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alright i followed everyone i wanted to ^_^ see ya later <3 

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hey ^_^ will be making a new blog in the next few days thats going to be supppper private tbh cause im ?!?! tired MNFDSMNFSDNMF of writing with people who dont really wanna write with me so ^_^ if ud like the link or if ud like to try and plot some things to show a lil bit of effort come to meee im always open and welcome to it i love u guys so much but!! ugh mnfmdnsfsd

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hey ^_^ will be making a new blog in the next few days thats going to be supppper private tbh cause im ?!?! tired MNFDSMNFSDNMF of writing with people who dont really wanna write with me so ^_^ if ud like the link or if ud like to try and plot some things to show a lil bit of effort come to meee im always open and welcome to it i love u guys so much but!! ugh mnfmdnsfsd

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fakdsmiles·:

                          HER   WORDS   HIT   HIM   LIKE  A   DAGGER   THROUGH   HIS   HEART   ,   not   because   it   was   false   ,   but   because   this   wasn’t    the   first   time   he   had   disappeared   without   saying   a   word  .    ❝   you’re   acting   as   if   i    had   a   choice   .     ❞    he’s    following    her    lead   ,    his    eyes   wander   around   his    surroundings    ,    examining    every   small   detail   of   the   house   .     he   hesitates   for   a   split    second   ,   his   voice   is   quiet    ,     ❝    i    got    caught   .   they   finally   caught   me   .   i   was   caught   selling   coke   to   a   regular   client   .   i    was    supposed   to   be   sentenced   for   ten  years   ,    but   instead   they   let   me   out   five   years   early   .    ❞    his   tone   shifts   from   quiet   to   insolence   within   seconds   ,    ❝   but   you   can’t   be   mad   ,    because   you   did   the   same   shit   ,   too   .    you   disappeared   without   a   saying   a   thing   ,    i    had   to   find   out   from   the   guys    .    so    whatever   you’re   feeling   is    how   i    felt   .    ❞    all   the   times   he’d   find   out   about   her   taking   the   fall   for   him   each   time   he’d   fuck   up   ,   he’d   lash   out   at   her   every   time   ,    because   he   never   wanted   her   to   get   involved   with   his   business   .    he   didn’t   want   her   to   ruin   her   clean   record   for   the   temerarious   actions   he   did   ,   he   didn’t   want   to   ruin   her   life   as   much   as   he   already   did   ,   but   it   was   already   too   late   .   as   he’s   walking   around   the   house   ,   he’s   too  focused   on   the   photos  of   opie   and  suri   .    how   happy   opie   looked   in   each   photo   ,   how   after   all   the   years   ,   she   could   live   without   him  ,   and   how   he   missed   out   on   so   much   .   maybe   ,   if   he   never   got   caught   ,   suri    could’ve   been   his   ,   or   better   yet   if   he   made   better   choices   ,    they’d   both   have   a   normal   life   and   relationship    .    the   more   he  examines   the   photos   ,   the   more   he   realizes   it   was   just   opie   and   suri   .    where   was   the   dad   ?    and   why   isn’t   he   in   the   photos   with   them   ?   because   if   the   guy   she’s   dating   now   is   the   father   ,    then   he’d   be   in   those   photos   ,    too   ,   right   ?    he    may    have   not   made   the   best   life   choices   ,    but   he   wasn’t   dumb  .   he    already   knew    she   had   something   up    her   sleeve   ,    he   knew   everything   she   said   was   a   complete   lie   .   and   he   knows   ,    she   wouldn’t   be   able   to    hide   it   for   much   longer  ,   he   may   have   been   gone   for   years    but   he   knew   her   far   too   well   .    he’s   leaning   against   the   doorway   entry   of   the   living   room   with   arms   crossed    ,    his   lips   pursed   ,   ❝   so  .   who’s   the   real   dad  ,   opie   ?   ❞

   HER    EYES    ARE    NO    LONGER    ON    HIM    ,    sitting    on    the    couch    with    suri    she's    gently    playing    with    her    hair    while    she    sleeps    .    trying    her    hardest    to    make    sure    she    stays    asleep    during    this    whole    thing    .    A    CHOICE    ,    she's    laughing    under    her    breath    .    let    out    on    good    behaviour    ,    another    quiet    laugh    ;    it    was    all    a    game    to    him    .    good    behaviour    was    a    mask    ,    just    to    get    out    .    she    wasn't    stupid    either    ,    and    she    knew    his    tricks    better    than    anyone    else    .    eyes    roll    as    he    finds    someway    to    shift    the    blame    back    to    her.    ❝    there's    a    fucking    difference    between    going    down    ,    for    SOMEONE    versus    going    down    and    leaving    someone    behind.    with    nothing    sora.    ❞    as    if    he    felt    anything    whenever    she    disappeared    ,    as    if    he    even    noticed    until    she    came    back    .    opie    knew    he    never    really    realized    or    cared    for    her    feelings    for    him    ,    and    maybe    she    couldn't    accept    it    then    but    now    she    could    .    how    little    he    cared    for    them    ,    and    how    even    when    he    tried    it    ended    in    the    worst    outcome    .    she    noticed    his    hesitation    in    the    hallway    ,    and    she    already    knows    whats    coming    .    what    he's    looking    at    ,    how    only    two    faces    line    those    hallways    .    maybe    it    could've    been    three    ,    maybe    it    could've    been    him    .    she    doubted    he    would've    wanted    anything    to    do    with    suri    then    either    ,    he    hardly    wanted    anything    to    do    with    her    at    the    time    .    maybe    she    was    fine    now    ,    but    she    remembers    those    haunting    nights    .    the    nights    she'd    cry    whenever    suri    did    ,    the    nights    she    cried    even    as    suri    slept    peacefully    .    how    she    used    everything    she    stole    from    him    to    sell    to    be    able    to    support    herself    and    suri    ,    to    get    out    of    the    mess    she    got    so    deeply    into    with    him    .    she's    got    chills    going    up    her    spine    ,    standing    up    off    the    couch    and    crossing    her    arms.    ❝    get    out    sora.    ❞

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fakdsmiles‌:

HE    WASN’T    SO    SURE    WHY    HE    COULDN’T    TALK    TO   HER    LIKE    A    NORMAL     HUMAN     BEING    ,    for     whatever    reason     ,    it    felt     as     if    bickering    with    her    was    the    only    option    .    it    would    be      too    late    ,    to    try    to    act    nice    and    innocent   now    right    ?    he    didn’t    mean    to    be    so      harsh    towards    the    girl   ,    but    his    natural     instincts    told    him    to   fight    back    ;    to    be    arrogant    .    how    could    he    not    be    ,    when     a     good    half    of    their    relationship    consisted    of    them    arguing    back    and    forth    ,    it    almost     felt    right    to    act    this    way    towards     her    ,    but     he    knew    that     if    he    kept    this    up    then    he    knows     the     other    would     probably    take    it    far     enough    to    call     the    cops     .    the    last    thing    sora    would     want    is    to    deal    with     them     again     .     ❝    oh    c’mon     .    you     really    didn’t     miss    me    ?    ❞    his    head    slightly     tilting     to     the     side      ,    as    he     attempts    to    give    off     a     puppy    dog     look     .    he     needed     to    know     if    he     crossed    her    mind     at    least     once    ,     because     every    night     before     he     fell     asleep     on    the    cold    ,     hard     stone     bed    ,     she     was     the     last     of     his     thoughts    .    his    heart    sinks     to     his    stomach     the     second    he    hears     the    word    dad     ,     because     now    he    knows     the    truth    ;    suri     isn’t    his     .     that    would    have     been     better     for    them     right    ?    who     would    want    someone     who    has     been     gone    for     years    ,    someone     that    doesn’t     even    have    anything     to     his     name     .    he    was    practically     useless    to    them     .     ❝    aw    ,    why     try    to    end     the     reunion     now    ?    maybe     i’d    like    to    meet her    dad     .     ❞    give    it up    sora     ,    there’s     no     point    in    fighting     for    a     spot    in    her     life     .     she     wants     nothing    to     do    with    you     clearly    she   was    doing    fine    without   you   ,    you’re     just     looking     for     a    reason    to     get     hurt     and     lash    out     now    .     don’t   ruin   the   best   thing   she   has   ;   her   family   .   he    notices    her     tight     grip     on    the     door     and     if    he    doesn’t    say     something     that’ll    change    her    mind     ,     then    that’ll    be    it .     traveling    nearly    an    hour    to    get    to    her    just    to    be    kicked    right    back   out   .    before    the    other   could    shut    the   door    ,   his    reflexes    are    quick   ,   his    hand    pushing    against    the    door    with    force    ,    his    tone    is    soft    now    ,    ❝    wait    .     i     didn’t     come    all     the    way    here    to     argue    .     i    thought    ,    maybe    you    could     use    an    explanation    ,    if    you’d     care     to     listen     .    if     not     ,     then     i’ll     be    out    of    your    way    .    for    good     . ❞    he    meets     her     eyes     before     adding     ,    ❝    y’know     .    you’re    the     first    person     i     came     to    see    .     ❞     he    had     hoped    this    would    convince    her   to    not     shut     him     out     ,    he    wanted    nothing    less    but     to     be     in    her    presence     ,    even    if    it    meant     she     wanted     him    dead    .   

EYES   LINGER   ON   HIM   A   LITTLE   TOO   LONG   ,   sadness   ---------   hurt   .   a   mix   of   both   .   his   face   so   fresh   in   her   mind   ,   knowing   anytime   she'd   look   at   suri   from   here   on   out   she'd   see   him   .   his   eyes   ,   his   smile   .   she   couldn't   decide   on   whether   or   not   it   hurt   ,   or   whether   it'd   fix   the   hole   he   left   in   her   the   day   he   left   .   the   day   he   decided   she   finally   wasn't   enough   ,   those   countless   nights   she   waited   while   he   was   out   ;   doing   god   knows   what   .   all   the   times   she   was   there   when   he   wasn't   ,   all   the   times   she   came   running   to   his   side   the   second   something   went   WRONG   .   the   times   the   hospital   would   call   because   she   was   his   only   emergency   contact   ;   the   nights   spent   sleeping   in   uncomfortable   chairs   after   trying   to   keep   her   eyes   open   until   he   would   wake   up   .   hiding   him   whenever   police   came   to   look   for   him   ,   nights   spent   in   cells   ,   cops   knowing   it   damn   well   it   couldve   never   been   her   pulling   off   the   stuff   she's   admitting   to   ;   but   a   confessions   a   confession   .   with   details   to   match   .   coming   home   after   being   gone   ,   the   anger   in   his   eyes   .   never   saying   where   she   was   ,   him   only   knowing   on   certain   occasions   when   his   friends   would   tell   .   she'd   do   anything   for   him   ,   she   probably   wouldve   taken   a   bullet   for   him   at   that   time   .   but   now   that   suri   was   here   ,   she   was   the   only   thing   opie   could   ever   think   of   dying   for   .   she's   worked   hard   ,   worked   hard   to   get   suri   where   she   is   .   out   of   the   life   opie   so   desperately   thrived   off   of   .   when   he   went   away   ,   when   she   found   out   that   she   was   pregnant   she   almost   couldn't   take   it   .   almost   couldn't   bring   herself   to   put   suri   into   a   life   where   she'd   never   be   normal   .   she's   listening   ,   almost   drowning   in   her   own   thoughts   .   ❝   we   both   know   you'll   just   leave   again   .   say   what   you   have   to   say   .❞   she's   turning   around   ,   leaving   the   door   open   as   she   walks   through   the   hall   .   pictures   hanging   on   the   wall   ,   pictures   of   suri   everywhere   ;   a   few   of   her   and   suri   hung   .   but   none   of   her   supposed   baby   daddy   .   she's   hoping   he'll   catch   on   and   follow   her   ,   she's   walking   into   her   living   room   ,   checking   up   on   suri   to   see   her   fast   asleep   on   the   couch   .   she's   sitting   down   ,   arms   crossed   .   ❝   why   bother   coming   back   sora   .   it's   been   years   .   ❞

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11 more drafts to do that i’ll get done once i wake up from my nap ! 

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wearyhands·:

immediately upon stepping into the boisterous atmosphere, rory had begun to question why she allowed her friends to have made her tag along in the first place. the raven haired girl would much rather have avoided the party scene altogether  &  altered the group’s plans to something much more private  (  which they were evidently opposed to  ). she should have suspected that she’d stumble upon vince in this environment, gaze darting downwards as he approaches her  ––  intending to simply collect her bearings  &  carry on with her night following this conversation.  “  my friends asked me to come,  ”  she comments softly, clearing her throat.  “  i’ll stay out of your way.  ”

the   only   intentions   vince   has   ever   had   ,   have   been   cruel   .   disregarding   anyone's   feelings   that   weren't   his   own   .   granted   he'd   never   admit   to   having   them   .   seeing   rory   in   a   place   like   this   ,   surrounded   by   guys   who   he   knew   would   treat   her   better   and   worse   than   how   he   was   only   made   his   blood   boil   .   he's   being   harsh   ,   hoping   to   scare   her   off   before   she   falls   prey   to   one   of   the   eyes   that   are   already   on   her   .   "   don't   be   dumb   rory   ,   you   knew   who's   party   this   was   .   "   he's   leaning   against   the   wall   ,   cocky   smirk   crossing   his   lips   as   he   becomes   the   exact   person   he   doesn't   want   her   to   get   caught   up   with   .   looking   her   up   and   down   ,   eyes   fall   on   hers   once   more   .   "   you   look   good   ,   who   are   you   trying   to   impress    ?   "

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hazedhope‌:

          𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄'𝐒      𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆      𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐃      𝐈𝐍      𝐓𝐇𝐄      𝐖𝐀𝐘      𝐇𝐈𝐒      𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆      𝐀𝐍𝐃      𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐘      𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑      𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊      𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇      𝐇𝐄𝐑      𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐒.      one      of      his      own      is      tucked      safely      in      the      pocket      of      his      jeans      as      BRIGHT      LIGHTS      whip      and      fly      right      past      them      from      every      direction.      the      carnival      is      in      town      and      it      was      no      secret      matt      would      be      prancing      around      the      grounds      with      the      only      girl      that’s      ever      REALLY      caught      his      eye.      sure,      their      friends      would      be      around      𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞      𝐚𝐧𝐝      𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞,      but      it      was      ultimately      THEIR      NIGHT.      as      soon      as      he’s      tugged      back      from      their      group,      smile      very      much      evident,      matt’s      arm      shifts      to      wrap      around      noelle’s      shoulders      while      they      walked.      ❛      hm      …      funhouse      ?      or      ferris      wheel      ?      ❜      he      PURPOSELY      avoids      putting      the      photobooth      into      their      view,      trying      to      steer      the      conversation      away      from      such      a      thing      for      𝐚𝐬      𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠      𝐚𝐬      𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐥𝐲      𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞.      ❛      maybe      funnel      cake      ?      could      hear      your      stomach      growlin’      from      about      a      mile      away,      y’know.      ❜          /          @pourdouts  !

THE    LIGHTS    GLIMMER    AROUND    HER    ,    bright    lights    twisting    ;    lighting    up    the    night    sky    .    fingers    locking    with    his    as    it    sends    a    warm    comforting    feeling    throughout    her    .    it's    her    favorite    place    to    be    ,    loving    it    since    she    couldn't    even    remember    .    if    noelle    could    ,    she'd    probably    stay    here    forever    .    the    food    ,    the    lights    ,    HIM    .    she's    seen    the    grins    and    whispers    from    their    friends    ,    as    they    were    also    lost    somewhere    on    the    fairgrounds    ;    leaving    them    alone    to    do    their    thing    .    she's    got    one    thing    in    mind    ,    make    some    memories    .    she's    laughing    ,    body    leaning    into    his    as    his    arm    wraps    around    her    .    ❛    hmm    ….    or    we    could    go    to    the    photobooth    .    ❜    lips    curl    into    a    smile    ,    slipping    out    from    under    his    arms    ;    fingers    grasping    onto    his    hand    as    she    begins    pulling    him    towards    it    .    ❛    mmm    ,    no    .    i    think    nows    the    perfect    time    for    some    pictures    .    don't    be    a    baby    ,    are    you    really    gonna    tell    me    no    ?    ❜    a    pout    overtakes    her    lips    ,    the    glimmer    of    happiness    in    her    eyes    shining    through    .    

[pourdouts]

fakdsmiles·:

EVERYTHING    HAPPENED    SO    FAST    ,    the    toddler    that    was    just    standing    before    him    disappeared   before   he   could   bat   another   eye   ,   and   now   he   was   facing   the   person   he’s   been   waiting   to   see   after   all   of   those   years   .   from   the   look   of   her   face   ,   all   he   could   see   how   angry   she   looked   .   even   the   vibe   from   two   minutes   ago   to   now   changed   drastically   .   he   couldn’t   blame   her   ,   he   did   leave   so   suddenly   without   letting   anyone   know   what   happened   ,   but    deep   down   he   had   wished   she   wanted   to   see   him   as   much   as   he   did   her   .   although   ,   years   sitting   in   a   jail   cell   did   ,   in   fact   change   sora   turning   into   a   good   person   ,   but   it       was   only   a   facade   for   them   to    release   him   sooner   than   expected   .   he   may   have   a   soft    spot   sometimes   ,   because   of   it    ;    but   once   an   asshole   ,   always   an   asshole   .  doing   what   he   does   best   to   rile   the   other   up   , he   puts  on   a  fake  frown  ,  a  hand  over  his  heart   indicating  he   was   offended  by  her   words   ,   ❝   ouch   ,  you  just  know   how   to  hurt   my   feelings   ,   opie   .  not  ,   even   a    ❛   hey  ,  i   missed  you ?   ❜   so  mean  .   ❞   trying   to   look   behind   her   ,   his   eyes   searching   for   the   toddler   he   saw   moments   ago   ,    ❝   who   was   that   anyway   ?   never   seen   you   move   so   fast   in   my   life   .  ❞  he   couldn’t   stop  thinking   about   how   uncanny   suri’s   resemblance   was   to   him   .   or   maybe   ,   he   just   hoped   she   were   theirs    .   because   maybe   ,   just   maybe   if   she     were   to   be   their   child   ,   he’d   have   a   second   chance   to   be   with   opie   and   hopefully   make   things   right  .  though   ,   he   knew   he   was   incapable  of  loving her  .  not  that  he  didn’t  want  to  ,  but  because  of    his    old    habits   and   behavior   towards   opie   started  to  rush  back  .   his   eyes   meet   hers   ,   a   small   laugh   falls   off   his   lips   ,   ❝   oh   wait   .   let   me   take   a   guess   .   she’s    yours   .  ❞ 

something   about   this   felt   so   wrong   ,   she   knows   something   about   this   is   so   wrong   .   she   can't   stand   the   fact   he's   even   seen   suri   ,   nonetheless   talked   to   her   .   it's   been   years   ,   years   of   living   off   of   everything   she   took   from   him   when   he   left   ;   years   of   living   off   the   info   his   past   friends   told   her   .   none   of   it   ,   leading   to   this   .   she   can't   hide   the   fact   her   heart   began   to   ache   when   she   saw   him   .   the   way   her   eyes   gleamed   for   only   a   second   before   being   fueled   with   anger   .   eyes   roll   ,   hand   now   gripping   the   door   ,   prepared   to   slam   it   shut   at   any   given   moment   .   knuckle   turns   white   as   her   grip   only   tightens   .   a   sarcastic   and   annoyed   laugh   .   ❝   please   shut   the   hell   up   sora   .   ❞   opie   notices   his   gaze   ,   notices   as   he   watches   behind   her   ;   trying   to   catch   another   glimpse   at   suri   .   she's   body   blocking   him   now   ,   moving   everywhere   his   eyes   go   .   ❝   none   of   your   business   .   what   do   you   want   ,   sora   .   ❞   ice   cold   tone   ,   god   if   her   words   were   bullets   he'd   be   long   gone   .   eyes   proceed   to   shoot   daggers   at   him   ;   the   aching   in   her   heart   growing   stronger   everytime   she   see's   his   smile   curl   up   on   his   lips   ;   she's   quick   to   end   her   own   thinking   ,   a   snarky   laugh   now   leaving   her   lips   .   ❝   she   is   .   her   DAD   will   be   home   any   minute   ,   so   i   suggest   you   take   off   .   please   don't   ,   ever   fucking   come   back   .   ❞   why   lie   opie   ,   he's   out   of   town   for   a   week   .   so   great   to   know   the   week   he   leaves   ,   sora   magically   comes   home    .   her   grip   in   the   door   tightens   once   more   ,   trying   to   shut   it   and   lock   all   this   right   back   out   where   it   belongs   .  

[pourdouts]

fakdsmiles·:

POURDOUTS.

❝ IN 1.3 MILES , TURN RIGHT . ❞ monotonously spoke the robot voice from his uber driver’s phone . sora was less than four minutes away from reaching his destination point , which was in fact , his ex high school sweet heart . he wasn’t quite sure what he was going to do or say when he sees her , but he knows for a fact that he had to see her first . five years ago , sora was doing what almost every rebellious teen does in their high school years ; selling drugs , getting into fights , getting chased by the cops for whatever reason . and one day , he was caught selling drugs behind the convenient store late at night , and that was his last night of freedom . ever since that night , he hasn’t spoken to opie since , he wasn’t allowed to give a single phone call to anyone . now , he was a different person . the drug dealing bad boy doesn’t exist anymore . he was better . calmer . and he wanted nothing but a better life and to see his former lover again . which , he was currently down the street , seconds away from her house , and not gonna lie , he was scared . scared of her reaction , or better yet . if she has moved on or not . but the only one was to blame was him , if he had only behaved , he wouldn’t be in this predicament . ❝ i believe this is your stop ? ❞ his driver says , as he meets sora’s eyes through the rear view mirror . nodding his head , he let out a thanks to the driver and submitted his pay and review through the app as he exited the vehicle. thump thump . went his heart , it was beating rapidly as each second went by . shoving his hands into his pockets , he walked up to the front of the door and exhales deeply before proceeding to knock on the door . one , two , three , four , five , six , seven , eight , nine , ten . he silently counted in his head . no one’s home ? or wrong house? he turned around and before he could even take a step away from the door , the door swings opens . ❝ hi ! are you here for my mommy ? ❞ a little girl’s voice speaks out , exuberantly almost . mommy ? he turns back to the door and there was a little girl standing there , believe she was two or three years of age . the more he looked at the young girl , the more he saw a mix of him and opie . same hair as her , but my eyes ? his head cocking to the right , as he examines the one in front of him fully . ❝ hello ! mister ? are you okay ? hellooooo ?! ❞ she waving her hand in front of his face now , bringing him back to reality . ❝ u-uh . yes , sorry . ❞ he shakes his head . she couldn’t be his daughter right ? there’s no way . lowering himself , so he could reach to her level , he smiles softly , ❝ hi , i’m sora . is anyone with the name of opie here ? ❞

they've    just    finished    lunch    ,    and    feeding    a    toddler    wasn't    the    easiest    mission    opie's    come    across    .    she's    finished    cleaning    off    her    face    ,    sending    her    off    to    go    play    somewhere    around    the    house    .    she's    cleaning    up    the    mess    in    the    kitchen    ,    humming    along    to    some    cartoon    song    she    hear    suri    listening    to    earlier    .    three    years    old    ,    crazy    .    with    a    birthday    coming    up    too    .    maybe    she    doesn't    even    realize    how    she    got    here    ,    where    she    was    in    her    life    when    she    found    out    what    was    coming    .    the    regrets    flooding    through    her    mind    as    she    thinks    about    what    suri    could    have    gone    through    .    too    young    to    ever    understand    that    there    would    always    be    someone    missing    in    her    life    .    opie    believing    it    was    for    the    best    ,    thinking    well    ,    knowing    he    was    never    coming    back    ;    he'd    never    know    where    she    went    ,    wouldn't    bother    to    remember    her    and    he'd    never    end    up    around    her    .    it's    been    a    long    day    ,    it's    only    her    and    suri    home    and    she's    expecting    her    boyfriend    home    at    any    minute    .    that    being    the    only    reason    she    hasn't    rushed    to    suri's    side    as    she    opened    the    door    .    she's    finishing    what    she's    doing    ,    before    walking    around    the    corner    and    into    the    hall    that    she's    in    .    she's    about    to    speak    before    her    eyes    fall    on    him    ,    how    close    he    is    to    suri    and    how    her    heart    sinks    the    second    she    sees    him    .    fight    or    flight    instincts    threatening    to    kick    IN    as    her    heart    begins    racing    .    she's    quickly    walking    forward    ,    scooping    suri    up    into    her    arms    as    dark    eyes    remain    on    him    .    turning    around    she's    putting    suri    down    ,    quietly    telling    her    to    go    to    the    living    room    and    to    turn    on    cartoons    .    before    whipping    around    to    face    him    .    ❝    you    need    to    leave    .    now    ❞    words    slip    past    her    tongue    ,    cold    .    jaw    clenched    as    she    fights    to    control    her    breathing    .    ❝    why    would    you    ever    fucking    show    up    here    .    ❞

[pourdouts]

heyyy lol im gonna try to come back ig 

[polyamselfshipper2]

A constant mood™

[pourdouts]

got through half my drafts last night, so im gonna be redoing my theme and then finishing them :) 

[pourdouts]

getting around to it , so while i do my drafts LIKE this for a lyric starter !! 

[pourdouts]

uhhh really feeling like a lot of my friends on here arent my friends and its making me sad so im gonna .. shut up and do my drafts i guess 

[c-isnenegro]

[pourdouts]

i have fourteen drafts that i’m about to crack down on , if ur curious about our threads lmk ^_^ i may have missed the replies, or not seen them so if u dont see urs hmu <3