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ive been going thru a depressive episode for 4 months now can this end pls

literally bro

i want to run away and disappear because i just dont feel like i exist to anyone but i know thats just my stupid thoughts talking

i need to get out of bed instead of snorting shi and larping the life i could have had fr

i’ll be better one day, prolly. i hope

#screaming into the void #vent #vent blog #jaydes #yen #i wanna die #i wish i was better #SoundCloud #i feel so alone

whimsylilou

i’m kinda leaning towards just not liking sex that much anymore like even doing shi to myself makes me depressed like it’s not even worth it. i just wanna be normal tho and function like everyone else and be able to do shi without wanting to put my own body through a paper shredder or meat grinder or some sort. jus curl up after and jus feel insecure and wanna die. think about people who’s used me yfm like and i already hate looking at myself

i genuinely don’t even know at this point. sex is suppose to be like kinda easy to think about but like i jus kinda can’t any more but a year ago i was good. still insecure but i could still enjoy shi

bruh yk how people fantasize about it? i haven’t in a while. i fantasize about getting my hand held and getting kissed. like wtf ts so weird, almost 18 should have ts under control or know what’s going on wit me but i don’t. i jus wanna function normally

I HATE SEX I HATE SEX I HATE SEX ITS SO WEIRD AND IT MAKES ME DEPRESSED. ik im weird and that’s jus another reason why people prolly aren’t interested in me lmao, idk bro

i hope sex and doing shi myself isn’t ruined for me. ace sexual people are cool but i don’t wanna be one, i hate the way im feeling right now