other things to focus on like the party tonight. Victor turned around and made his way to the Beta Theta Pi house, which was back in the direction the two of you had come from. He should’ve been back at the frat house by now but seeing you walking around campus in the cold (and watching you slip and fall) changed his agenda immediately.
Taking a much deserved warm shower after freezing the majority of the day and after and exam was refreshing to say the least. You changed into a fresh and more importantly dry set of clothes and plopped down onto your bed. Victor had sent you the time to be at the frat house and more importantly the address since you had never been there before.
Something was tugging at your nerves, parties were never really your thing for a variety of different reasons. The thought of being in a room full of strangers who would most definitely be partaking in way too much liquor and probably some other substances made your stomach clench. It’s not that you couldn’t socialize, you were fairly decent at it but a bunch of impaired college kids are not in your alley of keeping conversations with.
Taking a glance at the time it was getting close to when Victor said the party would be starting. Begrudgingly you get out of bed and make your way to the door of your apartment, putting on a coat and shoes. You let out a deep exhale to mentally prepare yourself, thinking of how you’re doing this to hang out with Victor and only that. Worst case scenario like he said you can just go into his room and everything will be okay.
Luckily for you, not only were the sidewalks clear of any snow or ice now, the walk to the party was only 10 minutes away which was very manageable for you. Making your way down the familiar streets that encased all around campus, you finally arrived at the address. The first thing you notice is that the house is the definition of a basic frat house you would see in any sort of movie. The next thing you notice is that the door is just wide open and you can see at least 5 people holding red solo cups just by the door.
You consider turning back around just from those two factors but you told Victor you’d come. He also said he would hang out all those times with you but cancelled so It wouldn’t be awful to return the favor. You shake away the snarky thought and take a deep breath as you walk up to the door and enter.
Your senses are immediately hit with the smell of shitty beer, smoke and what you can only imagine the standard smell of what an all college boys house smells like (which is very musty and..wet?). Looking around the room you don't have to be a genius to know there is way more than 15 people like Victor had said. In the living room alone are at least a dozen people packed tightly on the couch and arm rests or sitting on the floor with red cups in their hands.
Looking towards the kitchen which is separated from the living room by a half wall you can see around 8 people in there as well, some girls have their bodies wrapped around presumably their boyfriends as they down whatever is in their cups. Another couple is just straight up making out against the counter which you want to laugh at but know if you do you’ll most likely get tossed out.
Putting your attention back to the task at hand, you bite your bottom lip as you scan further for Victor, the anxiety in your chest screaming to go home. You turn around back to where the door is, the same guys that were near the door that you saw from the street still lingering but this time you’re greeted with that all too familiar grin.
“You made it!” Victor exclaimed his white eyes staring right at you, and like everyone else in this place he had a cup in his hand. He walked over to you while passing through the guys’ standing around the narrow hall and stood in front of you, his free hand reaching up to your shoulder and giving it a slight squeeze,
He was dressed in a simple Harvard hoodie and jeans, the fur around his next scrunching up around his neck from the hood. You could tell immediately that he was already at least a little bit drunk, the faint smell from his breath when he stood in front of you and the way he had tripped a bit while walking towards you.
“I’m so glad you came” His tone was soft, the squeeze felt like a wave of reassurance through your body that this party wouldn’t be as bad as you were thinking. Your hand goes to where he has his and nod at him, the nerves easing the more you look at him.
“Of course I did” You said softly while looking at him, your face was noticeably red. Whether it was from the fact you were still cold from when you were walking outside or from seeing him was up for debate.
“Cmon, you gotta meet some of the guys, you'll love them!” Victor took your hand without another thought and started leading you to another room in the large house. You followed behind him while trying your best not to trip on your own feet as the two of you maneuvered around multiple drunk college kids who were having conversations you couldn’t quite process.
The two of you finally make it into another room that has significantly less people than the one you saw earlier, there were only 3 guys around a table playing cup pong. Two on the left side and one on the right, the three immediately darted their attention towards you and Victor. You recognized one of the males on the left as Jake, the one in Victor's analytics class that he had talked about and hung out with a lot. He had short dirty blonde hair and pale skin, his eyebrow was raised right at you as his gaze shifted between you and Victor.
“Yo vic, whose this? His voice was a bit hoarse as his gaze now stayed on Victor. Jake stood up straight as he set the ping pong ball in his hand onto the table, the ball slowly rolling towards one of the cups.
“Dude this is my friend I was talking about! The one who's been with me since day 1!” Victor's voice slurs a bit and you take notice of it, his arm then snakes around your shoulders and he pulls you closer to him.
You give a small wave at Jake and introduce yourself, he doesn’t seem to really care in all honestly as he just nods in response. The interaction causes the dread from earlier to come back as you start to really consider the fact you don’t belong here right now.
“Cool uh” Jake steps forward, he looks at the other two guys that he was playing with and gives them a small smile and nod while striding towards the two of you.
“Vic bud, can I talk to you real quick…alone” Jake glanced over at you as he said alone, you take the hint and unlatch yourself from Victor's hold around your shoulders as he glanced between the two of you and simply just nodded.
“I’ll be right back okay? Go get yourself a drink” He said while following Jake over to a door that looked like it led to the back patio. Once the two stepped outside the anxiety started to bubble inside of you, as a way to try and relieve it, you decided that maybe drinking a cheap shitty beer would help. Making your way to the nearest cooler you did just that.
Outside Victor and Jake are standing on the patio, no one else around as Jake speaks first “Dude are you fucking serious right now?” he spat out, his tone laced with venom “This party was only for us and the girls over at Kappa Delta we can’t just invite whoever we wanted that goes against house rules!”
Victor raised an eyebrow as he took another sip of his drink, taking notice of the fact it was close to being empty. “I didn’t think it would be such a big deal, you always have your friends come to shit. Plus…” He starts to think about the past month of cancelling on you, all the times he left you to go do things on your own just so he could party with his new friends “I’ve cancelled on them a lot this past month, I saw them earlier and just wanted to hang with them okay? Is it really this big of a fucking deal that you had to drag me out here?”
“Uh yeah??” Jake's eyes widened as if what Victor asked was the dumbest thing he had ever heard. Before he continued he inhaled while running a hand down his face, exhaling as he looked back over at him. “Listen..Vic in the nicest way possible, your friend sticks out like a sore thumb in this place, plus with the way they’re attached to you at the hip do you think any of those girls at Kappa are gonna wanna fuck you with your friend cock blocking like that?” His tone was serious as he placed his hands on his shoulders, eyes not breaking contact with Victor's “I’m just looking out for you man, didn’t you say you wanted this?”
Victor looked over at the ground as he contemplated on his next words, his fingers tapping anxiously against the red plastic cup. Of course he wanted this, why else would he have gone to all those rush events and went through the slightly embarrassing initiation process? He finally found a place where he felt like he was accepted as part of the guys and it wasn’t something he wanted to lose.
“I mean yeah I do want this but I’m not just gonna kick them out for fucks sake, I already feel like they’re pissed at me from cancelling to hang out with you guys!” Victors’ tone rose as he spoke, he lifted his cup back up to his lips and finished off the remaining liquid.
Jake squeezed Victor's shoulders, an exasperated sigh leaving him as he does so “I’m just saying Vic, your friend seems like they don’t wanna be here anyways, just see if they wanna leave” He lets go of Victors shoulders and walks back toward the door, his hand reaching for the handle “Shit aside from the fact this was a beta and kappa only party, I just don’t want you to regret not having fun tonight is all, but do what you want”. With that he opened the door and stepped back inside the house leaving Victor to think about what to do next.
Back inside the house, you were leaning against a wall in the corner of the main room that you had walked into when you arrived. You had treated yourself to one of the beers in the open coolers taking small sips out of the distasteful beverage.
You looked around the room at all the other people chatting and talking, some of their words slurring a bit while others laughed at a joke that had been said. As you looked around you glanced towards the hall that led to the room you had previously been in with Victor and his friends, you wondered if maybe the best call was to just leave and text Victor that. Reaching for your phone in your pocket, you begin to check random notifications to seem like you’re busy when you feel someone walk up to you.
Victor stood next to you, arm outreached onto the wall as he leaned against it. In his other hand was another beer, you could tell by the look in his eyes he was getting to the intoxicated state of the night. “Hey” was all he said to you, his voice a bit rough
“Hey, everything alright with Jake?” You asked, sitting up a bit more as you turned your body towards him
“Yeah uh, it's fine, are you having fun?” He asked rather abruptly, his gaze avoiding yours as he took another sip of his drink
“I mean, I've only really been here maybe 30 minutes and you were talking with Jake so i’ve kinda just been chilling” You observed his posture, he was on edge about something you could tell. The way his finger tapped on the beer in his hand and the way he wasn’t looking at you. Most of all his ears were drooping, clear indicator something was wrong,
“If you wanna leave you can I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable y'know" Victor looked down at his beer then at everyone else in the room who were talking amongst each other.
“Vic if I get uncomfortable I’ll let you know alright? Why are you being all weird” You nudged his shoulder a bit with a smile and he tensed after that, his gaze looking around the room again as if he was trying to see if anyone noticed that.
Your suspicions about what he and Jake had talked about only felt more accurate, the way he tensed at the nudge and the way he looked around to see if anyone saw you touch him. “Talk to me Vic whats goin-”
“Whats going on is that I think you should leave, I know you don’t want to even be here so maybe you should just go home okay?” His gaze finally met yours, a flash of sorrow in his expression that quickly turned into sternness.
You felt your heart stop as he spoke, your expression turning from calm and comforting to a more disdained appearance. “What the fuck? You’re the one who invited me in the first place, now you’re asking me to leave?” Your tone raised, which caused some of the other party goers to glance over at you two.
Victor's eyes darted between you and the other people as he gave them a nervous smile, he turned back to you more seriously and grabbed your arm. Not enough to hurt by any means but still firm “Do not cause a scene right now please…Just go home.”
“Why are you acting like you’re fucking embarassed of me? Is this what you and Jake were talking about?” You yanked your arm away from him as you took a step back.
Victor was growing irritated and it was obvious by his body language, his hand was squeezing the aluminum can which caused small dents to form on its surface. His other hand that had previously been on your arm retreating back to his side “I’m not- no i’m not embarrassed of you I just know you don’t like doing stuff that goes on at parties and I don’t even know why you came becaus-”
“I came because you invited me, I came because we’ve barely hung out this past month because everytime we planned shit” You point at him with your free hand “ You would fucking cancel on me to hang out with other people!” Everyone in the room was looking at you two now, that was for sure.
“Oh god forbid that I have more friends than just you” He spat out, the hand at his side clenching into a fist. He took a step forward towards you, his body now directly in front of yours. You could smell the shitty beer in his breath as his snout twitched while glaring at you. “I’m so sorry that I want to actually make a name for myself while I’m here instead of just being your fucking friend!!”
Your breath hitched, your stomach filled with dread as you spoke “First off you know damn well that I have more friends besides you, don't treat me like im some charity case.” You get right in his face now, your eyes locked onto his pure white orbs. You could feel the lump in your throat growing bigger as you spoke. “Second, I’m sorry my friendship wasn’t enough for you Victor.” You practically whispered, all the tension and anger in your body turning into sadness as you felt your body start to shake.
Taking a step back, you avoid his gaze afraid that if you look at him you’ll let tears fall. You thought the two of you were best friends, more than that honestly but hearing how he was talking to you and on top of the fact he was acting embarrassed made your heart shatter. The anxiety getting worse as you noticed everyone staring at the two of you, some even holding up phones and recording the interaction.
Victor's eyes softened as he stared at you, the realization of what he said and what just came out of your mouth both sinking in. The look on your face caused what felt like a dagger to go through his heart. He had never seen you look so upset, or at least towards him. Victor whispered your name quietly as he extended his hand towards you, but before he could reach you he felt another hand on his arm.
Jake placed his hand on Victor's arm preventing him from reaching you. His eyes furrowed as he glared at you “I think you should leave, I don't need you yelling at one of my brothers and causing a scene.” Jake's voice was stern as he stood in front of Victor like he was protecting a hurt animal.
You stared at the two, part of you was expecting Victor to tell Jake no and that you didn’t have to leave, but he didn’t. All Victor did was look away from you and pull his arm back from Jake, his grip on the can tightening more if it was even possible.
“Yeah sure, I was just leaving anyways” You said, tone harsh and cold. You began making your way towards the front door you had come in not even an hour ago. As you passed Victor, you glanced at him one more time hoping he would return the look, but once again he avoided your gaze and said nothing.
As you made your way toward the door you could feel everyone staring at you, some of the more drunk individuals even booing at you before being shushed by someone else. Walking out the front door and onto the side walk, you felt the tears start to finally fall and hit the concrete. Taking one more look at the house, your body ached and screamed for Victor to come after you and to make things right. He didn’t, you should’ve known that by now. He wouldn’t hurt his new popularity for you and you knew that.
Walking away from the house and making your way back to your apartment, you pull your hood over your head and continue to let the tears fall as you walk. The realization hitting you like a truck, Victor would never pick you first.
After you walked out, the party was still tense for a few more minutes, until some random drunk guy made a comment about how awkward that was which caused everyone to laugh. The party continued on after that but all Victor could do was stare out the door you walked out of. “I shouldn’t have talked to them like that dude why’d I do that” He groaned to Jake as he began to pull his phone out to text you.
Jake put his hand over Victor's phone and his other hand went around to his shoulders. “Victor bud, maybe this is for the better. You got us now man and we won’t get mad at you for trying to better yourself”
Victor thought about what he said and maybe he was right. It's not like you didn’t want Victor to succeed but you were holding him back in his mind. The way you made him feel was too vulnerable to his liking “Yeah maybe you’re right”.
Jake nodded and shook his shoulder a bit “Of course I am, now c’mon don’t let that ruin your night. Andy's got some powder, you think tonight's the night you finally wanna try it? It’ll really help ease up the nerves”
Victor glanced down at his phone again, Jake's hand away from it now as the screen lit up with your contact picture and number. He blinked down at it as he debated on texting you again, then he hit the power button causing the screen to go black.
Authors Note: Yay! Finals are over and its winter break which means I can finally work on this more :)! I did decide I'm gonna write a prologue which is gonna be what comes out next, then chapter 3 after! I hope you enjoy!
It had been around a month now, give or take since the first time Victor had cancelled plans last minute on you. Random times throughout the past month Victor would say he was either running late and to ‘go on without him’ or would abruptly cancel your guys' arrangements. The most common excuse was due to ‘needing to study’ but you knew him better than that. Every single time he would say the exact same thing
“It won’t happen again promise”
Promises lose meaning after being broken too many times.
It was finally Friday which signified the end of finals week, long hours studying and cramming material before exams had taken a toll on you but now you were finally free for the next few weeks to enjoy a small break. At least you hoped it would be.
It had been 3 days since you last texted Victor, the two of you were still sending each other funny videos you guys would find on social media to one another which gave you a sense of comfort about the current standing of you two. Part of you felt dramatic about this whole thing, It's not like you two had to text all the time. He had his own life and you had your own and with finals and the end of the semester it made sense! Something just felt off about the whole ordeal that you couldn’t quite shake.
Campus was covered by a thick layer of snow that you always enjoyed looking at but despised having to walk in. Trudging through the snow back to your apartment you couldn’t help but daydream about what you were going to do in your free time now that classes were over. All of the video games you wanted to play, books piled up that you haven’t read yet, and especially tv shows that you haven’t caught up on.
Daydreaming while walking in the snow had its downsides, one of those being that you weren’t entirely paying attention to what spots on the sidewalk were icier than others. Your foot slipping caused you to snap out of your thoughts and plummet straight into the snow. Mentally seething at how dumb you felt for slipping and getting yourself covered in snow, you began to push yourself up and as you did you locked eyes with a familiar set of milky ones.
Victor stood before you, he was bundled up in layers with a black top coat and a pair of ear muffs that hung low behind the back of his head with the circular ends resting on the inner pink parts of his currently droopy ears. His hand reached down toward you as he looked at you with a familiar snarky grin “Need some help?”
Taking his hand, he pulled you up and you regained your balance. Looking down at yourself and dusting off the snow still stuck to your body you look over at him “Thanks” was all you managed to say.
He tilts his head to the side a bit while raising an eyebrow at you, his hands retreating back into his coat pockets “No smart remarks today? Too cold?” he teased
“Something like that” You mumbled a bit while glancing down at the shape that resembles you that is now formed in the snow.
Victor's face shifted from his typical smug expression to a more serious one as his eyes stayed locked onto you. “What's your deal? Exams go bad or some shit?” he spat a bit, he didn’t mean for it to come out as rude as it did.
Your head snaps over to him, your brows furrowing “I just fell in the snow how are you expecting me to act, im fucking soaked now and its freezing” that was the excuse you gave him for the tone. Not the actual reason which had to do with him cancelling plans constantly and the fact this is how he acts after it had been more than a week and a half since you had seen each other.
Victor squints his eyes at you, taking a second on whether or not he should believe you or not. Something inside of him wants to say you’re full of shit but pushing it out of you will make things worse. He moves to the side to let you walk forward so the two of you aren’t just standing the cold.
“Okay well…I meant to text you earlier but I’m going to-”
“Another party? Or is it a bar?” You cut him off as you take a step forward and begin walking, he follows next to you closely as he continues speaking.
“Um yeah” He says rather awkwardly, his lips thinning as his snout twitches “It's another party at the frat house, I was gonna ask if you wanted to come to this one. I know it's not really your thing but we haven’t hung out in a while and it's a smaller party, maybe 15 people”
You look at him and he returns the look, a small smile forming on his face with his fangs peeking out. It's a smile you missed seeing and one that makes you weak in the knees. “It’ll be fun, and the moment it's not you can either go home or go hide in my room and play on my pc until everyone leaves then we can watch movies, how does that sound?’
As much as you didn’t want to smile at him, his was contagious to you, letting out a dramatic sigh when you went back to looking forward at the path. “I guess I can try and find room in my very busy plans for tonight to make that work”
His ears perked up in excitement, he skipped in his steps as his smile grew “It’ll be fun I promise! You’ll get to meet some of the guys too it’ll be great”
You chuckle at him as the view of your apartment comes into view “Yeah yeah, just send me the address and what time, and don’t expect me to wear anything crazy I’m showing up in sweatpants and a hoodie”
Victor nodded as you guys arrived at the entrance to your apartment complex, he grabbed the handle and opened it for you. “Will do, now go change before you get hypothermia you dork”
Stepping inside you nod, your hand brushing against his as you walk inside “You sound like my parents” your eyes playfully roll as you head to the steps. You turn your head, your hand touching the railing as you smile over at him “I’ll see you later then Vic”
The way you looked right now shouldn’t have made his heart skip a beat. Your hair is frizzy and some of it is sticking to the sides of your face. Your nose was faintly pink in the light from the coldness outside, he nodded at you “See you then” he spoke softly as he watched you walk up the stairs and into your apartment. It had been so long, too long since he had seen you. He missed being able to joke around with you and just sit and enjoy your presence.
The moment the door closes to your apartment he snaps out of his thoughts about you, he had other things to focus on like the party tonight. Victor turned around and made his way to the Beta Theta Pi house, which was back in the direction the two of you had come from. He should’ve been back at the frat house by now but seeing you walking around campus in the cold (and watching you slip and fall) changed his agenda immediately.
Taking a much deserved warm shower after freezing the majority of the day and after and exam was refreshing to say the least. You changed into a fresh and more importantly dry set of clothes and plopped down onto your bed. Victor had sent you the time to be at the frat house and more importantly the address since you had never been there before.
Something was tugging at your nerves, parties were never really your thing for a variety of different reasons. The thought of being in a room full of strangers who would most definitely be partaking in way too much liquor and probably some other substances made your stomach clench. It’s not that you couldn’t socialize, you were fairly decent at it but a bunch of impaired college kids are not in your alley of keeping conversations with.
Taking a glance at the time it was getting close to when Victor said the party would be starting. Begrudgingly you get out of bed and make your way to the door of your apartment, putting on a coat and shoes. You let out a deep exhale to mentally prepare yourself, thinking of how you’re doing this to hang out with Victor and only that. Worst case scenario like he said you can just go into his room and everything will be okay.
Luckily for you, not only were the sidewalks clear of any snow or ice now, the walk to the party was only 10 minutes away which was very manageable for you. Making your way down the familiar streets that encased all around campus, you finally arrived at the address. The first thing you notice is that the house is the definition of a basic frat house you would see in any sort of movie. The next thing you notice is that the door is just wide open and you can see at least 5 people holding red solo cups just by the door.
You consider turning back around just from those two factors but you told Victor you’d come. He also said he would hang out all those times with you but cancelled so It wouldn’t be awful to return the favor. You shake away the snarky thought and take a deep breath as you walk up to the door and enter.
Your senses are immediately hit with the smell of shitty beer, smoke and what you can only imagine the standard smell of what an all college boys house smells like (which is very musty and..wet?). Looking around the room you don't have to be a genius to know there is way more than 15 people like Victor had said. In the living room alone are at least a dozen people packed tightly on the couch and arm rests or sitting on the floor with red cups in their hands.
Looking towards the kitchen which is separated from the living room by a half wall you can see around 8 people in there as well, some girls have their bodies wrapped around presumably their boyfriends as they down whatever is in their cups. Another couple is just straight up making out against the counter which you want to laugh at but know if you do you’ll most likely get tossed out.
Putting your attention back to the task at hand, you bite your bottom lip as you scan further for Victor, the anxiety in your chest screaming to go home. You turn around back to where the door is, the same guys that were near the door that you saw from the street still lingering but this time you’re greeted with that all too familiar grin.
“You made it!” Victor exclaimed his white eyes staring right at you, and like everyone else in this place he had a cup in his hand. He walked over to you while passing through the guys’ standing around the narrow hall and stood in front of you, his free hand reaching up to your shoulder and giving it a slight squeeze,
He was dressed in a simple Harvard hoodie and jeans, the fur around his next scrunching up around his neck from the hood. You could tell immediately that he was already at least a little bit drunk, the faint smell from his breath when he stood in front of you and the way he had tripped a bit while walking towards you.
“I’m so glad you came” His tone was soft, the squeeze felt like a wave of reassurance through your body that this party wouldn’t be as bad as you were thinking. Your hand goes to where he has his and nod at him, the nerves easing the more you look at him.
“Of course I did” You said softly while looking at him, your face was noticeably red. Whether it was from the fact you were still cold from when you were walking outside or from seeing him was up for debate.
“Cmon, you gotta meet some of the guys, you'll love them!” Victor took your hand without another thought and started leading you to another room in the large house. You followed behind him while trying your best not to trip on your own feet as the two of you maneuvered around multiple drunk college kids who were having conversations you couldn’t quite process.
The two of you finally make it into another room that has significantly less people than the one you saw earlier, there were only 3 guys around a table playing cup pong. Two on the left side and one on the right, the three immediately darted their attention towards you and Victor. You recognized one of the males on the left as Jake, the one in Victor's analytics class that he had talked about and hung out with a lot. He had short dirty blonde hair and pale skin, his eyebrow was raised right at you as his gaze shifted between you and Victor.
“Yo vic, whose this? His voice was a bit hoarse as his gaze now stayed on Victor. Jake stood up straight as he set the ping pong ball in his hand onto the table, the ball slowly rolling towards one of the cups.
“Dude this is my friend I was talking about! The one who's been with me since day 1!” Victor's voice slurs a bit and you take notice of it, his arm then snakes around your shoulders and he pulls you closer to him.
You give a small wave at Jake and introduce yourself, he doesn’t seem to really care in all honestly as he just nods in response. The interaction causes the dread from earlier to come back as you start to really consider the fact you don’t belong here right now.
“Cool uh” Jake steps forward, he looks at the other two guys that he was playing with and gives them a small smile and nod while striding towards the two of you.
“Vic bud, can I talk to you real quick…alone” Jake glanced over at you as he said alone, you take the hint and unlatch yourself from Victor's hold around your shoulders as he glanced between the two of you and simply just nodded.
“I’ll be right back okay? Go get yourself a drink” He said while following Jake over to a door that looked like it led to the back patio. Once the two stepped outside the anxiety started to bubble inside of you, as a way to try and relieve it, you decided that maybe drinking a cheap shitty beer would help. Making your way to the nearest cooler you did just that.
Outside Victor and Jake are standing on the patio, no one else around as Jake speaks first “Dude are you fucking serious right now?” he spat out, his tone laced with venom “This party was only for us and the girls over at Kappa Delta we can’t just invite whoever we wanted that goes against house rules!”
Victor raised an eyebrow as he took another sip of his drink, taking notice of the fact it was close to being empty. “I didn’t think it would be such a big deal, you always have your friends come to shit. Plus…” He starts to think about the past month of cancelling on you, all the times he left you to go do things on your own just so he could party with his new friends “I’ve cancelled on them a lot this past month, I saw them earlier and just wanted to hang with them okay? Is it really this big of a fucking deal that you had to drag me out here?”
“Uh yeah??” Jake's eyes widened as if what Victor asked was the dumbest thing he had ever heard. Before he continued he inhaled while running a hand down his face, exhaling as he looked back over at him. “Listen..Vic in the nicest way possible, your friend sticks out like a sore thumb in this place, plus with the way they’re attached to you at the hip do you think any of those girls at Kappa are gonna wanna fuck you with your friend cock blocking like that?” His tone was serious as he placed his hands on his shoulders, eyes not breaking contact with Victor's “I’m just looking out for you man, didn’t you say you wanted this?”
Victor looked over at the ground as he contemplated on his next words, his fingers tapping anxiously against the red plastic cup. Of course he wanted this, why else would he have gone to all those rush events and went through the slightly embarrassing initiation process? He finally found a place where he felt like he was accepted as part of the guys and it wasn’t something he wanted to lose.
“I mean yeah I do want this but I’m not just gonna kick them out for fucks sake, I already feel like they’re pissed at me from cancelling to hang out with you guys!” Victors’ tone rose as he spoke, he lifted his cup back up to his lips and finished off the remaining liquid.
Jake squeezed Victor's shoulders, an exasperated sigh leaving him as he does so “I’m just saying Vic, your friend seems like they don’t wanna be here anyways, just see if they wanna leave” He lets go of Victors shoulders and walks back toward the door, his hand reaching for the handle “Shit aside from the fact this was a beta and kappa only party, I just don’t want you to regret not having fun tonight is all, but do what you want”. With that he opened the door and stepped back inside the house leaving Victor to think about what to do next.
Back inside the house, you were leaning against a wall in the corner of the main room that you had walked into when you arrived. You had treated yourself to one of the beers in the open coolers taking small sips out of the distasteful beverage.
You looked around the room at all the other people chatting and talking, some of their words slurring a bit while others laughed at a joke that had been said. As you looked around you glanced towards the hall that led to the room you had previously been in with Victor and his friends, you wondered if maybe the best call was to just leave and text Victor that. Reaching for your phone in your pocket, you begin to check random notifications to seem like you’re busy when you feel someone walk up to you.
Victor stood next to you, arm outreached onto the wall as he leaned against it. In his other hand was another beer, you could tell by the look in his eyes he was getting to the intoxicated state of the night. “Hey” was all he said to you, his voice a bit rough
“Hey, everything alright with Jake?” You asked, sitting up a bit more as you turned your body towards him
“Yeah uh, it's fine, are you having fun?” He asked rather abruptly, his gaze avoiding yours as he took another sip of his drink
“I mean, I've only really been here maybe 30 minutes and you were talking with Jake so i’ve kinda just been chilling” You observed his posture, he was on edge about something you could tell. The way his finger tapped on the beer in his hand and the way he wasn’t looking at you. Most of all his ears were drooping, clear indicator something was wrong,
“If you wanna leave you can I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable y'know" Victor looked down at his beer then at everyone else in the room who were talking amongst each other.
“Vic if I get uncomfortable I’ll let you know alright? Why are you being all weird” You nudged his shoulder a bit with a smile and he tensed after that, his gaze looking around the room again as if he was trying to see if anyone noticed that.
Your suspicions about what he and Jake had talked about only felt more accurate, the way he tensed at the nudge and the way he looked around to see if anyone saw you touch him. “Talk to me Vic whats goin-”
“Whats going on is that I think you should leave, I know you don’t want to even be here so maybe you should just go home okay?” His gaze finally met yours, a flash of sorrow in his expression that quickly turned into sternness.
You felt your heart stop as he spoke, your expression turning from calm and comforting to a more disdained appearance. “What the fuck? You’re the one who invited me in the first place, now you’re asking me to leave?” Your tone raised, which caused some of the other party goers to glance over at you two.
Victor's eyes darted between you and the other people as he gave them a nervous smile, he turned back to you more seriously and grabbed your arm. Not enough to hurt by any means but still firm “Do not cause a scene right now please…Just go home.”
“Why are you acting like you’re fucking embarassed of me? Is this what you and Jake were talking about?” You yanked your arm away from him as you took a step back.
Victor was growing irritated and it was obvious by his body language, his hand was squeezing the aluminum can which caused small dents to form on its surface. His other hand that had previously been on your arm retreating back to his side “I’m not- no i’m not embarrassed of you I just know you don’t like doing stuff that goes on at parties and I don’t even know why you came becaus-”
“I came because you invited me, I came because we’ve barely hung out this past month because everytime we planned shit” You point at him with your free hand “ You would fucking cancel on me to hang out with other people!” Everyone in the room was looking at you two now, that was for sure.
“Oh god forbid that I have more friends than just you” He spat out, the hand at his side clenching into a fist. He took a step forward towards you, his body now directly in front of yours. You could smell the shitty beer in his breath as his snout twitched while glaring at you. “I’m so sorry that I want to actually make a name for myself while I’m here instead of just being your fucking friend!!”
Your breath hitched, your stomach filled with dread as you spoke “First off you know damn well that I have more friends besides you, don't treat me like im some charity case.” You get right in his face now, your eyes locked onto his pure white orbs. You could feel the lump in your throat growing bigger as you spoke. “Second, I’m sorry my friendship wasn’t enough for you Victor.” You practically whispered, all the tension and anger in your body turning into sadness as you felt your body start to shake.
Taking a step back, you avoid his gaze afraid that if you look at him you’ll let tears fall. You thought the two of you were best friends, more than that honestly but hearing how he was talking to you and on top of the fact he was acting embarrassed made your heart shatter. The anxiety getting worse as you noticed everyone staring at the two of you, some even holding up phones and recording the interaction.
Victor's eyes softened as he stared at you, the realization of what he said and what just came out of your mouth both sinking in. The look on your face caused what felt like a dagger to go through his heart. He had never seen you look so upset, or at least towards him. Victor whispered your name quietly as he extended his hand towards you, but before he could reach you he felt another hand on his arm.
Jake placed his hand on Victor's arm preventing him from reaching you. His eyes furrowed as he glared at you “I think you should leave, I don't need you yelling at one of my brothers and causing a scene.” Jake's voice was stern as he stood in front of Victor like he was protecting a hurt animal.
You stared at the two, part of you was expecting Victor to tell Jake no and that you didn’t have to leave, but he didn’t. All Victor did was look away from you and pull his arm back from Jake, his grip on the can tightening more if it was even possible.
“Yeah sure, I was just leaving anyways” You said, tone harsh and cold. You began making your way towards the front door you had come in not even an hour ago. As you passed Victor, you glanced at him one more time hoping he would return the look, but once again he avoided your gaze and said nothing.
As you made your way toward the door you could feel everyone staring at you, some of the more drunk individuals even booing at you before being shushed by someone else. Walking out the front door and onto the side walk, you felt the tears start to finally fall and hit the concrete. Taking one more look at the house, your body ached and screamed for Victor to come after you and to make things right. He didn’t, you should’ve known that by now. He wouldn’t hurt his new popularity for you and you knew that.
Walking away from the house and making your way back to your apartment, you pull your hood over your head and continue to let the tears fall as you walk. The realization hitting you like a truck, Victor would never pick you first.
After you walked out, the party was still tense for a few more minutes, until some random drunk guy made a comment about how awkward that was which caused everyone to laugh. The party continued on after that but all Victor could do was stare out the door you walked out of. “I shouldn’t have talked to them like that dude why’d I do that” He groaned to Jake as he began to pull his phone out to text you.
Jake put his hand over Victor's phone and his other hand went around to his shoulders. “Victor bud, maybe this is for the better. You got us now man and we won’t get mad at you for trying to better yourself”
Victor thought about what he said and maybe he was right. It's not like you didn’t want Victor to succeed but you were holding him back in his mind. The way you made him feel was too vulnerable to his liking “Yeah maybe you’re right”.
Jake nodded and shook his shoulder a bit “Of course I am, now c’mon don’t let that ruin your night. Andy's got some powder, you think tonight's the night you finally wanna try it? It’ll really help ease up the nerves”
Victor glanced down at his phone again, Jake's hand away from it now as the screen lit up with your contact picture and number. He blinked down at it as he debated on texting you again, then he hit the power button causing the screen to go black.
The poll still has 1 day left but ill definitely be doing a prologue for ‘What we never got over!’ Also exciting news, Chapter 2 will definitely be out this weekend :)
Hey everyone! I'm so glad to see a lot of you really liked the first chapter of my Sonar x Reader fic 'What we never got over'!
I've started writing Chapter 2 and I plan to have it done by next week at some point, however while writing I realized in Chapter 1 I didn't explore the relationship between Victor and you as much as I really wanted to. Which brings me to my question!
Should I make a prologue chapter exploring the day the two had met? How each other acted at first (awkward obviously) and just other details that kind of shows how deep their relationship really is? If its something a lot of people are interested in I'll definitely do it!
Prologue for 'What we never got over?'
Yes Absolutely!
Nah its not necessary
Voting ended onDec 13, 2025
I do wanna clarify as well that this would come out between chapter 2 and chapter 3, It'll just make it more dramatic trust me :> Thanks for taking the time to read this! Hope your days are amazing <3
Small edit: If you have any ideas for other things to include in the prologue feel free to lmk!
