1. We /all/ know The Bold Type is the most critically acclaimed show your network has ever had. Letâs not kid ourselves here.
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You silently take two more slices of bread out of the package and make another sandwich. You put it on a plate with a handful of potato chips and hand it to the demon. He takes the sandwich, smiles and vanishes in a puff of demonic smoke. The next day you get that job promotion you were after. There was no contract. No words spoken. You owe nothing. But every now and then, another demon pops in for lunch. Demons donât often get homemade sandwiches.Â
Can I keep this going? Iâm going to keep this going.
It would be a little annoying, if they werenât so nice about it. You donât know what you expected demons to be like, but you certainly didnât expect them to be nice about it. Thereâs no demands, no voices like wailing babies, no blood on the walls (well, there was that one time, but Balthazak was very apologetic about the whole thing and cleaned it up right quick). Just the occasional demon stopping by for lunch. In fact, you could almost forget that they werenât just ordinary people, the way they act. Nice people, too.Â
You start talking with them, as time goes on. In the beginning you carefully pick your words so they couldnât be spun to even imply a contract or reference a soul, but when they seem politely eager to have a normal chat, your words become a bit looser. You even begin gossiping with them - turns out, demons have breakroom gossip just like anyone else. You listened to Rekâththththtyrâs account of Drokyarixâs torrid affair with Irkilliz, and Ferkiyan didnât even know what Drory was doing behind his back, poor dear, and you kept quiet and let Ferkiyan cry on your shoulder after Drokyarix finally broke up with him (the shirt was a bit of a loss, demon tears are ruinous to cloth, but Ferkiyanâs a good sort and you couldnât just turn him away). You even managed to talk him down from going and starting a fight with Irkiliz, who didnât even know that Drokyarix was in a relationship, and who was almost as horrified as Rekâththththtyr.Â
After that event in particular, you start to get a sort of a reputation as a place where a demon can come to relax, talk, and - of course - get a sandwich. Your sandwich-making skills have really improved since this whole thing began. Your luck seems to have improved too - youâre not sure if you can attribute the whole thing to the sandwiches and the reputation, but you donât really want to know anyway.Â
One day, thereâs a bright flash of light from your living room. Nothing unusual in itself - most of the younger demons havenât quite got the style of their elders, and usually just go for a materialization in a flash of hellfire over your fireplace - except that itâs white instead of the usual red. You look up, and who do you see but an angel looking at you with a spear in his hand. Shrugging, you tell him to sit down and youâll have a sandwich for him shortly, and meanwhile he can just tell you all about whatâs on his mind. This clearly is not at all what he was expecting, but after a momentâs thought, he decides to take you up on your offer and starts talking. Apparently, heâd been dispatched to take care of some demon summoner in the neighborhood, and while heâd evidently got the wrong house the right one shouldnât be hard to find - have you seen anyone practicing satanic rituals nearby? You laugh, a little, and tell him that you donât really summon them, they just come on their own. They do like their sandwiches, and theyâre quite nice folk.Â
The angelâs jaw drops, and you remind him to chew with his mouth closed.Â
And Iâm going to take this even further. Here we go.
It took a bit of explaining with the first angel to arrive. Telling him about the first accidental summoning and then how the demons just started stopping by around lunch time on your days off. But once he understood whatâs been going on (and finished his sandwich) he nodded solemnly and said he would get this all straightened out âupstairs.â
You eventually start getting more angels coming around for lunch. Sometimes they bring a small dessert for you to share after the sandwiches, and the dishes are always magically clean and back in the cupboard when they leave.
You lean that angels donât have much of their own drama, but they do know all the truths about human tabloid drama and theyâre more than willing to dish on what the Kardashians have been up to.
The first time an angel and a demon show up for lunch on the same day is a little tense. You tell them that ALL are welcome for lunch in your house and that you would prefer it to be a no-conflict zone. It takes a while for them to settle, but eventually they grow comfortable enough to start chatting. Which is when you learn that because demons are technically fallen angels, youâve been having two sides of an estranged family over for lunch regularly.
Soon, you have an angel and a demon at every lunch. Old friends and estranged siblings meeting up to reconnect over a sandwich at your dinning room table. You help the ones who had a falling out reach an understanding, and you get to hear wild stories of what the âold realmâ was like.
One day, as youâre pulling out the bread and cheese, a messenger demon appears. You greet him and tell him a sandwich will be ready soon, but he declines. He is here on behalf of Lucifer to ask if itâs alright by you for him to âenter your dwelling so as to meet with his brother Michael over sandwiches.â
A little stunned, you agree. The demon disappears and you prepare three sandwiches, setting them at the table.
When Lucifer (the actual devil!) appears in small puff of smoke, you welcome him and ask what heâd like to drink. As youâre fetching the apple juice, a blinding flash of light comes from the dinning room indicating Michaelâs arrival. You grab a second cup and walk back in to find a tense stand off between the brothers. You set down the cups and juice while calmly reminding them that this is a conflict-free zone, and if they are going to fight, please take it to an alternate plane of existence.
They donât fight. They sit and enjoy the sandwiches and talk about what happened. You learn a lot about why creation started, what the purpose of humanity was and what itâs grown to be. You only have to diffuse two arguments. And at the end when itâs time for them to leave, they hug each other, agreeing to meet up again somewhere else.
In the following weeks you have the usual assortment of demons and angels stopping by. The regulars ask how youâre mom is doing and if your friend is settling in to their new apartment nicely. At some point during each visit though, they ask if itâs true. Did Lucifer and Michael really come for lunch? You tell them yes, but wonât say what was talked about. Theyâre disappointed, everyone likes the gossip, but they understand. Before they leave, you ask each angel and demon about this idea you have for the summer, what if you had a barbecue on the back patio for everyone who wanted to come? They think it sounds like a fun idea.
The question hovers in the air, unanswered. Poppyâs afraid to touch it, let alone acknowledge it. She shifts on her butt, anxiously tearing some grass out from the ground. Itâd taken them the whole summer to get here. To get to this very moment. It had been all Poppy had wanted, and now that itâs here, sheâs afraid itâs another dream.
She lifts her head. Ellieâs staring at her, waiting. She wants an answer. She wants a list of reasons. She wants to be able to pick them all apart to ensure they wonât happen again. Poppy knows this, she knows that Ellie needs this, but still, she keeps her mouth shut.
âReal mature, Day. Real fucking mature.â Ellie pushes herself off the ground. She hovers for a moment, as if Poppy might suddenly beg. She canât. Ellie nods once, sharp and defiant. âAlright, if thatâs how you want it. Just donât say I didnât warn you, because right now? You just started a war that may never end.â
 âEllie,â Poppy whispers. But itâs too late. Ellie is already halfway across the park by the time Poppy can find her voice. She hugs her knees close to her chest now and rests her forehead on her knees. Nothing will make this okay. Nothing. But itâs for the best. It is. It has to be. Poppy needs to protect Ellie, and this is the only way she knows how. It had to be done.
A sob breaks out of her, startling some of the ducks down at the pond. Poppy doesnât know what to do, but when she finally manages to stand up, she has a feeling that she canât go back now. She made her decision, and if Ellie ever found out, well, Poppyâs sure sheâd feel worse than she already does.
Her phone buzzes in her pocket, and Poppy reaches into her pocket to read the text message.
TOM: did you seriously use your savings to pay off ellieâs dad so heâd disappear???
POPPY: you didnât see the bruises, tom. I did what I had to do. you canât ever tell her.
TOM:Â so itâs better to think that he just took off?
POPPY: yes. yes it is. can you imagine what it would be like for her to learn that her father accepted the $5k to leave her without a second thought? 5k, tom. 5 fucking thousand bucks. I was willing to give him 20k. he took my first offer.
TOM:Â god this is a mess.
TOM:Â you really donât want her to know?
POPPY:Â no, I donât. she deserves a better life, and with her dad out of it, she has a chance at that now.
TOM:Â I donât know what to say...
POPPY: thereâs nothing to say. she hates me now. you canât breathe a word. she barely has a self-esteem rn, and I think learning how little sheâs worth to her dad will shatter that completely. she means everything to me, tom.
TOM:Â alright, I wonât say a word. just lmk what you need from me.
POPPY:Â can you pick me up? I donât think I can stop crying long enough to drive home
TOM:Â duck pond?
POPPY:Â yes.
Knowing that Tom would be on his way, Poppy lets herself collapse back onto the ground. She hugs her legs and watches the ducks swim around. Sheâd signed Ellie up for a Love Me Self-Esteem Workshop two weeks ago, and sheâd made Ellie promise sheâd go. Poppy can only cling to the hope that she will. Out of everyone on this earth, Ellie deserves to love herself as much as Poppy does.
x x x
âDad?â Ellie asks, peering at the old man behind the grocery store counter. She tilts her head. God, she hadnât seen him in...what? Nine, ten years? Maybe twelve. She thinks he left when she was seventeen. So. Twelve years.
Twelve years and suddenly, heâs right there in front of her. Sheâd flown into LA for a job interview and had decided to grab some whole foods instead of relying on the hotel restaurant. She always did hate to eat alone in public.
âEloise?â He sounds so uncertain, so timid. Then he flushes with embarrassment. âI bet youâre not surprised to find your olâ man working the till at a rundown grocery store. You look...you look great, El. Really grown up.â
She stares at him before lifting her basket up onto the counter. âHow did you end up in LA?â
âItâs a long story. Could I tell you over dinner? Iâm nearly nine years sober, yâknow.â
Ellie blinks. Her dad is sober? What? All those years she begged him to quit drinking because it made him mean and abusive. And now...now heâs sober? She canât trust him, but the teenage girl inside her aches to believe him. âI--uh, sure. Iâm in town for an interview. Itâs tomorrow at two oâclock. How about we meet at four?â
âI get done at six?â
âSix it is then. Iâm staying at the Marriott down the road. Meet me at the hotel restaurant?â she asks, still unsure of him.
âIâll be there. I promise.â
Ellie knows that his promises tend to become disappointments, but she nods once. Sheâd become better than this. Her self-worth no longer depended on what her daddy thought of her. In fact, this would be the perfect test to see if that holds true.
âDonât worry - Iâll get this. Have yourself a good night, okay?â
She takes her bags. âYeah, okay. Sure. Iâll...Iâll see you tomorrow.â
Ellie doesnât look back, because sheâs afraid that sheâll have made it all up. Her fingers grip the grocery bag tightly and when she gets into her hotel room, she presses her back to the door. How could he have been so close for all these years? Getting sober? Ellie didnât buy it.
ELLIE:Â I just ran into my dad.
TOM:Â wait, what???? where???? I thought you were in LA.
ELLIE:Â I am. and apparently so is my dad. he said heâs been sober for nine years. weâre getting dinner tomorrow night before I fly out.
TOM:Â Iâve got the kids until 8pm my time, but do you want me to give you a call afer?
ELLIE:Â no, no. Iâm okay. really. I just wanted to let you know. howâs vernon adapting to being a single foster parent?
TOM:Â tbh I think itâs making him reconsider our breakup. I hope so, anyway. just lmk if you need to talk, okay?
ELLIE:Â will do, dude. but by the looks of what youâve been posting on fb, single parenthood suits you.
TOM:Â thatâs the kids & I trying to get vernon back. theyâve been with us for two years. their our kids, yâknow? ethan will be turning 18 in two weeks, and I really wanted to surprise him with adoption papers with vernon on his bday.
ELLIE:Â oh wow, thatâs incredible! Iâm so happy for you guys!
And she is. Really. But wow, how can she be jealous of a seventeen year old kid who has been dealt a crap hand in life? Itâs just...Ethan had two dads who love him more than anything. They had broken up for some reason - one that no one is willing to share with her - and yet they still love him so much. What must that be like?
Meeting her father for dinner makes her anxious, but sheâs not going to show it. She never shows her weaknesses anymore. Keeping a straight face, sitting very still, she skims the menu. Of course, she already knows what she wants. But the heavy silence between them is too much.
âPlease, tell me how youâve been?â her dad ventures, setting his menu down on the table. âHow was college? Are you seeing anyone these days? Howâs Penelope and the boys? What were their names... um...â
âPenelope,â Ellie repeats softly. She hadnât thought about Poppy in a long time. Her betrayal had been heartbreaking enough. She tilts her head. âWhy do you remember Poppy? She barely came around the house and I...I never talked about her.â
Her dad blinks. Itâs the same deer-in-headlights expression that Tom had had five years ago when heâd mentioned Poppyâs name in her presence. They had had one agreement - her, Tom, and Vernon - and that was to never, ever mention Poppy. They could be friends with her, but they were to pretend she doesnât exist around Ellie. The heartache that Poppyâs name brought to her hadnât eased with time.
âYou mean, she never told you?â
âTold me what?â Ellieâs gripping the menu tightly. When the waiter comes to their table, they sense that thereâs tension right now and casually slip away. âFrank, tell me right now.â
Her dad sighs, staring at his water glass. Then he meets her eyes. âHoney, Poppy paid me five thousand dollars for me to go away when you were seventeen. I took it and flew to New Orleans. I burned through a big chunk of it quickly, and then I flew to Vegas, with the hopes of making it back. There was so much booze in Vegas - it was like an alcoholicâs dream come true.â
Ellie doesnât relax. If possible, she tenses some more. Poppy paid her dad to leave her? How dare she play god with Ellieâs life?
âThen about six months later, I went back to her. She told me you two werenât talking anymore, but that you were doing so much better. I tried to blackmail her into giving me more money. Instead, she sent me to rehab. Iâll admit I tried to run away a few times, but there sheâd be, yelling at me to get back into the building.â Her dad shakes his head. âYou really donât know any of this?â
âNo, now keep talking. And talk fast.â Ellieâs vibrating with too many emotions to name.
âBasically, for the first five years after I left, I burned through Penelopeâs savings and college tuition. She didnât care. She was there, every step of the way. Constantly yelling at me, but she never wavered. No matter how mean Iâd get. Sheâd remind me that I had to get better to make up for...well, everything.â
âWhat happened after the first five years?â Ellie whispers, barely recognizing her own voice. Poppy did this?
âShe got a job in New York. She took the opportunity, but called me once a week for the next few years or so. Now weâre down to six month check-ins - I send her half of every pay cheque.â Frank tilts his head. âEloise, Iâm so sorry for all I had done to you. I know that I canât ever make up for it, but I swear, Iâm clean and Iâm doing alright. Iâm just not where Iâd like to be. I wanted to be in a better position before reaching out to you.â
âWhere is Poppy now?â Ellie asks.
âUh, last I heard sheâd gone up to Toronto for another job opportunity.â
âToronto? Poppy is in Canada?â
âI think so. I still have her email address if you want it--â
âI...I donât know what to say, Frank. I really donât.â
âThat girl loves you a lot, Ellie. She always gets a real soft look when she talks about you. She never really let me know what was going on between you, but I figured that was just âcause she didnât want you to know what she was up to. She told me that you were engaged, so I had assumed that yâall were talking again.â
Engaged? How would Poppy know that...oh god. Tom and Vernon know. They know what Poppyâs been doing for her for twelve years and they never told her.
âI need some time to process this.â
âWait, please. Just share a drink with me at least?â
Ellie freezes.
âI mean coffee or tea. God, sorry. I didnât mean...I havenât had a sip in nine years, I swear. Iâm almost at my ten year anniversary.â
âI guess I could stay for one coffee.â
x x xÂ
Poppy gets off the subway, grateful to be part of the rushing crowd who switches to Line 2 at Bloor. Line 2 is usually less packed than Line 1. She adjusts her headphones, listening to a podcast. Sword and Scale is in their fifteenth season, and the murder theyâre discussing is particularly gruesome. But no one else needs to know that this is what she listens to for pleasure.
She winces at a very detailed part before taking a seat. She relaxes, despite knowing sheâl be getting off soon. Poppy watches some people around her. There are a group of high school kids huddled together, laughing and shouting. Thereâs an older man sitting across from her, reading the newspaper that Poppy had read on her way to work this morning. She spots a really good looking couple sitting a few seats down the car - one has a large trans flag pin on their bag and the other person has a scarf made out of the bisexual colours.
Poppy smiles. Sheâs been living in Toronto for a while now, and she loves it. Thereâs so many interesting people to watch and make up stories about their lives. But most of all? Living in Toronto was really nice because the diversity was incredible. She went from a small white-ass town to a big city with people from everywhere.
None of her Canadian friends have the same religious beliefs - other than the other two atheists in her office - and one one of them was actually born outside of Canada. She was a refugee, and Poppy had told her how much she admired her strength.
Sheâs no longer one of two black people in a room like she had been growing up. Sheâs surrounded by culture and diversity.
The podcast ends just as sheâs getting off the subway to walk to her house just off the Danforth. Poppy pulls out her phone and frowns when she sees a string of texts from Tom.
TOM:Â Poppy, I donât know what happened but I think the secretâs out of the bag.
TOM:Â Ellie knows. she ran into her father accidentally. he told her the whole story. I had no idea.
TOM:Â she called me yelling & didnât even let me explain
TOM:Â I donât know what sheâs going to do...
TOM:Â but she did not sound happy.
TOM:Â is it bad that I feel a little relieved? I hated lying to her.
TOM:Â wait, that lest message was for vernon but...well, itâs true.
She stands on the corner of Pape and Danforth for what feels like years. Poppy reads the messages once more. Then again. And again. Swallowing, she calls Tom.
âPoppy!â
âThis is so bad. So bad.â
âItâs been like twelve years since you two talked. I feel like it shouldâve blown over now.â
âI was her lifeline, Tom. I was her rock. And she lost me when she lost her dad.â Poppy closes her eyes. âShe knew I was keeping a secret from her, and she couldnât handle it. And I couldnât tell her.â
âI know. I know. But câmon. Poppy, you couldâve told her by now.â
âIt was too hard. I didnât want to open that can of worms when she was doing so well.â Poppy starts walking towards her home now. âHow did this even happen? This is so bizarre.â
Poppy listen s to Tom, and she has to stop on the sidewalk a few times to process what heâs saying. Then she reaches her house, and freezes. After a moment of Tom asking her if sheâs still on the phone, Poppy murmurs. âI gotta go, Tommy Boy. Ellie is on my porch stairs.â
âWhat?!â Tom yells.
âLove you,â Poppy says, on autopilot. She hangs up without waiting to hear his response. âEllie.â
âPoppy. How could you?â
âI just...â
âI--I need to understand. Please.â
âCâmon in. Weâll talk.â Poppy passes her on the stairs to unlock her front door. âSo you flew up?â
âYeah. I had to reschedule my second interview.â
âWhat? This couldâve waited. Why would you risk a job opportunity like this?â Poppy asks. She kicks off her shoes and flicks on her kitchen light. Ellie drops her stuff in the front hallway before joining Poppy in the kitchen. âEllie--Eloise, I just--what was the job for?â
âTo become partner at a law firm.â
âSo you really did it, huh? The boys told me but itâs nice to know they werenât lying. Thatâs awesome - good for you.â Poppy fills the kettle with water and puts it onto the stove. Ellie had always drank tea, and Poppy hopes that hasnât changed.
Ellie sighs. âOkay, look, letâs cut all the small talk bull shit. Why did you do it?â
Poppy shrugs. âI did what I thought needed to be done.â
âBut my d--Frank, Frank said that you kept at it for five years before you had to move and that you still talk?â
âEllie,â Poppy says, feeling more at ease now. Time had been kind to her in that sense - she felt more comfortable taking charge of a conversation. âYou were always the girl who needed her dad to be a hero, but your dad wasnât. So I thought...â
âYou thought you could make him into a hero.â
âI was young when it started. I had no real concept of how much work and energy it is dealing with addiction. By the time I realized what I had committed myself, it was too late. You couldnât have torn me from your dadâs side if the whole world depended on it. He was there for me when my mom died. He was there for me when my father shut down and then took off without a word. I didnât mean to depend on him, but I had to.â Poppy is grateful when the kettle whistles. She gets up from the table and busies herself with getting mugs and teabags.
âIâm sorry to hear about your mom. She was pretty nice,â Ellie says, her voice soft. âAnd your dad just vanished?â
âYep. Didnât take his cell phone or wallet with him. One day, he stopped answering the phone and a week later, I flew down to find the house empty. Well, not empty. Everything was still exactly in itâs place. There was no note. No sign of anything out of the ordinary. He didnât even made the bed or clean up the beer bottles. He was just gone.â Poppy sets the mug in front of Ellie before she sits down. âI had to legally declare him dead so I could take over the mortgage and stuff. I rent it out now.â
âWow. Iâm so sorry.â
Poppy shrugs. âDonât be. Iâve had time to deal with it. So. Now you know. I never wanted to hurt you, Ellie. I just didnât think at the time you could handle knowing what I had done.â
Ellie meets her eyes, her fingers curling around the mug. âI donât think I couldâve back then. But I mean, time passed on, why didnât you reach out to me?â
âI made a deal with Frank. Once he felt like he was good enough to reach out to you, then I had to. But I said I wouldnât before then. It wouldnât have seemed fair, yâknow? To tell you what I had done, have been doing, and then telling you that you couldnât talk to Frank because he wasnât ready.â
âWow. God, this is so much to take in.â
âI know. If you want to process it alone, thatâs fine. I donât know if you have a hotel room or not, but I have a guest bedroom that youâre more than welcome to stay in.â
âThat would be nice...I didnât really think that far ahead. I just went to the airport and bought a ticket for the next flight. I had to run through the airport. It was very dramatic.â Ellie smiles now. âAnd then I spent the entire plane ride freaking out and trying to understand everything. And then I realized that I had no idea how to get from the airport to your place so I grabbed a $60 Uber ride.â
âFrank give you my address?â
âYeah. He said that he sends you Christmas presents and that you always mail him stuff throughout the year.â
âHeâs kind of a penpal in that way,â Poppy tells her, with a fond smile crossing her lips. âSo. I only know what youâve been up to through Tom and Vern. Why donât you catch me up on your life in your own words?â
âSure, but first, can we talk about what the hell happened with Tom and Vernon?â Ellie asks.
Poppyâs shoulders relax for the first time since reading Tomâs text messages. God, sheâd been dying to talk to someone about this. Her new Canadian friends didnât really understand - they hadnât met Tom or Vernon before, so all the drama meant nothing to them. Poppy couldâve reached out to Jane, but Jane had kind of faded from the group after college. Vernon is the only person who still talks to her occasionally.
âI canât believe after all the crap they went through with Vernonâs mom and the whole thing with his siter and getting approved for foster care that they split.â Poppy shakes her head in disbelief. âAnd over a fucking book, no less.â
âItâs the stupidest fucking thing ever. I tried to tell Vernon to get his head out of his ass, because those kids mean the world to them both, and they shouldnât be giving those kids any more instability,â Ellie says, waving her hands in the air.
Poppy laughs, because itâs so easy to fall into old habits. âTheyâre ridiculous. Iâm pretty sure Vernon is going to freak when he discovers that book was part of Tomâs proposal plan.â
âHeâs going to propose?!â
âWell, he was. Two months ago. But then Vernon stormed out and said he needed time to cool off.â Poppy frowns. âI think heâs worried about becoming his mom.â
âHeâs a moron. Heâll never be like his mom.â
âI know. But you try telling that to him. Heâs stubborn as a mule.â
âNo kidding,â Ellie says, with lightness in her voice. They fall silent for a moment, before Ellie meets Poppyâs eyes. âThanks, Poppy. For everything you did for me. I donât think anyone has ever loved me that much before.â
âI know itâs like, twelve years too late, but uh. I just--Ellie, I would do anything for you. You meant everything to me.â Poppy hesitates before she adds, softly, âYou still do. How I felt about you never changed. Not once.â
Ellie nods, as though she understands the weight behind Poppyâs words. Then she reaches out and puts her hand on Poppyâs. âIâm sorry that I doubted you.â
âItâs okay. Itâs not too late. Why donât you go settle in the guest room, maybe take a nap? Itâs been a long week for you, Iâm sure. When you wake up, Iâll have your favourite pancakes and bacon.â
The smile on Ellieâs face is worth everything to Poppy. âBreakfast for dinner is my favourite. Thank you, Poppy. Truly.â
âGo, go, get some rest.â
When Poppyâs alone, she goes over to the calendar hanging on her fridge. She runs her finger over todayâs date.
Tomorrow will officially be three months since sheâs been diagnosed with stage four cancer. Soon sheâll leave this earth, but at least she had the chance to make things right with Ellie first. She closes her eyes, adjusting her wig, and starts to make breakfast.
See, the thing is that the doctors didnât realize the cancer was in stage four. They had misdiagnosed it as stage two. They had thought they could fight it. So Poppy had been going in and out of the hospital for chemo and radiation treatments. Then they learned that it was stage four. It had spread to different parts of her body.
Soon, sheâll be too weak to do anything but accept it.
But thatâs tomorrowâs worries. Tonight, sheâs just going to enjoy her company and thank the universe for giving her this chance to be with the love of her life once more.
When I used to write for competitions, I would make lists of ways that judges might look at my work in order to grade it. For example, some judges might look for an ending that brought them to tears, while another might be more interested in an intellectual feast. A couple of you asked what my list might look like.
So here is a list of things that I might consider in creating a piece.
First, a word of warning. When I was very young, perhaps four, I remember seeing a little robot in a store, with flashing lights and wheels that made it move. To me it seemed magical, nearly alive. My parents bought it for me for at Christmas, and a few weeks later it malfunctioned, so I took a hammer to it and pulled out the pieces to see what made it workâa battery, a tiny motor, some small colored lights, cheap paint and stickers.
Your story should be more than the sum of its parts. It should feel magical, alive.
But when we go through a checklist like this, weâre looking at the parts and not the whole. When youâre composing your story and editing it, you must be constantly aware of the whole story, keeping it in mind, even as you examine it in detail, making sure that one part doesnât overbalance another.
Setting
My goal with my settings is to transport the reader into my worldânot just through the senses, but also emotionally and intellectually. I want to make them feel, keep them thinking. This can often be done by using settings that fascinate the reader, that call to them.
Do I have unique settings that the reader will find intriguing? Â In short, is there something that makes my setting different from anything the reader has seen before?
If my setting is in our world, is it âsexyâ or mundane? Â (People are drawn to sexy settings. Â Even if we place a story in a McDonaldâs, we need to bring it to life, make it enjoyable.)
Do I have any scenes that might be more interesting if the setting were moved elsewhere? Â (For example, letâs say that I want to show that a king is warlike. Do I open with him speaking to his counselors at a feast, or on the battlefield?)
Do I suffer by having repetitive settings? For example, if I set two scenes in the same living room, would one of them be more interesting if I moved it elsewhere?
Do my descriptions of settings have enough detail to transport the reader?
Did I bring my setting to life using all of the sensesâsight, sound, taste, touch, smell?
Do my characterâs feelings about the setting get across?
Do I want to show a setting in the past, present, and suggest a future? (For example, I might talk about a collegeâs historical growth and importance, etc.)
Can a setting be strengthened by describing what it is not?
Does my setting resonate with others within its genre?
Do my settings have dualityâa sometimes ambiguous nature? Â (For example, my character might love the church where she was married, have fond memories of it, and yet feel a sense of betrayal because her marriage eventually turned ugly. So the setting becomes bittersweet.)
Do my settings create potential conflicts in and of themselves? Â (If I have a prairie with tall grass and wildfires are a threat, should I have a wildfire in the tale?)
Do my characters and my societies grow out of my setting? Â (If Iâve got a historical setting, do my characters have occupations and attitudes consistent with the milieu? Â Beyond that, with every society there is almost always a counter-movement. Do I deal with those?)
Is my setting, my world, in danger? Do I want it to be?
Does my world have a life of its own? For example, if I create a fantasy village, does it have a history, a character of its own? Do I need to create a cast for the villageâa mayor, teacher, etc.?
Is my setting logically consistent? (For example, letâs say that I have a merchant town. Â Where would a merchant town most likely be? On a trade route or portâquite possibly at the junction of the two. So I need to consider how fully Iâve developed the world.)
Is my setting fully realized? (Letâs say I have a forest. What kinds of trees and plants would be in that forest? What kind of animals? Whatâs the history of that forest? When did it last have rain or snow? Whatâs unique about that forest? Etc.)
Does my setting intrude into every scene, so that my reader is always grounded? (If I were to set my story in a field, for example, and I have men preparing for battle, I might want to have a lord look up and notice that buzzards are flapping up out of the oaks in the distance, already gathering for the feast. I might want to mention the sun warming my protagonistâs armor, the flies buzzing about his horseâs ears, and so onâall while he is holding an important conversation.
Are there any settings that have symbolic import, whose meanings need to be brought to the forefront?
Characters
I want my characters to feel like real people, fully developed. Â Many stories suffer because the characters are bland or clichĂŠ or are just underdeveloped. We want to move beyond stereotypes, create characters that our readers will feel for. At the same time, we donât want to get stuck in the weeds. We donât want so much detail that the character feels overburdened and the writing gets sluggish.
So here are some of the checkpoints I might use for characters.
Do I have all of the characters that I need to tell the story, or is someone missing? (For example, would the story be stronger if I had a guide, a sidekick, a love interest, a contagonist, hecklers, etc.?)
Do I have any characters that can be deleted to good effect?
Do I have characters who can perhaps be combined with others? For example, letâs say I have two cops on the beat. Would it work just as well with only one cop?
Do my characters have real personalities, depth?
Do my characters come off as stock characters, or as real people?
Do I know my charactersâ history, attitudes, and dress?
Does each character have his or her interesting way of seeing the world?
Does each character have his or her own voice, his own way of expressing himself?
Are my characters different enough from each other so that theyâre easily distinguished? Â Do their differences generate conflict? Remember that even good friends can have different personalities.
Have I properly created my charactersâ bodiesâdescribed such things as hands, feet, faces, hair, ears, and so on?
Do each of my characters have their own idiosyncrasies?
Do I need to âtagâ any characters so that readers will remember them easilyâfor example, by giving a character a limp, or red hair, or having one who hums a great deal?
How do my characters relate to the societies from which they sprang? Â In short, are they consistent with their own culture in some ways? Â And in what ways do they oppose their culture?
What does each of my characters want?
What does each one fear?
What things might my character be trying to hide?
What is each characterâs history? (Where were they born? Â Schooled, etc.?)
What is my charactersâ stance on religion, politics, etc.?
How do my characters relate to one another? How do they perceive one another? Are their perceptions accurate, or jaded?
Does each character have a growth arc? Â If they donât, should they?
How honest are my charactersâwith themselves and with others? Should my readers trust them?
What would my characters like to change about themselves? Do they try to change?
Do my characters have their own family histories, their own social problems, their own medical histories, their own attitudes? Do we need a flashback anywhere to establish such things?
So I walked into Walmart with my sister, and I was wearing my Spiderman jacket. A guy that looked a bit older than me was walking passed us with a serious look on his face. But he was wearing a Deadpool jacket, so Iâm like oh my gosh. I smiled and did the finger gun thing at him. His face went from dead serious to a lit up smile, and he finger gunned back at me, and I have not laughed so hard since last year. To the guy who I saw, you are a wonderful person and I wish you a happy life.
[trigger warnings: deaths; mentions of abusive adoptive parents; general anxiety]
x x x
Poppy wraps the apron around her waist and ties it. When sheâs done, she looks up at her best friend. âThank you so much for getting me this job, Tom.â
âNo problem, babe. It sucks that youâll be doing the night shifts and Iâm on days, but Iâm sure weâll end up working together again at some point.â Tom spins around and takes her over to the register. âSo weâre a cash only place, as you know. When people complain, point them to the ATM. And tell them that weâre going to get a debit and credit machine soon. Most of the regulars live to complain.â
Poppy laughs, feeling as if sheâs going to enjoy this job. She needs it desperately; sheâd finished college, moved out on her own, and lost her job as a teaching assistant at the high school because the principalâs niece had applied. She needs this job to pay for her bills, and make it through until summer. Once summer hits, her lease is done and sheâs moving in with Tom.
Sheâs listening intently as Tom walks her around the diner, explaining things, showing her how to do something and then making her repeat his actions. It takes her a couple times to figure out the coffee machine, but she finally masters it. âYes! I did it! Suck on that, ancient coffee maker.â
Tom laughs and shakes his head. âYouâre ridiculous, Pops. Okay. Now, letâs go into the back. Iâll introduce you to some people youâll be working with during the night shifts.â
âSure.â
She follows him into the back break room, and glances around. It kind of warms her heart at how many photos they have up on the walls around her. The staff look like they get along well together, and thereâs even some silly signs up too. Thereâs a very large black man sitting at the table, reading a book. He doesnât have too much hair, but when he lifts his heads, Poppyâs struck by how beautiful his brown eyes are.
âVernon, this is Poppy Day. Sheâs your new waitress for the night shifts.â
Poppy holds out her hand and Vernonâs smooth skin touches hers. âHi.â
âHello, Poppy. Have you ever worked the graveyard shift before?â
She shakes her head. âNope. Tom tells me itâll probably take a week or so to adjust to working from 11pm to 7am.â
âYeah. You get used to it. Itâs not usually crazy busy, but we do get quite a few regulars, and weâre the go-to place after the bar closes.â Vernon gives her a warm smile.
Returning his warm smile, she takes a deep breath and glances at Tom. âAlright. So Vernon works in the kitchen, and Jane is the night manager. Youâll have to introduce yourself when she gets in. I think youâre all set though. Any questions you have, just ask Vernon. He knows this place inside and out.â
Vernon nods.
âThanks. Okay. So...â Poppy looks at the clock. âI start in fifteen minutes. Is it okay if I go make a quick phone call?â
Tom knows exactly why. He nods and Vernon gives her an approving look. She grabs her phone from her purse, which sheâd previously dropped by the counter when sheâd arrived, and then she makes her way down the hall and steps outside.
Poppy dials a number she knows all too well and puts the phone to her ear. It rings four times before she hears someone answer. âHello?â
âHey, darling,â Poppy says, smiling. âWhat are you doing still awake?â
âBinge watching Netflix. I lost track of time,â her younger sister answers. âWhy are you calling so late?â
âI just wanted you to know that I got it --the job, I mean. I got the job at the diner. So if you need to reach me at all, call me here, okay?â Poppy tells her.
âOkay,â Alicia responds. âDo you think that I could maybe spend the weekend at your place? Mom is...well, sheâs apparently travelling to Vegas again. Tomâs dad is freaking out because he thinks that Dad needs to send her to an G.A. meeting again.â
Poppy rubs the bridge of her nose. âYeah, you can stay with me. And god, we both know how well that turned out last time. Is Dad home this weekend?â
âNope. Heâs gone for a construction job. Somewhere up north. I didnât really listen.â
Poppy nods, remembering how annoying and upsetting it was. Itâs not as though their parents were necessarily bad people. They just figured their job as parents had ended the second Poppy and Alicia had passed age thirteen. Poppyâs still not entirely sure why Judy and Hank had decided to adopt her and her sister. They werenât a happy couple in love; they werenât even friends. Why they thought adopting kids would be a good idea is beyond Poppyâs mind.
âYeah, you can spend the weekend at my place. Iâll be at work, so just let yourself in. Once my lease is up, you and I are moving in with Tom. Okay? I promise.â
She hears the smile in Aliciaâs voice. âOkay. I love you, Poppy.â
âLove you too, kiddo. Stay safe.â
âIâm binge watching Netflix. How much trouble could I possibly get into?â Alicia counters.
Poppy laughs. âIf anyone could, itâd be you.â
She can picture Alicia grinning when she says, âYeah, youâre right. Okay. Good luck on your first shift!â
âThanks, kid. Iâll talk to you later. Love you.â
âLove you too.â
Poppy hangs up her phone and makes her way back into the diner. When she makes her way to the front, she pauses to thank Tom and hug him goodbye. Then she goes to stand in front of the diner. The girl who had been standing there thanks her and leaves.
âItâs just us,â Vernon tells her. âItâs a Monday night, so we only have about ten or twelve regulars. The guy who comes in and sits at that booth...get him two coffees. No menu. He never orders anything else. And itâs just him.â
Poppy nods. âOkay. Got it.â
When the man comes in at eleven-thirty, she makes two coffees. Poppy brings them over to the table. Heâs sitting closest to the wall, staring at his folded hands on the table. She puts one mug in front of him, and then for reasons she canât put her finger on, she places the other one on the other side of the table as if someone would be sitting across from him.
Poppy leans back on her heels, feeling goosebumps prick her skin. The man lifts his head to look at her. âYouâre new.â
âYes, I am.â
âYouâre the first new person who hasnât put both mugs in front of me.â
âWell, I--â
âThank you.â
Poppy smiles, nodding, but sheâs not entirely sure what just happened. She turns back to walk around the back of the counter. Vernon tilts his head; looking at her as though heâs not quite sure what to make of her. Poppy starts wiping down the counter top because the girl before her hadnât done so.
âPoppy,â Vernon whispers from the kitchen window. She turns to look at him, and he waves her closer. She moves over to him. âDid Mr. Stevenson talk to you?â
âYes.â
âI thought so. Weird.â
âWhy?â Poppy asks, glancing over at Mr. Stevenson. He has one hand stretched out onto the place mat across from him.
âHe doesnât talk to anyone. Ever. He and his wife used to come in here a lot after their teenagers would be asleep or if they were out of the house or whatever. Theyâd get a coffee each, sit there and talk for hours. Laugh a lot. Then she got a blood clot about a year and a half ago. I guess heâs had a rough time with it, so he started coming in here without her. He always orders her a coffee even though it goes untouched and we throw it out at the end of the night.â
Poppy looks back at Mr. Stevenson. Her heart aches for him. âThatâs so...heartbreaking.â
âYeah. Last Christmas, we got a bunch of donations and we created that plaque on the wall beside her seat. When heâs not around, you should go read it. Itâs really lovely. Itâs also the only time Iâve seen him cry.â
Poppy canât help but keep an eye on Mr. Stevenson after that. She makes her way around the diner, laughing and talking with those who came in. Her heart canât stop feeling Mr. Stevensonâs heartbreak. He comes in every night to hold onto something he lost. Poppy wishes she could give it back to him, somehow. Help him find peace. Then she realizes that maybe this is how heâs made peace with his wifeâs death.
When Mr. Stevenson leaves, he puts money on the table, slips out of the booth, and doesnât say a word. Poppy goes over to clean up his table, wiping it down, and dumping the untouched coffee down the drain.
âYouâre doing great!â
âThanks,â Poppy answers Vernon. She looks at the mug in her hand and closes her eyes. Wherever you are, Mrs. Stevenson, I hope that youâre at peace. I can only wish to have someone love me as much as your husband loves you.
x x x
Fall turns into winter and winter turns into spring. Poppyâs loving the diner. Itâs usually just her and Vernon on the night shift. Sheâs done a few day time shifts here and there, but she prefers the quietness of the night. Sheâs gotten used to the regulars, and tends to have their orders ready when they arrive.
Sometimes, itâs dead though, and her and Vernon sit down at a table and talk. Sometimes they play a board game with Jane. If someone comes in alone, itâs not unusual for them to join the game. Poppy loves her job; loves the family she has here.
Occasionally, Tom will swing by to sit for a drink or two. Her sister has even come in at 3am because she couldnât sleep or something happened with their parents. Sometimes, Tom and Alicia swing by together. Theyâd just moved into a new apartment with Tom about a week ago. Alicia had been slowly moving her stuff in from their parentsâ place. They hadnât told them that Alicia is leaving yet. Theyâre not going to react well, so true to the Day nature, theyâre procrastinating as long as they can.
Mr. Stevenson hasnât missed a single day since Poppy started working here. Sometimes, sheâll sit with him - not where his wife wouldâve sat, against the wall - but on the edge of the booth. Sheâll make herself a tea and they wonât talk. Mr. Stevenson isnât mute though. Heâll say the odd thing now and again - like, âHappy holidaysâ or âYou have a nice night, now, Miss Day.â
Heâs her favourite regular customer. He feels so much a part of the diner that whenever she works the random day shift, she has a hard time seating anyone else at the booth.
Tonight, sheâs restless. Poppy glances at the clock and sighs. Mr. Stevenson wonât be in for another twelve minutes. The dinerâs empty, sheâs wiped down all of the tables...twice. She tidied behind the counter, and pulled out items from the shelves and gave it an intense cleaning.
So when she starts tapping her hand on the counter top, Vernon sticks his head into the window. âWhatâs bugging you?â
She looks at him with a forced smile and rubs her arm. âNothing. Nothing. Iâm just...â
Vernon tilts his head. âKid, Iâve got all night.â
A smile makes her face for a split second. Then she tries to figure out what the right words are. Poppy leans her head back and says, âI guess I just didnât think Iâd end up here, thatâs all. Besides, itâs not like I can have much of a social life, with the graveyard shifts.â
âFeeling too settled?â
âYeah. Like, Mr. Stevenson comes in every night like clockwork. How does he not tire of sitting in the same booth, staring at the same untouched coffee?â
Vernon slaps a dirty cloth over his shoulder. âYou know, Poppy, life has a funny habit of disrupting routines when you least expect it. Besides, you have enough on your plate to worry about. Alicia and dealing with your parents? I wouldnât worry about Mr. Stevensonâs grieving process too much.â
Poppy nods. âYeah, I guess youâre right. Maybe Iâm just anxious about my parents or something. I--Iâm going to go wash up before he gets here.â
She feels his eyes on her as she walks to the back of the diner. Entering the bathroom, Poppy takes a deep breath. Fuck. How did she ever wind up here? Her abusive, neglectful adoptive parents are going to be so pissed when they realize that Alicia has carefully moved out. Poppy splashes her face with water. Itâs not like it is in the commercials. It gets everywhere, and thereâs now a wet splatter pattern on her uniform. She frowns.
Really, Poppy had just wanted something to make her feel awake. Instead, sheâs scrambling to get her hair back into place so she can make two coffees for a broken man.
Alicia met a person the other night. She couldnât stop talking about them at seven in the morning when Poppy had finally gotten home. Aliciaâs excitement about Taylor had been so fucking nice to see. But then itâd reminded Poppy about how sheâs single as fuck. Alicia had referred to Taylor as her âdatemateâ which Poppy had almost barfed because itâs so fucking cute. Just. Fuck it.
Sheâs going to be a spinster. Who needs to adopt some cats.
Alicia and Taylor were gonna fall madly in love. And Poppy would support her little sister. No matter how much it reminds her that sheâs alone. Almost as alone as Mr. Stevenson.
When she serves him two coffees, she grabs a tea for herself and sits down in the booth. She wraps her hands around her mug, but doesnât sip it yet. Itâs far too hot for her to enjoy it just yet. Mr. Stevenson doesnât look at her, and sheâs okay with that. Vernon and Jane are in the back office. Probably talking shit about the day manager.
Poppy stretches out her legs and closes her eyes. She almost wishes she could be like Mr. Stevenson. He loves his late wife so much that itâs kind of incredible. How someone could keep doing this, over and over again, just to feel close to their deceased love...fuck. Poppy wants something as precious as that.
But maybe she wasnât meant to have that kind of love. Maybe thatâs not going to be her destiny.
âMr. Stevenson?â Poppy says, when she opens her eyes again. He lifts his head to look at her. She smiles and tilts her head towards him. âIt was nice for you and your wife to allow me to sit here for a bit. Makes me feel a little less alone for a bit.â
He smiles at her, and it takes her aback. He doesnât often smile. âItâs our pleasure, Poppy Day.â
She gets up, taking her mug of tea with her to behind the counter. She finishes sipping it, and glances at the old gentleman. Were they crazy for pretending that his wife was right there? Maybe. But when he leaves later on that night, he meets her eyes and gives her a small nod.
Itâs such a small gesture that Poppy canât help but feel hope.
x x x
Vernonâs right. Life likes to disrupt routines when one least expects it. Poppyâs setting two coffee mugs down on Mr. Stevensonâs table, and when the door bells jingle, Poppy frowns. It means that sheâll actually have to do her job, and not sit here with Mr. Stevenson and the ghost of his late wife.
She turns to see a gorgeous woman walk in. Her black hair is free and natural, making Poppy wish she wore her hair like that more often. Her eyes are a bright green that seem to make her brown skin look a little darker. The dress she wears is simple, but stunning. Poppyâs lips part, but words donât come out.
The woman smiles at her in acknowledgement, but then she walks around Poppy and hovers at the end of the booth that Mr. Stevenson sits at.
âDad? Can I join you?â the woman asks, her voice soft.
Poppy takes a step back. Mr. Stevensonâs daughter sounds so desperate. She figures she probably shouldnât be listening to this moment, so she makes her way towards the counter. But sheâs not far enough away to avoid hearing Mr. Stevenson say, âAlways, Ellie. Always.â
âThanks, Dad. I miss you.â
Why? Does Ellie not live around here? Does she not visit her dad often? A thousand unanswered questions run through her mind, and she moves on autopilot. Before she realizes what sheâs doing, sheâs managed to make Ellie a fresh new cup of decaf coffee. She brings it over and sets it in front of Ellie without a word.
Ellie and her father both look up at her. Mr. Stevenson smiles. Ellie hooks her thumb in the handle of the mug. âThanks.â
Poppy doesnât say anything. It seems that the cat has caught her tongue. She rushes into the back office, enters Janeâs office without permission, and shuts the door behind her. Poppy leans against the door and takes a deep breath. Or two. Maybe a few.
âUh, is everything okay?â Jane asks, alert and ready. She stands up, and opens her drawer. Poppy doesnât want to know what she has in there. She nods.
âYeah. Yeah. Mr. Stevensonâs daughter is here.â
âAh, Ellie.â
âYeah.â
âAnd?â
âAnd I think Iâm in love.â
Jane laughs. âDonât be ridiculous, Poppy. Sheâs gorgeous, Iâm sure, but youâre not in love. Itâs the middle of the night and you feel a little isolated working the graveyard shifts. Donât be dramatic, okay. Just go do your job and maybe youâll get a date out of the process.â
âGee, Jane, your support is outstanding,â Poppy says, dryly.
Jane smiles at her. âYouâll be fine, Poppy. Just go.â
âOh god. You know if you wanna see me act like a bumbling idiot, please feel free to come out and mock me.â
âOh câmon, it canât be that bad.â
x x x
It takes Jane a week and a half before she finally comes out to witness Poppyâs bumbling self around Ellie. Because of course, Ellie has been coming in to join her father every single night since that first night. And of course, she must think that Poppy is a complete moron. Or a mute. Maybe she just thinks that Poppy doesnât talk.
Itâs awful.
And Jane is laughing the entire time. She keeps giving Poppy sympathetic looks, but she finds it just as amusing as Vernon does. Bastards.
âThank you,â Ellie says, yet again when Poppy sets a coffee in front of her. Poppy curtsies.
She. actually. curtsies.
The embarrassment is so real, she rips off her apron and tosses it into Janeâs howling face. She paces around the break room before finally sitting against the wall with her face buried in her hands.
Sheâs mortified.
A knock comes at the door. Of course. Her friends wouldnât leave her alone to wallow in misery. âFuck off, Jane!â
The door swings open. âSo you do talk.â
Poppy lifts her head. Ellie stands there. Sheâs wearing a pair of baggy sweatpants and a baggy shirt. Still, she manages to look like a fucking goddess. âI--â
âYour friends--or, I guess, coworkers--clued me in.â
âTo?â Poppy asks.
âYour anxiety,â Ellie answers. âI just wanted to come introduce myself. Iâm Ellie Stevenson. Samâs daughter. And just to let you know that even though your friends were laughing at you, you donât need to talk to me or anything. I promise not to be offended.â
Poppy groans. âI hate everything.â
Ellie gives a surprising laugh. âBoy, do I ever know that feel. But seriously. I mostly wanted to introduce myself and see if you were okay.â
âYou wouldnât say that if you knew me. But my dadâs told me about you. Said that sometimes you sit with him. If you ever want to join us, well, itâd be nice.â
âThanks.â Poppy gets up off the floor. She holds out a hand. âThe nameâs Poppy.â
âI know.â Ellie flashes her a bright smile. âNo pressure or anything, but um, why didnât you talk to me?â
âI donât know what to do with myself around beautiful people,â Poppy blurts. She claps a hand over her mouth, but Ellie seems delighted by the idea.
âI know how you feel. Itâs not very often that I demand to follow an employee back to their staff room. In fact, itâs really not my style. I never even hit on people while theyâre at work, because, well, theyâre working.â
âBut?â Poppy prompts.
âI owe you a thank you. My dad smiles a lot more than he has in a few years. Heâs quite fond of you, actually.â Ellie and Poppy make their way back out into the diner. âI do hope youâll take me up on that offer.â
Poppy nods, unsure if sheâs not able or if sheâs not willing to find the words to respond. Jane and Vernon manage to wait until after the Stevensons leave before cornering her to demand to know what happened.
She still feels like sheâs in a daze, and all she can manage to say is, âI think I love her.â
âThatâs a bit fast, donât you think?â Vernon asks, giving Jane a confused expression.
âYou donât really know her...â
âI know. I know, but my gut...god, thereâs something about her, guys. I think Iâm going to fall really hard for her.â
âI--wow. Okay.â
Poppy smiles as she dumps out the untouched coffee mug. She starts to hum and sways her hips, which cause both Vernon and Jane to stare at her as if sheâs lost her mind. But thereâs something about the way that Ellie looked at her. Poppy has a really good feeling about this.
x x x
âShe used to swear by the moon. If it was a full moon, no matter what you did, it was the moonâs fault,â Ellie tells her, laughing. Poppy feels at ease now. The three of them have developed a pattern. She joins Sam and Ellie, and they exchange stories about their lives. Tonightâs one of the rare occasions where Poppy gets to hear little tidbits about the woman who impacted their lives greatly.
âShe sounds incredible.â
âShe was,â Sam says, with a nod. Heâd insisted that she call him Sam. Sheâs still trying to work on that. He runs a thumb around the rim of his coffee. âSo full of life, so brave. She wouldâve liked you, Miss Day.â
âI--wow, thank you. I think I wouldâve really liked her too.â Poppyâs trying not to be overwhelmed with emotions, but she is anyway. She takes a deep breath to try to steady herself. She meets Ellieâs eyes, and sees that Ellieâs also trying to hold back tears.
âWhat about your mother?â Ellie asks, clearly trying to change the subject.
âOh! Oh, wow.â Poppy rubs the bridge of her nose. âI donât actually know my biological mother. The adoption agency said that when she gave me up for adoption, she never wanted to be contacted by me. The file explained that it wouldâve been too painful, and she just wanted me to be happy.â
âWere you adopted, then?â
Poppy nods. âYeah. But my adoptive mother isnât much of a mother. I just got my little sister out and away from them...they werenât happy. They exploded at us and threatened to lay charges and stuff. But they forgot that she turned eighteen a few weeks ago. Sheâs free to do whatever she wants.â
âThat sounds tough,â Ellie murmurs.
âItâs life, right?â
âYou win some and you lose some,â Sam says. âI bet your mother would be extremely proud of you if she knew how wonderful you are.â
Now Poppyâs crying and she excuses herself after saying thank you half a dozen times. Vernon wraps his arms around her, no questions asked, and helps her get it together.
That night, when the two of them get up to leave, Poppy gives Sam a hug. âThank you. Thank you for becoming so important to me.â
Sam pats her back and whispers, âThank you for your love and kindness, my dear. Itâs nice to know there are still people like my Shelley out there.â
Poppy has to wipe away some more tears. Holy shit. This family astounds her.
x x x
âPoppy--â Jane says at the beginning of her next shift. Poppy sees it on her face. Whatâs about to come isnât going to be good. She drops her backpack and purse.
âJane, what is it?â
Jane takes a deep breath. âPoppy, I just found out that early this morning...Mr. Stevenson passed away.â
âWh--what? But he was just here last night!â Poppy shouts.
Vernon immediately appears from behind her. He wraps his arms around her, catching her as her knees give out. Vernon keeps rubbing her back and kissing her forehead. He whispers, âAt least heâs with his wife now.â
It only breaks Poppyâs heart further.
When she manages to wipe her eyes clear, and she can barely stand on her own, she asks, âWhen is the funeral?â
âIn three days. Theyâre hosting it in the morning. Weâre closing the diner in honour of him,â Jane explains. She rubs Poppyâs arms. âWe all loved him, but we know that you were closer with him. For the past year, youâve made him smile and laugh more than weâve ever seen. You made him happy, Poppy. On nights that you didnât work, heâd ask how you were doing and if youâve gone off on a big adventure yet. He would tell us you worked too hard, but then heâd have a bright smile on his face when you were back at work.â
Poppy doesnât know how to handle this. She keeps thinking about poor Ellie. She must be so heartbroken. Probably scared. Poppy hopes sheâs not alone.
When the time rolls around, Poppy pours two mugs of hot coffee and sets it on the booth table.
She sits down with a mug of tea and cries quietly.
âRest in peace, Sam. You were the closest thing I had to a father. I will hold a special place for you in my heart. Always.â
Poppy doesnât drink her tea. Somehow, it feels wrong.
x x x
When Poppy arrives at the funeral home, she immediately finds Vernon, Jane, and Tom. They all say their goodbyes in their own way, and Poppy gives Ellie a big hug. Itâs more of a celebration of Samâs life, and Poppy laughs through her tears more times than she can count. The stories they hear makes her heart ache. God, she wishes she had gotten to know these stories before now.
She feels as though she still has so much to say to Sam, but she thinks that he already knew.
When they go to the grave site, Poppyâs quiet in the car. Her friends talk about what a wonderful funeral it was, and how touching it was to hear all those great stories of Sam and Shelley and their love.
Ellie places two daises on top of her fatherâs casket when the time comes, and steps back. Poppy squeezes her eyes shut. God, she canât imagine how Ellieâs currently feeling. Her siblings do the same, and the funeral director invites them to all join the family back at the funeral home for the reception.
Poppy doesnât move immediately. Her eyes meet Ellieâs, and she finds theyâre suddenly standing close to each other. âEllie, I--â
Ellie wipes a tear from her cheek and says, âThank you for coming. I know my dad probably never said it, but you were his favourite at Anneâs Diner. He told me that when you had just started working, someone told you to bring him two cups of coffee. You were the first person who placed it at my motherâs seat. It meant a lot to him. And the fact that you used to sit in silence with him sometimes...and getting to know you.â
Poppy tries to stop the tears from falling, but itâs useless. âEllie, he was such a great man. And hearing those stories--it was so great. Iâm happy that Sam can finally be with your mother again.â
Ellie nods, crying harder too. âGod, I know, right? He loved her so much. Right up until his last breath. I havenât told anyone...but his last words were, Shelley, Iâm home.â
âOh god,â Poppy says, voice cracking. She throws her arms around Ellie and clings to her. âYour father was so incredible. And he loved you so much. That was so very clear to me. He had a big heart, and Iâm sure your parents are watching you with pride.â
Ellie pulls away a minute later. She wipes her face. Then she excuses herself to go be with her siblings. Poppy watches her go, and turns only when Tomâs hand tangles with hers. She doesnât move immediately though. Poppy looks down at the casket. Quietly, she says, âYou did a good job, Mr. Stevenson. You did good.â
âCâmon, Poppy.â
âSheâs pretty fucking incredible, donât you think?â Poppy asks, leaning into Tom.
âWell, sheâs certainly lucky to have you love her.â
Poppy smiles. I hope so.
x x x
Out of habit, Poppy places a âreservedâ sign on the booth at nine oâclock. Around the usual time, she then places two mugs of hot coffee onto the table in their spots. Sheâs been doing this for the past two months. Vernon and Jane donât bother stopping her. Sometimes, Poppy catches them sitting at the booth talking to Sam and Shelley. She heard Jane once. Talking about how she regrets not spending more time at this booth.
Tonight is no different. Poppy clears the table, wipes it down, and puts two coffee mugs filled with steaming hot coffee in their place. Poppyâs eyes hover on the plaque theyâd commissioned to go beside Shelleyâs. Samuel L. Stevenson. She canât read the rest without her eyes filling up with tears.
She makes her way to behind the counter. Sometimes, she wonders how she could have possibly gotten so attached to a man who hadnât spoken to her most of their relationship. Sometimes, she wonders how she could ever question that.
When the door bells jingle, Poppy has to take a deep breath. Sheâs managed to serve her customers without crying for a month. Sheâs not going to start now just because itâs quiet. She stands up from behind the counter, and freezes.
Ellie is standing there. She looks a little nervous. Poppy turns to grab a coffee mug. Ellie steps into the diner a little more and sees the booth. Two hot coffees already there.
Poppy isnât sure if it was a bad move. A disrespectful move. If maybe Ellie hates it. But Ellie smiles.
And she sits down.
Poppy brings her over a coffee, and Ellie asks, âWould you mind sitting with me for a bit?â
Poppy glances over to Vernon who gives her the thumbs-up and disappears. Probably to get Jane. âOf course.â
At first, they donât really talk. Then Ellie starts rambling about how much she misses her parents and how she couldnât feel them around her anymore. So she came to the one place that was all theirs. And that seeing those two mugs on the table had made her feel like they were still there.
When Poppy tries to offer comfort, it ends up just her holding Ellieâs hand. Ellie asks her to talk about anything else. She needs to feel normal for a while. So Poppy starts talking about her childhood. Starts gushing about her little sister, Alicia, who is dating this really cool gender queer kid named Taylor. She talks about how she reads the ending of books first before she buys it, and how when she came out to her adoptive mother, Judy had said that she was glad Poppy wasnât her child.
They talk about their favourite movies and spend almost an hour quoting different episode of Friends. Ellie talks about how her siblings were always the good kids and she was the troublemaker. They exchange stories of breaking into abandoned buildings, and Poppy laughs when Ellieâs voice gets a little too loud.
When they start to grow quiet, Poppy realizes sheâs still holding Ellieâs hand. Her heart pounds. âWill I see you again?â
Ellie looks down for a moment before meeting Poppyâs eyes. âIâm staying in town to work on my parentsâ house. I have to sort through fifty years worth of stuff, so I should be hanging around for a while.â
âIâd like that a lot.â
x x x
âPoppy?â
âYeah?â
âI donât think you need to put coffee out for my parents anymore.â
âNo?â
âI think you and I are honouring them by doing this.â
âOh?â
âI was wondering if youâd want to go out with me sometime when the sun is still up.â
âThereâs nothing Iâd love more, Ellie.â
This time when Ellie leaves, she places a small kiss on Poppyâs lips. Poppy thinks about how Sam and Shelley would be so damn proud of their daughter. And when she scoops up their untouched mugs, she whispers, âI knew I loved her from the second I saw her. Sheâs something really special, isnât she?â
She could swear she hears Samâs quiet laugh echo in the air around her, followed by a wave of warmth. Like sheâs being hugged. Poppy closes her eyes for a moment as she dumps out the coffee into a sink.
Then Vernon pokes his head up from the window and says, âDid I see Ellie give you a kiss?â
And Poppy turns to gush about how Ellie asked her out on a date and how madly in love with her she is.
Vernon laughs and says, âJane owes me fifty bucks. You should never bet against true love.â
enemies-to-friends/lovers relationships fuel my life force. like. give me two people who experienced enough personal growth to change their perspectives and set their pride aside to understand one another. give me a hard-won companionship made rock solid from experiencing each other at their best and worst, give me two people who went through to hell together and came out the other side with forgiveness and humility. just kill me dude
Has anyone done a soulmate au where the things your soulmate loves shows up on your skin? Just think.
Your brother has an ice skate, a small orange cat, and the sunset.
Your best friend has a guitar, a mug of coffee, an older couple whoâs probably their soulmates parents, and chocolate.
You have the complete cast of multiple shows you donât even know the name to and the tumblr logo.
But when two soulmates fall in love, they get a picture of themselves showing up, cause now theyâre added to the list of things their soulmate loves.
when I was 17 the first girl Iâd ever loved told me if her parents found out about how I looked at her sheâd be homeless. â¨we cried for 2 days straight, â¨and I told about concrete counter tops.â¨I told her about dark hardwood floorsâ¨with at least three knit blankets on every couch.â¨Our bedroom facing west â¨because even though I love the sunrise, â¨you look the best in our bed â¨covered in nothing â¨but the deep purple of sunset.â¨The library that would smell like our books â¨had been there longer than our home had been standing on solid foundation, stone, reliable.â¨Sweet girl, I know they say not to make homes out of people â¨but I donât want anyone elseâs dirty dishes on my counter.â¨I donât want to take the trash out for anyone else at 11pm.â¨Youâre the only person Iâd race to kill a spider for in the shower.â¨How could you ever be without a home â¨when every time I look at you Iâm building ours.