poptart baybee

he/they | polyamorous | bisexual | transmasc I think having a tumblr blog will fix me

[incorrectpasswordip]

i want her to be free

isnt she lovely?

[cartoons-and-vodka]

They went shopping together 💜

[urthwing]

beach day with all their friends!

queenie looks a bit funny

allegedly took nearly 13 hours. but i think procreate tracks time on canvas not just time when brushstrokes are made. anyways im so proud of this! enjoy!

[toziertoa]

doodle page of my fav girl

[soft--crowley]

[ellelawaa]

In another life

[ellelawaa]

Seeing everyone absolutely hate and genuinely despise the character you relate to the most

[ellelawaa]

TADC characters and their Pokemon (pt 4)

Kinger gets multiple Pokemon because he’s the GOAT and I make the rules

[guiltrose-deactivated20180203]

do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

[poptart-ravioli]

had a foolish foolish idea to go for a quick game of bowling to wait out traffic before going home. traffic wasn't even that bad. i was tired. somehow it took 3 hours. what. i'm so tired... no more friendship ever again... except for tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that and the day after that and the day after that and the day after that and then it's my butt ass early graduation :0 so basically one week from now you won't catch me doing ANYTHING. aside from my job that day. y'know maybe people are on to something when they tell me I do too much. To the two friends that might be reading this: I still miss you < 3

[oisenoise]

[kosmogrl]

firm believe that not everything happens for a reason, sometimes things are just cruel. and they shouldn’t have happened and it’s not supposed to be a lesson because we never deserved such thing.

[kosmogrl]

hm some people in my inbox got really mad at this specifically. nothing you can say will convince me that some of the pain and suffering we go through is our “fate” no, it isn’t

[poptart-ravioli]

realizing that sometimes the things that happened are just things that happened and I don’t need to attach a label to it more than that has been healing. It does not need to be good that that happened or bad that that happened, I don’t need to make something good out of my trauma. I am not funny because of my trauma. I have trauma and also I am funny and maybe neither of those things have to be good or bad! They can just be!

it is difficult because a coping mechanism to get me out of my depressive thoughts was to make myself have a strong opinion on everything because being neutral was unhealthy for me at the time. But coping mechanisms can change over time and become unhealthy and new things can arise and ah I love the inherent change of ways you heal!!!

[woolwildflower]

Leafling Bandana

Find the pattern here

This designer is delightfully fairycore, and should definitely be checked out for whimsy

[dominolemon]

Idk if you’ve done it, but I love your art! Can you do a lil skit comic thing of the cast being pissed bc Caine filled the whole circus with bee.’s?

[jorongbak]

Just some scribbles of family pictures over the years

[aholefilledwithtwigs]

I have never read or watched Death Note and i know the whole ‘book that kills people’ premise but from all the shit i see on here it seems to be two teenaged boys acting out this scene over and over

[poptart-ravioli]

sometimes I feel so ungodly alone on this earth. My friends are amazing and great and I love them so dearly. But that cannot make up for the lack of parental support I feel :( my dad doesn’t seem to care and my mom doesn’t seem to know. And they have other kids that are children to worry about. I’m grateful for what they have given me but like… damn. Why am I the only one that can take care of myself post wisdom teeth removal. My dad was supposed to be the one that will take me to the dentist but that just stopped when I was like 14 or 15 cuz he didn’t wanna deal with it and I really don’t think it was twice a year before that. I just have to figure this stuff out on my own and it kinda sucks. And obviously I’m an Adult now and I am Capable and Independent. I just wish I didn’t have to be all the time and I wish my dad would say anything about me graduating college aside from what other family members have said. I do it for me but acknowledgement would be nice. Sigh. It could be a lot worse at least.

one day I will move out but not today. One day I’ll be as financially independent as I am in other ways. I’ll be able to transition and have a cool fish tank and have a home that I feel comfortable in. Some day! Just not today.

(Also yes the journal factory exploded because I cannot write while laying down and maybe I want to be a little bit too public about my feelings. As a treat)