Ppelon

she/her, 20 years old. my name is Alina Ppelon 🤝. I am an artist from Russia. i'm drawing uh billy hargrove grgrgr. I only draw Billy HAHAHGH. I'm sorry, but I'm not going to draw the Harringroves :(❤️‍🩹. only brotp Billy/Steve.

[ppel0n]

Based on the many fan art I've seen, I decided to do this. I was told that this tutorial really opened someone's eyes to many obvious things...

[ppel0n]

hello

[ppel0n]

Btw how have you been?

I'm fine after the cat appeared ^_^

[ppel0n]

Can you draw more basketball Billy? Idk if requests are open, sorry if not!!

I haven't painted Billy for a while :( Now I'm sitting in the fandom of the romance club

[ppe10n]

doode ^_^

[ppel0n]

There's a bit of billy here

[ppe10n]

meeeeeee

[ppel0n]

🌌

[ppe10n]

пуки каки

[ppel0n]

heh

[avalonlights]

"Yes sir."

[ppel0n]

It's my birthday today lol. there are no new art about this event, so a selection of my favorite art...

[ppel0n]

ты наверное чья-то дочь а я — просто красивый торч…) You must be someone's daughter And I'm just a beautiful junkie...)

[ppe10n]

blaah

[ppel0n]

How do I feel about the Harringroves? (frequently asked question)

-Don't expect them from me. I think Billy and Steve are the most heterosexual characters. Harringrove ship is boring for me, I'm not sorry, because I just like to prescribe friendship than the same relationship. therefore, do not be offended if in the alleged pictures with Billy and Steve in the same frame I will write - "brotp", because I kind of want respect for my pictures and their context.💔

and in general, in this thc, there will be more content with Billy himself than with someone else, purely single pictures. so think about it a few times, why are you signing up here, for Billy's sake? or with the hope of content with some kind of ship?

there is enough content with Harringroves without me, so don't blame me.

p.s. this post was written personally for my audience as a set of rules in the telegram channel. it was written rudely for a reason, because some people got to me. in general, you need to be rude and tough with the Russian audience, because people don't understand it any other way.

[ppel0n]

and yes, if you just don't like my work or how I am as a person, then it's better to pass by in silence. if I don't like something, then I pass by and don't write angry comments to someone under the posts, because everything has a place to be, it's just not my taste. if it's not to my taste, then I create something that I like. that is, first of all, I paint ONLY for myself and I don't force anyone to follow me. I know that everyone likes it, it won't work, even if you bang your head against the wall. There are artists that I don't like, but I personally didn't mention them or throw poison at them. imagine, I have an opinion that I express, and in particular I'm just being ironic.

[ppel0n]

there is my Russian audience in telegram, which has its own jokes, memes, which may seem rude to a foreign audience. plus, keep in mind that there are many swear words in our Russian language that have several meanings, depending on the context and tone in which they are said. plus, our swear words are created from several more swear words (?), which the translator will not be able to translate correctly at all, because of this, the context of the narrative will change.

Instagram and my foreign audience are on Tumblr, where I filter my speech, because I understand that here our "Russian jokes and mems" may not be understood that way. again, I repeat, I treat everyone NORMALLY. although I also said in my telegram that I would not draw Harringroves, because I am not interested and it is better not to expect it from me. And I didn't throw poison at those who love the Harringroves. In my telegram, literally the main audience is the Harringroves. study my telegram channel normally.

there was a joke about piss blonde, where I wrote that "those who draw piss blonde drank piss." It was just A JOKE. A LOCAL JOKE.

piss – piss-blonde??

I seriously have to explain the meaning of this joke (not a particularly good one lol)

[martyreasemymind]

for those of you who were disappointed in the last round of ppel0n screenshots for being "milquetoast", fear not as other people in the billy fandom who are also tired of this nonsense have been so kind as to round up and share with me more evidence of her shitty behavior.

not gonna give any commentary because i'm sick of spending my time on this festering piece of human pond scum and quite frankly she speaks for herself.

TW for under the cut: ableism, homophobia (the f slur)(among other things)

[ppel0n]

by the way, all the evidence that was provided was translated through Google translator, and there are a lot of Russian words that the translator literally translates incorrectly, so the context may change. because I like to use funny swear words, which are very many in the Russian language and which can have several meanings at once, depending on the context and tone in which they were said.

in general, figure out who is right and who is wrong. and I'll go on listening to Aisha Erotica and Kim Petras <з

[martyreasemymind]

for anyone still hesitant about blocking ppel0n/billyhargroff ie. the person who drew the picture of billy with angel wings that's been getting a lot of attention recently.

because you haven't seen her be a bigot and a generally shitty person, here is a post from her billy rp blog

and here are some screenshots from her telegram account

(and before anyone cries about how not liking harringrove/mlm billy doesn't make one a homophobe, i want you to think real long and hard about what why she called other fan depictions of billy 'bimbo whores' when he's canonically promiscuous. it's clearly not the promiscuity itself that bothers her.)

the telegram screenshots were taken in april of this year, for anyone who wasn't around. if you go back in people's blog's and find these posts circulating around early april:

ppel0n is who they are referring to.

for those who were around, know this, and still choose to reblog this piece of shit's work, i hope it was worth selling your soul and your queer friends for fanart.

and for you, ppel0n? get the fuck out of our fandom. you have no right to take up space in a predominantly queer community - built around a character who is a canonical victim of homophobic violence - being a toxic, entitled, possessive little bigot. we do not want you here.

[sonneillonv]

Sorry y'all, but this 'evidence' on a 19-year-old Russian is the most milquetoast bullshit I've ever seen.

First of all, this is a fairly young person who has a lot of growing to do, and you guys are jumping down their throat for basically saying "I prefer this dynamic over that dynamic, sorry I'm not going to draw fanart for a pairing I don't like". You don't even have directly homophobic statements to reference, so you have to say shit like "Really THINK about why she refers to x this way". No, hon. I'm not going to really think about it. I'm going to read what she's actually saying and assume that's what she means because that's the most basic level of good faith you can extend to another person.

Meanwhile, she is getting tons of asks (I actually bothered to go through her blog to check when I saw this post) about MLM Billy ships and her response is always "Sorry, that's not for me so I won't be doing that here". Which is A) fairly fucking polite/respectful and B) WITHIN HER RIGHTS. IT'S OKAY THAT SHE PREFERS FREQUENTLY-SHIPPED CHARACTERS AS FRIENDS. Over and over and over, in these 'receipts', I see her doing nothing more offensive than saying "I'm staying out of that because it's none of my business and I have my own shit to worry about". This post makes it look like y'all are lashing out at someone for setting fairly healthy boundaries.

Second.... she's fucking Russian. Take one moment to consider the risk it poses to her if she decides to start producing MLM content in a country where the government actively tracks and punishes anyone who supports LGBT rights and like... gain some perspective. Hell, consider the environment she's grown up in and the narratives that have been repeated to her since she was born, ALONG WITH THE FACT THAT SHE'S 19 and has BARELY even begun to have an opportunity to start unpacking those... and please fucking re-assess your response to this.

I will never accept receipts that rely on extrapolating some kind of hidden meaning from peoples' statements unless it's a known and verified dogwhistle. Show me something that actually deserves a response, or quit dog-piling the kid. You want to block them because their behavior frustrates you? FINE. That's YOUR right. But these call-out posts do not produce any benefit, do not make anything better, do not make fandom safer, and are a form of bullying.

Kids who grew up in repressive environments are going to act like kids who grew up in repressive environments, but WE have the option to behave like adults. How about we try exercising that. JFC.

[martyreasemymind]

i'm so sorry this isn't as exciting for you as child trafficking.

i don't what it was in my post that makes you think i care if someone doesn't like shipping billy with other males characters. that was never and will never be my point. my point was the bigotry this person holds that, in their particular case, cannot be removed from their aversion to these ships. her saying she doesn't like mlm is not alone evidence of any kind of intolerance.

i'm not "extending good faith" because this person has blown past assumptions of good will by mocking other people's art and understanding of a fictional character, and forbidding queer people from their telegram page. that 'bimbo' comment does not exist in isolation from her hostile bigotry.

tho you apparently seem to have a very different idea of what 'hostile' means seeing how you think

"I'm staying out of that because it's none of my business and I have my own shit to worry about"

is the same thing as

"may I never have gays here, get out"

it is not our responsibility to coddle or simply ignore someone who has proven multiple times to be actively bigoted and toxic in a fandom space, which is apparently your idea of "behaving like adults". if they hold bigoted beliefs because of their upbringing, it is not the responsibility of the people they bigoted against to tolerate their behavior.

if she can potentially grow out of this behavior that's great, but it's not our communities job to put that optimistic possibility over the safety and comfort of our members.

you think i'm the only one who has seen her being intolerant? look at the tags on this post. i'm not. multiple people have seen her being homophobic and transphobic, claiming ownership of billy, and going with a 'don't like don't read policy' doesn't cut it when the behavior goes against the values that practically everyone in a community has and actively targets a significant portion of the membership. you're telling me you would be fine as a queer person or Ukrainian seeing your friends give attention to the work of someone who considers you less than for qualities you have no control over?

i also find it interesting that you've said NOTHING about this person's open mocking of other artists and fans, or her proclaiming herself a superior fan over others.

is that how everyone is raised in russia? that's interesting, i didn't know that. i'll be sure to keep that in mind when i interact with all of the other young russian people in fandom communities who aren't raging pieces of shit.

[ppel0n]

I will not leave their fandom, even if I consider Billy (wow) to be a hetero, at least in the series his preferences were shown (purely my opinion). I just condemn the behavior of Neil, who raised him in a homophobic atmosphere, and if you are somehow offended by some of my rude statements, then it is also not difficult for me to accept my mistake and apologize, the main thing is to point out my mistake and explain what can and cannot be done. I will understand and accept, because I'm kind of the kind of person who can compromise. but my advice to you is to communicate with the person personally first, before you cancel it. because after reading all this, I realized what a huge nonsense was written about me, a complete slander