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“It is three at night. I have something to say. You are so valuable. You shine out. You are a magic star. You are a body of blood made beautiful. How I admire, sit back and adore you. How thirsty I am for that. How you feed me.”

— Anne Sexton, Letter to Lois Ames, 11 Jan. 1969

I just think youre really cool. and ive never met anyone like you before. so yeah i hate how youve been leaving me on open and you dont wanna talk to me because i thought we could still be friends. but i guess you just wanted to play me. and i hate it. so much. you seemed like one of the good ones i should really be going for. but you just dont seem like you really are that type of guy i thought you were. and its sucks a lot

i thought you were a good one for once

but i guess you arent

#personal #10 dec 2018

if j. hits me up again

say yes, but dont go in. get to his door, get him to answer, but dont go in.

tell him you dont wanna be a temporary friend to him

tell him how much you hate that hes seems like a good guy but he also is a fuckboy

tell him how amazing and so one of a kind, so unique he is and then,

tell him how much you hate him for being just that amazing and choosing to pop in and out of my life for twice already

#personal #2 feb 2019

uaegnomanat-blog

don’t dive back into the ocean, because you’ve grown used to the water

when you know you’ve grown tired of the crashing waves

passionpainpleasuree-deactivate

Chuck: There’s a difference between a great love and the right love. I left the Empire State Building last year after two minutes when you didn’t show. Louis waited all night. This is your chance at happiness. You think you shouldn’t want it ‘cause you’ve never had it and it scares you. But you deserve your fairytale. Blair: We make our own fairytales. Chuck: Only when we have to.

Chuck bass (via passionpainpleasuree)

thelovejournals

Find someone who loves you well. Someone who never belittles you. Even in the heat of an argument. Someone who is gentle with you, but does not treat you like you are fragile. Someone who knows what you are capable of, and celebrates those pieces of you. Not someone who is intimidated by your strength. Someone who doesn’t make you feel guilty for being flawed. It is not love’s job to punish you. And remember the person you love is just as broken as you are when they fall short. No one is perfect – do not hold them to this standard. Find someone who is patient, forgiving, and apologetic. Someone who practices forgiveness freely and often. Love someone who is humble, kind, and empathetic. Not only with you, but with a beggar on the street, or a stranger in the supermarket. Common courtesy is important. Compassion is important. Kindness is important.

Unknown (via thelovejournals)

daydreamsof-you

sometimes i imagine us bumping into each other in a grocery store.

and that we would have a nice chat and that you would somehow like me back. (via daydreamsof-you)

leohearts

The truth is, I’ve always loved more than I could ever hope to be loved in return and that alone, is why my heart often breaks.

Christian Medina (via leohearts)

hereliesmybrokenheart

Waking up after a break up is the hardest. Because you won’t get any good morning texts, or seeing that certain name on your notification anymore.

Life goes on even if you want to go back in time. // Late night thoughts #73 (via hereliesmybrokenheart)

fulltimeangel97

I feel like screaming because I don’t have anyone to talk to.

Gossip Girl (via lonelygirl-97)

letters-from-alex

How can I replace you, when I can’t find anyone that makes me forget you exist?

i’ve compared everyone i’ve ever met to you (via letters-from-alex)

It’s been two weeks since we’ve spoken.

Why haven’t I gone at least one day without thinking of you? Why haven’t I gotten over you yet? Why can’t I move on? Is it because the whole time I did truly like you? Even though at the beginning I just jumped for the feeling and not for the future, did I like you the whole time? More than I thought you did? God! The worst thing is not that I haven’t moved on but that you probably aren’t thinking of me anymore. You can go a day without me crossing your mind, maybe a week! While you’ve been moving on with how your life was before me, I’m fucked up more than ever for the first time in awhile and I’m worried more than ever that it will take forever for me to bounce back with how my life was before you.

#26 nov 17 #personal