Rant + Vent + Rage

Stuff happens, I write about it, No-one reads it.

[boo-st]

love will always be stronger.

buy her on t-shirts and prints at my redbubble or teepublic! (money will be donated to help orlando!)

[post-morality-blog]

I think I might be done with tumblr guys, have a good one x

[post-morality-blog]

Something really lovely happened the other day. There was a family on the train, two parents and 4 girls roughly aged 3-8. One of them was playing a ukulele with another ones hair clip. Then the other girl started crying and asked for the hair clip back and the mum made her hand it over, so I reached over and held out a guitar pick and asked the girl if she'd like a ukulele pick and she looked at me with big eyes and was like "to keep?" Most adorable thing ever. Then the parents started chatting to me and it turns out they're both really nice counsellors. Good day.

[atrailofstardust]

There is no point in delaying crying. Sadness is like having a vicious alligator around. You can ignore it for only so long before it begins devouring things and you have to pay attention.

Lemony Snicket (via atrailofstardust)

[choemy]

[post-morality-blog]

I’m not trying to catastrophise or whine, I know things will start picking up sooner or later.

But it’s incredibly shitty how my personal life, work life, health and family’s health have all fucked up at the same time. 

I don’t know what I can do to solve any of these things so I’m just kinda plowing through until some good luck comes along.

On the bright side Meg T has been calling me a lot recently and that’s really nice and I’m seeing Neelam real soon. Also I’ve finally bought the new Lemony Snicket book so I have something comforting and familiar but new and exciting to get my teeth stuck into. 

It’s just hard to see how the sum of events and choices that have buffeted me through my life have lead me to be on my own in this dark room.

On the bright side tomorrow I’m working with the crisis team and it’s going to be good. Hard, but good. 

[lord-valery-mimes]

For @dontlikespacewanttogotoearth :-)

[brideofstickabella]

[su-aesthetic]

[mxsiclyrics]

[post-morality-blog]

Not a day goes by that I don't feel it's burn There's a point we pass from which we can't return

[post-morality-blog]

Tonight is the first night I've been out in pretty much two months and I'm not feeling it at all. All I can think about is the people on my ward. The alcoholics, the schizophrenics, the personality disorders, the bipolars. Have I out grown this or is it just that I've been up since 6am? All I want right now is to be in bed.

[post-morality-blog]

Feels like all my problems are caused by overconfidence or underconfidence. Doing stuff or not doing stuff, either way I'm fucked.

[lyrics-in-caps]

breaking the girl//red hot chili peppers

[post-morality-blog]

My mum knows I've been feeling down recently and she sent me something i wrote for her when I was 10. I love her so much this was exactly the right kind of nostalgia. I also love how my handwriting hasn't changed at all.

[automaticwriting-ataxia]

[80sloove]

Chili Peppers