go crazy go stupid

this is my batshit ramblings side blog

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me in the busiest public bathroom rinsing my mouth out with mouthwash after very obviously just making myself throw up in the stall:

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goes thru alcohol withdrawal like a hot and sexy bitch

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I’m not even a fun alcoholic I’m autistic I don’t go to bars or clubs unless there’s a fun event in I just drink whiskey in my bedroom and walk into shit .

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when your brain is cycling out of mania and depression at a rapid rate and you finally get one moment of peace and clarity while looking at yourself in the microwave reflection at 3am

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I never post here anymore but my alcoholism has reached new lows lol I have these insane bruises that I have no recollection of and I’m shaken all the time and I can’t even talk to my family anymore when I’m sober I need to be drunk to even uphold s conversation . Anyway lol ow

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a bulimic, an obsessive compulsive and an alcoholic walk into a bar. it’s me. im the bulimic obsessive compulsive alcoholic and i should NOT be in a bar

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this place is filthy. just pour the whiskey straight into my mouth

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a bulimic, an obsessive compulsive and an alcoholic walk into a bar. it’s me. im the bulimic obsessive compulsive alcoholic and i should NOT be in a bar

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rip to my 6 months sober haha let’s go it’s whiskey hours

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spiralling 2day!! what is the point

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can you guys be quiet im trying to have an eating disorder over here

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i COULD get better. or i could kill myself. depends

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wouldn’t it be fucked up if i k*lled m*self on my birthday lol. that would be crazy

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when you feel the manic burnout coming on so u just drink coffee drink coffee drink coffee drink coffee drink co

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this psychomotor agitation is driving me insane I’m so under stimulated I want to punch GOD

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oh I want to d** 😜

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i hate my current life situation so much and it truly just feels impossible to get out of it ooooo boy i want to die or just. start over. but i can’t start over its impossible!

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are ur posts ok to rb dvsjvsb

yes!