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Christine • 24 • Fl hi im most compatible with rabbits and celestial bodies IG: deathcabforcoochie OF: edgypeach wishlist vegan

[posttraumaticrabbit]

always here 💞

comforting 🙂‍↕️

[posttraumaticrabbit]

is anybody out there 🗣️

i miss being able to be insane here

[campgalaxy]

[posttraumaticrabbit]

I can only relate to people who know what it’s like to have your life fall apart; the way people cringe at suffering is so embarrassing

sometimes people say “let me know if you need anything” & suddenly you’re locked in psychological warfare, playing a game of chicken where you try to figure out what they really mean by that/the limits of their offer

& they silently hope you’re too embarrassed to ever ask, so they can just feel good about putting it on the table

you work up to asking them for a favor and they go “uhh okay” or “um I’m not sure”, look at you like you’re a little crazy for not understanding it was a hollow social convention

[posttraumaticrabbit]

https://ngl.link/deathcabforcoochie

send me ur confessions & questions to answer through here! :-)

[posttraumaticrabbit]

these are answered on instagram in case ur not aware

[posttraumaticrabbit]

https://ngl.link/deathcabforcoochie

send me ur confessions & questions to answer through here! :-)

[posttraumaticrabbit]

it’s almost like being abused my entire life has had consequences for the way i relate to people or something

[mp3v0]

[posttraumaticrabbit]

at first I wanted an open relationship to have new experiences & the opportunity to get to know myself and process my own feelings, but now all I think about is you

and now it’s fucked up and our communication shut off and I’m heartbroken about it if I’m being honest

it cut deep when you told me we don’t know each other

I went from looking up flights to come see you to whatever this is in an instant and I have shellshock

[posttraumaticrabbit]

to the irish guy i kissed at the club who didn’t have service & screenshotted my instagram name but also maybe i wrote it in wrong while i was drunk:

waiting on the follow 😔

[lilllium]

—Kitchen Mckeown, from Outbreaks

[taeshots-deactivated20210715]

[devilmuse]

Hoda Kova

[posttraumaticrabbit]

https://ngl.link/deathcabforcoochie

send me ur confessions & questions to answer through here! :-)

[posttraumaticrabbit]

anon better be a rabbit or celestial being sending a message about compatibility like that !

fair point !

[posttraumaticrabbit]

Sometimes I look at you and ask, what could’ve been.. I know it’s not healthy or logical to live in regret but, I just wonder sometimes. I feel like we’d still be extremely compatible even now. It’s my fault. You didn’t do anything wrong. I’m not a good person. I’m regretting life decisions. Hope you’re doing good. I just want to watch X-files with you. Hope your time in London is inspiring and points you in whatever direction you maybe hoping for. You’re a good person.

a message like this is so curious

how are we compatible? what do you mean what could have been?

also why x-files?

I have been enjoying myself here so far, I want to reach out to the center of the world. I feel at home here. & thank you, I hope I can be.

[posttraumaticrabbit]

conflict-avoidant people are B R U T A L bro

they’ll be like “don’t worry it’s hard to make me mad :-)”

then tell someone they wanna kill you for talking on the phone too late but never bring it up to you