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19 / Mansfield / dog obsessed

[perrfectly]

[9tee]

a & j

[kalpico]

i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself

[sweetsteeths]

person: hey you ok?

me, dissociating: 

[penicillium-pusher]

“girls only wear makeup and dress nice for guys!”

false. 

[sugary-coated-deactivated202003]

[leaveful]

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[naturaekos]

[aestheticacadema]

(more)

[glittercap]

[aestheticacadema]

(more)

[thesailorrvenus-deactivated2019]

my best friend gave this to me

tumblr | private | snap

[wordsnquotes]

The hours between 12am and 6am have a funny habit of making you feel like you’re either on top of the world, or under it.

Beau Taplin, “The Hours Between” (via wordsnquotes)

[sulfur]

[fullten-deactivated20240430]

If you’re in that kind of depression where everything is blurry and days blend into one another, taking a lot of photos of positive things might help. If your pet does something cute, you ate something good, got a high score, you cleaned your room, the weather was nice… I’m not saying this will fix your depression, it’s just a good reminder that you are in fact living regardless of the depression distorting your memory and making your past seem like fog of sadness and nothing else.

[tomhiddletson]

[erogape-deactivated20250604]

What therapy is really like

Me: i wanna get hit by a car Her: what kind of car?

[moonlittmusings]

Nobody tells you how much mental illness fucks with your perception of time. How you can’t place memories right. How you can’t distinguish if something happened a month ago or a year ago. How you lose entire chunks. Weeks, months of memories just get brushed away somewhere. What you do remember just ebbs and flows together. You’re never really in the moment so you can’t ever really hang onto it.