I'll never know you, but I hope you are well.
This was sent to me in 2019 and I never noticed. Many years and much life has happened since I stopped using this website like the injection of pure art into my veins. I come back to look at my old Tumblr sometimes, out of nostalgia and to remind myself what made life worth living for me during these times. This treasure trove of art, poetry and philosophy helped me find meaning in life back then. I have a lot of fond memories of the time spent on here and the interactions. I hope everyone I knew and remember is doing well.
I am well. As well as can be, but as solitary as I was then, once again. I'm older, and balding. Age comes to us all. But I hope I am a little wiser, and kinder.
I have looked back and noticed I had so many messages from people over the years, with encouragement against despair, compliments and even some lovely, though anonymous, sexual advances. You were all wonderful. I was too melancholy to engage with some of them at the time, others I wanted to keep to myself to remember that random strangers saw enough in me to show me kindness then.
If by chance any of you happen to return to my blog here, know that I appreciated all your words. If you ever want to reach out to me, you can message me on Instagram:
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Or the one I use most lately, which I created for photography experiments:
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Gabriel...on the off chance you ever read this, I still have your post card and the polaroids. I cherish them. It was a beautiful thing to make me a part of your art project, and one of the coolest things I've ever got in the mail. It is on display in my apartment, and I think of you. I came to my inbox to see I could find a message from you. I cannot find you on social media to thank you, but I hope you are doing well.















